Occasionally, when I passed by other people's workstations and heard some whispers, I just smiled faintly and walked non-stop.

Actually, for me, this is not a bad thing, at least it has made me see clearly which ones are real friends and which ones are fake politeness.

Although online public opinion has been suppressed, in the company, this hurdle is not easy to pass.

Although the relationship between me and Chu Qingchuan is not confirmed, how can the power of rumors be underestimated?

I believe that sooner or later, the senior management of AC will get the news, and they will also ask Chu Qingchuan for confirmation or give him a wake-up call.

After all, for large companies with strict discipline and systems and repeated emphasis on execution, executives who take the lead in violating the company's articles of association are guilty of the same crime as the common people, or even the same crime.

My career has just started, and it is not difficult to start again in another place, but Chu Qingchuan is different, his reputation is much more important than mine.

Imagine if he leaves AC and goes to another platform because of this, the first thing he will be criticized for must be messing with the female subordinates of the former company or the former niece and daughter-in-law, don't feel too sour.

I felt so good to him at that time, and I thought so much about him, did he have to love me more?

As a result, when I later told him about my complicated inner activities, he actually said that he hadn't thought about it at all, and asked me with a straight face: "Love you, besides being afraid of losing, what else is there to fear?"

His joking tone was less solemn, okay, I admit that he is very gentlemanly, and I am too motherly.

But I didn't expect that he was not joking, but a prophecy.

In that week, Xia Xue and I worked day and night to improve the plan, actively communicate with other departments, and strive to make the plan detailed enough to be directly operational.

Thankfully, none of the members of our group were ostracized or slacked off because of my scandal.

On the contrary, they said to me at the first panel discussion when I returned to the company: "We believe in you, we will accompany you to make a good comeback!"

I almost burst into tears, no exaggeration.

The world will still be gentle with us, won't it?

As long as you believe, as long as you persevere, those heavy hazes will eventually be penetrated by the glow and become a foil and dissipate.

……

Han Lu didn't have any friends, her memorial service was simple but solemn, and it could be seen that Chu Qingchuan was attentive.

He didn't let me go, but I still went to mourn in black, but I stood at the back of the crowd and didn't let Sister Meng notice.

But when I saw Chu Qingchuan's thin face, I was still very distressed.

We haven't seen each other for the past few days, even WeChat is just a few short chats, I'm quite worried about him, but I don't dare to ask the reason.

Finally, everyone bowed to the body and said goodbye, and I was about to follow the others away when Xiaoxiao found me.

Fortunately, Sister Meng went to rest, and I thought about stepping forward to comfort Xiaoxiao, but I saw a terrifying expression on Xiaoxiao's originally sad face.

She pointed at me and shouted, "It's you! You're the murderer of my mother! You're the vixen who seduced my father!"

I froze in place, unable to react for a moment.

The change in Xiaoxiao's attitude is too sudden, and Sister Meng has been with her recently, I have to wonder if Sister Meng told her something?

In the past, Han Lu wanted to use Xiaoxiao to drive me away from Chu Qingchuan, and then Sister Meng planned to let Xiaoxiao and her unify their positions to exclude me?

At the same time, I felt even more pitiful that I was constantly being used and poked at the little girl's wounds.

But I still can't believe that Chu Qingchuan's mother would be cruel enough to use an adopted granddaughter to suppress me.

However, all this was just my speculation, and I told myself to be calm and not to be presumptuous.

Fortunately, everyone else left, and there was no further uproar at the scene.

Probably hearing the shout of laughter, Chu Qingchuan walked out of the door on the side, and when he closed the door, he deliberately glanced inside the room and gently closed the door.

I guessed that Sister Meng should be too sad and take a nap in it.

"Xiaoxiao, what are you talking about?" Chu Qingchuan asked with sharp eyebrows and serious eyes.

Xiaoxiao shook her shoulders and said with tears falling down her eyes: "Dad, why did you lie to me, why did you lie to me when you taught me not to lie? My aunt is Xiaoxiao's mother, right? Why didn't you tell me? Why? Woo woo...... Mommy ......"

How can a little girl who is less than eight years old face such a cruel reality?

If it weren't for the fact that it was happening right in front of my eyes, I wouldn't have dared to think about this result at all.

The smile in front of her, her helpless expression and small body, like a lonely boat fluttering in the wind and waves, made me unbearable to look at directly.

It's not that I didn't think that Xiaoxiao would know the truth one day, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly, so fast that I was caught off guard.

Chu Qingchuan's soothing gaze fell on my face, but the person walked up to Xiaoxiao and squatted down to wipe her tears.

His voice was soft: "Smile and tell Dad, who told you this?"

Laughing and sobbing, unable to utter a complete sentence, just looking at me resentfully.

I couldn't bear the fact that a seven-year-old girl cast such a stare at me.

She wasn't an adult, she was supposed to be pure and happy, but now, I'm a wicked person and a bad woman in her eyes.

Just a few days ago, she was so dependent on me and liked me, but now she sees me like an enemy.

"Xiaoxiao, don't look at Aunt Jiaoyang like this!" Chu Qingchuan turned his smiling face to him, forcing her to look directly into her eyes.

"Dad, will you stop smiling because of her?" Xiaoxiao's desperation hit me hard.

The feeling that the little girl had when she left suddenly came to my heart, and I unconsciously breathed heavily, so depressed that I couldn't do it.

"Xiaoxiao, Dad loves Aunt Jiaoyang, and he loves you too. This kind of love is different, but there is no difference between severity and importance, understand?" Chu Qingchuan spoke, his gaze swept over my face like a feather.

I know that he is in a difficult situation now, one old and one young, plus me, and the woman lying in the coffin, which is enough for him to be anxious.

No matter how big he is, he is just a man, and trying to handle these relationships may be trickier than his deception in the mall.

After all, those who are not involved in emotional disputes, only interests, and we, all of them live in his heart.

Xiaoxiao just cried and stopped talking, but I saw that the hatred in her eyes never subsided.

"Smile, there are some things that you will understand when you grow up. Auntie is innocent, Dad has done nothing wrong, and many things in this world are out of our control...... "I don't know how to comfort this poor girl, but if I don't say something, I'm upset."

Before I could finish speaking, the door that Chu Qingchuan had just closed opened open.

"Are you Cheng Jiaoyang?" Sister Meng was wearing a long black dress, her figure was so good that she didn't look like a woman in her early fifties at all, and her temperament was very in line with Chu Qingchuan's description, and she had a sense of poetry and self-style.

But her face was pale, she looked very bad, and her fair skin was as thin as paper.

It was our first meeting and it was very awkward and not friendly.

I just wanted to give Han Lu a ride as a friend, but I got into trouble again.

"Hello aunt, I'm Cheng Jiaoyang. I introduced myself and had to meet her gaze out of politeness.

If I'm not mistaken, the first time she saw me, there was a faint hint of surprise in her eyes.

"Where's your mother?" she asked, and I couldn't help but wonder if she knew my mother.

"I, I don't know, she left when I was very young. I answered truthfully.

"No wonder the tutor is so bad. Sister Meng whispered, and I realized the purpose of her question just now, just to ridicule me.

"Mom!" Chu Qingchuan's voice was not loud, but with obvious dissatisfaction.

I didn't want him to be embarrassed and hurriedly leave: "Let you see the smile, aunt farewell." ”

"What are you here for today?"

I explained: "Auntie, Han Lu and I were friends when I was alive, and I just came to give her a ride without any intentions. ”

Sister Meng sneered, looked at it and said with a smile: "Such a little girl can feel that you have evil intentions, and you still say that you have no intentions?"

I couldn't help but reconnect Sister Meng with the person who told Xiaoxiao, and couldn't help but speak: "Auntie, maybe you have some opinions about me because of Qingchuan, but Xiaoxiao is still a child, and there are some things that adults can't say clearly, I think it's better not to let her know for the time being." ”

"The scorching sun!" Chu Qingchuan interrupted me sharply, and I immediately lowered my head and was silent, thinking to myself about whether I should speak quickly for a while? !

Chu Qingchuan must have heard the meaning of what I said just now, he was blaming me.

"Qingchuan, this is what you said about reasoning, understanding the general situation?!" Sister Meng also asked Chu Qingchuan sternly.

Chu Qingchuan walked quickly to my side and said that he would send me out.

Sister Meng glared at him with hatred, turned around and walked in front of Xiaoxiao, and said "Slow", which was to tell us.

Then she asked with a smile, "Who told you that your aunt is your mother?"

"Mom told me. Laughing and sobbing.

"When?" Chu Qingchuan asked the key.

I'm also curious, according to Xiaoxiao's attitude towards me, if it was really Han Lu who told her personally, could it be haunted?

"This morning, my mom's phone messaged me. She said she knew she was going to be killed, so she asked a friend to tell me the truth after she died. Her mobile phone will not be easily given to others, she said that I should keep it secret and not tell anyone, but Xiaoxiao can't keep it secret from grandma and dad...... "Xiaoxiao cried sadly, and only explained the reason intermittently.

Chu Qingchuan and I glanced at each other, now is not the time for public murder, but in this way, the suspicion of murder is even greater.

It seems that I still have to carry this pot for a few more days. It's just that I wronged Sister Meng, and I really can't regret it.

I also understand why Chu Qingchuan murdered me just now, after all, Sister Meng is his mother, and he knows best.

He must have recognized that the person who told Xiaoxiao the truth was not Sister Meng, and he was also warning me about my recklessness.

"Xiaoxiao, who do you guess this mother's friend is?" Chu Qingchuan followed the temptation.

I immediately reacted, Han Lu's social circle, Chu Qingchuan may not have smiled clearly!

Xiaoxiao sniffled and replied, "It may be Aunt Lin, she is my mother's best friend." On the night before my mother's accident, she was still sending WeChat messages to Aunt Lin. I heard it when I got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. ”

In other words, Han Lu contacted Lin Fei after we went back from shopping at the night market.

I guess she told Lin Fei about her decision to leave, but it led to death.

And the reason why Han Lu's mobile phone disappeared was probably because there was evidence of contact with Lin Fei in it, so Lin Fei took it away.

Now Lin Fei took the initiative to use Han Lu's mobile phone to send a message to Xiaoxiao, is it a sign that he can't hold his breath?

However, Sister Meng didn't know this, she let out a sigh, didn't say anything, and left with a smile and walked towards Chu Qingchuan's car.

When she passed by me, she didn't even look at me, but warned in a voice that Chu Qingchuan couldn't hear: "Leave my son."

It was only after the old and the young walked away that I reacted.

"I'm sorry, Chu Qingchuan, I made a mistake. "I can't wait to beat myself up, what kind of calm and calm I just said?!

Chu Qingchuan blushed and didn't speak, I followed behind him and walked resignedly.

I thought to myself, he blamed me, and I confessed.

When Lin Fei comes back, I will definitely let her show her flaws, even if she risks her life, I will not back down half a step!

When we walked out of the gate, Chu Qingchuan finally opened his mouth, and his face softened a lot: "Jiaoyang, do you really want to be my daughter?"

I looked at him for some reason.

His big palm caressed my face, and his dark eyes looked at me: "Don't let me worry, make trouble for me, you are really becoming more and more proficient in these skills." ”

I didn't dare look at him, my eyelids drooped at my toes, and I scratched my hair in embarrassment.

"Go back and drive slower. "He dropped me off in front of the car.

I whispered, don't be mad at me, okay?

He turned his face helplessly: "I'm angry with Lin Fei, and I actually want to use Xiaoxiao after Han Lu's death." This woman is a femme fatale. ”

"Don't worry, she'll be exposed soon. I reassured, and at the same time I firmly believed.

I suddenly remembered something again, and quickly took out the muted phone, and sure enough, there was Lin Yuan's missed call.

Because I was coming to mourn, I turned off the bell early in the morning.

Lin Yuan told me that the mobile phone number resumed communication, but only one text message was sent during this period, and the tracking location was displayed in Berlin, Germany.

Now that everything is ready, I can't wait for Lin Fei to appear in front of me right away.

Chu Qingchuan saw my thoughts, pinched my face and said, "If you want to hurry, you can't reach it, go back and reflect on your performance today." ”

I lowered my eyebrows and slipped away.

On the way, I think that although I misunderstood Sister Meng today, it would be a good thing to say the text message and Lin Fei in front of Sister Meng.

In this way, when we find out the truth, it may be easier to convince her and change her previous impression of me.

I'll just continue to be my bad woman for the time being.

When I got home, I looked at the packet of laughing gas capsules that Lin Fei had sent me, sticking out of the window and opening a few of them, letting the gas drift into the dreary and humid air.

Three days later, I picked up Lin Fei at the airport and took the initiative to put my arm around her, showing affection.

She didn't doubt me, because before, I repeatedly expressed my gratitude and dependence on her on WeChat, and told her that I was running out of medicines, hoping that she could bring me some more, and transferred her money to say that it was the cost of medicine.

The summer in the coastal city is hot and humid, and when Lin Fei arrived, it happened to be in the afternoon, and it was hot and sticky, so I said it was better to go home and take a shower first.

She said to go to the hotel first to put down her luggage, and meet directly at the restaurant in the evening.

"Why don't you go to my house, to be honest, I'm scared to be alone at night. I made a pitiful look, expecting and afraid to trouble her.

She hesitated for a moment and asked if I would bother me.

I said of course not, and it was too late to thank her for saving me from the dire situation.

She smiled and followed me home.

I really don't have the patience to continue to deal with her, and I wish she was all right away.

I enthusiastically helped her put away her luggage, took out the watermelon juice she had squeezed before, and poured a glass for each person.

After that, I couldn't wait for the medicine she brought me, and she didn't shirk it, just took it out of the suitcase and handed it to me.

I smiled and said, "Lin Fei, you haven't told me what the hell is this? I'm almost addicted, if you hadn't given it to me, I really doubt what kind of drug it was." Can't stop, it's bigger than the craving for smoking. ”

Then I took out the one she sent me last time and shook the two inside.

Lin Fei began to persuade me at this time: "Jiaoyang, no matter how good this is, it is also a drug, you have to take it easy, otherwise I can't give it to you." As for the ingredients, you don't necessarily understand them. I sent you quite a few last time, and that's all you have left?"

I nodded violently, saying that I couldn't control my desolation power at all.

Her eyes were heavy and she said, "Then you try the one I brought new, the purity is higher." ”

I kindly invited her to join her, but she refused, saying that she had been in good shape lately and didn't need to.

"I'd better use the original one first, otherwise it won't be easy to find it when mixed together. I said.

One of those two grains was filled with air, which was originally used to confuse Lin Fei and me, and after she entered the state, she was induced to tell the truth, but she didn't put it on the trap.

And instead of stealing the chicken, I fell into the palm of her hand.

I turned my back to her and raised my eyebrows, Chu Qingchuan was already waiting outside, and the camera was also recording everything in a very hidden position.

If I can get Lin Fei to repeat his old tricks, maybe it will be more convincing than our original plan!

I didn't have time to discuss with Chu Qingchuan, so I changed my mind without permission.

I turned my head to say hello to Lin Fei, but she was already standing behind me, and directly opened the capsule in her hand and put it between my nose.

I was defenseless and inhaled it all.

Lin Fei's smile began to widen in my field of vision, and I asked her with a smile, "Lin Fei, why are you so good to me?"

"Okay, do you like me?" she smiled.

"I like it, but I like Chu Qingchuan more, hehe. "I felt irrepressible joy, tried to maintain my sanity, and deliberately provoked.

Sure enough, Lin Fei's face became ugly: "Jiaoyang, you are so cute and kind, why don't you listen to my persuasion like Han Lu, and pin your feelings on men? When I saw your panicked appearance in the hospital because of pregnancy, I wanted to tell you not to fall for men again.

Do you know why Han Lu died? She was too stupid, too simple, and too infatuated. Because her love for her deceased husband was transferred to another man, she was distressed and uneasy, and she felt guilty about her daughter. I kept trying to turn her attention away from me, but she didn't understand my hints. What a fool!

I am so good to her, I love her so much, but she doesn't feel it at all! She always cries to me about her love for that man! What makes me even more angry is that after reuniting with you, you actually fell into the hands of that man, what is so good about him? My favorite person and best friend are all going to be hurt because of him?

Bright sun, don't be stupid anymore, that man is not worth your effort, no man is worth it. ”

I shook my head, trying to be as sober as possible, I didn't care about studying Lin Fei's distorted mentality, I just wanted her to say more information related to Han Lu.

"But Han Lu's death was an accident. "I deliberately tried to contradict her.

Lin Fei smiled: "Accident? Jiaoyang, you are so stupid." Oh yes, man-made accidents are also accidents. The sun, beautiful things are destined to be short-lived, and the moment of destruction is eternal. Do you know why I found you after Han Lu's death? Because you are my best friend, but you are also the murderer who killed her indirectly, and I can't bear to watch you continue to jump into the fire pit. In fact, you are the same as Han Lu, I help you maintain your original purity, and the best way is to die. ”

My consciousness had begun to stagnate, and I couldn't understand what she was saying.

Later, from the video and Chu Qingchuan's narration, I learned that Lin Fei hypnotized me after that, if it wasn't for Chu Qingchuan's timely intrusion, I might have turned into a birdman and flew out of the window.

Nearly thirty stories high, I'm probably going to die even more ugly.

Chu Qingchuan told me that the reason why Lin Fei went to study psychology was entirely because of her own mental condition.

She doesn't trust others, and she doesn't want to expose her scars, so she has a super high IQ and does not hesitate to choose a doctor to treat herself.

The police found records of her early treatment of herself, showing that she was hurt by her first love and her father's affair later cheating on her, which led to a deep hatred of the opposite sex and even a distorted sexual orientation.

I remembered that the boyfriend I helped Lin Fei scold back then was her first love.

She met a scumbag, and in the end she punished herself. I remembered what I had told her in the first place, how ironic.

She worked very seriously, and Lawyer Liu also got the medical records about Han Lu and handed them over to Chu Qingchuan.

At first, she was sympathetic to Han Lu, but this relationship has changed qualitatively in the continuous contact between the two.

Lin Fei subconsciously identified himself as the strong person in this relationship, and had a strong desire to protect Han Lu, so he hated Chu Qingchuan.

And she has been hiding her love for Han Lu, and it wasn't until Han Lu decided to leave Chu Qingchuan that she decided to confess, just the night she said it with a smile.

But after Han Lu found out, she changed from shock to resistance. In despair and pain, Lin Fei designed the fall incident.

She didn't understand why Han Lu was still obsessed, and the matter in her world was something that Han Lu despised for granted.

The police found Han Lu's mobile phone from Lin Fei's luggage, which contained the chat records of the two that night, confirming the above case.

With drugs and hypnosis, Han Lu probably didn't even know how she died.

At the same time, the police also revealed that when Lin Fei was abroad, he came into contact with a cult similar to the Holy Maiden Cult, and the instructors advocated death chastity and bordered on madness.

I remembered that Lin Fei told me that she was religious, but I didn't know that it was actually this kind of belief.

It is true that in many countries there is freedom of speech and belief, and there are always maverick ideas that can attract a group of people.

Existence is reasonable.

We finally had an explanation for Han Lu, but Chu Qingchuan felt like I was beating me up because of my carelessness.

I knew he cared about me, so I rubbed his arm with my face, and he was helpless to take me.

I asked him if he could visit Lin Fei, and there was something I wanted to talk to her about while he was sober.

He didn't say anything, but went directly to the prison's psychiatric hospital.

What I saw was a hysterical woman with scarlet eyes and violent emotions.

"She, crazy?" I asked in disbelief as I looked at Chu Qingchuan.

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