Lu Ling didn't feel anything taboo about his past life. Whatever happened, it's all in the past. Indulge in the harm brought to you by the past and can't extricate yourself, and only yourself is punished.

Therefore, Lu Ling was very open-minded and never deliberately wanted to hide his past meaning, but the bad memories would make him feel bad in retrospect. And it was strange to say this for no reason, no matter how you thought about it, Lu Ling didn't specifically mention it to Ruan Qingning.

Now that Ruan Qingning asked, of course Lu Ling knew everything and said everything. But I don't know why, those past memories that usually make the mood instantly change when I think of them, when I talk to Ruan Qingning, what comes to Lu Ling's mind is no longer those memories that make him feel pain even when he thinks about it, but some fragments that he ignored at the time, but now he feels very warm when he thinks about it.

"The same memory is looked at with different attitudes, it turns out that I have a lot of happy and happy days!" With this feeling in his arms, Lu Ling, who had been talking for a long time, suddenly found that he didn't know when, Ruan Qingning had burst into tears.

"What's wrong with you?" A little stunned, he reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of Ruan Qingning's eyes, and Lu Ling was very dazed.

"It's nothing!" snorting and letting Lu Ling wipe the tears from his face, Ruan Qingning's eyes were full of distress for Lu Ling.

The days after her debut did get more troubles and more pressure, which made her occasionally feel unbearable, and even had thoughts of giving up, but before she debuted, before she became a trainee, her life was a simple and happy daily life of an ordinary girl.

Even if her life after her debut is much more cruel than she imagined, at least, she is still engaged in her singing career that she truly loves and is willing to devote all her to. can do what you like and make money, the older you get, the more Ruan Qingning can understand the preciousness of it.

And what about Lu Ling? Since he can remember, he has been forced by his father to carry out the maximum intensity of training that his body can accept at the moment, no one has asked him if he likes it, and no one has asked him if he wants to, his life has been planned by his father as early as when he was not born. Any deviation from this planned route would be unforgivable in the eyes of Lu Ling's father.

If it is not tragic enough to have such a life where he can't make his own decisions, then having a father who treats himself completely as a tool is an even greater misfortune in Lu Ling's life in addition to having no freedom.

Ruan Qingning, who has been spoiled by his father since he was a child, really can't imagine what kind of thoughts Lu Ling's father had, so he would coldly break his arm after Lu Ling rebelled against his arrangement.

There are countless sports that can be used as competitions, and choosing the most suitable intensive training for yourself is the professional quality that a professional athlete should have.

Lu Ling's father, as a well-known coach, is still quite affirmative. After having a very detailed understanding of his son's physical fitness, Lu Ling was trained as a swimmer from childhood to adulthood.

Lu Ling's results also proved that his father's judgment was correct, with wide shoulders and long legs, amazing natural lung capacity, and an excellent sense of water. The four words like a fish in water are simply tailor-made for Lu Ling who enters the water.

Children's Swimming Competition, Municipal Children's Swimming Championships, National Children's Championships, Municipal Youth Championships, National Youth Championships, before Lu Ling's arm was broken by his father, as long as there was a swimming event he participated in, there would be no one else standing on the championship podium.

With such excellent results, if it weren't for Lu Ling's father insisting on training him one-on-one, Lu Ling would have been able to enter the national team and win glory for the country.

However, the broken arm made all his accolades a thing of the past, and for swimmers who need to move their limbs together, the impact of a broken arm is nothing short of devastating. No matter how well Lu Ling recovers and how successful his rehabilitation is, his physical condition cannot be compared before he was injured.

After the injury healed, Lu Ling's results are still excellent, but compared with the original results of riding in the dust and leaving many players far behind, the difference is more than heaven and earth.

Lu Ling was very sad about this, although he was forced by his father to swim, but after a long time, Lu Ling liked the feeling of soaking in the water, not thinking about anything, just swimming forward with all his might.

It seems that only in the water can he find peace in his heart. Only in the water will Lu Ling feel that he is him, not a good swimmer who is valued by his father because he has excellent talent and can achieve good results. It's not a poor ghost who didn't meet his father's expectations and was reprimanded as a waste by his father.

How important the arm is to a swimmer, Lu Ling doesn't believe that his father will not know, with his father's dedication to the championship, even if he is angry, he will definitely not hurt him at all, before feeling the pain to the bone, Lu Ling is so sure.

This affirmation came to naught with a month of hospitalization, Lu Ling still clearly remembers that when the doctor said that he could go home to recuperate, he couldn't wait to rush home without even going through the discharge procedures, with the last hope to ask why his father, who had not been to the hospital once since he was admitted to the hospital, did this, but unexpectedly heard his sister who came home before him angrily asked why his father was so ruthless to him, and his father's answer made him cold from head to toe.

"Tools don't need to have thoughts and feelings, when tools have thoughts and feelings, it means that the tool has lost the function it should have, since it has lost the function it should have, what is the use of keeping it!"

This sentence was deeply tormented by Lu Ling in the midnight dream for countless years after that.

"What did I do wrong to be treated like this?" "Was my birth a mistake?" "If I had never been in this world at all, would the disappointment, the breakdown, and the constant pain not continue to torment me?"

Lu Ling had asked himself this countless times, if it weren't for her sister giving up her long-term major, and would rather take the university exam again than monitor his status in the same university as him in real time, changing the method so that he didn't have time to have too negative thoughts, where Lu Ling's life would go, it was really a thing that no one could predict.

Sometimes Lu Ling himself will laugh at himself and think that what happened in his life is enough to shoot a bitter TV series. But Lu Ling never thought that there would be a person, because of his life that is enough to shoot a bitter drama, he can't stop crying, and there is a tendency to cry more and more energetically, and cry louder and louder...