Comrade Jia Yuhao:

On this day last year, you left resolutely, never leaving me a word!

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Today, I don't want to pay tribute to you in any form, I just want to spend this day quietly!

Today is Saturday, with the Dragon Boat Festival for three days off, I brought Doudou to the office, the dragon boat race opposite the South Lake is in full swing, and the neat and loud drum beat condenses the strength of a boatload of people. The sound of a police helicopter hovering over the roof of an office building is deafening! The roadside is full of vehicles of all kinds, and everything is so vibrant! But the noise and prosperity belong to someone else.

Woowoo texted me in the morning to comfort me not to be too sad! It seems that besides me, he also remembers the day you left.

The days are gone like you, I stand under the sun today and look back at the past you and the days, in addition to the pain that can not be abandoned and the long happiness, our days together are the sweetness that I can never forget in my life! I will always remember your every expression, every look, every action!

Since God has arranged everything for us in this way, I can only go along with it! Fortunately, our Doudou is growing up healthy and happy, and I feel a little at ease!

Just passing by the vegetable market, I bought mugwort and other herbs for the Dragon Boat Festival, it turned out that I boiled potions every year during the Dragon Boat Festival to bathe the family, one can dispel dampness and fire and prevent skin diseases, last year because of your departure I was in a coma and did not do this. This year I'm back to my old habits.

I also bought a watermelon, I remember one time I also bought two watermelons at this melon selling point, called you to get them, you came by bicycle, and I was only two or three meters away, there were many people in between, I waved to you, thinking you saw it, turned around to pick up the watermelon, and when I looked up, I was nowhere to be seen -- where could you go in a second? I was obviously standing in an obvious position to greet you, but you didn't see it! You turned around and couldn't find it in a big circle before calling again! I was very angry-- I'm very dissatisfied with your frizziness, and you don't pay for it all by one.

You are always absent-minded when you walk, and when you go to pick up Doudou from school, I will see if there are children on the left and right sides of the road, but you are desperately rushing forward! When I see Doudou, I can't stop shouting at you! Every time you go to work, you always wait until the last minute to go out! You are always in a hurry, and after going out, you are in a hurry to go downstairs and run all the way! I have told you many times to take it easy! Leave yourself time and room to do things, but you have always disagreed!

When my parents came, I took time to go home for dinner at noon, and you always braved the scorching sun to send me to the bus stop, I didn't want you to send it, you must send it, my parents were very moved! I was very sorry in my heart, and you had to go back to start your busy work.

You've been riding the 24-inch Phoenix bike I bought for me, because I thought it was too bulky, and you bought Giant for me, and since I started walking to work in 2009, Giant has been idle, and I asked you to ride it several times, and you said that the Phoenix is very good, and I know that you are reluctant to waste the Phoenix. You didn't use my Giant until the Phoenix was really unrecognizable, maybe it was this good performance bike that gave you a false impression, you thought you could pass by in a flash, but ...... Maybe it's fate, it's all so coincidental, it's not a little bit staggered!

I can only go on slowly, waiting for Doudou to grow up!

Teacher Ba wants me to read more Buddhist and Taoist scriptures and have the opportunity to start the path of cultivation, I think I will, in fact, I think that everything a person does is practice, not in one form, and all forms may just be a norm for people who have distracting thoughts. I'm a rather lazy and casual person, and I'm not necessarily suitable for your kind of practice, but I will feel life and think about life!

Today, I have been nagging so much, and the days to come will be just as natural.

XW

2011.6.4