It's been more than five years since you left, and I'm still living in your world. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I suddenly woke up this morning that everything has come to an end, and whatever I think of you in this life is in vain. In the days to come, you must take good care of yourself, grow up with your children, and live the rest of your life well.

Today, I plan to go to the stock exchange to deal with the stock matter, and if you put our savings for so many years, it may only be 1/3 now.

I have to learn to face and deal with many things by myself and alone, and the most solid reliance in the world is myself, and no one can rely on it forever.

Although we have been getting along and loving each other without any guilt, and have been together selflessly for more than ten years, now, I want to carry life alone and learn all the skills of life, and I am afraid and cringe, but what can I do? I have nothing to rely on, but I can only bite the bullet one by one, step by step to adapt and do things in fear.

There are a lot of things that I have never touched and dealt with, and for five years, I have been working hard, remembering that the sky collapsed when you left, and now everything is no longer upside down, but progress.

The days without you are lonely, and every time I send my children to school and go home alone, I feel sad and think: What would happen if you were there?

You are the one who has always been accustomed to me, indulged me, made me arrogant and lawless day by day, you admired your masterpiece day by day, and you didn't have to worry about me being abducted by someone so arrogant, so you smiled and buried your head in the book, and began to ignore the things outside the window, and only read the books of the sages.

Now, I am empty-handed in the huge house, and I often feel sad and tears come down from it. But everything was so powerless.

I often think that you are no longer here, everything I can do for you is meaningless, if you are here, you have a breath of air, I must be desperate and will seek justice for you, but you don't give me the slightest room to maneuver, what I do is meaningless.

If I go to make trouble for your accident and pay more compensation, it is understandable, but it is for your life, I don't want to! My heart can't bear to think about your departure again and again, and I can't bear the heart-rending wounds of body smell again and again.

Besides, in this world, your sorrows and misfortunes are often gloated or ruined, I just want you to rest in peace, and my children and I can live quietly and peacefully.

The day after tomorrow, I will go to see you with my offerings to you.