Chapter 44: Do You Want to Die?

Chu Jingnan continued to be silent, with doubts in his amber eyes, maybe he thought I was stupid, how could anyone not like money?

But I really want to get more than money now.

"I want all of you Chu family members to be like me, to taste the pain of losing your loved ones. ”

It's really enjoyable to say cruel things, it's the darkest and truest thought in my heart.

When I watched my grandfather's ashes fly on the surface of the sea, I felt a different version of myself, growing in the shadow of the ventricles.

It is said that where there is light, there is shadow.

Later, I thought that maybe the more I like to pretend to be strong, the deeper the black in my heart.

That's when I started my subtle transformation.

When Chu Jingnan heard this, a flash of light flashed in his eyes.

"I can't help myself. He chuckled, mocking me.

Then he said: "Cheng Jiaoyang, you really impress me now. I might as well tell you that you can keep the shares after the divorce, and when you are in debt and are held accountable by creditors and the court, I am afraid it will not be as simple as sleeping with someone. ”

This is really a hot potato, and it won't benefit me if I don't get divorced, and it can't be a handle for me to blackmail Chu Jingnan.

Although I can feel that he wants this 15% stake, probably because once the crisis passes, he will become the largest shareholder of Chu.

But if we don't get divorced, it still won't affect this outcome.

I don't have the strength to manage the company, at most I have a veto power when voting, but the board of directors is not up to me.

If I keep the shares in my hands after the divorce, he will not try his best to save the business, and I will be wronged.

Now the best way I can think of is to take this 15% of the shares and join forces with Chu Qingchuan's 10% after the divorce to drive out all the rest of the Chu family.

But Chu Qingchuan didn't seem to have such a plan, and it was not uncommon to listen to what he meant before.

And his current business scope is far from the industrial raw materials industry of Chu's Group, let alone saving an endangered enterprise.

Dead!

Reinforced concrete, sand and gravel building materials......

Do you need these things to build a house?

When it comes to the construction industry, isn't the largest real estate developer in Jiangcheng the Li family?

"Haha, Chu Jingnan! It turns out that you not only like to play with women, but also like to rely on women to get on the throne! You are so amazing, I look down on me more and more!" I admired the divergence of my thinking, like discovering a new continent.

I continued: "Your love is so pitiful, mixed with calculations and interests, I thought you had a deep affection for Li Yutong, and it turned out that you wanted to bundle the Li family and the Chu family for sale. ”

Chu Jingnan narrowed his eyes and looked at me for a long time.

"Cheng Jiaoyang, do you think you are very clean, very noble, and very enjoyable to judge others?

Just because you can't get pure love doesn't mean that others aren't qualified to have it. Put away your villainous heart, when the old men see you like this, they must regret not recognizing you when they were alive. Chu Jingnan pinched my chin.

I waved my hand to slap him, but he stopped me.

The flames of hatred crackled and exploded, and his last words were really too deceitful.

That's when I realized that I was like a pufferfish, without any strength, only with teeth and claws.

"You don't have a choice when it comes to divorce and cashing out your shares. Originally, I came to discuss with you in the old relationship, but since you are unrighteous, don't blame me for being ruthless.

Your friend who is a police officer violates discipline and privately entangles his colleagues and hurts others, if you let the office know, will you be directly expelled from the ranks of civil servants?"

Chu Jingnan said leisurely, without waiting for him to finish speaking, I thought of Yang Guang.

I asked sharply, "What did you say? I was there that night, and they didn't do anything at all! I'm the witness!"

"Are you in the same party, okay? The injured person insisted that the police had injured someone, and there were eyewitnesses, who do you think it would be beneficial to?" Chu Jingnan sneered.

I only thought I knew him, but I didn't expect him to eat me to death.

My biggest weakness is my family and friends. I used to have lovers, but now I don't have love.

He came to be fully prepared, from shallow to deep, salute first and then soldier.

Seeing that I would not be shaken because of my own interests or **, he took out Yang Guang's matter to threaten.

Don't underestimate anyone, and don't think of yourself as smarter than others.

I really got it.

Not to mention that the conditions of Yang Guang's family are not good, even if their family is a demolition nouveau riche, I will not bury his future because of my own personal affairs, and the buddies who accompanied him.

It's just that my brain is very messy now, isn't Lei Zi Li Xiao's person, why did he become Chu Jingnan's accomplice? Wasn't Jiang Haocheng beaten, why did he plant the blame on Yang Guang?

In the end, I came to the conclusion that Chu Jingnan and Lu Xingchen's gang were playing together, and they would inevitably be familiar with Li Xiao, and I even guessed that Chu Jingnan asked Li Xiao to arrange for Lei Zi to find someone to spy on me.

As for the people, it must be Jiang Haocheng who fought correctly, but does Lei Zi dare to identify Jiang Haocheng? Of course not!

The way the scoundrels behaved was not something that normal people could understand, and they may have taken advantage of the fact that they were beaten and that Yang Guang did appear that night to complete a grafting time frame.

Under normal channels, the only way to help Yang Guang clear his name is to let Jiang Haocheng admit that he beat him.

How big is my face?

Thinking about it, I knew I had lost, and, completely.

But at that time, I missed someone in my thoughts, and I didn't realize it until the truth came out later.

Chu Jingnan kept observing me, with a determined and determined smile in his eyes.

"Figured it out, figured it out?" he asked.

"If you want a used car, I'll make it happen to you. The kind that has been in a car accident and has killed someone, but you should drive carefully. "I don't even know how I could say such vicious things.

I didn't seem to recognize myself anymore, and my hands at my side trembled slightly.

Chu Jingnan's protruding jaw because of clenching his teeth is very distinct.

He patted me in the face and said, "Roll with him one more time and give me the video in good condition, it's easy for you." When the time comes, we will divorce by agreement, and your shares will still be worth three million. ”

"Five hundred. "I increase the price.

"I don't think you're qualified to negotiate terms with me, I can drag on with you, but your police friends probably can't afford it. I won't get what I want in three days, and I'll see how good you are at keeping him. Chu Jingnan leaned into my ear and said.

"Aren't you afraid that Chu Qingchuan and I will get out of our relationship and join forces to deal with you?" I admit that I am just lip service, knowing that I have already lost, I still want to stimulate Chu Jingnan.

He thought seriously for three seconds, and then asked me, "Where did you get your confidence?"

I'm speechless, stealing chickens doesn't make me feel like rice.

When the night wind rose, Chu Jingnan coughed violently for a while, then opened the door of the main driver and got in.

"Do you have cold medicine, do you want to take a table?" I pretended to care.

He chuckled twice and said he had eaten.

As he left, he waved at me.

I watched his black cheetah drive onto the road, thinking that cold medicine has the ingredient of sleeping, and the most taboo when driving is fatigue, hoping that he will die in the car accident with his attachment to Li Yutong.

When I turned around, I realized that I was wrong, and that I had a shameful idea.

I can hope for him to die, but I can't harm innocent passers-by because I want him to die.

Tonight's study plan is in vain, how can I still have the heart to study?

In three days, I have to hand in two "assignments".

After thinking about it again, what else are you learning, the video is handed over, and AC can still tolerate me? King Arthur is afraid that the whole circle will block me.

I felt that I had just started my career, and a big "end" was written later.

When the time comes, I will take three million and go into seclusion?

But I didn't take revenge, so I took the money and ran away, what's the point of living?

Why don't you donate to Hope Primary School, and then become a wandering poet or become a red dust?

I admire myself for being able to think so much at a time like this.

However, he didn't realize that he had walked to the side of the road and unconsciously stopped a taxi.

When the driver asked me where I was going, I realized all this and said just drive.

"Girl, are you out of love?" the driver looked at me in the rearview mirror, presumably noticing my loss of soul.

"What is falling out of love, cheating is exciting. "I looked at the streamers and lights speeding by the roadside, and my heart felt sour.

The world is so big, there is no home for me.

"Hehe, you young people's feelings. The driver smiled and said, "Let's go to the cross-sea bridge to see the scenery, when you can't think about it, look at the sea, look into the distance, and your mind will be broad." ”

I acquiesce.

Because I didn't have a bag, I paid the fare with my phone and saw that there was not much battery left.

The neon lights of the city illuminate the night sky, and I stood on the commanding heights of the bridge and watched the river roar into the ocean.

At the junction, there is a clear dividing line between the yellow river and the inky blue water.

What should I do? Do I really want to do it? I have no principles, I break the bottom line, and I am ashamed of everyone.

Is it because I got involved with Chu Jingnan, or because I got involved with Chu Qingchuan, that I fell into such a dilemma?

I was like this for almost two hours and finally came to the conclusion that it was my own problem.

Complaining about the sky is useless, he is blind and can't recognize the situation, and he chooses the wrong path and can only grit his teeth and go to the end.

What else can I do? Can I really die?

Death is the most unproductive thing.

But when I came back to my senses, I found myself sitting on the railing of the bridge.

When the hell did I climb up?

Swallowing my saliva, my legs swirled a little.

Suddenly, the mobile phone rang happily, and my hand shook in fright, and it entered the sea at the right time, and there was not even a splash.

At the same time, I felt a tremendous force in my throat, and I was thrown off the railing.

The weightlessness made me exclaim, and I felt like I was going to lie directly on the ground.

I coughed violently, and my internal organs almost came out of my throat.

Some of the passing cars shook their headlights, and some honked their horns a few times.

"Cheng Jiaoyang!" the voice mixed with a thousand feet of anger almost pierced my eardrums.

I looked up blankly, looked into those dark eyes with bright stars, and asked, "What are you doing here?"

"Do you want to die?