As I spoke, I could even feel my teeth chattering.

I was nervous just now, and then I realized that there were traces of my fingernails pinching red on my arms.

And the muscles on his body are shrinking slightly after relaxing.

You can imagine how hard I struggled just now.

I tried to get up, but my calves were sore and weak, so I had to hold on to the table leg behind me and slowly stand up.

When Chu Qingchuan's hand reached over to help me, I subconsciously shrank back, and he froze there.

"The sun told me, what happened during my absence?" he bent down slightly, keeping his eyes level with me.

I was silent.

"Did someone bully you? His tone reminded me of when I was a child, when Brother Guang often said this to me.

At this time, Chu Qingchuan is very much like the big brother who has always protected me, but he never makes me sad.

I'm an emotionally delicate person, but I don't like to be exposed, and this small gesture can easily evoke a deep emotion in my heart.

But I don't like this kind of emotion, it makes me weak.

After calming down, I looked into his eyes: "Just now, thank you." But my private life is not a matter of worry. ”

With that, I walked around his side and walked out.

"Don't you even count as friends?" said his voice as I reached the door.

I laughed in my heart, he is really open, we have all been in contact with each other at a negative distance, can we still be friends when we break up?

But when I think about it, love has never been spoken, so how can I talk about breaking up?

It's nothing but a ridiculousness.

That night, on the way home, I received a call from Lin Fei.

She first asked me how I was doing, and I said that I had seen Zhou Wenhan, he was very professional, and I was very grateful for her introduction.

Lin Fei blamed me for being polite and told me that she would return to China next week and everyone would get together.

"Everyone?" I asked.

"Well, you'll know when you come back!" Lin Fei sold it to me.

If she wants to keep it a secret, I won't spoil her.

After hanging up, I think Zhou Wenhan shouldn't have told Lin Fei about my illness out of professional ethics, and she didn't seem to know.

Before going to bed, I went to the window and saw a black SUV parked downstairs.

Because the floor is too high, and there are only a few street lights left in the community late at night, it is not clear to see the car model and license plate.

A person leans against the car and stands, the red fireworks between his fingers are lit up, and he is lonely and depressed.

I closed the curtains and went to bed with the lights on.

I took my medicine that night and slept fairly well, and the images that bothered me rarely appeared.

But I kept meeting the little girl, and she kept having a hollow smile on her face.

Suddenly, Chu Qingchuan appeared, and I watched him approach the little girl from a distance, but the little girl was smiling like a flower at this time, like an innocent child.

I thought it was weird, so I kept reading.

Chu Qingchuan squatted down and spoke to her with a smile, and then the little girl happily threw herself into his arms and hugged his neck.

However, in the next second, there was an extra dagger in her hand, which was directly inserted into Chu Qingchuan's left chest from behind.

I screamed in horror in my dream, Chu Qingchuan seemed to hear it, he turned his head to look at me, and smiled helplessly.

"No!" I woke up to a scream of my own.

Why do you have such a bizarre and absurd dream?

I was a little scared, compared to the dream I remembered before the second treatment, the night when the little girl appeared was more terrifying.

She's like a ghost lurking inside me, appearing in the dead of night, demonstrating to me, or reminding me of her presence?

I wiped my eyes with my hands and leaned forward on the bed in despair, my upper and lower bodies stacked on top of each other.

In the past, when facing the people who bullied me, I always had a way to fight back, or ignore them and let them fend for themselves, but now in the face of my own demons, I only have a deep sense of powerlessness.

What can I do?

I want to fight her, but I don't know where to start, but if I ignore her, she will make me feel bad.

As far as my current situation is concerned, it seems that only Zhou Wenhan can help me find a way out.

But isn't that my own psychological problem? Why am I helpless? Why should I rely on other people's strength?

I hate being so incompetent.

I didn't realize at the time that the three of me had started to lose their balance and were breaking free in different directions.

The summit is located in the most high-end resort area in Jiangcheng, "Meishu Villa", and its owner, Tianshu Group, is also one of the organizers of this event.

We drove for more than an hour to the suburbs, where the scenery is pleasant, the green mountains and green waters are charming, and the hotel villas are hidden in the middle, quite meaningful.

For the next three days, everyone will be living here, and the room card has been delivered to everyone in advance.

The luggage was put away non-stop, and the opening ceremony was set for 10:58, probably for good luck.

I followed Ouyang and the secretarial team into the palatial hotel lobby, and under the guidance of the conference staff, I went to the hall where the opening ceremony was held.

Here, I have seen a lot of big people in the industry, they talk and laugh freely, relaxed and normal.

I saw Chu Qingchuan chatting with an elder with extraordinary bearing, and at the same time, Qiao Rui walked towards me.

He greeted me and I smiled at him.

"Just arrived?" he asked me.

"Well, what about you?"

"It arrived last night. By the way, my friend and I have already said hello, you can tell me if you don't regret it, and if you have time in the next two days, you will go to Eisen for a try. ”

"Okay!" I stopped saying thank you, saying it was too much of an outrage.

"Well, so there's an arrangement for tonight?" he asked.

I remembered that he had said that he needed a female companion, so I told him that there should be none, and we are not the organizers.

"Great. He laughed.

"Are you so happy?" I don't understand, it's good, why add a "too"?

"yes, it's a shame not to have a female companion. Qiao Rui looked at me with a smile.

I was amused by him.

At the same time, Li Yutong took Lu Xingchen's arm and fluttered from outside the gate, the spring breeze was blowing, and it was exquisite.

As she passed me, she swept my face with arrogance.

Just yesterday, news of her father, Li Hongyun's successful election campaign, made headlines in the political section.

As the guests continued to enter, I saw some familiar faces again, Mu Feng, Wei Ran, Gu Lanyi, and Jiang Haocheng......

When Jiang Haocheng saw me, he smiled a little malice.

He walked over, looked at Qiao Rui by the way, and finally spoke: "Jiaoyang, introduce me?"

I introduced the two of them to each other, and they nodded politely.

"Why don't you follow your boss, what are you fooling around here?" Jiang Haocheng asked me with a frown, pretending to be surprised.

"I didn't follow you every day. I retorted.

"That's different. Jiang Haocheng's words seemed to have a deep meaning.

At this time, I saw Gu Lanyi walking towards me with a smile on his face.

She is a cold queen, and it is already a luxury to be able to give a smile, and I am very honored.

"Lan Yi, long time no see!" When I spoke, Jiang Haocheng, who was originally facing away from Gu Lanyi, was stunned for a second, and then said as he walked, "Jiaoyang, I'll go over there and have a look."

I didn't pay attention at the moment, but when Gu Lanyi came over, his eyes were staring at Jiang Haocheng's back for a long time.

I put my hand in front of her eyes and waved it before she came to her senses.

"Well, Her Majesty is so interested in a back?" I quipped.

"I'm just curious about who wore Gucci out of the déjà vu of the stalls. Gu Lanyi retracted his gaze and fell on Qiao Rui's face.

"Professor Qiao, it's rare to see you, an idle crane. "She actually knows Qiao Rui.

I can't help but think to myself, Qiao Rui should be quite famous, but he is too low-key, or am I too lonely and unheard?

"Lan Yi, do you know Teacher Qiao?" I asked.

"Of course, he's the visual director of our brand. Gu Lan replied.

"Nominal director, haha!" Qiao Rui added.

I laughed with him, feeling that someone was looking at us, and when I looked up, I met Chu Qingchuan's deep gaze.

His eyes were different from before, and there was a strange feeling in them. I can't say what it is, but it makes people feel a little lonely?

In my impression, he has always been a strategic, calm and introverted person to the outside world, and we are also confident and sunny when we are alone.

I didn't see another side of him other than the sentimentality he showed that night in the hospital.

The grand and grand opening ceremony was indispensable for long and exaggerated speeches, and the leaders of a certain bureau were making generous speeches on the stage.

I was drowsy, in a trance, and the thought of speaking in the afternoon made me feel like my brain was going to blow up.

I don't know where I've gone, and now it's just a mess.

I forced myself to cheer up, took out my mobile phone to preview the PPT stored in it, although I have practiced countless times, but in my current state, I am afraid that the on-the-spot performance will be unstable.

After that, the organizers arranged a buffet lunch.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, in the huge multimedia hall, I fulfilled a wish I had previously made.

I was fortunate to listen to Chu Qingchuan's on-site speech in person, thinking wisely, quoting scriptures, and doing it in one go, which was very happy.

He stood in front of the big screen, with the laser pointer and gestures in his hand, sometimes scanning the audience, sometimes looking straight ahead, sometimes turning his head to look at the screen, and gestures, all confident and calm.

It exudes a kind of battle-hardened sophistication and calmness.

If it was once upon a time......

I shook my head vigorously, and at the same time, I realized a problem.

Zhou Wenhan said that the self is always unconscious, driven by desire.

This desire can be hatred or lust, but in the final analysis, it is instinct.

It may be growing savagely in my heart.

"Sunshine, it's your turn, don't be nervous. When Sinan's voice sounded, I came back to my senses.

This is not the way I should be, and I want to slap myself twice.

When I passed by Chu Qingchuan's side, I only heard his deep bass: "Come on." ”

"Hmm. I subconsciously responded, this kind of love still has to be received.

Standing in front of the podium, I smiled at the experts and industry leaders in the room, took a deep breath, and started the presentation on the big screen.

From beginning to end, I felt Chu Qingchuan's gaze follow me, and when I inadvertently bumped into him, I saw his expression of encouragement and approval.

Fortunately, because of the full preparation in advance, I was able to express the idea of selecting the topic fluently, and then presented the articles of this topic one by one.

Just as it was about to end, Judy, the editor-in-chief of another rival company, Misora Media, suddenly questioned it.

She pointed out on the spot that there was a problem with the copyright of one of the works, saying that we were abusing the pictures of the works and were suspected of infringement.

The scene was in an uproar, you must know that once this kind of behavior is identified, it must be a very humiliating behavior in the industry.

It can even affect the reputation of AC and be seen as a joke by peers.

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