Chapter 40: The Rebellious Daughter (16)
After Xiao Lan died, she became Meng Po, and she had no confidence in everything, and she had no corresponding goals, which is the confusion experienced by most souls who have lost their memory. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
After experiencing the third task, Xiao Lan finally found what she wanted to achieve - becoming the first person in the profession and running ahead of interns of the same level.
Psychotherapy with Liang Yu continues, but Xiao Lan is mostly distracted, just to take a form as a transition.
Xiao Lan took a week off from school at the Bai family, and in order to solve the hallucinations of the body, she paid equal attention to exercise and medicine, and her basic condition also returned to ninety percent of her previous condition.
The only thing that has changed is her image, and she has a different image. The waist-length hair is cut into short ear-length hair, clean and neat, as proud as a black swan, elegant and mysterious.
The depression that originally belonged to the egret disappeared, and was replaced by Xiao Lan's flamboyant, arrogant, and aggressive personality.
The eyebrows are up, the corners of the mouth are upturned, the pride is restrained, and the fake friendliness is expressed.
If the egret gives people the feeling of being the "white" of the moonlight, beautiful and distant, Xiao Lan is the "red" of the firelight, spontaneously combusting and destroying everything.
Xiao Lan's "red" completely swallowed the "white" of the egret.
The influence of the egret's emotions on Xiao Lan became weaker and weaker, and it was not until he didn't feel anything that Xiao Lan began to plan the steps to complete the task.
The return button for the completion of the mission did not light up, and everything Xiao Lan had done before was useless.
But the previous experience was not without gain, she could at least experience what the egret was thinking.
Egret is not too dissatisfied with his perfect life.
The only thing she cares about is that her personal value is not reflected at all, so "rebellion" is just a manifestation of her inner thoughts.
Does she really want to be "rebellious"?
The rebellion she wants is not the rebellion of "running away from home", but doing what she wants to do.
In other words, what exactly does the egret want to do?
She wanted to get rid of what others thought of her.
She thought that what others would not think of when they saw her was the label of "Miss Bai Family" and the positioning of "Perfect Goddess".
Have you ever experienced that all your efforts are attributed to others and luck? No matter how hard she tried, she didn't see it, all they saw was her natural good fortune, and they were jealous, and they slandered, just to make themselves feel better.
But it made the egret very uncomfortable.
Lose the right to choose, be criticized at will!
She doesn't want others to sum up all her efforts in her own identity. And it is precisely because of the background of the Bai family that everything she has gained has become taken for granted, and her efforts have been ignored by others.
Standing in the crowd, everyone recognized as "Bai's daughter", and standing next to her husband was "the beautiful wife of a young entrepreneur".
The egret's name has all the titles that don't belong to her, not what she worked for, and it's not what she really wants.
Egret hopes that when others see her for the first time, what they think of is what kind of person "Egret" is, what kind of things they have done, and what kind of achievements they have, and don't add other people's names before that.
The egret is not someone else's vassal, but herself, the egret.
Xiao Lan also understood because of this......
understood the multi-layered thoughts in the egret's heart, the deep dissection, the egret grievances, and her obsession.
The executor of obsession, Meng Po, is the only person who understands the life experience of the obsession, the person who is most familiar with them, and the one who helps them fulfill their wishes.
The egret wants to be accomplished and famous, and hopes that everyone else will know her name - "Egret".
She wants to break all the shackles.
This is how Xiao Lan found the breakthrough point - let everyone know the name "White Egret"!
Let the whole school know first, then expand to the whole province and city, spread to a country, and finally to the whole world!
If you want to be famous in the whole school, as long as you have grades, it is okay, and the time for Xiao Lan to return to school is also up.
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The head teacher of the science class did not expect that the first thing Xiao Lan did when she returned to school after taking a week off from school was to find herself.
Inside the office, it's morning.
He came early in the morning to change the test papers, but his butt didn't sit warm, and Xiao Lan stepped in with his hind feet.
When he reached middle age, he took care of the few hairs on his head from the head teacher, carried his old-fashioned glasses frames, put down the old red pen, and looked Xiao Lan up and down with an inquiring meaning.
"You said you want to change seats?" the head teacher confirmed Xiao Lan's request.
Xiao Lan hooked the corners of her mouth, her eyebrows were half curved, and she spoke clearly: "Yes"
Xiao Lan's new image, for some reason, made the head teacher look pleasing to the eye, and the displeasure in his heart was also suppressed. Considering that the seat number in the class was based on the ranking, he clearly rejected Xiao Lan's request.
"No, I can't. ”
"The seats in the class are arranged according to the grade ranking, so you have to sit forward and do well in the exam. After the head teacher finished coldly, he turned his head and continued to revise the test paper.
Xiao Lan showed a clear expression, kowtowed slightly, and replied with a smile: "Okay, I know." The head teacher didn't see the sarcasm in Xiao Lan's smile at all.
The head teacher didn't respond again, no matter how bad his attitude was, Xiao Lan was just a student, he couldn't make any big waves, he just had to deal with it, would she still complain to the principal? This was his true thought in his heart, and he despised and disdained Xiao Lan as a "transfer student". There are more than 100 days left before the college entrance examination but temporarily changed disciplines, in the eyes of some "people's teachers", it means that Xiao Lan has given up the "college entrance examination", and he is beyond his means.
A conversation ended up because of the attitude of the head teacher.
Xiao Lan was also interested, left the office, and turned around to smile. She actually liked the teacher's "only score" theory, and she was also looking forward to the other party's stunned appearance.
When she went out to the door of the office, Xiao Lan met an "acquaintance" - Feng Yanyan.
Feng Yanyan is the representative of Xiao Lan's math class in the original Wenjian class, and she is the proud protégé of the math teacher, and she smells the same.
One of the things the two have in common is that they both hate egrets.
Every morning, Feng Yanyan would collect yesterday's math homework and put it on the teacher's desk.
However, today Feng Yanyan and Xiao Lan met by chance at the door of the office.
Xiao Lan glanced at Feng Yanyan, ignored it, and walked past her sideways.
Feng Yanyan was surprised by Xiao Lan's new appearance and didn't react. When she came back to her senses, Xiao Lan had already passed by her, and Feng Yanyan hurriedly stopped her.
"White Egret!" The enemy was very red when she saw each other, she couldn't just let Xiao Lan go. The two met again after half a year, and saw Xiao Lan's down-and-out appearance, which made Feng Yanyan look happy.
Xiao Lan stopped, turned around and stood still before asking, "Something?"
"I'm happy to see you the way you are. Feng Yanyan had something to say, and laughed unscrupulously. Of course, the uglier the person you hate, the better. The difference in aesthetics, Xiao Lan's healthy complexion and neat short hair look like "ugly" to others
Besides. For Feng Yanyan, there are still more than 100 days before the college entrance examination, and in the final sprint of the third year of high school, Xiao Lan temporarily changed her course.
It's just brain-dead, ridiculous.
"Enough of it, can I go?" Xiao Lan was rarely amused by other people's words, and she didn't care about other people's sarcasm.
"I'm a little lonely when you're not there, after all, there's no one to compete with me for the first place. Feng Yanyan sighed exaggeratedly. How could she let Xiao Lan leave so easily, just talking nonsense, she just didn't want her to go.
"If you want, I'll give it to you. Xiao Lan replied softly.
"It's so nice, pretend!" Feng Yanyan was stepped on in the sore spot, and she immediately sarcastically mocked Xiao Lan, "What else do you do besides pretending? You think you are a plastic bag!" The words were scathing and mean, and ruthlessly reduced Xiao Lan to dust.
Xiao Lan's smile has never been broken, even if she is insulted in person.
Xiao Lan didn't fight back, but thought of something interesting, turned her head sideways and said to Feng Yanyan, "Do you want to make a bet with me?" The question mark at the end was frivolous, seductive.
Why did it come to betting again, the thinking of the two couldn't be synchronized at all.
"Are you brain-dead? She hated Xiao Lan's relaxed look, as if she was laughing at her.
The bull's head is not in the horse's mouth, which means that Xiao Lan didn't take Feng Yanyan in his eyes at all.
If Feng Yanyan hates egrets because egrets press her everywhere and are limited to small fights, Xiao Lan will kill people with one blow and leave no trouble.
His "rival" has changed a lot, Feng Yanyan knows about it, and it has become more annoying.
If Feng Yanyan and Egret hit the cotton with their fists before, then the cotton against Xiao Lan had fine needles hidden in it, and they inadvertently counterattacked.
Feng Yanyan didn't know Xiao Lan's method of doing this.
"Make a bet, if I get into the top 10 in science in my grade, you'll apologize to me for what you said today. Xiao Lan's smile did not disappear, and she said unhurriedly.
How is it possible to apologize! Feng Yanyan didn't expect Xiao Lan to boast about Haikou, and she suddenly became interested.
"If you get in?"
"What do you want?" Xiao Lan asked with a smile.
"You just use the radio to say three words to me, 'I'm a female cousin'!"
"It's not fair, change the bet. If I do get into the top 10, you don't have to apologize, just say it on the radio as you just did. Xiao Lan's face was full of smiles, and the emotions revealed in her eyes were incomprehensible.
"Heh!" Feng Yanyan sneered, betting that the final result was not comparable.
Xiao Lan's grades will not improve by leaps and bounds, and she will enter the top ten of the science class in one fell swoop, otherwise how could she study liberal arts? Feng Yanyan laughed at Xiao Lan's self-indulgence, she could already see the ending.
"Okay!" Feng Yanyan waited.
People don't pay attention to the objects that are easy to obtain, and they don't know that some goods have already been marked with prices in the market, but in fact, they are just like life.