Hehe, I have always lived in love and warmth, and I have never paid much toiling for my livelihood. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info My heaven has always been supported by someone for me, so I have never experienced the bitterness of life.

Maybe the journey was too smooth, so I didn't have enough understanding of real life. Although I don't know anything about it, I often feel that there are things that are not in my experience and experience, and it is difficult to face life by myself now.

Although I seem to know a lot about metaphysical things, I still lack the ability to live.

My life has long been reading books, writing, and spending ...... lived in such an environment. Because I never had to bother with all the major events in life, I went through half my life quietly without any life experience. At that time, I didn't even worry about how much money I had in my hands, I bought a house, I bought a car, I bought a car, and I didn't have to think about money at all. When life settles down, it takes effort, all the materials of life are too much to use, and every season is so rich that I have to find a way to give it away. There is no need to bother thinking about daily life, someone has already arranged it for you.

I didn't feel any psychological stress when I came back from three years of living in poverty, and I was still living under a rainless sky. At that time, I just took care of the daily life of the family every day, and then planted more than a dozen pots of flowers and plants, and raised a tank of fish. I've never worked hard for life, and I haven't really lived in the market, so I don't understand many things until now.

No matter how rich or difficult he was, he cared for me not to become a worldly woman, and he cared for my innocence and innocence. In this way, he thought I was working hard, and when he insisted on hiring a nanny to take care of my life, he left me behind. I was at a loss for life, from figuring out all kinds of bank cards, charging cards, gas cards...... It was only in the beginning that I began to live in the true sense of independence. In the face of life, I am still unwilling to trouble, unwilling to go deep into it, I am like a lookout of secular life, standing on a high place looking down on life, unwilling to stick my own hands. I'd rather save more money than work hard and plunge into life. My generosity and good speech also gave me enough rewards, and every stranger who came into contact with me and helped me with my work became my friends, and they also reciprocated my sincerity with sincerity.

The experience of the past few years has made me more spiritually elevated, and I have been fortunate to be exposed to the Dharma and have sublimated my soul on the basis of the original simplicity.

So after doing something wrong yesterday, although I was very wronged, I would also think of the other party's benefits. It's not happy to be unhappy, but it's better to blame yourself a little more.

Although life is a difficult scripture to read, I don't want to read it myself! Like my signature: "Life only needs half an eye, and my heart looks at life." So it may be just an expectation to find someone with the same soul as before, but I don't want to succumb to life, and I hope that the sky will not disappoint me for the rest of my life.