The inevitability of life
Every time I sit in the car, I have a wish: don't reach the destination, just walk until the end of my life, don't have to face so many complicated things after getting off the bus, don't worry about the trivialities of life, just go on like that. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info has never hoped to get to my destination quickly, it seems that the destination of that outing is not the destination in my heart, and my destination seems to have been lurking in the depths of my consciousness.
I remember that time when a few people drove home, and when I talked about how the days were going by, I suddenly became so flustered! I seemed to feel that I had violated some forbidden law by saying this, or that I had broken the balance that had been maintained by a straw, and my heart was beating wildly! I hurriedly recited Amitabha Buddha, but the disaster that I was terrified of still happened. In fact, many things have been foretold between the conscious and unconscious, but we don't care or don't want to believe it.
I have seen the dragon in my dreams again and again, and each time it is clearer and closer, I still have not understood the meaning and truth of it, but I know what it must represent, and it will definitely be made clear in the days to come. I waited patiently.
A few years ago, I was fascinated by cross-stitch, and the first painting was a picture of "Emerald Bamboo", two kingfishers on the bamboo, one was talking and the other was listening at ease, which was a beautiful artistic conception. Later, I embroidered a large-size "Sky **", when I bought it, I looked at the whole picture showing a plain and elegant work of blue tones, and I liked it very much, but it was very difficult to embroider its level and charm with different more than 50 kinds of blue, so I stopped halfway through the embroidery.
After embroidering "plum, orchid, bamboo, chrysanthemum" four pictures, but also embroidered "Guanyin Bodhisattva", a pair of "puppy", embroidered these and picked up the "sky**" to embroider, it took about a year to come to an end, I looked at this painting that took a lot of effort and suddenly had a very bad premonition, obviously there are two horses below, called "like-minded" and "side by side" and other names are not very good?
Was it just because there were two figures above the painting in the golden sunlight and pale clouds? But I comforted myself: it was because life was too happy and comfortable that I had so many inexplicable thoughts, but it was just the psychology of suffering from gains and losses, and then I insisted on finishing the painting, and I originally wanted to leave a few stitches to break the spell in my subconscious......
Later, because of so many years of atheism and Marxist education, I denied my premonitions and completed the painting with satisfaction. When people asked me the name of this painting, I actually avoided the name "Sky **" and told them that it was called "like-minded". But what should have come is still coming, and it must not have happened because of this painting, but because this painting had reminded me, and I ignored such information.
There is also something that I have always paid little attention to Feng Shui, easy to learn and the like, but I accidentally entered the space of a friend I don't know very well, and saw some Feng Shui content, saying that it is better not to let the outside lights shine into the house at night, especially the strong light of the construction site, but I didn't care, because I saw that the new house was just around the corner, and the living room of the apartment building where I lived was a tall tree, so I never installed curtains.
And after the trees downstairs were cut down, it became a construction site, and the building was built, and the strong lights of the construction site illuminated the living room like daylight every night, but I didn't care, the bedroom was closed with curtains, which basically did not affect sleep, so I didn't care too much after seeing the feng shui article, and after the accident, I looked back at the article and knew that in fact, God gave me a hint, but I was blinded by ignorance, paralyzed by laziness, and all injuries were not avoided.
Many, many hints and foreshadowings have failed to awaken our paralyzed nerves and sleeping minds, although we are terrified but have not taken any measures to avoid accidents, we all feel that all the foreshadowings are because of the comfort and happiness of life that we have a panic of fearing loss, so we live in the panic silently praying, until the accident happens, we understand that in fact, we already know what is going to happen.
Everything seems to run according to the established rules, we can't change the slightest bit, even if we can change the time difference for a second, things will not happen the way they are, and all our people and things are played with in the hands of God, we are cruelly pinched and thrown around by him, and we can never escape the fate arranged by him.
Later I came to understand that all the foreshadowings and promptings are just a breath from God in your mind, and you have a little premonition of clues, and you know that they are prompts, and you can't do anything about it! Because you can't break the balance of the world, the balance of the universe. Everything that happens is inevitable, nothing is accidental, and we can't shake it by our tiny power.
Therefore, to face everything that has happened calmly, we are just walking the path that has been arranged for a long time.