Chapter 206: Dangerous Desires

His voice was obviously small, but it exploded in Luo Ning's mind like thunder, pulling her out of the sea of misery. She turned her head in a panic, avoiding his inquiring gaze.

Ji Jingyan hugged her into his arms, Luo Ning struggled desperately, the more she struggled, the tighter she was hugged, and she cried loudly.

Ji Jingyan said bitterly: "Luo Ning, I don't know what secrets you have hidden in your heart, and I don't know what you have experienced, but I know that we all have the same pain buried in our hearts, and we all have people who hate us in our hearts." ”

"If you don't want to say, I won't ask. No matter what you say, I will not give up on you, and you don't rush to reject me. Give me a few years, and when you grow up, you will see my sincerity, and you will know that I will never hurt you!"

"I had seen the hurt and pain my mother had suffered, and I hated the person who hurt her, and I vowed never to be like that. I would never let my loved ones be harmed in any way. I beg you, don't be so quick to turn me down. At the very least, give me a chance and let me prove it to you!"

These words, like boiling spring water, flowed into Luo Ning's heart, burning her bloody heart, making her extremely painful. But in this intense pain, there was a trace of warmth quietly, moistening her desert-like heart like a spring, and the broken and scarred heart seemed to be slightly healed.

This trace of warmth gave birth to a trace of longing in Luo Ning's heart, how much she wanted to have such a feeling! She knew that it was an extravagant hope, and she knew how dangerous it was, but she was reluctant to erase it. She struggled, in pain, and reason was desperately dragging her into the darkness, but she reached out to touch the light.

For a long time, for a long time, Luo Ning stopped crying, and gently reached out to push Ji Jingyan's chest, and this time, it was easily pushed away.

She wiped away her tears, looked at Ji Jingyan, and said, "Do you know that if I don't reject you now, you will be hurt even more in the future?"

Ji Jingyan had tears in the corners of his eyes and said with a smile: "I'm not afraid." ”

Luo Ning said lightly: "I tell you clearly now, your story today makes me vulnerable, and makes me have a trace of undeserved luxury, and I can't resist its temptation now." I don't know how long it will survive, maybe when I calm down, I'll come back to my senses and ruthlessly wipe it out. Maybe in a few years, I'll still reject you, it's a 99 percent chance, are you sure you want to take the risk?"

Ji Jingyan nodded without hesitation: "I'm sure!"

Luo Ning said softly: "Okay, I accept the mobile phone you gave me, and I also accept your key." ”

Ji Jingyan smiled happily!

After Ji Jingyan left, Luo Ning's life returned to peace, but there was a little more concern in the depths of her heart, so subtle that she didn't even notice it.

She took the mobile phone given to her by Ji Jingyan to get a card, and then notified her close family and friends of her number in turn, and when she called Master, Tao Zhenghong said, "Luo Ning, I was just about to call you." The city bureau is organizing a fully enclosed special training, do you want to participate?"

Luo Ning asked in surprise, "Master, can I participate?"

"This special training lasts for a month, you have to eat, live and train with other trainees, all the training tasks and difficulties are the same, you have to think well, can you endure this hardship?"

Luo Ning replied without hesitation: "I can! Master, please let me participate!"

Tao Zhenghong said with satisfaction: "I knew you would definitely participate, okay, I'll help you sign up." The special training starts on the 15th, you remember to come in advance. Something that needs to be prepared, I'll text you in a moment. ”

"Yes, Master!" Luo Ning said excitedly. She finally has the opportunity to train with more people, I am really looking forward to it!

Luo Ning excitedly told her mother the good news, and Jiang Fenglian was a little reluctant: "Xiao Ning, this is a special training of the public security system, and the intensity must be very great! Can you stand it?"

Luo Ning soothed: "Mom, since the master wants me to go, he must think that I am fine." Besides, such an opportunity is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and if it weren't for Master, I wouldn't have been able to participate. ”

"Well, I really can't help you! Then I'll call your aunt and grandparents to come to the house for dinner, and meet you before you leave. Jiang Fenglian said helplessly.

After Jiang Fengyun came back, she was busy giving lessons to Lin Fang, and she was busy making orders for designing clothes, as well as preparing new Yunshang jewelry, she had been back for so long, and she had no time to see relatives and friends, this time Jiang Fenglian asked her to take time to come out anyway, and the family gathered.

She called Luo Zhenying again, and Luo Zhenying brought the old lady back that night. He hasn't been too busy these days, so he didn't have a problem taking two days off to go home. In addition to the reunion, it's time to deal with the old man's affairs!

After a day of excitement at home, Luo Zhenying returned to the old house early the next morning. Luo Chuanyi was about to go out to play cards, when he saw his eldest son walking into the yard. He said glutinously: "Zhenying, why are you back?"

Luo Zhenying walked into the hall with a straight face and sat down, and said, "Sit down, I have something to say." ”

Luo Chuanyi sat down and asked, "What's the matter?"

"What's the matter, don't you know it yourself? You make trouble again and again, do you want to force us to cut off relations with you?" Luo Zhenying asked.

Luo Chuanyi argued: "Why did I force you? If you hadn't left me here alone, how would I have made trouble?"

"Do you still want to live with us? Don't say that my mother doesn't want to, and Feng Lian doesn't agree either! You hurt them all so much, and you still want them to serve you? You are really cheeky!" Luo Zhenying said mercilessly.

"I'm telling you, don't even think about it! After that Chinese New Year, I told you, stay honest, live your own life, and we will give you money every month. It's only been a few months, and you're making a fuss again! Starting today, your living expenses have been canceled. Whether you want to recover in the future depends on your performance. ”

"Also, I have already told Feng Lian that she will not take care of your business in the future! You are now only left with me and Zhenjie, if you want to make trouble again, the two of us will not care about you anymore! You weigh it yourself! I will only say it once, I will do what I say, if you don't believe it, you can try!"

Luo Chuanyi didn't expect his eldest son's attitude to be so tough, he was really scared this time! If he didn't even care about his two sons, how would he live in the future? He wouldn't know anything! Luo Chuanyi hurriedly promised: "I was confused before, and I will never make trouble again in the future." ”

Luo Zhenying said disdainfully: "Are you afraid that no one will serve you in the future? If you are really allowed to live alone, even if you are not starved to death, you will die of dirt and stink! Think about it yourself, if Zhenjie gets married and moves out in the future, what should you do yourself!"

Luo Chuanyi said, "Do you two brothers want to leave me?"

"Whether or not to leave you behind, it's not up to us, it's up to you! If you can look like an elder, we may think about how to arrange for you. But if you're still like before, and don't make your family happy all day long, don't blame us for doing it!" Luo Zhenying threatened.

Luo Chuanyi said eagerly: "I know, I know, can't I change it?" He was really afraid that his two sons would ignore him.