Chapter 185: Blue Moon
In my Wu Xiao's dictionary,There's no word weakness.,I'm the kind of master who goes all the way to the black.,What about Brother Roar.,What about the boss.,I'm not used to you.,I don't need to cooperate with you.,Although I'm just a part-time job now.,But Dick .Silk also has the personality of Dick Silk.,If you want to have a good life.,Don't mess with me.,This is my Dick Silk Declaration.γ
In fact, my so-called personality, to put it bluntly, is two, in this kind of society, I don't know how to be tactful, I can only wait to be eliminated, which is also the biggest reason why I have been a small salesman for so long.
Alas, what's the use of thinking so much boring?
In the past, when I was depressed, I could talk to my so-called girlfriend, but now, no matter how big the depression is, only one person can bear it.
The streetlights dragged my figure for so long, I wanted to walk back, I drank a lot, and the alcohol catalyzed my body like mud.
"Hey. β
"Delicate, delicate, I'm Zihan, where are you, I miss you......"
"Wu Xiao, have you drunk too much?"
"I didn't. I didn't, I'm sad, I regret it, I miss you, that's why I borrowed wine to drown my sorrows!"
"You're so stupid, even if you drink to death, it's impossible for us, once the sea was difficult to water, figure it out, this is fate." β
"I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out, why God is so unfair to me, why can't people who love each other be together, why?"
"Because, that's fate. β
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Fuck your sister, this is fate!Nie Qianrou, don't be so hypocritical, okay?
I looked at the photo wall, the wound in my heart seemed to be deeply torn open, when I woke up, I was lying at the door of my house, it was almost dawn, maybe I was drunk last night, but unfortunately I couldn't find the key to open the door, I just froze outside all night.
Why am I still calling her? Why haven't I let her go?
Li River Yanyu: Can you tell me? How to forget a person, faster?
Naughty Bubbles: Then tell me where you went last night, you made me worry about you all night!
Lijiang Yanyu: Don't talk nonsense, answer the question, brother is not fully awake now, I will beat you if I don't answer well,
Naughty Bubbles: You pig's head, dead pickled fish, it turned out that you went to drink, you got drunk for that woman, to hurt your body, are you worth it?
Lijiang Yanyu: There are some things that you don't understand, and some people, even if they die for her, they are worth it.
Naughty Bubbles: Hehe, since you care about her so much, you care about her...... Then why should you forget her? Aren't you contradicting yourself?
Yes, to forget or not to forget? to love or not to love?
What am I looking forward to, what am I chasing, everything is in the past, why am I so persistent?
I said, "Mengmeng, let me tell you a story!" and she replied, "Yes." β
On the streets of April, it was drizzling and a boy stood in the rain, he waited for a girl to answer the phone, because today was the girl's birthday, and somewhere in the city there was a girl with whom he had been in love for a year.
However, every time I dialed an outgoing call, the message was that I couldn't get through.
The boy is anxious, why can't the girl get through to him? Could it be that she blocked him? This is something that has never happened before, in the past year, they have been on the phone, complaining to each other, they have been dating online for a year, and they have been suffering for a year, today is the agreed meeting day, but she blocked him?
The boy didn't believe that the girl would abandon him so without warning, didn't they all say yesterday that they would meet, the girl came to his city alone for him, but because of some misunderstanding, the girl was hurt, and the girl told the boy that she was taken away by a man on the way to the innocence, and she was not worthy of the boy.
But the boy loves the girl deeply, and he decides to use his best love to make up for the damage suffered by the girl, and use a lifetime of tenderness to smooth out the scars on the girl he loves the most.
So no matter what happens, they have to be together, and together he can protect the girl well and don't let anyone hurt her again: baby, loving you is all that loves you, including your bad and your good, rest assured to accept my love, in my arms, you will feel safe, because only I am the safest in my arms!
With a fluke mentality, the boy dialed the girl's phone countless times, but unfortunately he couldn't dial the familiar number again.
Until night shrouded this sad city, the concern in his heart did not appear, and the rose and crystal necklace that was about to be sent slid down into the river under his feet with the boy's tears.
This day became a watershed in their relationship, and since then, the boy and the girl have each embarked on their own paths, although they are in the same city, but the distance is like the end of the world, and it is difficult to see each other again......
Naughty Bubbles: It's a bad feeling to be released by a pigeon, isn't it? If you were that boy, you probably know that.
The rain of the Li River: The love process between the boy and the girl is a process of releasing pigeons to each other.
Naughty Bubbles: What do you mean by that? Do you let her pigeons go too?
Li River Rain: Not only did I let her pigeons go, but I also once said a word to her.
Naughty Bubbles: What's the Talk......
Lijiang Yanyu: You release my pigeon once, I will release you pigeon for the rest of your life!
Naughty Bubbles: Why do you say such things? Your emotional entanglement seems to be so complicated.
Lijiang Yanyu: Life, sometimes it's like acting in a TV series, complicated and simple, it's all between each other's thoughts, maybe it's like she said, it's my own hands that ruined my own happiness......
The photos on the wall were taken off one by one, and the innocent smile in the photos became an undying nightmare in my heart, which can never be waved away.
Perhaps, this is fate, we are destined to only meet in the Internet and rub shoulders in reality!
The meeting a year ago was late, and this breakup was foreshadowed, and each other's Qingqing in QQ and I swore an oath in the mountains and seas, forever and for a long time...... In text messages, phone calls, and videos, it seems that every breath of air in life has each other's breath, and when we think we can no longer be separated, we agree to meet.
However, she couldn't keep her promise because she was a student at the time, and she couldn't break the pressure from school and parents to come to see me.
We looked at each other in the eyes and in the sighs.
Time slipped by slowly in torment, I decided to go to her city to find her in that winter, the choice of love, there was no reason, but when she knew what I meant, she begged me not to go, because my parents were around, because my father's life was like a mountain, she told me to wait, and she would definitely come to see me after the New Year.
However, in the following days, because I was obsessed with games, I made QQ invisible, phone calls were transferred, all communication networks were interrupted, and I no longer had contact with the outside world, even if I received messages, I would not reply.
After a month, my friend told me that my girlfriend had come to my city, and that it was the station where he had picked up, that she had found a job, and that she had found a job, and when I contacted her, she cried, and she asked me why I was hiding from her, why I asked the person to pick her up, and I asked what happened, and she said that the man had locked the door of the hotel room and defiled her on the night he picked her up......
Naughty Bubbles: Hehe, it's really twisty, it's really bizarre, this story becomes that you hurt her again, it turns out that what you said is right, the ending doesn't necessarily mean anything, the process is the most important.
Lijiang Yanyu: Why don't you despise me?
Naughty Bubbles: Why should I despise you?
Lijiang Yanyu: Because I didn't take responsibility, I ran away at a critical time and ignored my girlfriend, which led to a tragedy, and I am not a man.
Naughty bubbles: In fact, everything in the world, you can't just look at the surface, Uncle Pickled Fish, Xiao Mengmeng, I also have my own independent judgment.
Lijiang Yanyu: Hehe, in fact, you don't look so naΓ―ve...... By the way, I've told you so much, shouldn't you also be courteous...... Tell me about your romantic history!
Naughty Bubbles: Actually, as you said, the course of the story is not necessarily what you see in the ending...... In my world, there is no love history, only injury, pain, life and death!
Late at night, I was still alone in front of the computer, and the girl's story gave me a deep shock.
She said she had a happy childhood because her parents owned a business and their lives were rich and fulfilling.
She met Shaozhe when she was very young, their parents are business friends, and they are also close friends, she and Shaozhe are like brothers and sisters, like friends, and finally become a couple, if it weren't for the car accident, they must be very happy now.
It was the summer of that year, the two of them were traveling together, and on the way, the bus overturned off the cliff, and he lost his mother in the car accident, and she almost died, but Shaozhe's cry woke her up.
After waking up, his body was covered with blood, it was Shaozhe's blood, Shaozhe also lost a leg in the car accident, but he desperately dragged one leg to drag her in the direction of life.
After that incident, Shaozhe went to Canada and studied while curing in a city called Toronto, but their relationship was not interrupted, perhaps it was destined by God, she survived for Shaozhe, because her life was picked up by Shaozhe.
Finally, she said she was going to Toronto, a strange city, and she felt a little scared.
But she had to go, because there was Shaozhe there, her boyfriend, her future......
Naughty Bubbles: Do you believe it? The moon in my eyes is blue, just like Shaozhe's mother's eyes, so clear.
Lijiang Yanyu: In fact, every child has a blue moon in their hearts, which is the best memory of childhood, like a fairy tale, which can accompany them for a lifetime.
Naughty Bubbles: If Shaozhe's mother is the moon, do you understand what I am thinking at the moment?
Lijiang Yanyu: Of course I understand, because my mother knows her daughter's heart best, although she is in heaven, you are in mortal dust!
Naughty Bubbles: So she understands, I'm thinking about you now......
My heart pounded, and my hand on the keyboard didn't know if I should type anymore.
Naughty Bubbles: Maybe I'm really stupid to think that you only have that in your heart.
Naughty Bubbles: Probably this is the legendary non-dividing thought, I've always been very self-righteous and think that I can heal the wounds in your heart.
Naughty Bubbles: But I can't let go of Shaozhe, because people can't miss their appointments.
Hehe, what do you want me?
Do you think that feelings are like playing at home, and a casual sentence that you miss me can explain everything?
The Internet is illusory, and in an instant, there will be many bloody love dramas staged in turn, what do you love me, I love her, she loves him, he loves you, Nima has such a complex plot, I'm afraid that no matter how hypocritical the screenwriter is, he will have to waste a lot of effort to make it up.
Naughty Bubbles: Hehe, dead salted fish, were you scared, why didn't you dare to speak?
Lijiang Yanyu: I'm wondering if I should block you.
Naughty Bubbles: Eun, whatever you want, but you want to give me a reason to block me, do you like you without warning because I'm crazy?
Yanyu of the Li River: A girl once told me that she fell in love with me because of my space, and the situation was similar to today, and the dialogue was almost the same.
Naughty Bubbles: Why do you always like to see me as someone else, is that unfair to me?
Li River Yanyu: But this is the Internet, a ruthless Internet, which will always swallow up a lot of innocent feelings! Perhaps, we are all living in fictional lies.