Time is a wonderful thing, and when you want it to go faster, it always stays still. And when you want it to go slower, it hurries away in a hurry, not giving you a chance to stay.

Ruan Qingning has felt that time flies very fast recently, obviously she just came back from Longjipo yesterday, and she has to go home for the New Year in a month, why did she get up from sleep, and received a call from her mother, asking when she would be home?

I ended the call, checked my calendar several times, and made sure that today was the day I told my mother to go home. Ruan Qingning scratched her head and sighed deeply.

In the past month, it has been the most leisurely time since her debut. Putting down all the work without falling behind, every minute and every second of 24 hours a day belongs to herself, Ruan Qingning has never been so completely away from her work.

The renewal of the entertainment industry is too fast, and the supernova that may have been extremely popular last month will be completely cool this month. Such a situation has caused Ruan Qingning to live very nervously.

She doesn't like to go out, but she doesn't like to lie in bed and do nothing like Summer, and the reason it's all because of the uneasiness that floods her heart. If you stay at home and don't do anything, Ruan Qingning's heart will be inexplicably anxious, and she will be uncontrollably cranky.

So if she has a job, Ruan Qingning stays outside all day long, and stays at home when she doesn't have a job, and Ruan Qingning also has to find a lot of things for herself to move, so as to avoid her thoughts from spreading in a pessimistic direction.

But thinking is the fastest thing in the world. And sometimes the more you don't want to think about it, the more you can't help but think about it. So Ruan Qingning inevitably thought many times that if one day, supergirls are no longer popular, the public no longer pays attention to them, and even she no longer regards singing as her life's work, what will she be like at that time.

In the past, whenever she thought of this question, Ruan Qingning couldn't help but panic. This is the journey she has been searching for since she was an ignorant teenager, and she has paid and lost on this road without saying anything. If one day she is forced to embark on another strange road where she does not know where to go, what is there along the way, will she still be as hopeful and confident about the future as she was when she began to walk the road under her feet?

All fears come from the unknown, and all insecurity comes from uncertainty about the future. Imagination is something that can make bad things worse and scare oneself away. The anxiety and restlessness day after day were woven into the rope that locked Ruan Qingning, trapped her, and made her not know where to go.

Zhong Xuan's departure, Ruan Qingning inevitably thought a lot. Because there are many people who are sad about Zhong Xuan's departure, there is always a reason why fans are particularly worried about her. Even if Ruan Qingning is reluctant to admit it, Zhong Xuan's choice is an indisputable fact that she once tried to avoid thinking about it but occasionally pops up.

In fact, most artists will have this kind of thought, the difference is only how strong it is and whether they will implement it. Even if you go to work during the holidays, some people will want to cut themselves off, let alone the entertainment industry with such pressure.

Ruan Qingning didn't take this idea seriously before, but now... Through Zhong Xuan's death and what happened after his death, Ruan Qingning suddenly felt that her worries were actually very unnecessary.

Life always goes on, no matter what choice you make. A choice has a way of living, and the sky will not fall because of any of your choices, so why worry about what hasn't happened?

With this realization in mind, Ruan Qingning began to rest without any work for the first time. really started to rest and put aside everything she was used to, Ruan Qingning felt more and more that even if she stopped singing one day, life would not be as bad as she imagined. The previous anxiety was just a cage that I had poured for myself.

Walk the dog every day, draw for a while, think about what to eat at noon, send the menu you have thought of, and then give Lu Ling a hand, and work with Lu Ling to develop the new taste of the recipes you have searched, and then eat them with a sad face.

Or put on a makeup that even her mother couldn't recognize her, and then ran to Lu Ling's store with this ugly and painful makeup and anti-trend clothes, pretending to be a clerk, and laughed at the disgusted expressions of the girls who were attracted to Lu Ling because they saw her. In the days away from work, Ruan Qingning lived happily.

Ruan Qingning asked Lu Ling if she didn't stand on the stage and sing, would he feel useless? Lu Ling replied to her like this, "If you don't want to stand on the stage, don't go! It's no big deal, if you want to sing, sing at any time, sing openly, I will be your most loyal audience at any time." ”

Lu Ling's expression was very exaggerated when he said this, and his tone was also very exaggerated, if he didn't read it seriously, it was easy to think that he was perfunctory or joking. But Ruan Qingning just knew that what Lu Ling said was true, and there really was a day when she would no longer stand on the stage and sing, but would only hum casually while cleaning at home, Lu Ling would definitely listen to it very happily and give her warm applause.

"So you don't really want to retire!" The day after saying this, Ruan Qingning received a nervous inquiry from Lu Ling.

"Isn't it okay?" Ruan Qingning replied casually at that time, and then Lu Ling grabbed her out of the bedroom.

Lying directly in the same bed, both of them are a bit incompetent for now. But running around is very troublesome, and it will increase the chance of being found by the paparazzi. So after much discussion, Ruan Qingning moved into the vacant bedroom of Lu Ling's house with her luggage.

If you can shout at the top of your voice and get candy, food, water, hugs and everything you want, who would be nostalgic for living alone in a huge house and living alone?

Anyway, Ruan Qingning is not so stupid, she has lived here in Lu Ling for half a month, and the biggest problem Ruan Qingning found is only one point - she is fat.

Ruan Qingning, who is known as a paper man, used to be fat, and back then, she was also a person who almost weighed more than 100. But now, it may be that the artist's special working hours have changed her gastrointestinal structure, I don't know since when, Ruan Qingning inexplicably gained a physique that doesn't grow much meat after eating anything, so that Xia and Wu Tong, who are as hungry as her, get up early and stay greedy for so many years, and still eat two more suppers will be fat.

What do you eat will not be fat, and you can still grow several catties of meat under Lu Ling's innovative cooking skills, Ruan Qingning couldn't understand for a while, this is because Lu Ling's cooking skills are in line with his appetite, or is it because he has a wide heart and a wide body to get fat. If your heart is wide, even if you eat grass, you will grow flesh.

"You think too much!" Knowing Ruan Qingning's thoughts, Lu Ling hit her like this, "It's sheep that will grow meat when you eat grass, and you're at best a Dutch pig that only eats meat and doesn't grow meat, so that the master's family will pay for it." ”

Lu Ling was almost beaten to death by Ruan Qingning because of these words, and the reason why she was almost was because Ruan Qingning still had a few days to go home, and before she went home, she also needed someone to cook for her and serve her. When the days before going home have passed, Lu Ling's death date has arrived...