"Since I was a child, I was considered to be a gifted and intelligent child, and perhaps in ordinary families, my parents and friends would be proud of me. But in the eyes of my family, I was just a smart kid. ”

"And it's all thanks to my perfect brother, who's not even a genius in everyone's eyes, he's more like... God. As long as he wants to do something, he will definitely do it well and reach the extreme. That exaggerated talent is completely indescribable by the word genius. I haven't actually seen Leonardo da Vinci and Tesla in their daily lives, but I think even they are. ”

"Under the reflection of such a brother, I can only be an ordinary weed, and my weed is not even qualified to make a green leaf for my brother. ”

"I've lived in this environment since I was a child, and although I was able to achieve very good results, I only got some compliments that sounded perfunctory, and then the eyes of others turned to my brother who was even brighter. ”

"You probably can't relate to the feeling that you've worked so hard and you've never been able to get the attention of others, and it's even more painful than being ignored, because it's a feeling of being so weak. ”

Wei Ma spoke slowly, and Ruohan looked at him, he couldn't imagine that this person who had never spoken to him before would open his heart to him like this, which Ruohan was surprised and felt that it was all reasonable.

"So I started all sorts of big experiments, trying to get results in areas that my brother didn't work in. Music, tea ceremony, fencing, debate... In short, I have become more well-rounded and good. I have to say that I am lucky, the rich family conditions allow me to broaden my range of interests more broadly, and my parents are also happy that I am so good, in their eyes my brother is a genius, and my brother, who is very mediocre in comparison, cannot achieve such results, and it is also excellent to achieve some achievements in other fields, after all, when they talk about children with others, they will inevitably mention me. ”

After that, Wei Ma's face showed a wry smile that was very inappropriate for his age, and then said: "It's just that I didn't realize it at that time, and I was just immersed in my own hard work. At some point, I even foolishly thought I had outdone my brother. ”

"But one day, I was surprised to find that I didn't get ahead of him, and he wasn't unable to cope with the areas I was involved in, but he just didn't bother to do them. Disdain, yes! That's the word. ”

"As long as my talented brother wanted to, he could quickly grasp the essentials of a certain field of knowledge by learning and achieve amazing results. This is an innate ability that can be said to be innate, and others cannot be jealous. And I also found that the reason why I kept expanding my exposure was not to surpass him, but that I was subconsciously afraid of it, and I was avoiding confronting him. And my brother... He seems to be aware of my 'hostility' towards him, so he may be deliberately trying his best to avoid having the same interests as me. Uh-huh, it can be regarded as the protection of the dignity of my younger brother. ”

Wei Ma shrugged his shoulders and said, "That's it, this is my previous life." Even though I am very good, my brother will always stand in front of me like a mountain. ”

"When I realized that, I was relieved. Even though I know that I may not be able to surpass him in my life, I am still willing to walk on my own path in life according to my own wishes, and of course, my brother will always be my target and 'enemy'. ”

Speaking of this, Wei Ma even had a somewhat innocent smile on his face.

"Very inspirational story. Ruohan said lightly.

"The inspirational nature of a story does not depend on the course of the story, but on the result. In my current state, this is not a so-called inspirational story, it is just my life experience. And for me, these past are not things that make the corners of my mouth smile comfortingly. ”

"I don't say this to inspire you to look forward. I just wanted to share with you my stories. After all, these are not things I can tell anyone, and I'm sure you're a very tight-lipped person. ”

"Thank you. "Ruohan said.

At the same time, I also think that's why I was also defeated by that Hugo and didn't fall completely. ”

"You and I, including the Asura who are not here. We've all failed, but you're the only one you are, and I'll admit you're in a more unique situation, but I don't think the physical injuries are the cause of your fall, the real cause is here. With that, Weima pointed to his chest.

Ruohan was silent when he saw this.

"Although there is no contact, I can imagine that your life must have been smooth sailing before, and you can't accept this huge failure. After all, you are not in the decisive battle of Dunk Island, but the lack of chance with Dunk Island is not a bad thing for you, and it is better to come early than late if you fail. ”

With that, Weima stood up and said, "All in all, I hope you can cheer up, at least not like you are now." Please, there are a few more strong figures in this campus, I don't want to see you go on forever, if there is no whetstone around me, I won't become sharper, so how can I surpass my talented brother. ”

"Finally, good luck. With that, Wei Ma slowly left.

Looking at Wei Ma's departing figure, Ruohan couldn't help but ponder.

...

When he left Bilkin's clinic, a wry smile appeared on Ruohan's face.

I am still too simple, and I still have too many illusions about the future in my heart, but now these fantasies have finally been completely stifled in the cradle.

After a detailed examination by Birkin, a confirmed diagnosis was made, and Ruohan's arm injury still did not improve much, and everything was as usual. And in the case of Ruohan not coming to review for such a long time, Birkin's words have become a lot more euphemistic, but the central idea has not changed, that is, it is not a problem to get an excellent grade from Tianying and graduate with Ruohan's injury, but if you want to become a mecha knight, it is completely impossible.

"Is it impossible?" A wry smile appeared on Ruohan's face, and the last bit of hope in his heart was completely shattered, and Ruohan understood the word "silence" very well at this time.

It seems that his future life partner is no longer a mecha cockpit, but a high-strength vodka.

Walking on the road on the campus, the lonely figure showed incomparable loneliness.

In his distraught state, he passed by a drink vending machine, and in front of the vending machine stood a young man in a white robe.

The young man looked at the vending machine in front of him with a completely ignorant look, his face full of doubts, and when he suddenly saw Ruohan, his face was full of excitement and joy like a voyager who had discovered a new world.

"Hey, classmate, can you help me?"

Ruohan ignored this person and walked straight forward, but the young man in the robe quickly ran in front of him to stop him, revealing a playful face and said: "Hehe, classmate, can I disturb you for a while?" I really want to drink a can of sugar-free coffee now, but the operation of this vending machine is really special, I suspect that I am an ancient person who has not been exposed to Internet products a few centuries ago, but... I really need your help. ”

Ruohan stopped and quietly looked at the person in front of him, his gaze cold and cold. However, his gaze did not make the young man retreat, and he still looked at him expectantly.

Looks like this guy really wants coffee.

Ruohan thought

...

Bang Dang!

As the coffee cans rolled out of the outlet, Ruohan turned his head to look at the young man and said, "The vending machines here require the MEID of students to use, and if you are not a student or staff member here, then you have no way to make a purchase." ”

The young man frowned and said, "Is there still such a rule in the world? Is this the world-famous school Tianying or Berlin under the control of Hitler?"

Ruohan said: "It's not impossible for you to compare like this, maybe there are really some similarities between the two." ”

With that, Ruohan turned around and left.

"Hey, wait!" The young man who took the canned coffee caught up, and he still smiled and said to Ruohan: "Thank you for your help, it's really very feeling." Anyway, I just used your MEID, and I haven't paid you yet. ”

"I've asked you for this bottle. Ruohan continued to say coldly, and his steps did not slow down in the slightest.

"Well, I'm really embarrassed to say that this is the first time we've met, how can I let you invite me to drink so casually. Hehe, how about I treat you to afternoon tea in return?"

"No need. Ruo said coldly.

What he didn't expect was that the young man still didn't give up, and he continued to chatter beside Ruohan: "Oh, don't look at me like this, in fact, I'm not an outsider, I'm Tianying's staff, but for some special reasons, I've been sent to the field, well... I think it's a constant business trip. So I'm not very familiar with this place now, but this time I came back to do some work handover, and I still like it very much, after all, there are always damp students here, unlike where I am, where there are only a dull-eyed researchers, who look like the plaster casts of great men I saw in my elementary school textbooks. ”

The chatter was so loud that the sound echoed around Ruohan, making him feel quite bored, and he suddenly stopped and looked at the young man and said, "If you really need to work, then go to work, now I just need to spend it quietly alone, okay?"

The young man's eyes widened, and then he nodded, "Well, okay." ”

"Thank you!" Ruo Han snorted, and continued to walk forward.

"Hey, what's your name? I can treat you to a drink when you have time in the future, don't worry! It's not a drink that violates the school rules, it's just sugar-free coffee. ”

"My name is Starbucks!" he snorted, then whispered, "Diet coffee, to hell with it! I just want to drink now!"

...

At nightfall, Ruohan in the dormitory was already in a coma, and there was not much left of the gin bottle in his hand, and the strong essence was flowing rapidly in his veins, as if he wanted to completely dilute the blood in his body.

At this moment, Ruohan had completely fallen into a state of fluttering, and now he even felt that his hands were no longer trembling, and they had returned to their former stability, no matter how long the battle was, it would not emit severe pain.

"Haha! Maybe I need to bring these things into my drive... cabins, they will help me ... Victory over all those in the Templar's... Hey, hey, hey..."Wakahan let out a drunken chuckle, and then picked up the bottle again.

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, Ruohan frowned, and then shouted: "Sorry, it's late, I'm already resting." ”

However, the sound of the door continued, Ruohan crooked his mouth, and then shouted, "Didn't you hear me?

But the sound of the door continued.

"Hell!" Ruohan scolded in a low voice, even if he was in a coma, he had already realized that the person who came was not good, could it be the administrator of Tianying School?

But now that Ruohan has gotten this, he doesn't care about it anymore.

"It's coming, it's coming... Don't knock on the door again, it's even noisier than a rolling machine..."As he spoke, Da Ruohan staggered to the door, and the moment he opened the door, he was even prepared for the worst, but tonight was his last night in Tianying.

And when the door was opened, Ruohan saw a face full of smiles.

Ruohan stared at the person with wide hazy eyes, and after reacting for a while, he suddenly realized that the person who came was the young man who helped him buy sugar-free coffee in the daytime, and at this time the young man was still dressed in a white robe, looking at him with a smile as big as the day.

"Good evening, Starbucks, you don't smell like Starbucks at all. ”

Ruohan stretched his head forward and said, "Is that you?"

"That's right, it's me. ”

"You... What are you doing here?"

The young man shrugged his shoulders and said, "I said I was going to treat you to a drink during the day, but I had work to do and you wanted to be alone at the time, so everything stopped for a while." And now that I'm completely free, for a period of time to be free, to be exact, I'm going to treat you to a drink. ”

With that, the young man's face showed a wicked smile again.

"But looking at the current situation, you have already done it first. ”

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