Chapter 90: Whoever lives up to the time is amazing
Song Fancheng sat on the bay window and looked at the balcony downstairs.
Thinking about that day, on that rattan chair, the thin back.
Looking at it like this, I was here before I knew it.
Same night, same in the bedroom.
Perhaps this night is too quiet, and I can't help but bring back some memories that I don't think of on a daily basis.
Song Fancheng leaned his back against the wall on the bay window sill, looking out the window at the thick night, but the afterglow never moved away from the rattan chair that was still in the picture.
He remembered that when he saw Qin Qian for the first time, his little face was dirty, and his clear eyes were particularly dazzling in the dark.
Just one look at it can be unforgettable.
He remembered seeing her the second time, and those beautiful eyes were surrounded by fire, looking for death and life.
He also suppressed the fire in his heart, pressed her who wanted to commit suicide, and poured her chicken soup for several nights with unprecedented patience.
I don't know if his chicken soup is poisonous, so he fights poison with poison.
She suddenly figured it out, not only did she not look for the dead and lived, but also helped them rescue together.
He had never seen a girl like her in such a short period of time.
Her small figure seems to contain infinite and huge vigorous power.
Looking at those clear eyes, I feel that all the thousands of lights in the world are gathered in one place.
Even he didn't know how a man in his twenties could remember a girl who had only been with him for seventeen days for nine years.
In the past nine years, he has thought about her, missed her, looked for her, and thought about letting go of her, but he can't still see those bright eyes in his dreams.
But when God finally gave them a chance, they finally met again in Rongcheng nine years later.
It's just that the fate of partiality played another joke on him.
The encounter between him and her can be said to be fate, but it can be said that it has been planned for a long time.
Not only is she married, but she also has a well-behaved child.
And his appearance is to take away the child she cares about the most.
From the very beginning, they stood on different sides.
So, to the base, to the escape, to the events in Italy.
Even if he has the heart to understand, he must first stand on the side of the task and the country, even if he has his feelings and entanglements, but these can only be placed in the back.
But Qin Qian is different.
He could see that in her eyes, as long as she cared, she would not hesitate to be the enemy of the whole world.
But he couldn't.
Song Fancheng raised his hand and pressed his temples, feeling his thoughts confused for a while.
And...... In the depths of his heart, he seemed to find that Qin Qian after the reunion was no longer the same as the girl in his memory.
He couldn't say the specifics.
Qin Qian was the girl at the beginning.
It's just that I feel that Qin Qian now doesn't have the feeling of the girl back then.
He sighed deeply, and raised his eyes just to bump into Qin Qian, who suddenly appeared on the balcony.
The two looked at each other.
He was stunned, and the woman on the balcony was stunned.
After looking at each other for a long time, Qin Qian finally pointed to it, and then entered the house.
He didn't react a little, and he was still stunned, not knowing what Qin Qian meant.
After a while, I heard a knock on the door, and I understood.
He jumped out of the bay window and rushed out of the bedroom, only to find himself in shorts because the air conditioning was on in the room, and he was wearing only a close-fitting T-shirt, and he went back to get dressed.
But fortunately, I have been looking for troops, and the action has always been relatively fast.
After he got dressed, he opened the door and saw Qin Qian wrapping his arms around and rubbing them gently.
But when she saw the door open, she immediately stopped.
Song Fancheng withdrew his body and let Qin Qian enter the house.
"You sit first. He also thoughtfully turned on the air conditioner in the living room and turned the temperature to the highest.
Then he went to the side and boiled a pot of water, and turned his head to look at Qin Qian: "You...... Haven't slept so late?"
"Hmm. She nodded, "Just got back from the hospital." ”
Speaking of the hospital, Song Fancheng knew that she was talking about Zhai Junlin, and after coughing lowly, he asked, "...... How's it going?"
"It's out of danger, it's okay to recuperate. ”
"About his injury......" Song Fancheng raised his hand and touched his nose with his big fingers, "I'm sorry." ”
Qin Qian shook his head, "In the final analysis, it's because of me and Qin Chu. ”
Suddenly, there was silence in the room.
Song Fancheng suddenly took a deep breath, and then gestured with his hand in the air a little helplessly, "I was going to go to see him, but I was worried that the people of the Zhai family would feel that it would be an eyesore when they saw us going, so I didn't go to visit." ”
"If you want to go, at night. Qin Qian also pulled the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, "If you say it at night...... They all went home, and they were fine. ”
"The people of the Zhai family...... I didn't get angry with you, did I?" Song Fancheng snorted twice, a little worried.
"It's fine. She replied ambiguously.
"That ......" Song Fancheng looked at Qin Qian, and wanted to ask if the flowers at the door had seen it?
But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.
The kettle next to him gurgled, "What would you like to drink? tea or coffee?"
"Hot water will do. ”
It's so late, drink some tea and coffee, and probably don't have to sleep tonight.
After the water was boiled, Song Fancheng poured her a glass of water and handed it to her.
Qin Qian held it in the palm of his hand and watched him pour himself a cup of coffee.
"Where are you going to sit and sit?" Song Fancheng turned around, facing the direction of Chaochao Terrace.
Qin Qian nodded and followed beside him.
The balcony in Song Fancheng's house is very simple, except for a bench, bare, there is nothing.
It's just that when they got to the balcony, neither of them did anything, holding a cup and leaning on the railing.
"After the matter is settled, Zheng Yue and I will go back the day after tomorrow. ”
Song Fancheng propped his elbows on the railing, held his coffee, looked into the distance, and said in a low voice, "I'm going to visit him tomorrow." ”
The faint aroma of coffee in the man's hand steamed up with the heat, and the mellow aroma mixed with the slightest chill penetrated into the nose.
"When I go back, I may have to go to devil training. Probably for at least half a year, I won't be able to get out. ”
He seemed to be greeting and reporting his own itinerary.
Qin Qian opened his mouth, but found that he didn't know how to answer, so he said "um" softly.
She picked up the cup and took a sip of hot water, and the warmth spread throughout her body.
"I also decided to go back. ”
Qin Qian turned his head and just met Song Fancheng's eyes with a surprised expression, and heard him ask, "Where are you going back?"
"Chi family. ”
She smiled softly, and the night was not as gentle as the light smile between her brows.
"You ......" Song Fancheng hesitated for a while, as if he was thinking about the wording, and as if he was thinking about which words to say to her first.
"Then Zhai Junlin ......" paused, and then said, "What should he do?"
"When he's well, I'll go. ”
"You know, that's not what I'm talking about. ”
Anyone with a discerning eye could see that Zhai Junlin was interested in her, and at the beginning of the meeting, he felt that he liked Qin Qian no less than that man.
But now it seems that he loves Qin Qian in the past.
And the person who loves Qin Qian now is him Zhai Junlin.
For the woman in front of him, Song Fancheng had to admit that Zhai Junlin's love for her was more than a little better than him.
Even on that day, he would block bullets for Qin Qian in Zhai Junlin's place.
But he himself also deeply understands that if he stands for them, it is more because of responsibility and for the girl nine years ago.
It's not like that man, it's for the woman he loves and the child he loves, and he has the consciousness to give everything, even if it's life.
"I have divorced him, if you don't leave, do you want to stay and remarry?"
If it weren't for the sadness in Shang Qin's shallow eyes, Song Fancheng almost blurted out a sentence of "yes" like this.
"You've checked my information, so it should be clear that there are some things I can't hide. It's like...... There are tasks that you don't want to take, but still have to perform. ”
She pondered for a while before she had to find a similarity to illustrate by analogy.
"When I first met you, I thought you were from that place, and your family had died in the disaster, so you were like a walking corpse, numbly looking for death. ”
Song Fancheng also raised his hand, brought the coffee to his lips, and took a sip.
He laughed softly, as if to ease the atmosphere, "Who knows, you still have such a big background." ”
"But that's right, if it weren't for that, when you were in the disaster area, your physical fitness and ability could overshadow those of us who train every day. ”
"If it's an ordinary lady, it's probably delicate, let alone following us to rescue on the ruins, maybe you won't be able to hold on until we arrive. ”
Song Fancheng didn't forget that when Qin Qian was rescued under that piece of ruins, all the people around her at that time were dead.
She was alone, insisting.
If you change someone, all the people around you are out of breath, waiting hopelessly in a pile of corpses, I'm afraid you will go crazy if you don't die.
"Anyway, it's good that you came and saved my life. Otherwise, what's the use of me holding on?"
Qin Qian turned around with the cup in his hand, pursed his lips and was silent for a while, then turned his head to look at the man beside him, "I haven't said thank you seriously once in my life." Some time ago, because of Qin Chu's incident, it was a little ungrateful to embarrass you. ”
"Thank you. She held the cup and raised it towards the man, "If there is any difficulty in the future, go to the Chi family to find me, as long as you say a word, you will never give up." ”
When she said this, her eyes flashed with determination.
As if this was not just a simple kind word, but a promise.
Song Fancheng also knew that she was not joking, but really promised to give him such a promise, as the future heir of the Chi family.
At the same time, he also knew that after this sentence, they were only in the relationship of saving their lives and repaying their kindness.
I don't know why, hearing her say this, Song Fancheng actually felt a lot more relaxed in his heart.
He held his coffee up, and gently touched her cup in the air, his voice crisp and beautiful.
"I should do these things. Responsibilities. ”
Qin Qian smiled at his words, took a sip of hot water, and said, "If you can, help me bring a word of apology to the lieutenant general." When he came out of the base, he chased after him all the way, and I knew that he was actually doing it for our good. It's just ......"
Qin Qian shrugged his shoulders with his cup, "I, as a person, may be a little paranoid in some things. ”
He understood. ”
Qin Qian nodded.
She didn't speak again, looking into the distance, feeling that something was said and seemed to be much easier to say.
The night is quiet.
Song Fancheng thought about it and broke the silence.
"You're back at Chi's house, what should he do?"
What did he do?
Qin Qian lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, not knowing how to say.
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Qin Chu was because she was ready to abandon her once, and she couldn't abandon him a second time.
If Qin Chu wasn't by her side, she wouldn't have a way to feel at ease.
What's more, Qin Chu was adopted and had no blood relationship with her, so he would not pose any threat to some people in the Chi family.
Even if she cared about Qin Chu and would seek some benefits for him, those interests that were a drop in the ocean were not worth mentioning at all in the eyes of those people.
What's more, Qin Chu is so well-behaved and intelligent, with the "tradition" of the Chi family, he is very welcome and will provide all kinds of education and opportunities with special enthusiasm.
But Zhai Junlin is different, if she is with him, it means that they will have children, which is the most undesirable situation for that group of people.
Therefore, not only her children, but even Zhai Junlin will be subjected to all kinds of "care" from all sides of the Chi family.
Maybe Zhang Yunqian is not wrong, she leaves him, maybe it is the best choice for him.
Without him, he can focus on his company, and there are people who will be able to take good care of his life and even meet a new woman who is more suitable for him, and then live happily ever after.
And she just played a role that brought him an unhappy marriage.
Maybe...... Her departure can fulfill his next beautiful spring.
"It's all such a big person, and it's not like whoever can't live without it. ”
She laughs.
This smile, the eyebrows and eyes are faint.
"Do you know that in this world, there are some men who will not change if they decide it. ”
It's a pity that he's not that kind of man.
Or maybe he was too.
It's just that he identified the girl nine years ago, not Qin Qian in front of him.
From beginning to end, he didn't know the woman in front of him, only the girl who brought him amazement and splendor nine years ago.
Hearing this, Qin Qian's eyes flashed.
"Maybe," she said. ”
In fact...... Some women, why not?
The corners of her lips rose slightly, with some sourness.
But does God stipulate that those who identify with each other will be happily together?
The two of them stood on the balcony for a while and chatted for a while.
They recalled some interesting things from nine years ago, and talked about the things at the base......
Song Fancheng also described to her that when she fled from the base, the lieutenant general's various reactions, and the things that kept calling her "dead girl" behind her back.
Chatting and chatting, the atmosphere is very joyful.
From the time they met to the present, except for that day at the lake, the two didn't seem to have stayed like this.
The water in the cup is warm and cool, and then cold like the moonlight.
Originally, when Qin Qian came up, it was already past four o'clock in the morning.
The two of them chatted unknowingly on the balcony for more than two hours.
They stood on the balcony and watched the night fade and the sky was white.
"Qin Qian. ”
Song Fancheng leaned his back against the railing, facing Qin Qian, who was sitting on the bench, and called her in a low voice.
"Huh?"
She still had the smile on her face that she had just said, and she raised her eyes in response, and her eyes were full of bright light.
"I don't mean anything else, but I want to tell you anyway. ”
Song Fancheng suddenly let go of his hand holding the railing and stood up straight.
"I used to like you. ”
Standing tall as a pine, it feels like a kind of oath.
"When I met you nine years ago, I will always think of you when I meet you again. ”
He said "once" and "until I am reunited with you".
It shows that all this is in the past.
The morning sun rose slowly, and the morning light shone from afar, enveloping Song Fancheng's body.
He stood there as if he were covered in a thousand rays of light.
So dazzling, so warm, just like the first time I saw it.
Qin Qian looked at him, holding the cup that had no water, and his fingertips gently tapped the wall of the cup.
The cold look was softened by the morning light.
"Me too. ”
She said.
"I used to like you very much. ”
Qin Qian spoke softly, the wind blew gently, and the morning light shone on the railing, plating to her toes.
It's like connecting their past to the present.
Finally, I am reunited with you, with the thoughts I have missed for many years.
"When I met you nine years ago, I will always think of you when I meet you again. ”
She repeated Song Fancheng's words.
The same words, the same likes, the same thoughts.
They first met in light and shadow, and now they say goodbye in light and shadow as they did back then.
They live up to each other's misses, and they live up to the amazement that time has given them.
Like each other, and let go of each other.
They fell in love with each other in the most thrilling moments, and let go of each other in the beautiful morning light.
"Remember what I told you that night in the park?"
Under the shroud of the morning light, it seems to dye the man's voice warm.
That night in the park?
Qin Qian frowned with some confusion.
"I said, I hope she can do well. Song Fancheng replied by himself.
After a pause, he repeated, "I hope you can do well." ”
When the words fell, his body moved slightly, revealing the morning sun in the distance.
The morning sun came into her eyes, and the morning light was like hope on her cheeks.
Hearing this, she smiled.
There is also the warmth of the morning sun in the smiling eyes.
"You too. ”
"It's a deal. ”
……
When Qin Qian returned home, Sister Li was making breakfast.
I was a little surprised to see her come back from outside, "Eh...... When did you get out?"
When Sister Li got up, it was just dawn, and she had been in the living room and kitchen, and she didn't see Qin Qian go out, so she couldn't help but be curious.
"Went to do something. Qin Qian smiled, "Sister Li, I didn't sleep last night, so I'll go back to the room first." You eat breakfast first, so you don't have to call me. ”
Sister Li nodded, ready to say yes, but changed her mouth again: "Why don't you eat some first, and then go to sleep?"
"No need. She turned and went into the house.
When I got into bed, I quickly fell asleep.
It had been a long time since she had slept such a good night's sleep.
When she woke up again, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.
After getting up, as soon as I opened the bedroom door, I saw Qin Chu, who was watching TV, turn his head suddenly, "Qin Qian, are you awake?!"
She nodded, "Have you eaten?"
"I've eaten it. He nodded.
Then got off the couch, "Leave food for you in the kitchen." ”
As he spoke, he walked to the kitchen, "I'll serve it to you!"
"What about Brother Ah Jue?" Qin Qian glanced around the living room and didn't see Qin Jue, took two steps forward, but noticed that Qin Jue's slippers were placed at home.
"Brother Ajue said that he had something to do and would not come back for dinner at night. ”
Qin Qian nodded, followed Qin Chu into the kitchen, asked him to take the dishes and chopsticks, and cut off the warm dishes by himself, a little puzzled, it seemed that after this incident, Qin Jue suddenly became busy.
"Xiao Chu said that he was going to see his father at night and wanted to bring good food for his father, so his aunt went to the supermarket. Qin Chu reported autonomously.
"Do you want to eat again?"
"Nope. Qin Chu shook his head, "I want to eat with my father at night." ”
After a pause, he asked, "Qin Qian, can we bring food over to eat with Dad in the evening?"
Qin Qian was stunned for a moment, of course she would say yes.
It's just the Zhai family...... She frowned slightly.
She wanted to make Qin Chu happy, but she couldn't just promise him casually, in case she was ready, she took him over with great interest, but she was stopped at the door, wasn't a basin of cold water poured down from her head?
"We can ask Uncle Jun Hao and Grandma if they have prepared dinner for Dad. If Grandma Great-Grandma prepares dinner for Daddy, shall we prepare it next time?"
When the words fell, Qin Chu immediately waved his hand, and then said, "I asked! Dad said yes, he waited for us!"
He looked a little anxious, as if he was afraid that Qin Qian would not agree.
His somewhat excited reaction surprised her a little.
Probably realizing that his reaction was more excited, Qin Chu suddenly covered his mouth, looked at Qin Qian with a pair of clear eyes, blinked, and then asked cautiously, "Is it okay?"
Qin Qian couldn't bear to refuse him, "Of course you can." ”
It's just that between the eyes down, the worry in the bottom of the eyes is hidden.
She was thinking, would Qin Chu be sad if he knew that he couldn't meet Zhai Junlin like this again in the future?
"Then I'll go read a book first!and then I'll wait until the evening to see my father!" the little one laughed and ran away, turned off the TV, took the book from the side, opened it, and looked at it seriously.
I thought happily in my heart that I could finally complete the task assigned by my good father!
Qin Qian looked at his small figure and fell into deep thought.
Is it better to take him back to Chi's house, or let him follow Zhai Junlin?
Although of course she knew, for Qin Chu, he naturally hoped to be able to be with her and Yu Zhai Junlin.
But......
She had no appetite anymore, so after eating a little, she went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.
Dinner was made by Qin Qian, and after the doctor examined Zhai Junlin before, she went to ask about the relevant precautions.
He still eats something light, so he made something simple.
sent a message to Qin Jue, saying that he had gone to the hospital.
When she took it to the hospital, she paused at the door, looked inside through the glass window, and didn't see Zhang Xiulian.
Then I knocked on the door and pushed it in.
When she entered, Zhai Junlin was sitting on the bed watching the financial news.
Seeing her come in, the man seemed to have been waiting for a long time, "Why did you come?"
There was a bit of grievance in the tone?
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