Chapter 1195: Lonely Me
The past cannot be traced.
The love and hatred of the fathers seem to be extremely distant now, and it is also the case that Han Yu and the young woman who he once considered his mother are separated by more than twenty years.
This is not only about life and death, Han Yu was just an ignorant child more than 20 years ago, even if he was born smart, I am afraid he will not be able to understand what maternal love is and what true kindness is.
After talking to Father Jin for a long time, Han Yu walked out of the Jin family with silence.
He could see that the Jin Mu and the others were about to stop talking, but all the content of his conversation with Jin Father was about the woman who was related to the two of them.
This matter is a secret between the two of them, and it is not appropriate to tell outsiders.
Perhaps it was precisely because of this that before going out, Jin Mu stopped Jin Xiayan and Jin Zhixiong, who wanted to ask, patted Han Yu's hand, did not say anything superfluous, and simply instructed him to come to the door as a guest in the future.
It wasn't until he walked outside the community that Han Yu raised his head and looked up at the deep night sky above his head, and couldn't help but take a deep breath.
Previously, when Father Jin mentioned how Han Yishi worked hard to live, the emotions contained in his tone were heartache and sadness, but Han Yu, who knew more about the inside story, felt an invisible shock.
Father Jin didn't know the specific relationship between Han Yu and Han Yishi, but Han Yu himself knew.
He still didn't know exactly what happened back then, but he knew one thing that it was his mother Han Yi who entrusted him to the woman named Han Yishi, because the two of them were good friends.
And Han Yishi, the young woman who actually had no blood relationship with him, really accepted him and did her best to raise him for two whole years.
You must know that Han Yishi at that time was estimated to be terminally ill, and it was already very difficult to support herself.
Han Woo can imagine just thinking back to what Park Ji-eun once said to herself, she is alone in Seoul, and her life must be quite poor.
But Rao is like this, even before she died, she kept in mind to find a better way out for Han Yu, who was young at the time.
This is that woman, Han Yishi.
The person who was once mistaken for his biological mother by Han Woo.
"To be honest, I don't think it's an exaggeration for me to call her 'Mother' right now. ”
Putting down the teacup, Han Yu looked up at Li Zai, who was sitting opposite him.
There was a black-clothed bodyguard with a solemn expression standing outside the pavilion, but in the pavilion, except for Pu Buhua, who was standing aside to serve, the only people present were Han Yu and Li Zai, the two grandsons.
The lanterns hanging in the pavilion were very bright, reflecting in Han Yu's dark eyes, as if a flame was burning faintly.
"I thought you came home in the middle of the night to greet me and your grandmother, but I didn't expect you to come to me to ask an outsider about it. ”
"Outsiders?"
Han Yu frowned slightly, and Li Zai's flat tone angered him a little, "I know that in your eyes, that Aunt Han is my mother's arbitrary 'accomplice'. But have you ever thought about how much she has done for my mother and for me?"
"That, young master. ”
Pu Buhua, who was on the side, saw that the grandfather and grandson were full of gunpowder not long after they sat down, and hurriedly stood up and played a round: "Actually, for that Ms. Han, Mrs. also discussed with the adults some time ago and wanted to find a good cemetery for her to bury. It's just because no one in your family dares to contact you that you haven't done it. ”
"Why are you telling him so much? What he thinks is his business. ”
Li Zai took a sip of tea, then put down the teacup, and the pair of vicissitudes of sharp eyes under Shou Mei looked directly at Han Yu, "You said that I think she is your mother's 'accomplice', which is actually not wrong at all." ”
"Your Excellency. Pu Buhua next to her couldn't help but want to remind her.
"Shut up. ”
Li Zaitou reprimanded him without turning around, and then continued: "You shouldn't have heard them say, as the heir of our family, your mother wanted to be a screenwriter back then." But you shouldn't know that she actually wanted to be an actor at the earliest. ”
Hearing this, Han Yu couldn't help but be stunned, his eyes looked at Li Zai in a daze, but the thoughts in his head suddenly drifted to other aspects.
He suddenly remembered that in the memory of the "traverser" he imagined in his mind, he vaguely remembered that when he was a child, his mother hugged him happily and said that she hoped that he would become an actor when he grew up.
This memory has not been completely recalled until now.
Of course, such an unspeakable dream, she later consciously gave up. However, I didn't expect that she would be so interested in that entertainment industry, and after becoming an actor, she thought about going behind the scenes to become a screenwriter. That's it, I think she'll give up on this idea sooner or later as long as she is restricted. But it's your Aunt Han, her appearance has completely ignited that trace of rebellion in your mother's heart!"
The more he spoke, the more excited Li Zai's emotions became, one of his hands was clenched, the green tendons were slightly highlighted, his chest was constantly rising and falling, and the expression on his face seemed to be caught in some kind of memory.
"After meeting that woman named Han Yishi, your mother couldn't stand the restrictions I had on her anymore, and you also knew what happened later...... She knew your father, and eloped with him to China, and even, in her heart, my father seemed to have been demonized, and she even tried everything to hide your existence from me!"
Han Yu was silent for a while before he reopened his mouth and asked, "So, do you hate Aunt Han?"
"I don't hate that person, and I know that she took care of you for us after your parents died. Li Zai shook his head, "However, you can't deny that if there was no her, your mother might not have studied screenwriting, and the desire in her heart may not be released, and the many things that will happen behind may not happen." ”
Han Yu took a deep breath and looked at Li Zai with clenched teeth, "Why, until now you are not willing to look for problems from yourself?"
"I'm looking for it!"
Li Zai replied to him loudly, and then the grandfather and grandson looked at each other without giving in, and the atmosphere was about to erupt.
However, after a few seconds, Li Zai's originally tense old face seemed to gradually relax, and he whispered again: "So...... I know I was wrong. ”
As soon as he said this, whether it was Han Yu, who was angry, or Pu Buhua, who was originally sad about the fighting spirit between his grandson and grandson, he was stunned.
"I know I've done it wrong in the past. ”
Li Zai repeated what he had just said, so that the two people present could confirm that they had heard correctly.
"However, the regret in my heart made me want to find more and more reasons...... Even the smallest factors filled my heart with remorse. You know, this kind of intense emotion, at my age, shouldn't have been there. ”
Li Zai's mood seemed to calm down, he slowly exhaled, lowered his head and picked up the teacup in front of him again.
"I know the purpose of your coming to me today is because after you heard from others about the dedication of that woman named Han Yishi to you, you had an emotion in your heart, and you didn't know who to vent to, so you found me. I, who am my grandfather, am also willing to cooperate with you. Now, do you feel comfortable blaming me for everything?"
Han Yu pursed his lips, his fist-clenched hand tightened, and then let go.
"From your standpoint, you think that the woman named Han Yishi worked very hard for you, so you feel sorry for her, that's right, I don't deny her dedication for you. But have you ever thought about thinking about the problem from the standpoint of your grandfather and me? In the case of Han Yishi, it was hard for her to raise you, but in fact, she didn't have to work so hard at all, she just had to send you back to our house, why did she have to hide? So that our family was not reunited until now. ”
Speaking of this, Li Zai looked at Han Yu, who was speechless, and the complexity on his face turned into pure love, he put down the teacup and slowly stood up with his hands behind his back.
"Grandpa didn't participate in your childhood, and as soon as you met, you were an adult who could be independent on your own. I'm not going to force anything, but I also hope you don't think too badly of my grandfather. There's one more thing I might as well tell you. When your parents were in a car accident, Han Yishi happened to be in China, so your mother entrusted you to her when she was dying. This matter should have been investigated a long time ago, but I didn't expect the woman to wipe all traces cleanly. I've got to admit, she's a great person. At the same time, she is very similar to your mother. The two of them, W. There is arrogance in my heart, and I don't want to be dominated by others. But you know what? It's this arrogance that has hurt your mother for the rest of your life, and it's also hurt for our family for the rest of your life. ”
The old man's slightly gaunt back gradually drowned in the night, and Park Buhua quickly followed after bowing his head respectfully to Han Yu.
In the gazebo, only a lone figure remained.
With a blank feeling in his heart, Han Yu walked out of the Li family's immeasurable Hanok villa.
When he saw the petite figure standing with Yin Zhi next to the nanny car, he was slightly stunned, and his somewhat pale face couldn't help but evoke a faint wry smile in the night.
“PP……”
Kim Taeyeon walked over and held Han Woo's hand worriedly.
"Why are you here?" Han Yu looked at her with a smile as if nothing had happened.
"I'm worried about you, so ...... It's troublesome for President Yin. Kim Tae-yeon said with her head bowed.
"You guys, one by one. Han Yu raised his hand and rubbed Kim Taeyeon's head, the look in his eyes became softer, "Don't trouble my employees every day, if you're worried, just make a phone call." ”
Yin Zhi, who was standing on the side of the car, moved his lips silently when he heard this, which roughly means, do you also know that they trouble me every day?
"Go back, lest you be seen by anyone later." ”
Kim Taeyeon shook her head stubbornly and whispered, "I can feel that you are in a bad mood right now...... I want to be there for you. ”
Han Yu smiled dumbly, "What's the matter, are you afraid that I'll be alone?"
"Yes!"
Facing Han Yu's surprised eyes, Kim Taeyeon raised her face to look at him, and said seriously word by word: "I'm afraid that you will be alone, so even if you drive me away, I will rely on you." ”
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