Chapter 192: What is Heartache (II)-380

380 The "Hardest Problem" in New Purgatory City

-Hideka's subconscious-

04:22 AM

"Wouldn't you shed tears for such a sad thing?"

"What should I do?" Hideka was even more confused.

She simply got up from the bed, and now she was still lying down, and she couldn't solve the problem at all.

Xiuxiang took a few steps in the cage and knocked on the railing, "It's probably more difficult to break the pole and get out", the railing is simply unbreakable, it doesn't seem to be glass, it's a stone, just some kind of crystal clear stone, "Maybe it's a gem?"

"Forget it, it's off topic again. Xiuxiang rubbed her face with her hands and quickly climbed into bed, "Let's focus on business." ”

"The more you try to get something, the harder it is to get it. Caiyue's voice came, as if it came from the earpiece, it seemed to come from a long distance, Xiuxiang felt that she almost forgot her and Yang Mian, "This must be her voice when she was on the phone with Caiyue sometime, right?"

"It's too much, it's really too good. Xiuxiang said.

This time she chose to lie on her side rather than overlap with herself.

Xiuxiang leaned on herself and lay down, she looked at her side face, and felt very strange, this person had exactly the same face as herself, but she didn't have the same heart, "What I think is completely different from what she thinks, right?"

"It seems that the bodies overlap, and the hearts do not overlap. Hideka muttered.

"It seems that it is difficult for oneself to overlap with oneself, and even if the body overlaps, the mind does not overlap. Thinking of this, Xiuxiang finally understood.

Xiuxiang feels that the most important thing has changed now - it doesn't matter how sad this "wandering self" is now, what matters is that this sleeping self must be really sad.

And what she was thinking when she was asleep, she didn't know yet, so how to enter her heart and feel her saddest thing was true.

"There's another question, why did I come back here after coming out of the first few illusions, and I became two mes again?" Hideka sighed, "It's really: strange things have always happened, and there are a lot of them today." ”

Forget it, just ignore the two of my questions, or focus on the issue of "going out", "don't forget your most important thing." ”

This is really the first problem in history: how to connect with yourself, how to enter your inner world, how to see what you are doing.

People say that the most difficult person in the world to understand is actually yourself. Some people are fair, and most of them are rational and reasonable, some people are more selfish and think more about things to their own advantage, and some people have a lower mental health, and the minds of such people are often unpredictable.

There are relatively few absolutely selfless people in the world, but it is not nothing.

Xiuxiang thought for a while, she was a person between the just and the selfish, and she was in a state of vacillation depending on the situation around her. Sometimes it's very rational, sometimes it's very emotional, and now what I do is more selfish.

"When you say your own words, sometimes it's so harsh that it seems like you're talking about someone else. And when you say other people's words, most of them are tepid, and I rarely see a time when you say something heavy, I don't know why. Xiuxiang remembered what Yang Mian said.

"I don't know when I developed such a habit. Xiuka looked at the side face of the person sleeping on the couch, calm, indifferent and cold, as if she didn't care about anything anymore.

Also, caring is chaotic.

If you don't care, maybe it won't be messy.

"But, don't you care about a lot of things now, why are you still so messy?" Xiuxiang thought, "The only thing I care about is how to get out, find Minsuk, and hurry to the next stop, it seems that the longer you stay here, the more uncertain it becomes, although it's not necessarily bad, but it's not sure if staying here will cause damage to your body." ”

"What ......if" Xiuxiang stopped her thoughts, she knew that this "what if" answered, it was not necessarily something that would make others like it.

Hideka looked at herself, speculating on what she was thinking.

"This self now. "What kind of dreams did you have?" Hideka speculated.

She racked her brains and thought hard for a while, but it was still in her own consciousness.

In the end, Xiuxiang was sleepy, and she fell asleep unconsciously.

As soon as Xiuxiang fell asleep, she saw the door, a flash of white doors, oh no, there were so many doors.

Hideka enters the world of a tall, step-shaped "door".

This world is like a three-dimensional honeycomb.

Each door is hexagonal, and the door is connected by a colored frame.

Xiuxiang walked over and realized that it was not a frame, but a colorful staircase.

Each door is about 2 meters high, and the whole building is very large, and Xiuxiang can't see the building behind it, so she can only rely on her feelings, and she thinks that the space behind this door can almost be described as "infinite".