She only knew that God gave her a chance to be reborn, not just to ask her for revenge, nor to let her ruin her life for that person again. Before meeting Chen Mingjun, she had to make herself as strong as possible, strong enough not to be destroyed by hatred.

"Yes, it's hard, it's hard, but I have to do it, and I have to do it!" Luo Ning said firmly.

Ji Jingyan looked at her eyes, the firmness and persistence in them bombarded his heart, as if to guide him in the darkness to the light, Ji Jingyan said confusedly: "But if I don't take revenge, how can I live a good life?

"Even if it is unforgettable hatred, even if I can't sleep day and night, even if my soul is tormented by hatred and anger all the time, I still don't want to give up my life for revenge, because he doesn't deserve it. My life is so precious, so precious that I can't afford to waste even a second. How do those people deserve to be compared to my life, and how are they worth my revenge at all costs?"

Ji Jingyan said confusedly: "Then what should I do?"

"You know I've invested in several businesses, and all of the businesses I've invested in have my relatives or friends joining, do you know why?" asked Luo Ning.

"Because you need someone you trust to help you?" Ji Jingyan said.

Luo Ning said: "You are only right for the most superficial reasons. That's right, I work with other people I don't know well, and I really need someone to trust. However, there are also many people who are unable to help. Like my friends, like my brother. Why would I rather earn less for myself and let them join?"

Ji Jingyan shook his head in confusion.

Luo Ning paused: "My original intention in business is to make my relatives and friends live better. In case you don't know, my first business was just to help my cousin Luo Fan earn tuition and living expenses so that he would not have to drop out of school. ”

"I'm not saying this to show off how good I am, or because I'm selfless. I do everything because I want my relatives and friends to be happy, and I want to give for them. ”

Ji Jingyan said: "You trust them so much, aren't you afraid that they will be too greedy and hurt you in the future?"

Luo Ning smiled and said, "To be honest, I'm scared! I'm not a god or a Buddha, I'm not a saint, I'm not so selfless." What is worthy of my contribution must be recognized and trusted by me. Since I chose to believe them, even if it was possible to get hurt, I accepted it. I'm glad to know that so far, they've given back more to me with family and friendship. ”

These are the sources of strength that make her strong and powerful. She believes that in the future, she will get more and become stronger!

Luo Ning's words made Ji Jingyan fall into deep thought: Can family and friendship really make him stronger, can it really expel the hatred in his heart?

After some conversation, the two took the ropeway down Longwei Peak, then left from another shortcut, had breakfast in the parking lot, and then took the car down the mountain and returned to the county seat.

When I got home, my mother wasn't there.

Ji Jingyan took this opportunity to take out a box from the room and handed it to Luo Ning: "This is my parting gift for you." ”

Luo Ning saw that it was a mobile phone case. Luo Ning squinted at him and said, "You don't want to give me a mobile phone, do you?" I told you before, I'm a student now, and I don't want to be so high-profile. ”

Ji Jingyan said: "I haven't forgotten. But you were an elementary school student at the time, and now you are a junior high school student, so it's not a big deal to use a mobile phone. I have a mobile phone, which is easy to contact you, so you can use it!"

Luo Ning shook his head and pushed the box back in front of him: "Even if I want to use my mobile phone, I can buy it myself." I couldn't accept such a valuable gift. ”

Ji Jingyan pushed back in front of her again: "You accept it first, I still have something to ask you to help with, if you don't accept it, I will be embarrassed to speak." ”

"What do you say first?" Luo Ning didn't answer, but asked first.

Ji Jingyan took out a bunch of keys from his bag and put them on the coffee table. "This is the key to my county house, after I leave, you can help me take care of the house, when I have time to go to the provincial capital, you can live there, and by the way, find someone to help me clean it." ”

Luo Ning frowned: "Why don't you hand it over to your aunt to keep it for you? ”

Ji Jingyan said with a straight face: "I don't want other people to enter my house. ”

Luo Ning said helplessly: "Me and the aunt who helped you clean the house are also other people. ”

"Auntie only goes to clean and will leave after a short time, I can live with it. And you are different, you are the only one who can live in my house. Ji Jingyan looked at Luo Ning and said.

Luo Ning didn't want to take this stubble anymore: "I'm not from you, don't say that I don't need to go to the provincial capital often now, even if I have, I can live on my aunt's side." ”

Ji Jingyan grabbed her hand tightly and stuffed the key into her palm. "Luo Ning, even if you don't live, please take the key, because I just want to give it to you. ”

Luo Ning was very resistant, and she tried hard to pull her hand out of his palm. But Ji Jingyan's hands were like iron hoops, and he couldn't break free at all.

Ji Jingyan's mind Luo Ning knew very well that she had been keeping a safe distance from him, just because she didn't want him to misunderstand. "Ji Jingyan, this is not appropriate, you should give it to your aunt, or take it yourself. ”

Ji Jingyan said bitterly: "Luo Ning, I'm leaving tomorrow." I don't know when I'll see you again next time. Before leaving, I want you to know how I feel about you. Before yesterday, I liked and recognized you. Since yesterday, I have really fallen in love with you, Luo Ning, I am not a person who gives my feelings easily, you are the only person I identify, and you will be the only person I love in my life. I just want to give you everything. Don't worry, I won't force you, I'll wait, wait for you to grow up. Please don't rush to push me away. ”

Luo Ning suppressed the throbbing in his heart and said seriously: "Ji Jingyan, don't promise casually, I don't believe in promises. I tell you solemnly now that I cannot accept you, neither now nor in the future! ”

Ji Jingyan said firmly: "Luo Ning, whether you accept me or not, I will recognize you in my life." ”

Luo Ning looked at his eyes, there was a simple sincerity and firmness in them, that affection was real! Luo Ning felt that her heart was touched, in her previous life, what she paid for all her life was not such a simple and firm love?

Now, she saw in Ji Jingyan's eyes how beautiful, how seductive, and how yearning this relationship was!

But how could she accept it? What could she accept? This broken heart no longer has the ability to love others. Her heart is still bleeding, still slowly repaired by family and friendship, and it is now very fragile and cannot withstand any damage.

Luo Ning cried bitterly: "No, I can't accept it!"

Ji Jingyan saw the pain in her eyes again, as well as the vicissitudes of life that shouldn't appear in her eyes, he unconsciously stroked Luo Ning's face, and murmured: "Luo Ning, why is there such deep pain in your eyes? Why do twelve-year-old you have such eyes?"