Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Alas, why should I let you be wronged again?

Because you have seen your mother suffer a lot and be wronged under your father's rule since you were a child, and you want to protect her with a manly arm, I understand and support it, although my act was aimed at your father, it also harmed your mother! In fact, I did nothing but cry and burn our letters! I don't even scold!

When I saw you say that your brother-in-law had just given birth, and that my behavior might have affected her, I was really sad! Where were you when I gave birth? Has anyone ever thought of me? From the time I got married to the time the child was two and a half years old, no one cared! When the child went back at the age of two and a half, there was nothing to eat, and you raised dozens of rabbits at home, and I said to slaughter one for the child to eat, and no one made a sound from the old to the young! And they deducted my thousands of yuan in ration money! Doudou is the blood and bones of your family!

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Alas! What's the point of saying this? I just see that you are so indifferent to the grievances and sufferings I have suffered! I am really sad! You don't want to think about why all this is happening? Why should I be so angry? You say that I should not be asked to bear all this! And I am crushed after I have endured! And the behavior when I was about to escape has hurt you! And who has ever forgiven me for my injuries? I love you, I live with you wholeheartedly, but I am not your mother's character, I have my dignity!

I still put up with it, and you said you endured it too, then it was your parents' fault that you endured, not mine!

You say that I have criticized your brother for nothing, but I am just saying that there were no brothers in our difficult times, and as soon as our days were settled, they all came to borrow money: when you were studying for a doctorate in Beijing, your sister chased after you to borrow 20,000 yuan, and then your brother said that the child was sick and borrowed a few thousand, and your brother called in the middle of the night to ask for 50,000 yuan, and your father bought a house for 50,008! And when we couldn't even eat enough to eat, did anyone think of giving a nest head? Yes, in the end, they didn't borrow money, but we didn't have it!

And in '09 your father was injured in a car accident, and the next day we sent back 5,000 yuan when the bank first opened! Your nephew was admitted to college in '06 and gave 4,000 yuan. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info and we used to send thousands of dollars back to our parents every year.

You said it was your money!--This sentence completely hurt me! The money you earn is your money, so I work harder than the nanny every day like a nanny, and it is worthless? I will take the nanny's salary, and I will not be worthless, right?!

Teacher Xie has always emphasized my selfless dedication, saying that without me, you would not be where you are today, and you will not answer! Do you think about everything you eat, drink, Lazar and Doudou and everything at home? You are small from underwear and socks to formal leather clothes and shoes... I have all the underwear thin, thick, warm, including underwear, and socks are thin and thick, long and short. After you went, Xiaolong helped to pack up your clothes and burn them for you, and I settled down in the same way, and he felt pleased: he thought his uncle was living a very nourishing life!

Alas, if you don't say it, you will be sad and angry when you think about it! You will feel that it is not worth it for so many years of hard work!

I hope that after the teaching of Mr. Xie in 08, you have awakened, and I also feel that you have changed a lot, I remember the harmony and warmth of the past two years, otherwise you are too painful and I am too wronged!

Everything has passed, and Mr. Xie is the only one who knows what happened before and after, and he came back this time to comfort me, giving me a just consolation from a bystander and an elder.

I have a clear conscience! I am worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth!

I'm just sorry that I didn't do enough to hurt you!

Alas, Senior Brother is the one who has experienced everything with me since your departure, he has witnessed the actions of your relatives, and the only thing he advised me was: "Don't think about it, it's over, don't expect anything from them, Senior Brother wasn't good when he was here, and now?!" He told me to record the facts, and when Doudou grows up, give her a fair truth. He feared that the child would be deceived in the future.

I just want your relatives to care about Doudou and make her feel that there are still people here who care about her! Alas, think about how she has been loved by her grandparents since she was born, except for her father?!

Alas!

Seal the past and face forward!

xw

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