Chapter 1194: She
By the time Han Woo arrived at the apartment where Kim Ji-woong had settled in Seoul, the Kim family had already started eating.
“O、OPPA!”
As soon as he entered the door, before Han Yu could greet Jin Mu, who had opened the door for him, a figure that had not been seen for a long time rushed in front of him.
Looking at Jin Xiayan's tight expression with her mouth open and not knowing what to say to herself, Han Yu was stunned, and immediately understood something, and a smile appeared on her face.
He raised his hand, touched Jin Xiayan's head, and said, "Well, OPPA is here." ”
Jin Xiayan was stunned for a moment, and the tension in her expression subsided inexplicably, she lowered her head, hugged the hand that Han Yu stretched out to her, and just responded in a low voice: "Hmm." ”
Seeing this scene, whether it was Kim Mu who was standing aside, or Kim Ji-woong and Kim Tae-yeon, who were sitting at the dinner table and turned their heads, their expressions suddenly became a little complicated.
"Just in time for dinner at home, I heard that you are holding a fan meeting today, do you want to go to the living room to rest first?"
Jin Mu's voice today seems to have a little tenderness that has never been revealed.
Han Yu smiled at her and said, "No need. Let's eat directly, I'm alone in the living room, and it's not convenient for you. ”
"Well, that's good. Jin Mu didn't say anything more.
As a result, the four pairs of chopsticks on the dinner table became five.
Since Han Yu entered the door, Father Jin has been eating with his head buried in his head and not speaking, and the atmosphere is slightly strange.
Han Yu looked at him out of the corner of his eye, and pursed his lips imperceptibly.
"OPPA, I'll fill you with food. ”
"No need Ernie, I'll do it. ”
As soon as Kim Taeyeon was about to get up, she was snatched away by the positive Kim Ha-yeon.
Several people in the audience looked at each other in silence, but did not speak.
After that, time passed slowly while the five of them were eating together.
The process was not particularly dull, Jin Mu would occasionally take the initiative to speak and say a few words with a smile with Han Yu, and the three Jin brothers and sisters next to them would often chat with each other, which could be regarded as talking and laughing.
It's just that every time they talk, everyone's eyes always fall on Father Jin who doesn't say a word from time to time.
After the meal, Father Jin was the first to leave the table.
The four people who were still sitting at the table looked at the back of him walking into the room, and their mood was indescribable.
"Xiaoyu. ”
Jin Mu suddenly called Han Yu, attracting everyone's attention.
"You should also know in your heart that if it weren't for your identity in the past, I actually liked you very much. Although the truth is the case now, the relationship will change, but the relationship will not change. If you say anything superfluous, Auntie won't say anything. In the future, Taeyeon and Ha-yeon are willing to recognize you as their godbrother, and I don't have any opinion. Strictly speaking, after such a change, you and our family may become a little closer. ”
Jin Xiayan, who was present, subconsciously opened her mouth.
As a result, before the words could be asked, Jin Zhixiong touched his arm, and then leaned into her ear and whispered: "Stupid, I used to ...... In the past, the relationship between Yu and our family was very awkward, saying that he was a relative, but in fact, he couldn't get close to us at all. Now, without that barrier, won't we be able to come and go freely in the future?"
Ah, is that so?
The little girl suddenly realized.
Then she cautiously glanced at her mother's gentle demeanor, and then at Han Yu who was thoughtful, and her high heart was not let go until this time.
You know, after learning from her sister a few days ago that OPPA was not the family's own son, Kim Ha-yeon was like a bolt from the blue.
She immediately thought of the possibility that her mother, who had never liked OPPA, would cut off contact with OPPA, and she was worried about it for a long time, so Han Yu hurriedly ran to his side to make a statement as soon as she entered the door.
Well, now, since my mother doesn't object, there is actually no change in the future, at most, there is a lack of real family relationships.
"But the problem now is that we don't have a problem, it's up to you...... It's up to you, Uncle Kim, who could have been hit hard. ”
Jin's mother's expression was a little indescribable, on the one hand, she was worried about her husband, and on the other hand, she was also emotional because of the twists and turns in this matter.
Han Yu, who was sitting opposite the Golden Mother, nodded silently when he heard this.
This was in fact expected.
“OPPA……”
Kim Tae-yeon, who was sitting next to Han Woo, glanced in the direction of the inner room and said, "Wait a minute...... You might as well take the initiative to talk to Abba. ”
"I know. Han Yu smiled comfortingly at her.
Isn't that what he's here for today?
After everyone finished eating, Han Yu rolled up his sleeves and helped Jin Mu clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and Kim Taeyeon and Kim Ha-yeon also stepped forward to help, so Jin Zhixiong couldn't rest alone, so he simply walked into the kitchen.
"Alright, we're here enough. There are some things that don't help thinking about it in advance. ”
After brushing a bowl, Jin Mu took off her rubber gloves, turned her head to look at Han Yu, and raised her hands to help him straighten his collar.
The three of Jin Zhixiong, who were watching from the side, glanced at each other, and Jin Zhixiong muttered silently.
"To be honest, after meeting you so many times before, in my mind, I actually have vaguely regarded you as a son. Unexpectedly, I had already decided to accept you, but Taeyeon brought us such news...... Miraculously, I look at you now and find that the feeling in my heart has not disappeared, but has become stronger. ”
Speaking of this, Jin Mu stretched out her hand and gently hugged Han Yu under the surprised gaze of the three siblings next to her.
The somewhat elegant and soft middle-aged face was filled with indescribable complex emotions.
"You're a distressing kid...... In the past, for reasons that we all know, I forced myself not to feel sorry for you. But now, there is no need. Let's talk about it...... No matter what the outcome is, Auntie will accept you on behalf of our family. You don't have to worry too much about what the old man thinks. ”
Unexpectedly, the person who used to be the most opposed to him has now become the person who supports him the most.
Han Yu lowered his eyes, raised his hand, hugged the golden mother, and said softly, "Yes...... I know. ”
After that, in the worried or relieved eyes of the mother and son, Han Yu walked to the room where Father Jin was staying.
"Sit down. ”
As soon as he entered the door, Father Jin, who was sitting on the chair as if he had been waiting for a long time, said this to Han Yu who walked in, which made him slightly stunned.
"You don't have to close the door, just leave it open, so that the children can hide outside the door and eavesdrop. ”
As he spoke, Father Jin waved his hand to Han Yu and patted him on the chair that had been placed in front of him, "Sit down, let's talk." ”
Han Yu was silent for a moment, then let go of his grip on the doorknob and walked over to sit down.
"Xiao Yu. ”
Han Yu's back involuntarily straightened a little, and he looked at Father Jin in front of him with a straight face, "Yes, please say it." ”
"Honestly...... What Taeyeon said, at first, I really had a hard time believing it. But now, I've figured it all out. Anyway...... I'm also your elder, and I hope you don't mind what I'm going to say to you next. ”
Han Yu didn't speak, just nodded silently.
"Your doll mother...... No, your Aunt Yishi is really too cunning. ”
Han Yu couldn't help but raise his eyes and looked at Father Jin who said this with a wry smile in a slightly surprised manner.
"Do you know? I thought about it at home for the past few days, and found that she really never admitted to me from beginning to end, that you are my son. Everything is just my own speculation and that of your aunt. However, this is where her cunning lies. ”
Father Jin sighed, and after a short period of time, he seemed to be several years old.
"Her conscience can't make her say anything to me that deceives me, but, for your sake and for you to survive in the future, she must 'lie' of me. So she brought you to me, and although she didn't say anything to me, she made us mistakenly think that you were my own son, and that even you yourself were misled by her. That's why I said she was cunning, and she was like that when we were kids, she was always smart, she didn't care about lying, but she always did what she wanted to do. ”
Father Jin's tone was very emotional, as if he was remembering something.
"But when I thought about it, I thought, perhaps, that's what she's for. She didn't want to owe me much, she brought you to me at that time, just to arrange a way out for your future. She knew that as long as she was willing to ask me in person, even if the child was against it, I would definitely keep you at home, but she didn't ...... Even though she was so sick at the time, she still maintained her pride. ”
Father Jin's voice paused, he looked up at Han Yu, and still asked with a wry smile, "Speaking of which, there is something I shouldn't have told you, right?"
Han Yu couldn't help but sit up a little more upright and looked at him seriously.
"You know, she has congenital heart disease, which is very difficult for people with severe conditions to have children, and it is even difficult to live long. My parents, in fact, forced me to give up this relationship with her because of this reason. And she, on the surface, also behaved freely, and broke up with me. But I actually know, I know...... She didn't want to drag me down, the so-called ideal, in fact, was just an excuse, after she found out that her illness was irreparable, she decisively chose to separate from me. ”
"She is the person I admire and respect the most in my life. At that time, with her level of heart disease, there was no salvation at all. But she still worked so hard...... She studied hard since she was a child, she always wanted to be a screenwriter, but when she grew up, she really became a screenwriter...... What can a person who can gasp for breath even with a little strenuous exercise do? And yet she still lives hard, works hard to make money to survive...... She's been trying so hard to live......"
Father Jin gradually choked up, and he hugged his head, as if trying to hide his crying, but the tears that kept falling on the ground had completely pierced his fragile disguise.
"Do you know what is the thought that has come to my mind the most in the past few days? Because I suddenly realized that I had not even fulfilled the last request of her life for me......"