Ruohan looked at the uninvited guest in front of him in a daze, his dazed brain still didn't react, and the young man in the white robe had already swaggered past him and entered Ruohan's room.

After he walked in, he couldn't help but wrinkle his nose and said, "Although I have seen a lot of dirty and messy rooms, if you want to evaluate its model, you will definitely come out on top." ”

Ruohan turned his head to look at the young man who was all critical of his room, and a fire had risen in his chest.

"Where the hell did you come from?"

The young man shrugged his shoulders and said, "I'm from the school's much-more late-night cafeteria, and to be honest, the canteen's supper is always better than the main meal." ”

Ruohan glared at the young man in front of him, looking at his calm and unfazed expression, Ruohan's dazed mind suddenly realized that the young man in front of him might not be as stupid as he appeared.

"You... Who the hell is it?"

"Well, that's a good idea, after all, we haven't introduced ourselves to each other before. ”

Ruo Leng said in a cold voice: "Then there is no need, since you have found this place, you already know my real name." ”

The young man shrugged his shoulders and said, "Well, it's a pity, I really like the name Starbucks." ”

Ruohan just tilted his head in this regard, and did not say anything else.

"My name is Rogerd, and from the way I dress, you can guess that I am either a doctor or a scientist, but I actually belong to the latter." ”

"Scientist?" Ruohan narrowed his eyes, he really couldn't understand why a scientist would visit him in the middle of the night, or why he had a soft spot for himself.

Ruohan is not a romantic person, and the situation in front of him tells him that the meeting between the two in front of the vending machine may not be a simple coincidence.

"And Mr. Rogerd, what are you pestering me for all daylight?"

Roger shrugged his shoulders and laughed, "It's easy to misunderstand you by saying that, although I don't have a girlfriend yet, I'm still a straight man through and through." ”

"Huh?" Wakahan stared at Roger with wide eyes.

Roger said, "So, I want to ask you, why do you think I peestered you?"

Rogerd's words made Ruohan dumbfounded for a while, and he didn't know how to answer.

It is true that he is now a "wasted person", no matter in anyone's eyes, he has completely degenerated into an unenterprising walking corpse, with no light and hope. Why, then, is this man named Roger so close to himself?

Just as Ruohan was groaning, Roger was already sitting on the sofa next to him quite naturally, then picked up the wine bottle from the coffee table, put it under his nose and sniffed it, and then said, "Oh, gin." I remember trying a bottle of mint-flavored gin not long ago, and I have to say that the feeling is really addictive, I don't like mint very much, but I still prefer mint-flavored gin. With that, he placed the bottle firmly in its place.

"I've heard about you, Ruohan, and I know everything about you. In my eyes, you're like a minty gin that intrigues me. ”

"Since you were a child, you've been almost perfect in all aspects of your studies, and you're not weak in sports, so you're not the nerdy type like me. It can be said that it is definitely the right choice for you to apply for Tianying, which has the ability to let you play to your heart's content. But now you seem to be experiencing some difficulties. ”

When Ruohan heard this, his body couldn't help but shake.

Roger raised his head and looked at Ruohan and said, "Can you tell me about your specific condition?"

Ruohan frowned, and then said, "You said before that you are not a doctor. ”

Roger nodded and said, "Has the doctor healed your injuries?"

Roger laughed and said, "Then you can tell me about it, otherwise you will have to write down your illness when you apply for the government's living allowance in a few years, and I guess you will definitely be in a worse situation at that time than now." ”

Facing Roger who showed no mercy in his mouth, Ruohan frowned, the drunkenness on his body had receded a little, and at this moment he began to feel that tonight's things were not so simple.

"Well, I was injured in a battle, and the muscles and muscles of my arms were damaged to varying degrees, and although the doctor told me that he was in the best state of recovery, the damage was still irreversible, and I lost the ability to use my arms for long periods of time, especially the ability to fly a battle mech. I... I..."

"You've become a melon that can never be put on the plane. Roger interjected, and Ruohan nodded slightly.

"I have to say that God is really cruel sometimes, he not only takes away your ability to use your arm, but also your dreams and your life. ”

Ruohan closed his eyes in pain when he heard this.

"So you've become like this?" Roald leaned his elbow against the couch, then supported his head with half an arm, and continued as he looked at Ruohan, "So you became what you are now?"

Hearing Roger say this, Ruohan felt a little ashamed, but in the end he just smiled bitterly and said, "What can I become when I can't fly a mech? ”

"Oh, that sounds like a bit of a point. Roger glanced at the ceiling of the room.

"So do you decide to live like this for the rest of your life?"

"What?" Ruohan asked Rogerd.

Rogerd's gaze returned to Ruohan's, this time his expression was extremely serious.

"I ask again, will you continue your life in such a mess for the rest of your life, with lethargy and alcohol as your company?"

This time, Wakahan began to grow angry.

"My life has nothing to do with you! whatever I become is my own choice, not your sneering at me here!"

Roger looked at Ruohan and said, "Oh, are you serious?"

"Of course it's serious, it couldn't be more serious!" Wakahan snarled at Rogerd.

"I don't care what kind of bullshit scientist you are, I don't care what means you know where I live, I don't care what you're trying to accomplish with me, I have only one answer to you. ”

"From me, get out!"

Looking at the hissing Ruohan, Roger shook his head slowly, there was no surprise, anger, dissatisfaction or even fear on his face, all he had was calm, as if everything was expected.

"Really... It's a pity. Roger said with emotion, then stood up from the couch.

"I thought you were a person who could be different from ordinary people, but now it seems that you may be even more fragile than ordinary people. ”

"Get out!" Wakahan's roar reached its extreme.

Roger stepped to the door, and the door opened and walked out.

As Roger walked outside the door, his body paused, then he turned his head and said, "Hatred makes you weak, but you don't realize that it is the most powerful weapon in the world." ”

With that, Roger walked away.

"Boom!"

Ruohan slammed his foot on the door.

...

When Ruohan sat down in his seat again, the anger in his heart still not subsided, he grabbed the bottle and poured the rest of the wine into his throat.

The cold drink poured into Ruohan's body did not extinguish the anger in his heart, but instead made it more violent, and its momentum almost burned it to the ground.

Roger was gone, but the words he had spoken seemed to remain in the room forever.

"Hatred makes you weak..."

"But you didn't realize that it was the most powerful weapon in the world..."

"Hatred... Hatred... Hatred..."

The nightmarish sound seemed to be a palm coming from all directions, tugging at his body, about to tear it apart completely.

At the same time, the faces of Weimar and Birkin appeared in front of him.

"I don't want to see you like this..."

"There is not necessarily only one choice in a person's life, you can try to start another life of your own..."

"Smack!"

The wine bottle was smashed by Ruohan again, and at this moment, Ruohan was almost crazy because of the interference of the voice in his head, and his handsome and sloppy face became more and more hideous.

"Why are you... Why do you have to do this!

Ruohan hissed and cried, now he is no longer the proud son of heaven with an extremely arrogant heart, at this moment he is just a child who feels extremely confused and helpless when facing a huge choice in life.

"God, please, tell me what to do, what I should do. ”

Tears were streaming across Ruohan's face, but there was no answer in this world, and no one could show him the way.

An endless tide of pain swept over Ruohan, like countless blades tearing through his body.

Eventually, a darkness of despair loomed over him.

The darkness is extreme darkness, in which there is not the slightest light, and Ruohan has no resistance to this, it is like a grain floating in this endless darkness.

After some time, the darkness began to dissipate, and a human figure appeared in the looming light.

This figure Ruohan felt very familiar and unfamiliar, and finally he realized that this figure was Hugo!

It was like an endless mountain plain, and Hugo walked alone in the middle of it, and Ruohan stood behind him.

He stood silently and watched Hugo drift away into the distance and eventually disappear. However, although Hugo's figure is gone, it still leaves a huge shadow that envelops itself.

The shadows were cold, suffocating.

Wakahan wanted to get out of it, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move, and he felt like he was frozen in a black lump of ice.

"Ahh

Ruohan was startled, and jumped up from the sofa.

Everything just now was just a momentary distraction, Ruohan did not fall into any darkness, he still stayed in his room, not far away was the wine bottle that had been broken by himself.

But the strange thing is that the anger in his heart before is still gone, replaced by a bone-chilling cold, maybe it is the effect of the mint wine that is starting to work, Ruohan only feels that his body is constantly shaking because of the cold.

But this cold made Ruohan sober up, and the previous drunkenness was gone.

"Hatred makes you weak, but you don't realize that it's the most powerful weapon in the world..."

"Hatred makes you weak, but you don't realize that it's the most powerful weapon in the world..."

"Hatred makes you weak, but you don't realize that it's the most powerful weapon in the world..."

Rogerd's words came back to Ruohan's mind over and over again, and at this moment he finally understood the meaning of this.

The reason why he fell to the present day is all due to Hugo, although Hugo has now been forced to leave Tianying, but his life has entered a state of "no return", once bright and hopeful self, now can only be accompanied by alcohol.

Is this the life you want?

Is this the life you want?

Is this yourself?

No!

No!

No!

Ruohan's heart denied it loudly.

He is the pride of the sky, since he was a child, he has set himself lofty goals, all his efforts over the years have been to achieve these grand ideals, and now he only experienced a small failure to make him give up completely?

No!

Of course not!

"I, I will never accept my fate!" Ruohan said suddenly coldly.

Weimar never defeated his genius brother in his life, and Asura was also defeated by Hugo, but neither of them gave up in the end!

And I'm stronger than all of them! So I have no reason to give up!

I didn't lose!

When some thoughts come to you, it only takes a few seconds to understand the answers to questions you never thought of before.

Daigo empowerment, that's it.

I will overcome you, Hugo!

You are the goal of my life after that, I don't want to live in your shadow for the rest of my life, I want to crush you, defeat the cold shadow that hangs over me!

Hugo, I'm going to beat you!

A raging flame of hatred burned in Ruohan's eyes.

"Hatred makes you weak, but you don't realize that it's the most powerful weapon in the world. ”

Rogerd's words would come back to Ruohan's ears again.

At this moment, Ruohan suddenly realized that the mysterious Roger was definitely not a madman, he had already told himself the true meaning of life, and he had already seen through everything.

I need him, I need this Roger to help me!

Thinking of this, Ruohan suddenly got up and rushed out of the room.

The night outside was very dark, and it was very dim under the dim light, and there was no one on the silent road.

Ruohan was running on such a dark road, shouting Rogerde's name, believing that his hope awaited him somewhere in the darkness.