This morning, I went to the hospital to visit an 86-year-old man who was terminally ill, and when I saw my grandmother sitting outside the emergency room, I was full of emotion. www.biquge.info There is a person who supports each other, knows the cold and knows the warmth is the pursuit of mortals in their lives, but if they don't know the cold and warm, it may not be as comfortable and safe as a person, no matter how long the process is, saying goodbye to the world is a person's thing after all.

No one can do anything for anyone, and all roads have to be walked by themselves. In fact, sometimes the lonely is just that the soul has no sustenance, and the soul is designated as lonely and lonely, and everyone's soul is wandering alone.

If you can have a partner who has a heart-to-heart relationship, it is the happiest thing for a person to be reincarnated, and it is normal if you don't have it. I should be grateful for what I once had, and I should not have too many extravagant hopes.

Although I no longer have to face life and death every day as a clinician, I live in the family area of the hospital, surrounded by several major hospitals in Guangxi: the Affiliated Hospital of the Medical University, the District Hospital, the 303 Hospital, and the No. 1 Hospital in the city.

Since you left, I have never been afraid of death in my heart, but I am afraid of getting sick, and when I am sick, I will be vulnerable, my mood will be low, I will give birth to a bunch of upset, I will feel sad, I will feel that life is worse than death. But I always believe that people's great fortune is predestined, and that great disasters and calamities are all arranged by God in advance, and it is useless to be afraid. Only calmly accept the arrangement of fate, and let the water cover it.

I don't know why these days, and the eldest brother's mood is also very low, and he seems to have talked about the topic of death many times. I have never shy away from death, an inescapable fate, nor have I avoided it because of your departure, I can face it rationally from the bottom of my heart. Perhaps, as Teacher Liu Lihong said, I can face anything. But my emotions are still fragile, and I will still be deeply sad when I see life and death.

On the way back from the hospital, they talked about the sudden death of several acquaintances in young adults, all of whom were in great health, but they went in an instant. I knew it was caused by a massive heart attack, but I believed even more that it was the path of reincarnation that God had arranged for them. The emergency center of the district hospital is also a doctor, and while on duty at the emergency center, he suddenly fainted, and the rescue measures that did not delay for a second could not save him. So I'm relieved of your departure, I just hope that my departure can be just as clean, I don't care about the length of time I survive, but if I can grow up with Doudou and hand over the baton, I can go with peace of mind.

I still have some complaints about you, and I don't even want to meet you again in the next life, maybe I can't, but if you take refuge in Buddhism, I am destined to suffer a lot on the road of reincarnation, when can I get rid of my attachment and when can I get rid of the sea of suffering? This is something I have understood since you left.

But the greed of being a human being has not been abandoned, and I still hope that in the second half of my life, there will be a person with the same heart as you who can accompany me, but look at the present time, all of them are mundane! There is no soul that can communicate smoothly with my thoughts and my heart, and some are deeply involved in the vulgarity and greed of the world, and my tolerance and generosity are thought to be conniving with the cheap. There are also those who pretend to be smart, you know that if I am smart and have insight into human nature, I will not understand the intentions and intentions of others? Therefore, it seems that the only way to go in the future is to go by myself.

My mother repeatedly begged me not to be alone, but where could she understand that I am no longer a child who only wants food and clothing or an ordinary life of firewood, rice, oil and salt, I have grown up under your influence, and I have already had a soul that is no longer worldly. If you waste the essence of life on a layman, isn't that playing the harp to a cow? Therefore, your intimidation of me may also help me to survive this life smoothly.

After a few months of thinking and acting, my heart gradually changed from a kind of decline to impatience and then to peace and calm, and now I can calm my heart, and be a person: filial piety to the elderly, love children, manage myself, be kind to others, compassionate, and this life is calm. I don't keep in touch with your parents anymore, and I feel the same way about you in my heart, but I know that my small amount of funding may also be a pain for them to be mentioned again, and I don't want to mention you more, my heart can't stand such torture, and so are they!

With the foundation of life you left behind, I don't have to worry about making a living, and do what I like, and I can live well with my children.

That's enough!