Chapter 45: I'm here to send you
At that time, Chu Qingchuan was terrifyingly unfamiliar. It's like there are different souls under the same mask.
He threw me in the passenger seat and buckled my seatbelt with a thud.
The anger on his face was gone, replaced by a calm expression, which was more intimidating.
In the process, his gaze locked on my eyes, as if I had done something terribly wrong.
"I'm not trying to...... Jumping into the river...... "I am inexplicably weak-hearted, and I have no confidence to even excuse myself."
However, that didn't help.
The air pressure in the car was so high that I opened the window and took a big breath.
In the galloping wind, the street lamps are connected into a light band, and the scenery seems to have a drag.
The cool breeze poured into my mouth and nose, invaded my spleen and stomach, and I couldn't help but put my fists against my heart and press to relieve the pain.
Secretly looking at Chu Qingchuan, he seemed to have forgotten my existence while concentrating on driving.
But when I saw the destination clearly, I pressed the buckle of the seat belt and didn't let go no matter how much he broke it.
Even if he drags me and drags me, I won't go out!
Here I have come with Yang Buregret and watched her jump once.
It was still daytime, and I was standing in the safe zone, and just looking down, I felt dizzy, my legs were weak, and I couldn't stand at all.
It's night, and the only sounds in the suburbs are the chirping of insects and the wind blowing across the lake.
"Jason, I have a friend who wants to die, and you can help her. Seeing that I didn't cooperate, Chu Qingchuan stood outside the car door and made a phone call, and I even forgot about the stomach pain.
"Who's Jason?" I felt bad.
He glanced at me, "Staff." ”
I suddenly imagined that under my feet was a pool of black water like an abyss, and I was pushed down by someone while standing on the jumping platform!
was so frightened that he grabbed Chu Qingchuan's arm.
"I really don't want to die, the taxi driver saw that I was not in a good mood and said let me see the sea, and my heart will be a little broader, so he pulled me on the bridge! I may have been too involved in thinking, or I was tired of standing, so I climbed on the railing and sat for a while, I haven't eaten for a day, my stomach hurts, can you be kind enough to eat......"
I didn't care to pant and try to explain, but he put his phone in front of my eyes.
I saw a lot of similar photos: the back of a woman sitting on the guardrail of a bridge, very familiar. That's right, it's me.
"At the commanding heights of the cross-sea bridge, some people want to jump into the river! Please spread! @平安江城"
"There are always fools who regard a good bridge as a bridge! People who don't even cherish their lives are wastes when they live!"
"Upstairs is vicious! When people can't think about it, they must learn to talk!"
"How can you break without relatives, friends, and lovers?"
"A life of failure doesn't need an explanation. ”
……
"You, are you here to save me?" I realized that I was on the city's hot search list.
"I'm here to see you off. Chu Qingchuan looked aggressively and gritted his teeth, as if he really wanted to send me back to the West.
I swallowed in fright, but I could see that he hated me.
I haven't been so bad that I don't know if people care about me.
So he held his palms wrapped in gauze with both hands as if flatteringly, shook his arms gently, and said cheekily, "Thank you, Chu Qingchuan." If you are kind enough to save me, don't be stubborn. I know you're good to me, and I'm the most promising new employee of your AC......"
I tilted my head and could see him blink slightly, his gaze softening a little bit.
I was relieved, but in the next second, my heart was lifted by him again.
He pressed straight over and deprived me of the right to breathe.
He opened his mouth and pinched my jaw with his rough fingertips, opened my mouth and drove straight in.
For the first time, I knew that there was such a way of kissing, and I could kiss without touching my lips, but I was ashamed.
What does that mean?
Saliva flowed from the corners of his mouth, wetting the front of my shirt before he let go.
"Is it hard?" he asked, breathing heavily.
I was so confused by his kiss that I didn't know why, "Huh?"
"Didn't you say that I had a hard mouth, a hard mouth?"
"No, not hard. "I was bewildered by his bandit logic.
He was standing outside smoking a cigarette, and then I heard him call and say "bother" or something, and guessed I had probably escaped.
Look at yourself again, curled up in the seat and turned into a quail again.
I couldn't help but reflect on why every time I faced Chu Qingchuan, he always had a way to make me feel deeply frustrated?
Could it be that this is what the Buddha said, one thing descends to one thing? The road is one foot high, and the demon is one foot high?
By the time he returned to the driver's seat, the air pressure in the car was much normaler.
I chatted with him without saying anything, and then I just crossed my legs and faced him.
He didn't even look at me, and occasionally agreed to it, as if the person in a bad mood was him and not me.
When I returned to the city, he first took me to a porridge shop and asked me for red date porridge.
I was so hungry that I devoured it. As a result, he snatched the spoon and reprimanded me: "Eat slowly, my stomach is hungry and I can't open it immediately." ”
"You're so nice. "I had porridge in my mouth and laughed heartlessly.
Chu Qingchuan snorted, looked away, but said, "Isn't someone coming to visit the class?
I just buried my head in eating, and I didn't hear his voiceover, so I said, "Eat with him?"
As soon as the words came out, I realized that I had lost my words, and hurriedly tried to explain, but I saw a smile in his eyes.
"Is it funny?" I wondered.
"Are you more appetizing to eat with me?" he ignored my question.
I suddenly had a feeling of a deer bumping into each other in my heart, but thinking that he had always been so improper, I hurriedly warned myself that I should drink porridge and not think about it.
He saw that I was quiet, but he talked more: "So he is the reason why you can't think of it?"
I knew that when he saw Chu Jingnan coming to me, I would run to the bridge to meditate, and I would definitely guess the relationship.
By this time I had eaten enough, and as a sign of sincerity, I folded my hands on the table, looked up into his eyes and said, "No." ”
What a clever man he was, and seeing that I didn't want to say more, he got up and took my right hand and led me out.
I had a strange state of mind at the time, and if I said it honestly, it seemed like I was in a relationship with him.
When I thought about it, I realized that I hadn't been in a relationship yet, and then I got married! Fortunately, I didn't have children, otherwise I would have suffered more.
Sure enough, contentment is always happy.
On the way home, I asked him why he didn't turn on the navigation and didn't drive into a dead end.
He glanced at me and said in a nonchalant tone, "Is this a hint?"
I simply shut up and sat cross-legged in my seat, looking at the scenery with my cheeks crossed.
He didn't go the right way, to be exact, he didn't want to send me home at all.
I was taken back to the villa by him again, and pushed the door open, unchanged from the last time I left.
But when I looked down and wanted to change my shoes, I found that there was an extra pair of unopened women's slippers, with a pink cartoon shape, ears in the front and a tail in the back.
"It's so cute. I couldn't help but sigh.
But no one paid attention to me, I consciously opened and replaced, and then suddenly realized that I might have touched someone else's things!
"Well, excuse me, can I wear it? I ......"
"It's for you. Chu Qingchuan said, with an extra glass of freshly poured ice water in his hand, and then mixed some hot water and handed it over.
The transparent square glass was grasped by his slender five fingers, and it was very textured.
I said I wasn't thirsty, and he didn't take it back.
I had no choice but to take it and take a sip to avoid unnecessary tongues.
He probably saw that I really didn't want to drink, so he took it away, looked up and drank the glass of water, and all I could see was the rolling Adam's apple and the perfect profile line, like the plaster sculpture that the teacher placed on the still life table in art class.
It is human nature that the eyes like to follow good things.
I reflexively snatched the cup back and said, "This is what I used." Helicobacter pylori is contagious. ”
He frowned and asked me, "Don't you have more bacteria in your mouth than in your cup?"
"......" I was dumbfounded, it was really obscure.
"You know? I was going to take you straight home and kill you. He leaned in and whispered in my ear.
My hand shook, the glass fell and shattered, and I coughed with unswallowed water.
It's a great way to ease the embarrassment.
I hurriedly crouched down to clean up, but my head collided with him, and a sharp pain came from my fingertips at the same time.
The image of the soap opera that I once spat on was repeatedly played out on me, and it was the glass shards that pierced the hand.
Chu Qingchuan hurriedly reached out and grabbed my wrist and ordered me to throw away the things in my hand.
"Are you unresponsive?" he said sternly, looking at the broken glass I was still pinching at my fingertips.
I reacted and let go of my fingers, and the glass fell and shattered into three petals.
"I think so. I'm going to get a broom and clean up, the kitchen is in the ...... Hmmm......"
Before I could finish speaking, I saw and felt him take my bleeding index finger into his mouth.
It turns out that the ten fingers are connected to the heart, not just for pain.
He sucked my blood, the tip of his tongue nimble more than my fingers.
Best of all, he kept an eye on me.
I couldn't hide, but I didn't dare to look at his black hole-like eyes, for fear of sinking deeper and deeper.
But there is more to human senses than sight, and he let go of my index finger and replaced it with his middle finger.
"You ......" I tried to stop him, so I met his eyes, but a thrust stabbed in.
I pursed my lips unconsciously, and as if he had received a hint, he took my hand around his neck and picked me up.
Stroking his tight deltoid muscles, I decided to give up on myself.
When I went upstairs, I ripped off his shirt, coveted the temperature of his skin, and tried it on the edge of **.
I lay on the bed, looking at his gaze above me, and the gasp that poured into my cochlea, all with a bewitching instigation.
"Don't, dirty ......" When I sensed something was wrong, I hurriedly stopped him.
"You are very clean. His voice was full of desire.
The word hit me like a thunderbolt on my head, leaving my brain blank for a moment.
Everyone has their own knots, Chu Jingnan said more than once that I was disgusting and dirty, but Chu Qingchuan told me that I was clean.
Next, the situation that was already about to rain and the wind filled the building, because I choked so much that I couldn't help myself and let go.
Chu Qingchuan didn't ask anything, just got up and hugged me in his arms, and let me fall asleep when I was tired from crying.
"I'm sorry......" I didn't forget to apologize to him in the confusion.
He kissed me on the forehead and said, "No need to apologize. ”