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Everything that happens to a person in his childhood, good or bad, will have an indelible impact on his future life, and even accompany him for a lifetime. Lu Ling's childhood, because of Lu Xi's existence, has not completely degenerated into an indescribable darkness, but the space that Lu Xi can illuminate is limited after all, and what exists in places that Lu Xi's light cannot reach is the part that Lu Ling himself refuses to think about.

Cheerful people, Ruan Qingning has met a lot, and the boy who was thrown out by the company to divert the public's attention from the newcomer group at that time is a very cheerful personality.

People are always envious of the parts of others that they don't have, and they always unconsciously approach like people who can illuminate themselves. Ruan Qingning has the best relationship with Stephanie, and Stephanie's hopeless optimism plays a crucial role.

Ruan Qingning needs a lively and cheerful, cute friend by her side, and an inexhaustible vitality to dispel the dark side of her heart. This is especially true when there is a lot of negative energy in her heart.

So when the member of the rookie boy group, the boy who regarded her as an idol and came to the company as a trainee because of her, greeted her timidly and tried to get her attention, Ruan Qingning did not refuse.

She is too far away from the boy's debut years, and she usually has no intersection points, but at the group concert that everyone is going to attend, Ruan Qingning, who is hiding on the side and staying quietly, occasionally sees the boy playing with his friends, smiling.

"I can give such a bright smile to such a bright smile!" Thinking like this, Ruan Qingning allowed the boy to come closer. If Ruan Qingning had realized that her momentary soft-heartedness would have sprung up in the hearts of some people who were observing in the shadows, she would definitely have found a way to isolate any possibility of contact between the two of them as soon as the boy greeted her.

It's a pity that there is no if in life, since that incident, Ruan Qingning's autism has become more serious, and even casually chatting with her junior brother who has just debuted for a long time has to pay a large loss of fans, and people question the painful price of supergirl who wants to protect her heart, maybe only by staying at home and not having any contact with the outside world that may cause misunderstanding, is the safest.

However, even if she thought so, she was so excited, when Lu Ling appeared in front of Ruan Qingning's eyes, and told her with a smile that Zero was a gray VIP, and when she grew up, she would change from a black hairball to a hairball, and Ruan Qingning still inevitably fell into the lake given by Lu Ling.

Am I so easily shaken? Ruan Qingning, who wants to think through everything, didn't think carefully about the reason for her wavering. What did she like about Lu Ling? After thinking about it for a long time, Ruan Qingning could barely come up with an answer.

Don't think with your brain, but start from your heart, from the moment Lu Ling's eyes looked at her, ignoring the smile on Lu Ling's face, Lu Ling's eyes had something that made Ruan Qingning unable to look away when she saw it.

What is that thing? Ruan Qingning couldn't figure it out for the time being, but Ruan Qingning figured it out, Lu Ling's smile was very bright and attractive, but there was a difference between it and laughter in the ordinary sense, which she couldn't figure out for a while.

Now that she figured it out, Lu Ling's face was smiling, but her heart might be crying silently. He is willing to bring a smile to others, but he also hopes that there will be someone who can bring him a smile that will stop his heart from crying.

Ruan Qingning wants to be such a person, very much, very much. So she could hold back her shyness and say the words that had been buried in her heart for a long time, and she could also hold Lu Ling's face, making him drift away and scatter her eyes, but she didn't want to look at her, and finally she could only look at her.

"I'll be with you!" Although there was no impassioned BGM, no special scenes, and the posture between the two was also very strange, Ruan Qingning still tried her best to show Lu Ling her unreserved heart. "Ten years, twenty years, thirty years, has been with you, no matter how long it will not leave, only with you, only thinking about you, only touched by your joys, sorrows and sorrows, and will only do everything you want to do for you. ”

"When you say this, my uncle and aunt will be sad when they hear it. After a gag trying to dissipate the atmosphere that had begun to become strange because of Ruan Qingning's sudden seriousness, Lu Ling felt the low air pressure around Ruan Qingning's body suddenly decrease, which was enough to suffocate people, and helplessly pursed the corners of his mouth, allowing Ruan Qingning to pull him into his arms.

"I know, I know you'll always be with me, and you'll never leave. I'm very moved, I'm very happy, I wish I wouldn't let you go back tonight, so it's all right!"

"Then I won't go back!" Ruan Qingning blurted out a sentence, which frightened Lu Ling and couldn't help but shudder. Did you have any special bonuses to Ruan Qingning during the Chinese New Year? Why was she so aggressive? I knew that it would become like this, how good it would be to let her go obediently at that time, why did I say something unnecessary, now it's okay, I dug a pit and buried myself in it!

"What you don't want to say to me, I don't really need to know. Seeing that Lu Ling didn't speak, Ruan Qingning took him as a default, and continued to spit out the words that he had thought about for a long time but had never been embarrassed to say, "I just want to tell you that you have me by your side now! When you are happy, you can smile at me, when you are sad, you can also frown at me, when you are angry, you can vent at me, when you want to cry... ”

"Stop, stop!" Lu Ling couldn't stand it, Ruan Qingning's words, the more he said this, the stronger the smell of dog blood emanated. It's good to watch idol dramas, what's going on with your own acting? It's so bad, so spicy. "Tell me, who taught you all these words?"

Ruan Qingning blinked her eyes quickly, she was actually the same as Summer, she was a straight man of steel, like what she said just now, the meaning was indeed what she wanted to express, but art always needs to be properly rendered, and what she wanted to say was precisely Ms. Cui Poison, who treated the flesh as a funny and disgusting person.

"I knew it was her!" got the answer from Ruan Qingning's eyes, Lu Ling flicked Ruan Qingning's forehead, and took back the initiative that had been lost for a long time, "Don't you just want to know what happened to me in the past, just ask, why do you have to be so numb and have some nothing, I almost can't help it!"

"You almost can't help what?" Ruan Qingning wanted to follow the topic and ask, but the opportunity was rare, seeing that the opportunity to know about Lu Ling's past was close at hand, a fool would be entangled in whether Lu Ling could hold back what he had endured.

Quickly turned off the headlights above his head and changed them to a night light with a color that was very suitable for candlelight night talks, Ruan Qingning leaned on Lu Ling's arms and fired an eye wave of curiosity at Lu Ling.