I was attracted by his gaze, as if I had fallen into a galaxy.

Just when I couldn't wait to print his thin lips, he stroked the back of my neck with one hand and said softly, "I'll give you as much as I want." ”

My eyes were slightly sour, and I let out a "hmm" and bit his lower lip, grinding and sucking lightly.

When the hot palm swims up the ankle, it is like pulling an electric current to stimulate the blood surge.

I no longer restrained myself, and let my whispers indulge, as if this was what my heart was pouring out.

Chu Qingchuan's inky dark eyes always locked my eyes and expressions, wanting to see through every trace of emotional changes in my heart.

It was as if I had been ignited in a fire, and my desire to burn the prairie was rampant, and I just wanted to fill the endless emptiness with good things.

He pressed my waist hard, I grabbed the hem of his T-shirt with both hands, lifted it up, and his cooperative arm was taken off and thrown aside, and his hot chest was pressed up.

His kisses became intense and intense, and I tried to confront him and respond to him in the same way.

However, he was able to control my movements and rhythm with just his lips, and I was really weak compared to him.

He didn't allow me to gain the upper hand, but was even more domineering.

I was like the sand in the palm of his hand, at the mercy of him.

As my hand moved down from his strong back muscles, he grabbed my thigh, bit the skin on the side of my neck, and muttered, "Take a shower." ”

The water in the tub was bubbling up, and he had already pushed me under the shower, and the warm water was pouring over, but it didn't wake me up.

He pulled my clothes off my body, and I still reached for him, and he grabbed me by the shoulders and put me in the bathtub.

When I finally overcame his obstruction and succeeded in getting what I wanted, I only felt his body stagnate for a moment, and his eyes were shining with a desperate and forbearant hope.

I blew in his ear and smiled, "Call." ”

He looked stunned, reacted quickly, and slapped me with a smile, mixed with the sound of splashing.

"I won't. He said firmly.

In this respect, he seldom showed such a strong reaction as I did, and at most it was nothing more than a change in the severity of his breathing.

Most of the time, I can only feel the ups and downs of his emotions from his eyes and movements.

He is obsessed but not addicted, and he will take good care of me every time before taking care of himself.

I found that whenever I thought of him, it was all about the merits.

I smiled slyly and took the initiative to hit him.

"Hmm. He let out a soft, nasal sound, but it was also inaudible.

Water can give people a sense of security and make us subconsciously feel the comfort of returning to our mother.

"Called. I looked at him triumphantly.

He exhaled softly, and as soon as his eyes changed, I knew I was in trouble.

The water was tumbling, the bathroom seemed to be flooding, and I was like a pebble in between, not knowing where I was or where I was going.

"It's against you. In the dizzy void, I heard his voice as if it were coming from mid-air.

I remember how I was dried off and thrown on the bed, only that I kept harassing him.

In his doting and helpless eyes, I was satisfied again and again, and those empty corners were being filled little by little.

In the end, I didn't even have the strength to move my fingertips, so I was contented to be held in his arms and fell into a deep sleep.

……

The seven o'clock sun in the middle of summer sprinkled my face with a hot and dry breath.

I squinted my eyes and saw the man in good shape leaning against the windowsill, looking sideways at the sea and sky in the distance.

The sun was shining and the halo traced his outline, reminding me of a movie shot of the sacred ruins of Stonehenge shrouded in golden sunlight.

That solemnity and solemnity may be the deity he has set up in my heart.

However, the clear red scratches and bite marks on his body add an endless ambiguity to such a picture.

I lowered my eyes to look at myself, and my fair and clean skin had also become a canvas, full of spring colors.

He didn't know what he was thinking, he was so engrossed that he didn't even notice when I got close.

It wasn't until I was close to his side that the skin-to-skin touch made him notice my presence.

He turned around and put his arm around my waist, tapped his fingertips lightly, as if playing the piano, and then asked me lovingly, "Wake up so early, it seems that I am not serving well." ”

I lowered my head and pursed my lips shyly, not daring to look directly at him: "Last night, was I too ...... Debauched?"

He lifted my chin and looked me in the eye, "Yes." ”

I felt my face burn too much, and I turned around to get away from him, but he wouldn't let go.

"But more than ever, I was fascinated. "With his force, I turned around and pressed my back against him.

His honey-colored arms lay in front of me, and I stroked the strong arms with both hands, and he moved slightly, and I couldn't help but twist my waist.

"Can you ride a horse?" he asked suddenly.

"No, it won't. Although I wondered why he asked this question at this time, I answered truthfully.

He chuckled and said he would teach me.

I said yes.

Half an hour later, I finally understood that this horse was not a horse.

"It is said that the prince is riding a white horse, but I didn't expect that I would only welcome one horse. I sighed.

The tip of his handsome nose touched me, and the contours of his thin lips pressed against my cheeks: "Isn't the white dragon horse also a prince?

I laughed uncontrollably, saying that he was horribly narcissistic.

"It's not narcissism, it's a statement of strength. As for you, you don't know the true face of Lushan, only because you are in this mountain. He raised an eyebrow and said to me.

I knew what he meant was that I had less experience, and that there was no voice without comparison.

So he deliberately said: "Then I want to go out of Lushan to see the world, the magnificent mountains and rivers." ”

"How dare you!" his threatening tone was a real blow to me.

I rolled over and approached his arms, my lips touching his collarbone, grabbing his lightly sunken waist: "Don't take what I said last night, don't take it to heart." ”

He lowered his head and moved back, a short distance away from me, so that he could gaze at my expression.

"What? want to eat the overlord meal?" he was also a scoundrel.

"Can you please not distort what I mean? I mean, you don't have to, I'm just saying casually, you know how people are in the night......"

Before I could finish speaking, I was silenced by the look on his face.

It's not that I'm horrified, but that his serious and sharp gaze has caused me mental pressure that I don't dare to continue.

We just looked at each other and didn't say a word.

After a long time, I saw his thin lips lightly opened, and his voice was not loud but firm: "Jiaoyang, I want to give you love justifiably." ”

My heart sank suddenly.

He chuckled, pinched my face, said no hurry, let me think about it slowly.

After that, he rolled over and got out of bed, saying that he would go to breakfast together after washing up.

The moment he immediately turned into the bathroom, I whispered "Chu Qingchuan".

He stood still, did not look back, did not say a word.

I bit my lip hard, and said in a trembling voice: "Chu Qingchuan, I, I'm not sure either, what is love, you know, I don't have ...... But I ......"

At that moment he turned around, walked to the bed, lifted one leg and knelt on the bed, and looked down at me with a smile in his eyes, waiting for me to continue with an encouraging gaze.

I was pulled by the magic: "I should be in love with you." ”

"Well, you've finally admitted it. I love you too. He said contentedly, as if he had expected it.

I looked at him quizzically, and asked him why he was so sure.

He gently smoothed the long hair on the side of my ear: "Do you think that you are really obsessed with my body, so you indulge in Chenghuan under me?"

He said it so bluntly that I couldn't help but blush and hang my head slightly.

Then, his warm voice sounded in his ears: "Woman, a ridiculous may be indulgence, but high-quality pleasure must be sex because of love." Especially a stupid girl like you, who is simple, kind and scheming. ”

"Anyway, I'm very happy to have good news this morning. He pecked me on the corner of the lip and got up to go to the bathroom.

He didn't seem surprised by my words, and I felt a little depressed, feeling that I had fallen into a trap that the enemy had set up a long time ago, albeit a sweet trap.

At this point, his phone vibrated and I fumbled under the pillow and found that it was Xiaoxiao.

I hurriedly picked up and got out of bed and sent it to Chu Qingchuan.

As soon as he pushed open the door, he saw him standing in front of the mirror, dancing and brushing his teeth.

When he saw me come in, he suddenly stopped his movements, and his expression instantly returned to normal and looked at me behind him from the mirror, saying that after I confessed, he was really much more open, and he didn't even knock on the door.

I gave him a blank look and shook his phone.

He saw the caller ID and pointed to his ear, I would care, and put it next to his face after connecting it.

"Morning, baby. He had toothpaste in his mouth, and his speech was slurred, revealing a hint of cuteness.

I rubbed my finger on his brow with a little toothpaste foam, and he immediately reached out and attacked me.

I covered my mouth and laughed, ruffling his hair.

"Dad, you woke up so late, didn't you work out this morning?"

"Of course, baby. Chu Qingchuan replied thoughtfully, glancing at me.

I slapped him the back, and my palm went numb.

"I'll see you in the restaurant in a moment. I forgot to ask her which room she was in, otherwise I would have gone straight to her. Xiaoxiao deliberately emphasized.

"Okay. Chu Qingchuan agreed.

I was a little embarrassed, thinking of Xiaoxiao's innocent little face, and the tone of voice on the phone just now, I felt that I had done something shameful and unseemly.

"Sister Jiaoyang?" Chu Qingchuan repeated deliberately, and I was so angry that I stepped on him.

He laughed and sold well when he got cheap.

"Hurry up and consider my suggestion, or how can you be embarrassed to face a simple little girl? Chu Qingchuan stuck to me and said softly.

I took his phone and said I would.

However, at the same time, I caught a glimpse of Han Lu's name in the received call log displayed on the screen.

It was just over one o'clock in the morning.

I recalled, at that time, the two of us should still be doing it, how could we talk to her?

The only possibility is that Chu Qingchuan put his mobile phone at the head of the bed, and we accidentally touched the answer button.

Anyway, at that time, all kinds of rolling around, and I almost rolled out of bed, and I couldn't care about anything else.

"What's wrong?" Chu Qingchuan's inquiring voice came, and I said it was okay, so I pressed the screen back to the home page.

"Do you still have any clothes to wear?" his question brought me back to where I was in the moment.

I saw the shirts, underwear, and stockings that were still soaked in the water, and looked at Chu Qingchuan with resentment: "It's all your fault!"

"Okay, well, it's all my fault, blame me for not having enough concentration, and I can't stand still when you throw yourself into your arms. Is it okay to admit mistakes?" he said.

I said yes, you can help me figure it out, or I'll go out and run naked.

He changed his face immediately and slapped me twice in the thighs, which hurt hotly.

I'm really angry.

"Wait until I get back. He put on his clothes, took his room card and went straight out.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that his phone was still in my hand.

I didn't tell him about Han Lu's phone just now because I was afraid that he would feel embarrassed when he saw it.

Anyway, it's all in his phone, so I'll pretend I don't know.

I washed up with a lot of heart, and I don't know why, but I always felt a little uneasy because of what should have been a relaxing morning.

I sat on the edge of the bed and couldn't help but glance at his phone because I had just seen a prompt for an unread text message.

Over and over a dozen times, my fingers stretched out and retracted, and eventually, I didn't scratch it, because no matter what I saw, it would show the status of being read.

I held on to my last insistence.

Twenty minutes later, Chu Qingchuan brought me back a beautiful suit, he looked at me getting dressed, and said faintly: "To wear it or not to wear it, each has its own style." ”

I couldn't complain about his hooliganism anymore, so I told him that I forgot to take my phone just now, as if there was a text message from Han Lu.

He looked at me, smiled lightly, and said, "You can help me see it, the phone is closer to you." ”

"Don't, in case you see something you shouldn't see. I picked it up, walked over to him and handed it over.

He grabbed my wrist and threw me down on his lap.

He wrapped his arms around me and swiped the text messages in front of me.

I turned my face away, stood up while he was distracted, and said that I was not so stingy, that he had a good performance yesterday, and that I was relieved.

But I didn't get a response from him.

I looked back at him, and he was staring at his phone in a daze, or rather, in deep thought?

Although I don't know what Han Lu said, it must be something worthy of his attention.

I didn't speak, waiting for him to come back to his senses.

There was a long silence in the room, so quiet that you could hear the sound of motes floating.

A light mist seemed to rise between us.

After a while, he looked up at me and said, "Let's go eat." ”

I nodded yes and took his arm.

In the restaurant, Han Lu and Xiaoxiao had already found a good place to pick up the meal. When she saw us coming, she greeted us with a smile.

Facing Han Lu, I still feel embarrassed, after all, I don't know what she heard last night.

Originally, I wanted to leave early, but because I didn't tell Chu Qingchuan about this matter, and Xiaoxiao insisted on inviting me, I couldn't think of a suitable excuse for a while, so I came.

Chu Qingchuan said good morning to the two with a smile, and asked if Xiaoxiao was suitable.

Han Lu and I didn't talk much, kept smiling and listened to the father and daughter chatting, slowly chewing the food in our mouths.

I always feel that Chu Qingchuan's interest doesn't seem to be high, but when facing Xiaoxiao, he needs to maintain his usual appearance.

However, just as breakfast came to an end, an unexpected conversation ensued.

Han Lu mentioned the date of the return trip, and said with a smile that she wanted to play for a few more days before leaving.

Chu Qingchuan suddenly grabbed my right hand on the dining table and said, "Okay, enough fun, let's go back to see Sister Meng together." ”

"We?" asked with a smile that widened his eyes and deliberately asked.

Chu Qingchuan took my hand and raised it, turned his head to look at me: "Yes, we." ”

I was a little nervous and tried to pull my hand out, but he clenched it even tighter.

"O, do you want to see grandma?" said with a smile of surprise.

"That's right. Chu Qingchuan replied in a natural tone.

"Congratulations. Han Lu smiled sweetly, the hot summer sun sprinkled on her, soft, gentle, warm, less cold before.

Her beauty is not the flamboyant kind, but she can endure taste and appreciation, especially the melancholy temperament that comes with illness, which makes people can't help but add three points of pity.

I don't know what to say, neither is rejection, and it's not good to admit it.

At this time, Chu Qingchuan spoke again: "Han Lu, Jiaoyang and we will soon become a family." ”

I thought to myself what was wrong with him? I hadn't given him an answer yet, and besides, what he said was "right" in my understanding was not a marriage proposal, but a desire to make the relationship public.

As for AC's regulations, I think he also has measures to deal with them, and when I give an answer, he will deal with it properly.

It's just that I'm not sure if the person who left AC in his decision will be me or him.

But in my decision, the one who leaves must be me.

I suddenly realized that I was thinking too much, and after collecting my thoughts, I wondered if Chu Qingchuan's hurry was related to Han Lu's text message?

After all, with his personality and way of doing things, it is rare for him to lose his mind after reading.

"It's not early, I have to go, or I'll be late. I glanced at my watch and said goodbye just in time.

"Smile and eat more. Dad went to work too. Chu Qingchuan pushed away the chair and wanted to go with me.

"You promise me to accompany me to the playground on the weekend to ride the merry-go-round!" Xiaoxiao said hurriedly, as if he had forgotten.

"I remember, I won't forget. Chu Qingchuan replied dotingly.

“OK。 Goodbye dad, goodbye sister Jiaoyang. ”

After saying goodbye, I remembered that I forgot to take my bag, so I asked Chu Qingchuan to wait for me in the lobby.

But I never expected that in just a few minutes, the relationship between the two of us that we had just established collapsed.

I came out with my bag, and two waiters happened to run through the hallway, shouting "Someone jumped off the building!"

I immediately broke out in a cold sweat and ran into the elevator with cold hands and feet.

I closed my eyes and prayed: Don't be her!

After rushing to the lobby, I couldn't find Chu Qingchuan.

When I ran out of the hotel gate with the others, I saw a circle of people not far away.

I didn't bother to go to Chu Qingchuan, I desperately squeezed into the crowd, and the woman lying on the ground was face down, blood and white brains scattered, and I couldn't see her face clearly.

But her clothes, I had seen a few minutes ago.

It's Han Lu, it's really her.

She's actually, that's it, gone?

"Go away, go away, don't be onlookers. "The security guards at the hotel started evicting us and the sirens sounded from far and near.

I froze in place, and it wasn't until I was pushed that I came back to my senses.

"Hurry up, hurry up, look at what you see! I'm not afraid of being asked for my life!" the security guard said to me.

"I know her. I muttered.

His eyes changed immediately when he looked at me, and he said then you stay and wait for the police to come.

I looked around in a daze, not noticing that my body was shaking and trembling.

Han Lu, why are you doing this?

I just felt that under the scorching sun, I felt a chill from the inside out.

Chu Qingchuan, where are you?

Han Lu is dead, where are you?

I just felt that the whole world was turning, and countless squirming sounds were noisy in my ears, and suddenly, I saw Chu Qingchuan.

He was running out of the hotel, looking anxious, losing his usual calm and calm, and looking flustered.

"I am a family member of the deceased. Chu Qingchuan's voice drifted past my ears.

"Hello, please cooperate with the investigation. "The police have arrived.

"Wait a minute, I'll make a phone call and settle the kids. After Chu Qingchuan finished speaking, he asked Ouyang if he had arrived, and asked him to come over and take Xiaoxiao back to the villa in Binhai to take care of it.

"Chu Qingchuan, I ......" I only then regained a little sober consciousness from the chaos.

His eyes were no longer as clear as before, but covered with a white mist, and behind the white mist, there were indescribable emotions.

It's complicated, there is anger and depression, there is regret and distress, and there is disappointment, sadness, guilt and helplessness......

"Jiaoyang, go back, take two days off, wait for me to find you. He put one hand on his forehead and patted me on the shoulder with the other.

"You, all right. I'm sorry, Chu Qingchuan, I'm sorry......" Tears couldn't help but flow out, it was a life, it was a smiling mother......

This time, I really fell into the abyss, and death didn't just exist in another world.

Chu Qingchuan took a deep breath and ordered me to leave quickly, not to stay any longer.

I was intimidated by him, and at this time, the police came over and asked him for Han Lu's identity information.

I flagged down a taxi, and I couldn't face the smile at this time, so I could only run away.

When I was about to arrive at the company, I received a text message from Chu Qingchuan.

"Blazing Sun, don't blame yourself, don't blame you. If you feel sad, tell yourself that it's all Chu Qingchuan's fault. Someone was taking pictures just now, and soon there will be rumors, and I don't have time to explain to you, so I can only ask you to leave quickly. These few days are resting at home, don't surf the Internet, don't watch the news, it will pass soon. I'll go to you when I'm done, don't be afraid. It's my fault, it's my fault, it's okay with you, remember?"

"Chu Qingchuan, send me the text message she gave you. "I couldn't calm myself down, and I replied to him on impulse.

At the same time, I began to think about what he had just said.

Although Han Lu is not a celebrity, suddenly someone jumps from the ocean, which will inevitably become a hot topic on Weibo and the circle of friends.

And someone in AC has seen Han Lu, Li Yutong knows Han Lu, and the matter between me and Chu Qingchuan ......

He asked me to go, and he must have thought about these issues before I did.

He who was waiting for me in the lobby should have seen Han Lu's body for the first time, right?

The reason why he wasn't there when I came down must have been because he ran back and smiled.

But I don't know how Han Lu left Xiaoxiao and ran to jump off the building alone after Chu Qingchuan and I left.

Judging from Chu Qingchuan's reaction, it seems that he is still hiding it.

In this matter, the biggest victim, in addition to the deceased, may be Chu Qingchuan, right? There is also a smile......

What about me? What am I? How should I face Chu Qingchuan, how should I face Xiaoxiao, how should I face our feelings?

Don't you blame me? Don't blame me, who blames me? Before I appeared, people were alive, and Xiaoxiao had a mother.

Chu Qingchuan must be very self-blaming, right? His love for me in front of Han Lu last night was deliberately shown in order to get my approval.

He said this morning that he was going to take me to see Sister Meng, saying that we would become a family, and it was also to make Han Lu die, right?

So, what did she say to him? Was it a threat or a deception, or was it a revelation of her true feelings?

Just as I was thinking, the text message prompt sounded.

：。 ：