Chapter 70: Suicide (II)
But there was finally no danger, and Ye Yue was finally out of danger, but he didn't understand why Ye Yue committed suicide, at noon, they met on the road and laughed a few words, not like a person who would look for a short term at all.
With this question, it was not until the next morning, after Ye Yue completely woke up, that Wang Wei went into the ward to see her.
"How do you feel?" Wang Wei asked, putting the fruit he bought on the table next to him.
Ye Yue was half lying on the hospital bed, his face was still a little pale, he saw Wang Wei coming, and barely squeezed out a smile, "Well, it's much better, thank you for saving me." ”
Saved a person who wanted to commit suicide, and was thanked by the other party, Wang Wei felt a little strange. He lowered his head and didn't speak, and it wasn't until a while later that he finally couldn't help but speak: "Ye Yue." ”
Ye Yue looked at him: "Huh?"
"Why did you kill yourself?" Wang Wei sighed after asking, this must be a difficult question to answer.
Ye Yue said slowly: "Did you come to see me last night for something?"
Sure enough, I don't want to answer, so I changed the topic? Wang Wei nodded: "Well, Zhuang Yan has released a new book, I have read it, and I am going to go over and talk to you about the new book." ”
Hearing Wang Wei's answer, Ye Yue smiled, but this smile was still miserable, and she said, "I also read the book, so I committed suicide." ”
Wang Wei was stunned for a moment, what does this mean, she committed suicide because she read this book? He admitted that this book is indeed very bleak and depressing, but it is not so depressing that she wants to commit suicide.
Ye Yue knew what he was thinking when she saw Wang Wei's expression, she tried to adjust the height of the bed to make herself lie more comfortable, Wang Wei saw it, and quickly helped her shake the bed higher.
At this time, Ye Yue spoke: "Indeed, I had the urge to commit suicide after reading this book. Don't you think that the current society is too indifferent, and the relationship between people is like a cold rock, which can't be broken when knocked, and even if it is broken, what remains is just cold slag. The pressures of society have crushed people out of shape, competition is fierce, feelings are diluted, relationships deteriorate, and each of us has deteriorated. ”
Wang Wei snorted for a moment, but still didn't speak, although Ye Yue was extreme, but what he said was the current situation of society. It's just that Wang Wei still thinks that even if this is the case, there is a good side to society, and he will not commit suicide.
Ye Yue shook her head, "Actually, what's the use of me telling you so much? You are not me, the environment in which we grew up is different, my family is relatively poor, and my ancestors have lived in the mountains for generations...... Later, I tried my best to get admitted to the university, and I also got a scholarship, and I became the most educated person in our village, and my parents and family were proud of me. ”
Wang Wei heard something wrong, what Ye Yue said was obviously a story of a girl from a mountain village who was full of inspiration and warmth, why was her tone so plain, even indifferent.
But he didn't interrupt her, and she continued: "But then, because I work in the city and get eight or nine thousand yuan a month, they let me send back five thousand a month. Send it, although the city consumption is high, but if you want to save it, you can always save, send back 5,000 a month, I can actually save a little bit of money myself. But then it got even worse, and they always asked me to send money back for various reasons other than the five thousand. I have a younger sister and a younger brother, and my sister has been married for a few years and works as a farmer in the countryside. ”
Speaking of this, Wang Wei felt that something was wrong, and secretly said that this parent was indeed a little excessive.
Ye Yue laughed self-deprecatingly and continued: "Actually, I don't care about any of this, every time they beg me, I am still proud of being the pillar of the family, and at the same time willingly give them the money. But do you know what I can't stand the most?"
Of course, she wasn't really asking Wang Wei, she continued: "What I can't stand the most is their attitude towards me. Two days ago, they asked me for money again, and this time I really didn't have any money, because I signed up for a driving school some time ago, and I spent all the money I had saved before. My mom was upset at the time, saying that I was spending money indiscriminately, that I was bad at studying outside......"
"Do you know? Just this afternoon, she called me and told me that my brother had found a family and asked for a bride price, and if I couldn't get 30,000 yuan to go home at the end of the year, I wouldn't go back. Speaking of this, Ye Yue could no longer maintain the calm and calm way before, as if telling someone else's story, and tears flowed from her eyes.
At this time, Wang Wei finally understood why Ye Yue was so deeply touched by "The Metamorphosis", and what she wrote about this book was not what she was experiencing now? The fierce competition in society and the coldness of her family, although it seemed that Ye Yue's experience was very different from Gregor's, but the two were essentially the same.
Wang Wei silently lowered his head and muttered for a while, it was best to raise his head and look at Ye Yue and say, "Actually, society is not as cold as you think, if you want, you will always find those things worth cherishing." ”
He didn't say to Ye Yue that her parents also loved her, and there was no parent in the world who didn't love their children, because he knew that no matter whether Ye Yue's parents loved her or not, they hurt her after all. At least in Wang Wei's heart, Ye Yue's parents are not qualified parents.
Ye Yue looked at Wang Wei's face in a daze for a while, and suddenly her nose was sour and she was about to cry again, she quickly took a breath, barely suppressing this sourness.
There are only two beds in this ward, and there are no people in the other bed now, so there are only two of them in this ward.
Ye Yue looked at the man in front of her, and the other party also looked at her with a concerned face. She suddenly remembered the feeling of Wang Wei hugging her last night in a daze, she remembered that she said "it's so cold", and the other party also hugged her tightly, at least at that moment, she felt warm.
Thinking of this, Ye Yue lowered her head a little shyly, and the atmosphere suddenly became delicate.
At this time, a male doctor in a white coat at the door coughed lightly: "Ahem, hello, it's Ye Yue." ”
The two looked at the doctor, and Ye Yue nodded: "Well, I am Ye Yue." ”
"I'm going to give you some simple checks. ”
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After examining Hazuki, the male doctor returned to his office. In fact, he had been standing at the door a long time ago, and he had heard it from Ye Yue that she committed suicide after watching "Metamorphosis".
He was surprised that there would be a book that would remind people of suicide.
Then he asked about the book on his social account with curiosity, and also said that someone committed suicide because of this book.