In Memory of the Teacher (3)

Do you know that when you were still in the prime of life, when I was young, our meeting was arranged by God, without you, there would be no future for me, and I would not have this understanding of the world and life today. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

You are my angel in this life, the angel sent by God to save me, and you have departed after you have completed your mission.

I'd rather not hear from you until I'm dead, I don't want to hear anything about you! Then I'll still be lucky, and I'll hope that you will live your life quietly somewhere in this world, through your own life, but we have lost news of each other. But I still got the news from you, do you know how sad it is for me to be so sad that you are gone, and you are so miserable that I am not admitted to the university of my dreams! Your departure makes my whole college life feel lifeless.

How I wish I could see you, even if I am not so good, even if I will disappoint you, I will have the opportunity to talk to you, talk about the bits and pieces of ordinary life, and talk about life. At that time, I was too young to understand your life, I could not understand your sadness, I could not even help you a little, if I could do even a little bit for you to ease the wounds of your soul I would do my best, but I didn't have a chance.

Your departure has made me full of doubts about the beauty of the world, and the good things I have always thought are good and good people have a safe life, but they are just people's good wishes.

There are so many things I want to say to you, my happiness, my misfortune, my joys, sorrows, and sorrows that I want to share with you, but I can't.

Now I often see you in my dreams, I will make sure that you are alive and well, you have not left, your face has not changed at all, you are still so gentle, so tolerant smile, but every time I can't talk to you, you are always some distance from me, no matter how hard I try, I can't pass through the crowd, I can't get to your neighborhood, every time I look at you from afar, watch you disappear into the crowd by a carriage, every time I wake up sharply.

Now I have gone through half of my life, but I have not diluted my thoughts about you because of the change of the sun and the moon, maybe you have already re-entered the cycle and embarked on a beautiful life, but I am a lifetime of unforgettable kindness and thoughts will accompany you for a lifetime.

Your child and his mother are living very well, she has remarried, the child is an adult, very capable and filial, like you is a kind and gentle person, a few years ago back to my hometown, I did not go to visit them, but I have seen from afar, and I have inquired, I do not want to disturb their peaceful life now, the past can never come back, everything has long been settled, time never stops running wildly, let everything go according to their proper procedure in its rolling wheels.

I have always treasured the manuscript paper of the geometric problems you made for me, and kept it in my big album during my travels, but now I can't find it, and it has disappeared inexplicably. But the clear and neat inky blue ink still looks in my head.

Now I have lost my dearest and beloved lover, and I am also alone in a foreign land, the bitterness in my heart has drowned out all the fun, and I slowly began to understand life in the immersion of the years, in fact, everything is destined, in I am such a person who values love and righteousness, but in my life I lost a very good playmate when I was young, and I lost a good teacher like you, Losing my cherished love, you all left suddenly when your life was full of vitality, and you didn't give my heart a little buffer and relaxation, and disappeared from my world in an instant. This has given me untold pain, I have not yet found the right words to express such pain and sorrow, people who have not experienced it will never understand, and those who have experienced it may not have such a heart-wrenching pain as mine.

Sometimes I really want to be not so sober, not so sensitive, not so incomprehensible, but I hope I can be a little confused, a little numb, a little free, but no matter how hard I try to forget that you have appeared in my life, forget that you have been good to me, in the end I can't, no matter how much I lose this life.

The days are changing, life is still going on, for your good, I also have to cherish the rest of my lonely life, just live a peaceful and quiet life, and I have been blessed with life through life.