Chu Qingchuan's expression was calm, and he responded lightly: "Hmm." ”

I can't help but sigh that a high-achieving psychology student who is excellent in character and learning in the mouth of a professor, and a psychiatrist who has obtained a practicing qualification, can't actually treat himself.

Sure enough, love is poison, which erodes the bones and burns the heart, and there is no cure.

I asked Chu Qingchuan, there seem to be a lot of doubts in this, is it not over?

Chu Qingchuan replied to me: "In this world, the most difficult thing to figure out is the human heart. ”

I said I still wanted to talk to her.

He stared at me for a few seconds and went to Lin Fei's attending doctor.

When the doctor took me into the ward, Lin Fei had already been sedated with it.

She sat at the head of the bed, her lips were white from lack of water, as if there was a layer of salt frost, and the aura of the six gods and no master emanating from her body seemed to be missing a soul.

The sunlight outside the window poured in and spread on her, but it was like frost.

Chu Qingchuan repeatedly confirmed with the doctor that she was not aggressive now before allowing me to approach.

"Lin Fei. I walked up to her and whispered her name.

Lin Fei raised his head, his jet-black pupils did not have a trace of luster, but he grinned: "The sun, why are you here?"

At that moment, I saw joy in her eyes, and then a deep helplessness.

"I ...... Come and see you. The question that was prepared for her was unable to open her mouth in front of such a person.

Lin Fei suddenly took my hand, and at the same time I saw Chu Qingchuan striding over, wanting to protect me, I hurriedly shook my head at him, asking him to stay away from me and keep a safe distance.

But Lin Fei still noticed him, and asked with wide eyes: "Jiaoyang, is he your husband? so handsome, is he good to you?"

Surprised, I went to the doctor in confusion, but the doctor just shook his head slightly.

Before I could answer, Lin Fei said again: "Looking at the appearance of your girl Huaichun, I know that he is very good to you, you are so kind, you deserve the best, I am really happy for you." ”

I looked at her carefully, and there was not a trace of hatred or jealousy in her eyes, only boundless confusion and sadness.

She didn't care what I said, or whether she answered her or not, and said to herself: "Jiaoyang, you must be good, don't be let down by men again." You're my best friend and I don't want you to get hurt......"

Her voice was small, more like talking to herself, as if she was the only one alive in this world.

Her pupils were no longer focused, and the doctor later told us that she had completely closed herself off and achieved painful forgetting through self-hypnosis.

When I left the ward, Lin Fei stood behind me and smiled and said, "Jiaoyang, you are my best friend, I wish you happiness." ”

I had mixed feelings in my heart, sadness, emotion, panic, creeping, all of them were a little bit, but they were not so obvious.

"I don't have the ability to fall in love with a man anymore. But when I met Han Lu, I felt very pitiful for her, so pitiful that I couldn't help but want to protect her. ”

"I met my college friend Cheng Jiaoyang, she is so kind and transparent, I can't bear to hurt her, I want to stop her from being with that man, at all costs. ”

I closed the copy of the case file provided by lawyer Liu, which contained some excerpts from Lin Fei's self-report that the police had found.

I don't know where it started, and I don't know where it is.

I have become more and more convinced that each of us is in a net, but we don't know who will be at each node of the net.

……

Chu Qingchuan and I sat in the tea house by the sea, the thatched house was simple and clumsy, and it was cute and simple.

"Chu Qingchuan, are you sad? Don't hold it in your heart, it's better to say it. "I'm vaguely worried.

His eyes, reflecting the azure water, were deep and far-reaching, waving with the swaying waves.

For so many days, he was always calm, and apart from the occasional loss of mind, I rarely saw any other negative emotions in him.

He sat on the ground like this, looking at the mountains and the sea, with the calmness of the mountains and the mind of the sea.

After a moment, he looked sideways at the sea, pulled the corners of his lips and said: "The sun, the British psychologist Winnick said that there are two types of art in the world, one that makes people feel aesthetic impulses, and the other that directly hits our wounded souls. The former is the field in which we work, while the latter is life. ”

He seemed to answer the question, but I pondered for a long time.

I remembered asking him his favorite sentence in The Lover, and he said to me, "If there is no pain, then everything will be forgotten".

He also asked me rhetorically, is he very cheerful now?

I became more and more curious about his past experience, what kind of fate carved such a man?

"I still failed Cheng Xun in the end, Han Lu passed away, Xiaoxiao also knew the truth, I am an incompetent friend. Chu Qingchuan's gaze was focused on the small island in the middle of the sea, but his attention was obviously not there.

"No, you've done your best, Chu Qingchuan, you don't need to blame yourself. "I don't think it's comforting, in my opinion, he's done a good enough job.

He chuckled, but not with a happy face.

"Chu Qingchuan," I swallowed my throat and plucked up the courage to say, "In my heart, you are not only a competent friend, buddy, but also a competent boyfriend. I'm touched by everything you've done for me. ”

He withdrew his gaze and landed on my face with a shallow smile and a sparkle in his eyes.

"Thank you for your comfort, it was very useful. He picked up his teacup and drank it all at his leisure.

"It's not comfort, it's sincere. "I'll fill it for him.

When I tried to take the teapot back, he gently pressed the back of my hand and placed the teapot on the table.

The thin calloused fingertips rubbed against my skin, and with a slight clasp of my slender fingers, he gently grasped my right hand and raised it to his lips, touching two pieces of fiery softness.

I almost fell into his affectionate gaze, and I never recovered.

"What about the answer you gave me?" he asked softly.

"Smile...... And Sister Meng......" I hesitated.

His lips gently wrapped around my knuckles, and he said leisurely, "Let's come one by one." ”

I bit my lower lip, not daring to respond to his eagle-like gaze, which seemed to be able to read my heart.

Once he sees it through, what's the point of me answering if I don't?

I squinted at the beach in the lower right corner and whispered, "I, let's go public." ”

"What did you say?" Chu Qingchuan didn't seem to hear clearly, and he asked me softly.

"I said let's go public, let's be in love!" I raised my voice a little, but I still didn't dare to look at him.

However, in the next second, I suddenly rose into the air, and he carried it on my shoulders at once, and ran into the beach in two or three steps.

He took me by strong arms and took me from his shoulders into his arms, trying to throw me into the air.

I was so frightened that I put my arms around his neck and squeaked.

"What are you doing! Let me down! I hate it! Chu Qingchuan, don't ...... Ahh

"I'm glad!" he continued to go his own way, despite my resistance, and ran around me on the beach like an idiot.

I felt ashamed, and I was ignited by his enthusiasm, screaming all the way, and I didn't dare to let go.

It seems that during this time, his suppressed emotions and sorrows were vented in this run, and the sweat dripping from his cheeks mixed with those negative emotions evaporated in the sun.

At the end, we lay down on the delicate and soft white sand scorched by the sun, laughing non-stop.

One rolls over, just face to face.

The laughter faded, and the eyes met each other, and it was endless love.

Chu Qingchuan stretched out his big arm and grabbed me into his arms, and his thin lips like fire crushed me, kissing me impetuously and unsteadily.

But it's just a kiss, and there is no superfluous movement.

It occurred to me that the mouth is such a wonderful organ. Usually we use it to send out verbal communication, but between intimate lovers, it also has a different way of communicating, soft and lingering, better than a thousand words.

"Jiaoyang, I am going to bury Han Lu and Cheng Xun together. I sat between Chu Qingchuan's legs, leaning on the crook of his arm, and listened to him tell me about his plans for the future.

I didn't give it any thought, saying that it should too, and maybe they had something to say.

He stared into my face and said nothing.

I saw what he was thinking, and I bluntly asked, "Where is it?

He smiled knowingly: "Yunnan Nan, are you willing to accompany me?"

I knew then that he would take me into contact with his past on this trip.

I nodded heavily and told him that I wanted to go, Chu Qingchuan, I wanted to go very much.

"Okay, let's go the day after tomorrow. He got up and reached out to pull me up.

Despite the heat, I was holding his arm, and he turned to look at my gesture and asked if I liked his unicorn arm very much.

"Kirin arm?" I laughed when I reacted, saying yes, yes, I couldn't put it down.

Suddenly, he came up to my ear and whispered, "Does it excite you?"

I think it may be that my face is tanned on the beach, why is it hot?

"Stinky rascal!" I don't even have the arrogance I had when I scolded people, no matter how I listen to it, it looks like I'm angry.

And Chu Qingchuan is so thick-skinned, now when he hears me scolding him, he feels that he is talking about love, and it is not lethal.

Become a scorching sun, become a scorching sun, you will fall in love.

I complained about myself in my heart, but that sweet sense of happiness was always impossible to deceive myself.

When I returned to the tea house, I looked at the wooden sign of the tea house and asked, "Chu Qingchuan, why is it called a cup of Canghai here?"

This is my first time here, and I never knew that there was such a hidden place on the boardwalk by the sea.

Chu Qingchuan smiled without saying a word, and directly poured half a bowl of pale yellow tea soup into the transparent tea bowl.

He pinched it with his bony fingers and placed it in front of my eyes with a punch.

I saw the whole sea fall into it from that half bowl of tea, and it was covered with a warm filter.

There is quite a kind of artistic conception of a flower and a world, and a leaf as it comes.

This makes me feel amazing, the microcosm reflected in the tea bowl is like a human heart, only the size of a fist, but it contains everything in the world.

"If you see the mountains and rivers in my heart, you will see them in your eyes, and I will pray for a lotus flower step by step......"

There was an ethereal sound in the back room of the teahouse, and I forgot for a moment that I was in the middle of a busy city.

"Do you understand?" Chu Qingchuan tilted his head to look at me, with a slight smile.

"Well, the boss here must also be an open-minded and well-informed person. "I am truly amazed.

But Chu Qingchuan laughed loudly.

I thought he was smiling suspiciously, and it occurred to me that he should ......

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