can jump, jump and sing on the stage for two hours, but walk less than five kilometers before there is no love. I can use fitness equipment to train my abdominal muscles, but I am tired even when I go upstairs. Ruan Qingning's physical strength is full of mystery in Lu Ling's opinion,

It is often said that a woman who dresses dessert has another stomach, and Lu Ling feels that Ruan Qingning not only has another stomach, but also has another physical system dedicated to singing. Anything that has nothing to do with singing, this system is never activated.

Just like now, Zero and the boiled eggs who set off together are stuffed one by one, and Lu Ling doesn't feel the slightest tiredness. Only Ruan Qingning, the most excited player at the time of departure and with the most insights on the way, is now simply spread out into a puddle of soft mud, lying motionless in the car, and even the range of breathing is invisible.

Two months ago, Lu Ling would have been worried about whether something was wrong with Ruan Qingning, but now...

After releasing Zero and the boiled eggs, Lu Ling opened the co-pilot's door, turned around, squatted, and the whole set of actions went smoothly, "Come on!"

I looked left and right, but I didn't see half a figure. Putting on a hat and hiding most of his face in the shadows, Ruan Qingning put his arms around Lu Ling's neck with satisfaction.

New Year's Day has passed, the school for make-up classes has long been closed, and Ruan Qingcheng was also urged by her mother to go home early three times a day. Now that there is only Zero at home to accompany Ruan Qingning, and the huge house is only lived by herself and Zero, Ruan Qingning will inevitably feel desolate. So there is nothing to say, the place where Lu Ling carried Ruan Qingning on his back was his home with the boiled eggs.

There was once a drunk man lying on the street, and the police helped him up, and he looked like a local rich man. When the police said they were going to take him home, the rich man said, "Home?

The policeman pointed to the villa not far away and asked: What is that?

The rich man said, "That's my house." ”

For a long time in Lu Ling's life, there was only a house and no home. Once, my sister said that the place where she was there was Lu Ling's home, and Lu Ling felt very warm about it. But when her sister married her brother-in-law and wore the ring given to her by her brother-in-law, Lu Ling clearly knew that his home was gone.

Lu Ling knew that it was a bit cruel to think like this, for her sister, even if she got married, he was still her younger brother, her most beloved family. But it is irrefutable that when an accident requires her to choose between Lu Ling and her brother-in-law, she will go from not hesitating to being in a dilemma.

And when her sister has her own child, Lu Ling believes that this embarrassment will intensify, and the originally wavering balance is destined to tilt towards the one that does not belong to him.

If one day she really needs her sister to make such a choice, and her sister doesn't choose herself, Lu Ling will not be surprised, and she will not have a grudge against her sister. Once they were indeed the only ones in each other's lives, but when they had a husband, a child and their own home, he was still very precious to his sister, but he was not the most precious and indispensable one in her heart.

I'm still important, but not the most important. This realization once broke Lu Ling's heart more completely, and he chose to go abroad, in addition to avoiding his parents, in fact, there were also factors to avoid his sister and think about it.

His parents gave birth to him, but they didn't treat him as a relative, but just used him as a tool to make his life more complete. They gave him life, and he repaid it with more than twenty years of tool life. Between him and his parents, after cutting off the last relationship, there is no relationship between them, and there is no need to contact them, such an ending is not bad for Lu Ling.

Compared with parents who have no emotional ties and can simply cut off contact without hesitation, Lu Xi's influence on Lu Ling is much greater. Lu Ling couldn't make decisions as indifferently as he did with his parents.

And my sister didn't do anything wrong, sooner or later she would take another person's hand and smile and drift away from him. At this point, Lu Ling had an awareness a long time ago, and since he had this awareness, he has not been doing psychological construction on his own.

Lu Ling thought that he had started to prepare his mind so long in advance, and when the moment what he had expected for a long time finally happened, he would accept it calmly. But in fact, when that day really came, realizing that things were really happening as he imagined, Lu Ling was much more vulnerable than he imagined.

If there weren't so many friends who came on the day of my sister's wedding, if the wedding wasn't so interesting, if my sister hadn't been stopped by the people who were coaxing, then Lu Ling's gaffe might have been discovered by my sister who wanted to find him as early as the day of my sister's wedding.

Lu Ling knew that he would be so uncomfortable, and even had a grudge against his brother-in-law, but he couldn't control himself. Once upon a time, his sister was his whole world, and now this world has not only appeared in others, but also replaced his original position as the center of the world. Such a blow really broke him more than realizing that he was just a tool to realize his ideals in his father's eyes.

Lu Xi is an extremely smart person, from childhood to adulthood, Lu Ling's mood swings have not been able to hide her eyes once. Preparing for the wedding and getting married, these things took up a lot of Lu Xi's time and energy, so she didn't have time to pour too much care into Lu Ling. But Lu Ling is very sure that after this special time, his sister, who knows him better than himself, will definitely notice that he is wrong.

Lu Ling hopes that her sister will be happy, and she doesn't want her sister to have some unnecessary guilt because of herself. So the day after the wedding, while his sister and brother-in-law went to Europe for their honeymoon, Lu Ling also boarded a ship to Antarctica.

A trip to Antarctica is undoubtedly very time-consuming, and when Lu Ling returns from his trip, Lu Xi's belly has even begun to breed a strategic weapon that makes the family turn on their backs.

Lu Ling, who came back to visit her sister, could see that her sister was very happy now. In such a happy time, he shouldn't have been the one who ruined all this and let happiness be stained with a gray flaw.

At this time, his parents also appeared to talk to him, and on the grounds that he didn't want to see his parents and embarrassed both parties, he chose a plane at random and left.

My sister is very happy, and he has to work hard to find his happiness. Sitting on the plane leaving Country C, Lu Ling once warned himself very seriously, and now...

Gently put Ruan Qingning, who was sleeping very soundly on his back, on the bed, and covered the quilt for Ruan Qingning, Lu Ling looked at Ruan Qingning's quiet sleeping face, and the tenderness in his eyes was overflowing, "You, you are the happiness I want to pursue!"