Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Today, Aunt Chen's words made me wake up and feel heartache!

She said: "I read your diary, and it is very touching! However, you should understand one thing: how good you were in the past, how good Dr. Jia was, is in the past! Now you have to face the life without him and your own future!"

Once again, I burst into tears in her arms!

My sister-in-law will go back tomorrow, and I have already convinced my mother that she will not come, and I will not let the old man bear my misfortune!

After I lost you, I was faced with the departure of family affection!

What kind of pain did you leave me with?!

The pain and sorrow in my heart overflowed uncontrollably!

I don't have any other thoughts or feelings in the face of everything but tears! I don't have any thoughts about the world! I don't know how to look at all this?

There is no one but you who can really feel sorry for me and think about me! Everyone is selfish! Including relatives!

I regret all the grievances I have given myself and everything I have done for so many years -- including my true love and affection for you! I regret that I have used my affection too much! I regret that I have wronged myself in order to take care of everyone!

If I had to start all over again, maybe I would go with the flow and blend in with the world, even if it was mediocre! I don't want to live so seriously and so hard!

I also want to be rude, mediocre, and vulgar, like a woman in the market, more worldly boredom and fearlessness, and less delicate and elegant! Don't be so bitter about your heart and lungs, and your thinking and thinking all your life!

Can anyone tell me how my life should be?

How can I live without you?

Yesterday my sister-in-law went back. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Originally, I wanted to find time to help her buy food on the road, but I didn't want Mao Ying to help me buy a big bag.

asked for a car to be delivered, I said hello to Xiao, and Xiao helped arrange the car. In the morning, Master Wei drove us to the station early and said that he would help us carry our bags.

Early this morning, Sister Huang called to say that she was coming, and I repeatedly excused myself, not wanting her to ring the doorbell at the door. I brought a big bag of meat and vegetables......

As soon as the eldest sister entered the door, she said that she wanted to help me with the work, and I said that I could do it myself, no. The eldest sister had already set up a position to help me wash the bedding, I hurriedly said that I would come, and she began to look for a rag and mop to clean, but she couldn't stop it. Later, she said she would help me wax the furniture, saying that the weather was dry and the furniture was prone to bursting.

I started waxing from nine o'clock until four o'clock in the afternoon, and I made a simple meal to eat in the middle, and the eldest sister has been concentrating on waxing!

Every piece of furniture is shining! It makes the whole family come to life! It's just that the eldest sister is tired enough!

After finishing the work at four o'clock, I peeled the fruit, and the eldest sister only ate a few pieces, and then she was anxious to leave, saying that she would give me a rest! I strongly asked her to rest before leaving, and she said that she would not stay to rest because I was tired!

Sending my eldest sister to the door, I once again burst into tears when I looked at the back of my eldest sister leaving! What a good eldest sister! What a good person! Not a relative, but closer than a relative! It made my heart feel warm and comforted!

It's been ten years, and I've known my eldest sister for ten years now! My eldest sister has always cared for us like a sister! Now she thinks of everything for me!

Every time I call or come home, I am told by a thousand people! I feel like a mother's care!

The eldest sister only came back from a business trip last night, thinking that my sister-in-law went back, leaving only me and Doudou at home, afraid that I would be cranky again, so I went to buy vegetables early in the morning, and arrived at my house at nine o'clock.

Think about when the eldest sister got up and ran around, it would take at least half an hour's drive in between......!

During this period of time, everyone's care and love for me has touched my sad heart!

I should try to live strongly! for the sake of so many people who love me and care for me!

Live up to everyone's expectations! I will work hard! Live well! Comfort everyone with my goodness!

Bow to all those who care and love us!

If you have a spirit in heaven, you should be grateful to so many kind and dear people, and bless them with peace and health!

XW

2010.11.12