Chapter 180, √FATE=Destined+slip IV!

After Alice answers Yi Duyan's question, Ike, who is the last of the three Squire siblings.

also said his own answer - guarding.

No matter how difficult the road will be, it is his own choice.

There was no trace of regret in his eyes.

There was not a hint of hesitation in his steps.

As if to say that no obstacle could stop him from moving forward, he looked around at his valued family with a glowing look in his eyes.

Just like the declaration of the protagonist of the novel, Ike's speech made Yi Duyan a little envious.

Although Alice answered Yi Duyan's question from the perspective of a victim.

But if there's one of the dumb trio who is the biggest victim of the whole story - it's undoubtedly Ike.

As the only "victim" position, he made the same choice as the protagonist.

No one carries more than him, the sister who loves him the most must kill his favorite sister, in order to save himself, the girl he loves the most has to save himself with his sister's life. He probably wanted to end his life countless times, but his life was bought at a terrible price by the girl he loved the most, and the price included his sister's life. Live for Livia, live for Lena, live for Alice.

Burdened with a tragic fate, he still made his own choice and used this hard-won life in order to protect his most important family.

It's like the protagonist of some royal novel, which is extremely enviable.

And after that, the angel then gave his own answer.

The answer to a demon who looks like a real angel.

"I'm sorry, Master Magician. I... Unable to come up with an answer to the magician's question. Whether it's a writer or a protagonist. Why does your life necessarily hinder others, or even hurt others? Angela hopes that everyone is happy. ”

That's right, it's an answer as gentle as an angel, yet as greedy as a demon.

"Woo, but that's an impossible delusion, Angela. ”

"As I said earlier, demons are creatures that are born to hurt others and hinder their lives, aren't they? Although she was refuting Angela's naïve delusional answer, Livia's eyes were fixed on Yi Duyan. Perhaps, only Livia understands what Yi Duyan wants to do in such a big circle. It is precisely because of this that she spares no effort to stand on the opposite side of Yi Duyan. Because for her, it's like Pandora's box, once opened, there is no longer any room for redemption.

"Yes. So, let's hear my story first. As if he wanted to respond to something, Yi Duyan smiled lightly. hugged the young goddess on her lap, and under Youxia's incomprehensible eyes, she pulled out the arm that had been hugged by Youxia. Slowly got up from the sofa, tightened the belt of the bathrobe, and took off half of the bathrobe on the upper body, revealing a fair but unusually clean right arm, and a white spot on the chest that was perfectly round.

"So, Mr. El Two, naked man, are you going to tell the story of your exhibitionist fetish? ”

After Yi Duyan began to undress, Alice, who was blocked by Ike, grabbed the corner of Ike's clothes, revealed a small head, and said unceremoniously with a look of disdain.

"What is that, why is it number two? ”

"Ale, there is no denial of the naked male part. It's not good, Brother Twilight seems to have awakened some special habits, what should I do? ”

"Don't make a fuss with this nasty young girl, Yuxia. ”

"Tsk, hey Ike, why don't you stand in front of me and protect me. Your girlfriend will be clouded by the black-bellied girl and ghost over there, and she won't be clouded by the muscleless, average-looking, and revealing perverted magician. ”

"Is it necessary to deny it to this point? Well, forget it. Yi Duyan, who was hit to the ground one after another, seemed to fall into an extremely low pressure for a moment. After that, he sat cross-legged on the ground without paying attention, put on a serious expression, and looked around at everyone.

Among them, there is a younger sister who came after the mysterious death of her sister.

Among them, there are ordinary teenagers who have decided their own path forward.

Among them, there is a girl who gives everything to save her lover.

Among them, there are gentle demons who exist like angels.

Among them, there are royal girls who want to live with another worldview of their own.

Among them, there is an older sister who can sacrifice her life and future for the sake of her younger brother.

Among them, there are gods who are high up and can't do it themselves.

But among them, there is an existence that is very similar to the former Yi Duyan.

"I'm a writer, a writer for high school students, and I've always said that to anyone. Probably because it's the only bright spot for me as an ordinary person. As for me, I want to become a real writer and gain fame and status. After all, if I have enough status, even someone like me can probably be worthy of a certain girl. ”

"I used to think of this impulse as the only way to be with someone I liked. Because of this, I used to be extremely obsessed with the fate of others. ”

"For a true writer, the fantasy he indulges in is his own work. And for the sake of my work, I don't care about anything else. So, in the past, I didn't care much about other things, I just followed my own ideas. This is probably because I don't have anything worth mentioning other than writing. Or rather, I can't do anything but wallow in the fate of being human. ”

"But in reality, someone like me can never be an orthodox writer. No matter how many pen names I have, no matter how many styles I can control, it's all because I believe that one day I can write the ultimate work that satisfies me. All of this can be said to be my running to achieve my goal. Fight hard, and what remains in the end is the purest me and the most powerless me. ”

"For me, writing is a journey of obsessing with the fate of others. It is the trajectory that I left in my self-satisfying behavior, the product of the process. I'm not writing for others, I'm writing for myself. But can I be called a writer like this? Is a person who writes stories only to himself a writer a writer? Is a writer who doesn't even have readers really valuable?"

"I don't know. If I can truly return to this world, I will probably write this story, and maybe I can draw conclusions. But there is only one thing I can assure future readers. I don't give up until I reach the finish line. Precisely because I am such a person, I will definitely come up with such an answer. ”

"Because, the so-called writers. People who are obsessed with the fate of others, even if it is impossible to change their own fate, but who struggle as much as possible. ”

The answer given by Yi Duyan is the explanation of his previous question. But for Yi Weiyan himself, his answer is enlightenment.

"Six years ago, I was forced to participate in a murder that tested my luck with my life. After that, I understood one thing. If it goes on like this, I'll lose everything because of my powerlessness. ”

"In order to protect the girl I like, I weave a fantasy for myself. Then he sank deep into it, dreaming of becoming a hero. ”

"Because of this, I paid an extremely painful price. ”

Under the sad gaze of Youxia, Yi Duyan gently brushed his right arm with his left hand, and then dotted it on the round white spot on his chest. Under the surprised expressions of the stupid trio and the demon sisters, Yi Duyan's right arm turned into a series of golden symbols, and the symbols were arranged in an incomparably mysterious way. Those symbols made up the bones, muscles, nerves of Yi Duyan's right arm, and even had golden liquid energy flowing instead of blood. The round white spot also turned into a magic array composed of golden symbols, and in Yi Duyan's chest, a heart composed of runes was transmitting the golden liquid energy that replaced the blood flow to Yi Duyan's body.

"As for me, I used to think that as long as the person I liked was happy, I could do whatever I became. ”

"Three years ago, in order to protect the people I like. In a war that decided the fate of thousands of people, at the cost of one arm, the victory was finally won. But because he became a pawn in the game of the gods, he was nailed in front of the girl he liked by a huge light gun. Even though he finally relied on the power of the gods to obtain compensation, it became what it is now. ”

"At that time, I was obsessed with heroic fantasies. Gave up being a normal person. In order to learn the power to trample on life under absolute disadvantage. At that time, I was also a demon, a mad demon, a demon!"

"At the time when I was nailed in front of the girl I liked, that girl told me. ”

"At that time, I... For the first time, I realized that my life did not belong to me. ”

Yi Duyan said this with a gentle smile, then got up from the ground and walked in front of Livia.

"So, what about you. To whom does your life, your happiness?"