Chapter 89: There is no right or wrong but missed

Three people in the room.

One person lay quietly on the bed, and two people, one big and one small, stood at the head of the bed.

The little one couldn't change it with a blank face.

The big one's puffing appearance and angry appearance are a little different kind of cuteness in the eyes of men.

Zhai Junlin had never seen such a look appear on Qin Qian's face.

Suddenly cold and dyed, the man felt that this should still be what she should be.

Rich, smart and vibrant.

He held Qin Chu's soft and tender little hand, and looked at the woman's angry face, "Don't keep frowning, otherwise I will finally run out of the Hades Palace, and when I see you like this, I will think that I have been arrested again." ”

The corners of Zhai Junlin's lips rose slightly, and a shallow warm smile flashed in his eyes, reflecting the woman's shadow, moving and satisfied.

"I'm not dead yet, just smile. He said so.

Like an awkward comfort, like a pitiful pleading.

He wants to see her with warmth, and he wants to see her with flesh and blood and feelings.

He wants her to be a person who can cry when she is sad, angry when she is unhappy, and smile if she is happy.

Instead of people who can't show their joy and anger, whether they are happy or sad, they can only hide it in their hearts alone.

"What nonsense are you talking about in front of the child?" Qin Qian's eyes were red, as if he was reproached, and he forcibly endured the sourness on the tip of his nose, "If you let him misunderstand, do you know that he will be sad?"

Hearing this, Zhai Junlin looked at the complicated emotions in his eyes, and actually wanted to ask: What about you?

Will it be like Qin Chu, will it be sad?

Will you be like the little guy, take him to heart and never forget it?

But when the words came to his lips, after turning around for a while, Zhai Junlin swallowed back again.

"I was wrong, I won't. He said.

As soon as this sentence came out, Qin Qian was even more shocked.

What did he say?

Wrong?

Won't it anymore?

This man ...... He...... Is he in the wrong head?

Qin Qian was deeply suspicious.

I even felt that the bullet did not hit his back, but into his head.

Otherwise, how could he have such a big contrast?

For a while, Qin Qian didn't know how to react.

It was Qin Jue, who nodded very cutely, with a small face, a serious face, and nodded like a little old man, "It's okay Dad, the teacher said that knowing mistakes can be changed, and being good is great." ”

"As long as it changes. Qin Chu said, nodded thoughtfully, and then began to reprimand Zhai Junlin like a little adult.

"And Dad, do you know that it was very dangerous at that time! How painful it was when the bullet hit the body, how could you use your body to block it?"

"Do you know that when you were in the operating room, your mother, uncle, and great-grandfather and great-grandmother were all worried about it?

"Also, the doctor said, you can't move around now, you can't steal snacks, and you can't drink, you have to be obedient, you can't drink secretly, you know?"

"You have to listen to the doctor, and then your body will get better quickly, and everyone will be more at ease with you. Uncle Xiao has been here for two nights. The little guy suddenly pulled out a small hand, raised his index finger and middle finger, two fingers, and gestured, "The stubble is out, and it is not handsome." ”

"If you don't behave well, your uncle won't be able to find a girlfriend in the future, and you'll blame Dad. ”

Qin Qian was stunned and watched Qin Chu standing in front of the hospital bed and counting Zhai Junlin in an orderly manner, the kind that was half-coaxing and half-persuading, and threatening both soft and hard.

"Okay, Daddy got it. Not in the future. ”

Zhai Junlin was very good-natured and followed Qin Chu's words and coaxed.

"And you know what, Mom was worried about it from pulling you out of the lake. If it weren't for the uncle who persuaded her mother, she wouldn't even be able to change her clothes, and she would have gotten sick. ”

Hearing this, Qin Qian was a little embarrassed.

"Little Junior ......"

She wanted to say, don't talk about it.

At this time, the man turned his head very cooperatively and looked at her, a pair of eyes were the same as Qin Chu's, shining, "Really?"

Her cheeks couldn't help but heat slightly, and she didn't know if they had turned red, her eyelashes trembled, and she replied with a curtled "um".

Hearing this answer, a simple word made the man raise his eyebrows happily.

Qin Qianmo.

I always feel that after this man was shot, the whole person went in a different direction.

She wasn't sure if it was the after-effects of being shot.

I can't help but wonder if this is a disease and whether it can be cured.

"Look!" Qin Chu stiffened his face, "You can't let us worry in the future, do you know?"

An old man in his early thirties, unexpectedly cooperated like a child less than ten years old, and nodded heavily with a serious expression, "Got it!"

Qin Qian watched from the side, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help twitching.

"Dad. ”

Qin Chu's voice suddenly weakened, and he whispered with caution.

He changed the blame of the little old man, like a child who had done something wrong, and lowered his head, "I'm sorry." It's all bad at the beginning, and then you get hurt again. In the future, I will be obedient, listen to you and my mother, and never let my father be in danger and be injured in the hospital again. ”

He buried his little head very low, very low, very low.

Qin Qian looked at his back with his head hanging down, a little distressed, and his heart was astringent.

Although she enlightened him so much, deep down in his heart, in fact...... He's always remembered it.

What Zhang Xiulian said had already been marked in his heart that could not be erased.

Maybe even if he understands all the truths when he grows up in the future, he knows that these are not his fault, but the impact and injury brought to him by these words will be unforgettable and unforgettable for a lifetime.

He's still so young......

Zhai Junlin just woke up, and it is estimated that he still doesn't know what is going on with this matter.

However, he immediately sensed that something was wrong with Qin Chu.

He looked at Qin Chu's self-blaming and guilty little appearance, and immediately tightened his brows.

Instead, he looked at Qin Qian inquiringly.

But in front of Qin Chu, Qin Qian couldn't poke him in the heart again with those words that brought him harm.

And she has no way to tell Zhai Junlin about this.

From what standpoint does she say it?

Protecting the angle of Qin Chu?

But as Zhai Junlin's mother, Zhang Xiulian was angry and said these words, in fact, she could understand it.

But it's just that she couldn't bear it, she angered Qin Chu and hurt Qin Chu.

If she told Zhai Junlin, it was to let Zhai Junlin know about it, or to hold grievances for Qin Chu, or to let Zhai Junlin go to Zhang Xiulian to seek justice for Qin Chu.

Whether she is emotionally or objectively stating, there is no way to talk about this matter.

Seeing Qin Qian's hesitation, Zhai Junlin's mind changed, and he could probably understand that Qin Qian had an unspeakable reason.

So he didn't continue to ask.

looked at Qin Chu.

"Xiao Chu is very good. ”

The first thing he said was this.

"Dad is very happy to be able to protect Xiao Chu. As long as Xiao Chuan is safe and healthy, it is more important than anything else. ”

"Moreover, we grow up for decades in our lives, and we will always encounter countless dangers, big and small. This is something that each of us will experience, and it has nothing to do with Xiao Chu. ”

"When Dad was young, Daddy's Dad was also hurt for Daddy. Everybody goes through this. ”

"Daddy's dad was hurt for his father", if you don't think about it carefully, at first glance, it's a little easy to be confused.

However, Qin Chu listened carefully, slowly raised his head, looked at Zhai Junlin, and his eyes showed doubts, and he was suspicious.

"You know what?"

Zhai Junlin returned these words to Qin Chu, "The important thing is not who is in danger, nor who enters the hospital, but that we can protect what we value the most." The rest doesn't matter. ”

"Xiao Chu also wants to protect his father. Qin Chu's eyes flashed with tears, and his little nose twitched, and he choked up a little, "Xiao Chu doesn't want his father to get hurt." ”

When the man heard this, he felt his throat dry, although the child in front of him had nothing to do with him in the strict sense, but the bond of this feeling became deep unconsciously.

Is it so simple for a child?

If you are good to him, he will take all the bits and pieces that you think are careless and important to him.

Clean and pure, free of any impurities.

"Dad also wants to protect Xiaochu. His Adam's apple slipped, he slowly raised his hand, and put it on Qin Chu's little head with some difficulty, "So, Xiao Chu is not only not bad, but also very good." Because you're doing well now, Dad feels very satisfied. ”

He spoke softly, with a shallow smile, as if with the power to soothe.

Qin Chu's tight jaw also relaxed.

He curled the corners of his mouth, smiled and nodded heavily, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye.

He raised his hand very strongly and wiped it off, then showed his white and neat teeth, and raised a bright smile towards Zhai Junlin.

The father and son looked at each other and smiled.

Qin Qian stood beside him, moved by this scene, and his eyes were a little hot.

She let out a deep sigh.

Before she could speak, she heard a knock at the door, and then the door was pushed open, and Qin Jue poked his head in, "I'm back." ”

Qin Qian nodded and looked at Zhai Junlin, "You have a good rest, I'll go out with Qin Chu first." ”

"Hmm. Zhai Junlin nodded, "You go back and rest, look at you, your eyes are big and small, and your eyes are full of dark circles." ”

"Good. Qin Qian nodded, and reached out to lead Qin Chu, "Xiao Chu, say goodbye to Dad." ”

"Good night Daddy. Qin Chu and Zhai Junlin said.

Hearing this, the man looked at Qin Qian's calm and cold face, and frowned slightly.

"Xiao Chu. He called out in a low voice.

"Huh?"

"Come here. Zhai Junlin hooked his finger at him.

Qin Chu originally turned around and grabbed Qin Qian's hand, but he immediately let go, and approached the side of the bed very obediently and leaned over. 52 Literature

Zhai Junlin asked him to lean his ear over.

Sure enough, he leaned over very obediently.

I don't know what Zhai Junlin said to him, the little guy first glanced at him hesitantly, and then showed a happy smile, his eyes flashed with light, and he nodded again and again.

In the end, the result of the whisper was very satisfactory.

Whether it is a big man or a small man, the two of them are smiling on their eyebrows.

In the end, when Qin Chu left, he arrived at the door, and then let go of Qin Qian's hand, ran back to Zhai Junlin's hospital bed, stood on tiptoe on the man's face, chirped, and kissed.

The lonely ward is immediately like spring returning to the earth, warm.

After Qin Qian and Qin Chu left the ward, it didn't take long for Zhang Xiulian to come back.

But she didn't bring anything back, "Halfway through the road, I suddenly remembered that the doctor said you can't eat that yet." You can't eat it when you buy it, and it looks even more uncomfortable, so you simply come back. When you can eat it, I'll buy it for you. ”

Zhai Junlin didn't want to eat that thing in the first place, so he didn't have any objections, and nodded.

"Thank you. He glanced at the time on the dial on the wall, "It's already so late, why don't you ask the driver to pick you up first, Jun Hao is here." ”

Seeing that she moved her lips, she wanted to refuse when she saw that look, and continued: "I have slept a lot in the past two days, and I don't feel sleepy. It just so happened that Jun Hao was there, and I told him about the company. ”

Zhang Xiulian immediately understood that Zhai Junlin wanted to stay alone with Zhai Junhao.

Originally, she didn't really want to stay, but she was forced by Zhong Meiqin to rest assured, so she had to stay here.

Since he wanted her to leave, the connection was found, and Zhang Xiulian of course went down the steps.

However, when he heard what he said about the company, a flash of light flashed in his eyes, and he said with a smile: "It's okay, then I'll go back first and come to see you tomorrow." ”

"The doctor said that you can eat some light liquid food, if you want to eat, I will ask Mother Gong to make it and bring it to you. ”

"I feel that there is no taste in my mouth, just let Gong's mother make some casually. Zhai Junlin replied, "Thank you, Mom." ”

"Okay, then I'll call the driver to pick me up and come back to see you tomorrow. She said with a smile, and turned to get the handbag as she spoke, not to say that she was perfunctory.

But when he picked up the bag and was about to turn around, he said, "But Jun Hao is a boy, rude, so I'm a little worried about whether I can take care of you well." ”

She looked worried, "It's better like this, I'll call Yun Qian over later." After all, girls should be more careful, so that Jun Hao falls asleep, and you can't wake him up if you want to drink saliva. ”

In order not to let Zhai Junlin find an excuse to refuse, "It just so happens that you are going to talk about the company, if Yun Qian comes, do you have anything to worry about, or what you want to do, and you will also tell her." You can't rest assured, drag this body to do it yourself!"

The words are full of concern and reasonableness.

No matter what aspect it is, it shows that she is thinking about Zhai Junlin, and people can't find any reason to refuse at all.

Zhai Junlin had no choice but to nod in response.

Seeing this, Zhang Xiulian turned around and left the ward with satisfaction.

By the time she got out of the room, about five minutes later, it was certain that she had left.

Zhai Junlin opened his mouth and asked Zhai Junhao: "Xiao Chu just came in, something is wrong, do you know what's going on?"

……

Qin Qian and the three of them left the hospital, although Qin Jue had come by car before.

However, he and Qin Qian added up to nearly two days and two nights without seeing each other, so tired, it was not necessary to drive by themselves, plus they also brought a Qin Chu, so they didn't drive home, and directly took a taxi back to Banshan Yazhu.

Went upstairs to the door.

There is a bouquet of yellow roses at the door, and a sticky note is posted on the door.

Qin Qian was stunned.

This picture reminded her of the autumn a few months ago, and it was the same, with a yellow rose at the door and a sticky note at the door.

She still remembers that the yellow rose at that time, because she didn't know how long it had been left, was no longer fresh, and the petals were a little sluggish.

What was written on the note: Got it, sorry.

This bouquet of yellow roses is still relatively fresh, and it should be today...... Probably put it here last night, to be exact.

Sister Pear is at home, if she put it here during the day, she should have picked it up.

It's still here, but it can only be said that Sister Pear put it down after she went home, and Sister Pear hasn't gone out since then.

Three words were missing from the sticky notes, leaving only the concise "sorry" two words.

There was no payment, but she knew who it was.

Qin Qian shook his thoughts, a little in a trance.

Originally...... Actually, it didn't take that long, just a few months.

After a few months, between them, they were still the same as when they first met.

Yellow roses are placed in front of the door, still sorry.

She raised her hand to tear off the sticky note paper, and Qin Jue opened the door.

Hearing the sound, as soon as the light in the room was turned on, I saw a person jumping up in the living room - it was Sister Li.

"Sister Pear, why do you sleep in the living room?"

"It's not ...... I don't know when you'll be back. I don't know if you have eaten in the hospital, whether you are hungry when you come back, if I fall asleep, won't you come back with no hot water to drink?"

Sister Li explained, and then walked towards the kitchen, "I warmed the porridge in the kitchen, what do you want to drink?

"By the way, how is he? is he awake, is he better?" said Sister Li, who walked to the kitchen door, turned around and asked.

"He's awake and he'll get better. Qin Qian smiled and replied to Sister Li.

"Don't be busy, Sister Pear. You go to rest. We ate some at the hospital, and we just came by ourselves. ”

"I'm ...... It doesn't help much. Why don't you take Xiao Chu to take a hot shower first, and get cold in the hospital! Wait for you to come out, eat two mouthfuls of warmth and then go to sleep, otherwise your stomach is not warm, how can you sleep well. ”

With that, Sister Pear went into the kitchen.

Although it was already so late, Sister Li was not unreasonable, especially since Qin Chu was still young, and it was not good to stay in the hospital for a long time.

It's better to be careful.

After taking a hot bath for Qin Chu, Sister Li let him drink some porridge and found him some powder to drink for prevention.

He also strongly insisted that Qin Qian and Qin Jue also have a drink each, and then went back to the house to sleep with confidence.

Obviously, after getting along with Zhai Junlin for a while, the little guy's mentality is much better.

After going to bed, after a while, I fell asleep.

Back in the room, in the dead of night, Qin Qian sat at the head of the bed, the ceiling light in the room was turned off, and a table lamp was turned on.

The faint light light shrouded her somewhat thin figure.

She will go through the bits and pieces that have happened since the beginning of autumn, from beginning to end.

Qin Qian actually knew that she had always been a cowardly person, and she didn't dare to look back, afraid to look back.

So she never seriously recalls the things that have passed.

Maybe because of her past, there are too many pictures and events that she doesn't want to recall.

Song Fancheng is the only exception.

She couldn't tell what it was, even after nine years, she never forgot those short seventeen days.

She remembered the long and hopeless time after the earthquake, when it was dark in front of her eyes and the air was full of dust, which little by little consumed hope and will.

She remembered that the slate above her head had been removed, and the first light that had come in lingered beside the hand, and through the light, she could see the man's deep and resolute eyes.

She remembered the hands holding hers, the strength that tightened up, as if it could hold up the whole world.

She remembered every word he had persuaded herself on that bleak night.

She remembered walking with him on the ruins, and the look of joy she had when she rescued someone.

Qin Qian in the past, in countless nights, even if it happened for many years, every time I think of it, I remember it vividly, as if it was yesterday.

She remembered him, remembered every bit with him, even more than the traces she had left in her mind in the past eighteen years.

Maybe it was too many things in those eighteen years that she didn't want to recall, so she chose to forget and bury those things in her heart, not wanting to touch them.

Maybe it was the impact she had on the day she was rescued that it became a wall that kept all the pain behind her.

So every time she recalled, it ended on the seventeenth day of the earthquake.

She didn't know.

She didn't know it herself.

She was even at a loss as to when she started, as if she couldn't remember clearly what Song Fancheng told her in those nights, and she couldn't remember it without a word.

She still remembered the light in the darkness and the deep eyes in the light, but she couldn't remember the expression on Song Fancheng's face when he rescued those people.

But she was able to realize what such a change, represented, meant......

She let go of Song Fancheng.

When her memory began to blur, Song Fancheng was no longer the faith and god in her heart.

Although she doesn't know when that started.

In the past nine years, he was like a good medicine hanging her dying life, allowing her to breathe in those dark despairs.

reunited with him, at that time, she was full of all that was him.

It was like a sprout in the heart, thriving for nine years, and finally on this day, God reunited them, and since then the sun has passed through the gaps in the leaves, and it is full of stars.

She thought that after nine years, she saw hope again.

Unexpectedly, the time she met him again was in the autumn.

It's a season when the leaves are dying.

From the beginning when she no longer trusted Song Fancheng unreservedly, to her gratitude and concession to him later on the issue of Qin Chu, and her understanding of taking back the necklace this time......

It's like being in the lake that day, in the light and shadow under the lake, fading away.

She finally discovered that she and Song Fancheng couldn't be the same person.

Behind him is the army, the country, and he has the responsibility and mission on his shoulders, and in all the circumstances that he can choose, he can only give priority to the country, and in the case that he cannot choose, he is the country.

And she just wants to keep the people and things she cares about, even if she is an enemy of the country and the whole world, she will not hesitate to do it.

She can't be like Song Fancheng, and Song Fancheng can't be like her.

There is no right or wrong, but you can only miss ......

Unable to sleep late at night, she got up and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, feeling a cool breeze as she passed by the living room.

With a shudder, she looked in her direction, wondering who hadn't closed the door to the living room balcony.

She put down her glass and walked to the balcony to close the door.

In the dark, there is a light and shadow from the balcony.

She turned her head to look over, and it was the light from Song Fancheng's bedroom.

After hesitating for two seconds, she stepped out of the sliding door, walked onto the balcony, and glanced over there.

It is also this glance, through the night, and those resolute deep eyes, facing each other.

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