Chapter 69: Suicide (I)
"Woo woo woo ......" He Xiaoya cried again.
Ren Lian has become accustomed to He Xiaoya's crying, and since reading Zhuang Yan's book, it has been common for her to come to visit with tears.
"Why are you crying this time?" Ren Lian asked.
He Xiaoya stopped sobbing, blinked her eyes and thought for a long time before she spoke: "I...... I can't tell. ”
She really couldn't say it, and the last time Ren Lian asked her why she was crying, she said that Youqing died.
But this time she couldn't tell if it was because Gregor was dead? It seemed to be, but it felt that something was wrong, and that her grief was not because of Gregor's death. Rather, the feeling she felt throughout the story became more and more depressing, until it was finally detonated when Gregor's family was discussing a better future.
Ren Lian probably knows why she cries, because this book's thinking about human relationships is so miserable. When reading this book, it seems that humans have been stripped of their gorgeous coats, revealing their naked and ugly bodies inside, and even the ugliness of their hearts.
Even Ren Lian herself was interrogating herself when she was reading this book, asking her if she was also so self-interested. At the same time, he thought of a story about a mother whose son had a disease that could only be confined to bed for the rest of his life.
His son had told people that the mother had cried more than once at his bedside, saying, "Why don't you die?"
Some people say that this mother deserves to be forgiven, because his son's illness is too tormenting, and the most tormenting thing is his relatives, and this mother is understandable for saying such things because of the pressure.
But this statement does not excuse the mother from thinking about her son's death, and she did, at least to prove that she did.
Ren Lian will not criticize this mother, although she is not great enough, but she is indeed forgivable, because another person does not necessarily do better than her, and other mothers may be more vicious when they say "why don't you die".
However, it is this extenuating circumstance that makes Ren Lian feel more uncomfortable, which shows that the kind of indifferent relationship between people expressed in the book is universal, and the reason why only the mother shows it is only because other people have not been tested like her.
Ren Lian thought of "Alive" again, both books can be said to be tragedies, but "Alive" is at least sad and warm, there is still a little hope, and most of all tragedies are objective.
In other words, Fugui is happy, he has a good father, a good mother, and a good wife and children. The tragic theme of Fugui is "loss", and when people read his story, they feel the sadness of loss.
He lost his family property, lost his father and mother, and eventually all his relatives.
Gregor's tragedy lies in the "discovery", through which people discover through stories that his family is more just using him, and that his sister has been so good to him only because his brother can give her benefits, and even his father has been cheating on him.
And this kind of "discovery" is the saddest, because when you see this, people will feel that all family affection is fake, and they are just a bundle of interests between each other.
Gregor was the breadwinner of the family from the beginning, so he was loved by everyone, his parents admired him, his sister respected him, and the family was proud of him.
But after he became a big beetle and could no longer create value for this family, his status was no longer there, and all his love turned into disgust and disgust.
Therefore, this book is cold from beginning to end, and even the author's narration is cold and emotionless.
Therefore, this time, Ren Lian did not shed tears, but felt that it was a little cold.
"Xiaoya, turn off the air conditioner. Ren Lian said suddenly.
"Huh?"
"I'm a little cold. ”
……
"I'm so cold!" Ye Yue's face turned blue, and some foam came out of her mouth, she said this to the man who was holding her.
The man was tall, and he looked at Ye Yue in his arms with a very nervous expression.
His name is Wang Wei, and he is Ye Yue's neighbor, and he is also a colleague with her, but because Ye Yue is usually more introverted, the two don't have much intersection.
But they have recently found a common denominator, and it started with a chance encounter at a bookstore the other day.
Wang Wei rushed to the bookstore that day, because the book "Alive" he liked was officially on sale, but he didn't expect to meet Ye Yue who came to buy books in the bookstore.
After the two talked, they realized that they were both fans of Zhuang Yan.
Since then, Wang Wei and Ye Yue have had more intersections, and occasionally they will talk about their reading experiences together.
And tonight Zhuang Yan sent a new book, Wang Wei was very touched when he read it, and after thinking about it in his room for a long time, he still decided to knock on Ye Yue's door.
At first, no one answered, and he was surprised that the lights were on but no one was there, but when he turned his head to leave, he heard a noise in the room, which sounded like something hitting the floor.
At this time, Wang Wei felt that something was wrong, and after thinking about it for a while, he finally decided to knock the door open. Fortunately, he was tall, and the door was that kind of wooden door, if it was that kind of iron door, he wouldn't be able to break it open, no matter how strong he was.
After breaking down the door, he saw Ye Yue who had fallen to the ground with an iron face and white foam in his mouth. I didn't have time to think about it at the moment, so I picked up Ye Yue and ran to the nearest hospital.
And on the way to the hospital, Ye Yue said this in a daze.
But at this time, Wang Wei didn't care about the meaning of her words, and he didn't breathe a sigh of relief until he sent her to the hospital.
After arriving at the hospital for more than an hour, the doctor came out and told him that Ye Yue had taken pesticides, but fortunately, the toxicity of pesticides was not very strong, and the rescue was immediate, and he was temporarily out of danger of life.
And when Wang Wei heard that there was no danger to his life, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, even he didn't know that his whole body was shaking just now.
It was about a kilometer from their residence to this hospital, and he ran over with her in his arms, which is really difficult to think about now.
And now that he thinks about it, Wang Wei is also a little afraid, if he doesn't know that Ye Yue also likes Zhuang Yan, so he is going to run over to discuss it with her, if Ye Yue didn't make a noise in the room at that time, if he walked too fast, he wouldn't have time to hear the sound.
As long as one of the few things happens, Hazuki will die in that rental house.