Chapter 179, √FATE=Destined+slip III!

"Whether it's a protagonist or a writer. That kind of complicated thing, I've never thought about it. ”

"Or maybe it's because you haven't thought about the aftermath of these issues. ”

"When I was alive, my heart wavered in order to raise my own family and my original family. For his brothers and sisters, he is constantly worried. ”

"Even now, I'm still worried about my younger siblings. ”

"But there must be a life that doesn't hurt anyone. I... Believe so. ”

Sensing that her expression seemed too "ugly", Lena quietly lowered her head and hid behind the other two fools.

However, she immediately raised her head again and calmly accepted everyone's gaze.

It's because of Yi Duyan's words, the truth that has been misunderstood for a long time has finally been smoothed out, and that closed heart has also grown a lot.

At first, the Lena that Yi Duyan knew was a girl who was a little confused. It is painful to be caught between a family that is raised by the most ordinary and a family that is like a royal family.

A fate that cannot be avoided, a fate that cannot be broken through, a fate that struggles endlessly.

I'm afraid, the last of the last, no matter how she chooses. The so-called life is bound to lead to tragedy. And before that, she lost her favorite brother. But he was burdened with the sad fate of killing each other with his own sister.

is like the heroine in a tragedy, constantly resisting under the control of fate, but turning into a helpless struggle again and again.

It wasn't until the moment a girl found her that she saw her fate for the first time.

After that, a girl named Lena Squire changed.

She sees her destiny clearly and pins her future on her beloved brother.

At this time, Lina glanced at Livia, who was sitting on the sofa with an expressionless face, with firm eyes, and answered Yi Duyan's question-

"I'm timid because I'm afraid of losing. Fear of losing your family, fear of losing your status, fear of losing your lover. But even so, I will not forget that my own path is up to me. Because it was I who chose to embark on this path. No matter how hard it is, how painful, how dangerous it is, even if you work hard, you won't get anything, even if you have to give everything you have. The person who made that choice was myself. So, I'm going to answer that question seriously. Whether it's demons or subhumans, humans, or all sorts of intelligent beings living in the other world. Among these people, there must be a life in which they pursue their own lives without harming anyone. ”

Speaking of which, Lena turned her gaze to Yi Duyan's side.

It was a pair of eyes that were faintly grateful, but firm and full of courage.

Obviously a very timid girl, but when she stands in front of her younger siblings, she is full of high courage.

"Lord Yi Duyan just said. ”

"The person who believes that his hands can control his destiny and unswervingly moves forward towards his future - the protagonist. ”

"A writer who is obsessed with the fate of others, even if it is impossible to change his own fate, but struggles as much as possible. ”

"As for me, I'm probably the main character. After all, no matter how much you look forward to other people's lives, you can't become your own life in the end. Because, I did the exact opposite of what a writer did. I will hand over my will, my life, and my destiny to my relatives, my most beloved brother. ”

"But I think it's worth it. ”

"Because it's a choice I made, and it's none of anyone else's. I want to save Ike, I want to save my loved ones. Because I can't choose between my loved ones. That's why I think that if it were Ike, he would be able to make a choice without hurting anyone. That's what I thought at the time!"

"It's the same for Livia. ”

"I know. All along, Livia thought she had killed me. It was she who killed her lover's sister, and it was she who took away her lover's relatives. All the faults were caused by her alone. ”

Because of that, out of that guilt, Livia kept estranged from Ike during the time after Ike recovered. And because he pushed Ike onto the stage of fighting Alice, he has not been able to forgive himself. ”

"Hate me if you want to hate. With this in mind, there is a better way to deal with Alice, but Livia has been angering Alice. ”

"So, that's wrong. Livia. ”

"If one day, the life I desire will hinder the lives of others, and even hurt others. ”

"I'll definitely choose another path. Even if my life would have allowed me to live more possibilities, I will surely forgive me for giving up this possibility. ”

"After all, I just want to follow my ideas and hold on to what is most important to me. Just so that no one loses anything in front of me. ”

Lena's answer is dedication.

In order not to hurt anyone, even if you dedicate yourself, you will not give up that gentleness.

This is the opposite of Yuxia's all-out move even if she is injured. But it is also an incomparably precious "seed".

"Yes, that pretentious demon sister has always been like this. That's why I hate her. ”

Although it seemed as if she agreed with her sister's confession, Alice looked at Livia with a look of hatred and disgust.

And after that, the young girl with a vicious mouth immediately began to talk as if no one was around.

"However, it's not just that demon sister that I hate, but also Sister Lena, Brother Ike, including Sister Angela sitting there, and Mr. Imoel who pretends to be very powerful. I hate it all. ”

"Woooooooo ”

"Ahh Sure enough, Alice hates me. ”

"Hey... Alice, you can't get enough of the damn magicians over there. How can you hate Sister Lena and Miss Livia? ”

"Woooooo ”

"Ha, why is Brother Twilight disgusted by the young girl. Wouldn't that make Brother Twilight even more excited!"

"Ale, Yuxia, did you just say something strange. ”

Looking at the people who were suddenly in a mess, Alice instead brought a hint of an inexplicable smile.

"That's why I hate it.... So is Livia, so is Ikego, and so is Sister Lena. Everyone talks to themselves as if no one else is around, but they are emotionally connected to each other. Are you playing any pretend games? ”

"Obviously, until Sister Lena disappeared, Alice had always believed in the agreement at that time. ”

"No matter what kind of secrets you have, you can share them with each other!"

"No matter what kind of hardship you have, let's get through it together!"

Because of the connection called "blood", they both love each other deeply and have each other. ”

"We agreed..... Between the four of them, share secrets, share lives, and ..... for a better future"

"But why leave Alice alone?"

"It's Alice who did something wrong. If so, why don't you tell Alice that Alice is a good boy and will change if she makes a mistake. ”

is different from Lina, who looks directly at Yi Duyan with high courage and firm will. Yi Duyan could only see the pain accumulated by time in Alice's eyes at this moment. Once again, the living room, which had been somewhat noisy, was almost silent. All that remained was the sound of Squier's clenched fists and Lena's whispered sobs.

"Whether it's a writer or a protagonist. Whoever you desire something, you are destined to hinder and hurt anyone!"

Although she was very unwilling, Alice agreed with this sentence. ”

But if you had to choose between Alice as a writer and the main character, Alice would probably be the writer. Because Alice has always wanted to go back to the past when all four people were there. Always obsessed with the phantoms of the past. ”

"What her life should be like before Sister Lena disappears, Alice never thought about it. As long as you're with your older siblings. Probably, it was such a naïve idea that followed Alice. ”

Alice had no idea what she would become. Because as long as you're with your older siblings, it's fine. I don't have a lot of things I want to do. It's not like other people have any inexplicable expectations for the future. ”

"But life isn't always easy. If your life gets in the way of me, it will even hurt me. I wish that person could just come and tell me. ”

"Tell me that the life you choose, the ideas you have, the things you desire to get, will make me suffer a lot, and even make me lose a lot. I wish that person would tell me that. ”

"Because no matter what kind of hardship it is, we can get through it together! There is no problem that cannot be solved by family. ”

Looking at the Squire brothers and sisters who were crying again. Both Yi Duyan and Livia showed a slightly stunned expression.

"Woooooooo ”

Faced with Yi Duyan's question, Alice did not answer. But in the posture of a victim, another answer was given - forgiveness.

This is the answer that only Alice, who cares about her family, can come up with.

It is also an answer that can only exist between Alice and her family.

"I'm sorry, Alice, for making you suffer. ”