For several days, I was trying to adjust my mood and emotions, I didn't want to fall into despair and sorrow on any given day, any behavior that was detrimental to my health was undesirable, and my body knew that it could not withstand further damage. The www.biquge.info was going to take the child to see you, but the child seemed to be avoiding the pain, so he couldn't bear it, so I had to go to work and I went to see you alone.

Every day when I worship incense, I sincerely pray to the compassionate Avalokiteshvara Bodhisattva: Give you a safe place, I know that you have been born with bliss early, so you are also at peace. Giving my children a healthy, happy and safe growth, and giving our parents and relatives a safe and healthy life, can allow me to raise my children safely and healthily, and I will be content. As for whether I can be accompanied by someone in the second half of my life, whether I can be happy, I don't dare to pray too much, I am afraid that too many wishes will not come true, so I only pray that you can be safe, and that your children and parents will be safe and healthy, I only hope for health.

Today's days seem to be dull and peaceful, but every festival is a pain I can't bear! Since your birthday, I have fallen into sorrow every year and can't extricate myself, so every year at the beginning of the wax moon I began to be gloomy with the weather and began to be confused, began to fall into the boundless darkness and struggled, although I can show a smiling face in front of everyone, but no one knows what kind of torture my heart endures, such boundless lovesickness and boundless pain devours my heart day by day, until your death day, half a year I have been struggling to breathe, trying not to let myself fall into depression, how much strength and spirit I spent to adjust my mind and body, no one knows and experienced。

This pain and struggle is only known to me.

I also hate myself, how can I be so deeply trapped and so irresponsible? Isn't this a failure to live up to my own life? Any unhappiness I have is because I can't let go of you, if you know, how can you be relieved? How can you go away with peace of mind? Where is this worthy of our once seamless love? If you break your body, who will raise your children? No one can replace the love of your parents, you are gone, I have to complete our responsibilities no matter what, right?

So, please help me, help me dilute this unlet thoughts, dilute the sorrow and pain, come out and start my own life, let me put you in my heart, no longer hurt, and only leave beauty and warmth when I think of it, okay?

Last night, in the middle of the night, the wind howled, the ground shook, I was awakened from my restless sleep, got up to check whether every window was closed, opened the bathroom door, no longer formed a whirlpool of wind, and the sound of rain washing the windows was heard. When the heart is suddenly so panicked and chaotic, it means that he knows that he has fallen into melancholy again, and he tells himself that he is just melancholy, and he reads the Heart Sutra silently, and falls asleep in a dizziness.

When you wake up in the morning, the sky seems to be bright and fast, just like there is still a clear sky after a storm in life. Just walk past and you'll be greeted by the sun, right?