If Xiao Lan's decision to transfer to another career made Bai's father helpless, then Xiao Lan's decision to find a psychiatrist next really scared him. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Xiao Lan knew that it was impossible to hide from the Bai family, so he spread it out and said it directly.

Xiao Lan needed medicine to suppress the expanding illusion.

The white father calmly told himself that his daughter had mental illness and hallucinations and auditory hallucinations.

He didn't know how to react, but when he learned the news, his face was calm, and his eyes were complicated. Sitting silently for a long time shows that he does not accept the truth as easily as he seems.

He finally agreed to Xiao Lan's request.

"I'll help you arrange for a doctor. Father Bai said.

Compared with Bai's father, Bai's mother was worried and asked Xiao Lan why.

How can I hallucinate, is it uncomfortable, should I be hospitalized, and what happened in the past six months?......

How could Xiao Lan say? Could it be that he was worried about killing someone? Don't be kidding!

Therefore, Xiao Lan didn't say a word to Bai Mu.

Because Bai Mu was worried, she didn't notice the situation, which made Ba Bai's father feel noisy. He accentuated his tone and stopped Bai Mu: "Okay!"

"Don't ask any more, let her go up and rest, the doctor will be right away. He instructed Xiao Lan to rest well.

Things are handled so lightly, but the treatment of serious mental illness is similar to a small cold.

But it's not that Father Bai doesn't worry or care, but he keeps his sanity.

Since Xiao Lan inexplicably left home and returned from abroad, the situation has not been right, and I don't know what I have tried my best. The relationship between the family members has cooled down, and Xiao Lan can talk to them all day long without saying a word.

The change in his daughter, the white father and the white mother feel terrible.

If you have the money to hire someone, you can start immediately without making an appointment, and you can be on call.

Two hours passed, and the best psychiatrist in the city personally came to Bai's house to diagnose Xiao Lan.

The psychiatrist is a woman in her thirties, tall and well-proportioned, surnamed Liang Mingyu, and her standard facial features have a sense of intimacy when she smiles, which makes the Bai family's originally tense body unconsciously relaxed.

Father Bai saw Liang Yu's license and related personal information. Although the doctor in front of me looks young, he is very capable.

So, he was relieved to let Liang Yu contact his daughter.

Psychological counseling was conducted in Xiao Lan's bedroom.

In fact, at first, Xiao Lan didn't plan to "open up" with the psychiatrist, she just wanted to receive medication to make herself feel better. With such an idea, she didn't plan to cooperate in the first place.

The bedroom was clean and tidy, and the psychiatrist sat down at the desk with Xiao Lan's permission, picked up a pen and a black notebook, turned on the voice recorder, and began the basic psychological counseling process.

Liang Yu said and took notes, and after filling in Xiao Lan's basic information, she began to ask Xiao Lan about her illness.

"How are you feeling now?" Liang Yu asked Xiao Lan with a gentle smile.

Xiao Lan responded: "General." ”

Her answer was so short that Liang Yu didn't know how to write a record, normally most patients would start to pour out their feelings at this time, of course, there were also outliers like Xiao Lan.

Liang Yu was not surprised, step by step.

She symbolically recorded it, but did not get the information she wanted, and she continued to ask: "How often do auditory hallucinations occur, once every few days,...... Or multiple times a day?" in a soft tone, you could see her presence in her focused eyes.

Xiao Lan didn't eat this, and replied indifferently: "The latter." ”

Liang Yu was not discouraged, and after sorting out his thoughts, he asked, "What are the most common emotions now?" calm, irritable, restless, anxious, angry, or other?"

"Both. A vague and brief answer.

Liang Yu's action of holding the pen to write was rare, and there was no gap in the other party's psychological defense, so she chose to go deeper into this question: "If you want to divide the priority, which one is more serious?"

"Fidrithing. "Irritability before killing and irritability after killing.

"Good, good. Can you tell me what happened before you had psychological problems?" Liang Yu estimated that the conversation was about the same, and chose to get straight to the point.

Xiao Lanmo clutched his fingertips in a daze, and was silent for a long time before replying: "After going to Africa." ”

What can be said and what cannot be said, it takes a lot of energy for Xiao Lan to think about these now.

"Why go?"

Xiao Lan was tapping her fingertips, typing the rules, and replied after a while: "Volunteer service." ”

“…… Have you had any irritation since that incident passed?"

"Nope. She replied.

What else could have been able to irritate her since that incident? Corpses all over the ground, killing people with their own hands? What could be more "exciting" than that?

"What kind of hallucinations do you see, can you describe them in detail?" The frequency of hallucinations is high, and it is a problem worth paying attention to. But most of the hallucinations are still related to stimuli, and you can start from here.

Hearing this, Xiao Lan saw through Liang Yu's purpose, and she was unwilling to cooperate at all, spread her hands, leaned back, and said lazily: "I don't remember." ”

"Can you prescribe medicine directly?" implicated, don't ask too much.

"When it comes to drugs, you may be wrong. Liang Yu took the note, looking helpless.

"Medication is only a treatment for physical and psychological complications, not a cure. ”

"In addition, long-term drug use will lead to drug resistance, and there are also great side effects, and if the psychological problems are not solved, the physical burden will also increase. She explained carefully to the patient.

"......" Xiao Lan did not pick up the conversation.

The atmosphere began to cool down, and Liang Yu smiled and changed the topic and said, "I can understand your thoughts, then let's talk about something else." ”

Xiao Lan nodded.

"How is your daily life now?"

"Sleep, eat, go to class. ”

"Do you have any friends at school, or classmates you can talk to?"

"Nope. ”

"Do you have a favorite subject or a teacher's lesson?"

"Nope. ”

“…… Have you talked to anyone else?"

"Nope. ”

"Is there a lot of pressure to study?"

"General. ”

……

Such a question and answer is surprisingly efficient, but after some data analysis, Liang Yu got very little information in his hands, and there were only a few useful points.

The professional professionalism told Liang Yu that Xiao Lan is a person with deep psychological defense and a stubborn person. She knew that no matter how much she asked, she would not get the result she wanted, so she chose to take the initiative to end the conversation.

The clock on Liang Yu's left wrist watch has arrived, and this monotonous conversation is finally over.

"Okay, then we'll be here today, I have a general idea of your situation. Go back and get some rest. ”

"You can also try to calm yourself down by exercising more, or playing games and other behaviors. ”

"I'll prescribe some medicine for you later, and give you some relief. ”

……

After sending Liang Yu away, Xiao Lan got the medicine list as she wished, and then bought the medicine according to the doctor's instructions.

But she wasn't very happy.

She was alone in an empty room with a medicine slip in a daze.

What the hell is wrong with herself? Is it just a simple mental illness? Xiao Lan thought.

Seeing the massacre of the rebels, she was calm.

After killing herself, she was also very calm, and even a little angry.

Xiao Lan knew that the appearance of the hallucination should not be caused by her, but the egret.

This is the body of the egret, hallucinations seen from her eyes, and auditory hallucinations heard from her ears.

In other words, auditory hallucinations and hallucinations are caused by the state left by egrets.

A young lady will definitely be frightened to the point that her face will turn white when she sees a corpse, and a pile of corpses will definitely become weak and almost killed by others, which will produce "psychological trauma", which is very correct logic.

But why would he let this emotion go unnoticed and be affected by it? Xiao Lan asked herself.

In fact, I also have a little feeling, but the mood is different from that of normal people and egrets.

The first thing she saw at the corpse was anger and irritability.

Xiao Lan thought that the people he saved for three days and three nights were killed without hesitation, like cabbage piled together. It is only when they think that the "fruits of labor" are trampled on will they be angry.

Not really.

She is unable to protect herself, she has never been able to resist in the face of the threat of guns, she is passively hiding, scurrying around like a mouse, unable to protect herself, impotent anger!

Hiding in a hole like a mouse, scared, afraid of being discovered, afraid of taking risks, and having no capital to take risks. She hid all night, and that night her nerves tensed and she experienced fear deep down.

The calm after the fear, the anger swept from the soles of the feet to every inch of the body.

Xiao Lan's indifference, Xiao Lan's arrogance, comes from the depths of her soul, her nature. Even though she has no memory, she still maintains her pride.

Ignore the task, get by, and don't have any enthusiasm. Falling out of the leaderboard and obscure. But she still retains an arrogant temperament, which is based on strong strength. If you find that you don't have any ability to fight back at all, and your arrogance is defeated, what is left?

Xiao Lan only felt that she had been stripped naked and thrown on the street, paying the price for her arrogance!

Killing, too, is only to appease anger. She craves the killings, and she loves blood.

The first time I saw a gun in person, my blood boiled, and I never felt it before.

But all this is divided into inside and outside, and the whole object is divided into Xiao Lan and Bai Lu respectively.

The egret is fearful, restless.

Xiao Lan is angry, angry with herself, and the price she pays for arrogance.

What will happen after the anger?

It's motivation.

Xiao Lan suddenly had the desire to get everything.

Get strength, strong capital!

She must conscientiously study the task, squeeze all her energy, climb up step by step, and become the "first person" of the intern employee!

"Hahaha!"

Xiao Lan laughed rarely, her thin eyebrows raised, full of aggressiveness, and indifference disappeared, replaced by unprecedented publicity. The deep depression in her eyes disappeared without a trace, and the smile on the corner of her mouth made her face extremely amazing.

She was supposed to be so flamboyant and charming.

It was an eternity that was ingrained in her soul and could not be erased even without memory.

Change everything without saying anything.