The two parents chatted loudly, and the two young people chatted quietly, but they didn't disturb each other.

What time is it at night? There is only a faint light color outside, and I don't know if it is the light or the starlight. Because I didn't see much and wanted to get up to see it, it was difficult for people to judge the time of appearance, and even though I had my phone close by, I didn't want to take it and look at it. Su Xiaoman listened attentively, what other sounds existed in this dead of night.

Even if you prick up your ears carefully, the surroundings sound quiet, and after a while, I don't know whose house is that a dog barks like nothing, and the occasional car whistling by. Probably there are only two sounds for this whole night, some monotonous and some mysterious.

Su Xiaoman discussed the sound for a while, feeling a little bored, so she turned on the light and saw the clock on the wall, which was pointing to half past one in the morning, it turned out that it was really so late. I squinted half-asleep just now, as if the time was confused, when I first opened my eyes, I thought it was already dawn, but what I saw was a black one, and there was a little light outside, because after turning on the light, it seemed that there was only a piece of darkness outside.

Su Xiaoman sighed, it turns out that light is also relative, just like the transition between dark and light just now, which is also determined by the reference. Those faint lights are particularly dark outside of the bright lights, and "comparison" is really important, black and white, not necessarily real black and white, it needs a reference.

Therefore, it is the same way to look at things and think about things, and you need to be objective. Comparisons should also be objective, because the references for comparison are different, and the endings are naturally very different. Just like now, if Su Xiaoman is compared with Feng Xiangzhen, she will probably have more troubles, because Su Xiaoman still has to face all kinds of troubles caused by rumors and rumors, but she is much happier and sweeter than Feng Xiangzhen, after all, in this disturbance, she can always be with Ou Shangwen Qingqing and me, loving and loving.

And Feng Xiangzhen is different now, she is not completely sure of the relationship with Su Xiaotian, and she has not really decided to be together, so it is still more like seeing flowers in a fog, a little hazy. Feng Xiangzhen's attitude towards Su Xiaotian is still not very much like a lover, he is happy to stay together for a while, and ignores him when he is unhappy, he has not yet formed a real lover relationship, let alone that lingering and warm state. This shows that Feng Xiangzhen's heart is still uncertain.

In comparison, Su Xiaoman is very certain at this point, no matter how long and difficult the road ahead is, that goal has clearly appeared, that is Ou Shangwen. Now if there was no Auchanwen, then Su Xiaoman would feel that her world would be completely dark, and she couldn't imagine how she could persist without Aushanwen. It doesn't seem to be fair to Zhuang Muran to say this, but that's the case, since she met Ou Shangwen, Su Xiaoman is no longer the quiet and well-behaved little girl, she feels that she has changed a lot, and she has also discovered a lot of her potential, which has been developed by Ou Shangwen.

As soon as she thought of this, Su Xiaoman felt quite amazing, she had a lot of abilities and potential, but she was unaware of it. If she and Zhuang Mu continue to walk, she will continue so plainly, she will definitely not know that she has any other abilities, such as surviving in the wilderness, such as the experience of encountering a crisis, etc., will not exist.

Fortunately, in this life, Su Xiaoman met Ou Shangwen, he is a mysterious existence and a charming existence, with him, her world is colorful. Because Ou Shangwen left Su Xiaoman in a hurry and returned to his home in City D, Su Xiaoman always felt very reluctant and lost. Although Su Xiaoman's people lie down well at home, Su Xiaoman's heart is full of feelings, this night is very quiet, but she can't sleep with peace of mind. Su Xiaoman was thinking about what her future would look like, if she couldn't solve the key problem for a long time, the two of them would have to be separated for a long time, and they would have to meet secretly, if you really have to face this situation, Su Xiaoman would never want it.

And Su Xiaoman didn't want Ou Shangwen to be so compromised, although marriage was a major event for the two families, and she also wanted to get the support of the two families, but now the two families are becoming more and more chaotic, especially Su Xiaoman, since she knew that Ou's mother especially wanted to find the unwarranted grandson as soon as possible, Su Xiaoman really had a sense of crisis. Although Ou Shangwen said that his parents looking for the child may be a momentary reaction and positive, the sensitive Su Xiaoman also thought of a lot of possibilities, so this night, she had insomnia tossing and turning, and it was difficult to sleep.

The chaotic situation, feeling that the decision made is really imminent, Ou Shangwen thought of a bad idea, it is not impossible, but Su Xiaoman does not want his parents to increase his misunderstanding and bad feelings towards him. After thinking about it, Su Xiaoman felt that it was time for him to make decisions and take concrete actions, and he couldn't just let Ou Shangwen face it and work hard. Marriage is a matter of two people, so they should work hard at the same time, so that they can, and it should be like this after marriage, they should work hard and maintain at the same time, Su Xiaoman also thought of some distant things, of course, the more she thought about it, the more she looked forward to it, and looked forward to her beautiful marriage coming soon.

……

Liu Lin finally got Ou Shangwen's signed photo, and she was very proud, so she took a photo of her boyfriend, and the two of them had to be nervous in WeChat for a long time, and then made an appointment that when Ou Shangwen came next time, they must have a meal together, because the two of them have a lot of questions and want to ask in person.

In the morning, when Su Xiaoman went to work, it was still a little late, because Su's father and Su's mother found that their daughter was not asleep and the light was still on, so Su's mother didn't vomit and was unhappy, and Su's father also chatted with him, and the night became lively.

Su Xiaoman was just a little sleepy, and before she could start lying down, Su's mother knocked on the door and came in: "Xiaoman, are you not asleep? I'm still chatting with your father, let's talk for a while?"

Su Xiaoman looked at Su's mother helplessly, why was she so energetic, as if she was still in high spirits. Although she was reluctant in her heart, Su Xiaoman still nodded. Su's mother excitedly said to Su's father: "Old Su, Xiaoman hasn't slept, come and chat!"

"You really haven't slept?" said Su's father and walked in: "You really haven't fallen asleep?"

Su Xiaoman yawned: "I want to sleep, your mother is in." ”

"It's okay, it'll be fine in a while!" Mother Su had no intention of retreating, and comforted Su Xiaoman.

Su's mother sat on the edge of Su Xiaoman's bed, and without any opening remarks, she bombarded Su Xiaoman with thoughts, and directly talked about it until she was tired, and then stopped talking. Su's mother was very pleased to tell Su Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, you don't know, you really should go to this party, it's very harmonious, it's very happy, you know? ”

Su Xiaoman probably already knew what her mother meant, her eyes didn't look at her, and she looked at a small black dot on the wall.

"So, when we talk about the sky, we are equal, do you know that with eye level?" Mother Su also danced and gestured: "Level up is that feeling, you don't need to raise your eyes, you don't have to lower your eyebrows, you look at the master normally, and you are very free." Whatever you say doesn't feel excessive, and whatever you do feels comfortable and taken for granted. When we met your family, that Ou Shangwen and his parents, everyone was polite on the surface, but in fact, it was difficult to say what they were thinking in their hearts, it should be all kinds of awkwardness. ”

Su Xiaoman couldn't help but interrupt Su's mother: "That person didn't say awkward, you thought too much about yourself." ”

"Okay, even if they put down their shelves, don't put up shelves and interact with our family, some come to our house for polite visits, and have warm reception, but they will always have something uncomfortable in their hearts, right? Just like us, no matter how amiable they are, they lower their value, and they always have a sense of pressure on our feelings. You don't understand, you're still young, you don't believe you ask your dad. ”

Dad Su still smiled and nodded. Su Xiaoman looked at Su's father in surprise: "Dad, you don't feel this way, do you? ”

Not at all intimidated by Su Xiaoman's tall hat, Su's father smiled: "There are really some, that is, when chatting, you can't play freely, you will always pay attention to it: we can't talk too cheaply, we can't make people laugh, this kind of psychological burden is still there." ”

Su Xiaoman smiled bitterly and looked at her father and mother helplessly.

Su's mother continued to express her opinions: "There are also the parents of the Feng family, especially, what people say, every sentence is in their hearts. Of course, our environment is the same, they talk about square dancing, how to play chess, they want to do the same things as us, as if they are all things I do with your father, and we feel very familiar when we chat, just like we have been neighbors and friends for many years. ”

Su Xiaoman pursed her lips, unconvinced: "It's too exaggerated, right?"

"It's not an exaggeration, let me tell you, if we get married like this, it will be a blessing for both of us, so that there will be many opportunities for interaction between us. If we take 10,000 steps back, that is, we and the Ou family have really become in-laws, then we are separated by a lot of distance, even if we meet or something, we only see each other when we have to meet. If you don't believe me, just ask Ou Shangwen's parents if they feel the same way as us, which is called different and not conspiratory. ”

"Mom?!" Su Xiaoman interrupted Su's mother again.