I sighed softly, he's like this, what will he go to Yancheng tomorrow?

"You have a good rest. I'll just go on my own. I said.

"I'll just get some sleep. His eyes were closed, and his breathing was slightly heavy.

"Why don't you treat the wound? Isn't that enjoyable?" I took out medical alcohol and cotton, and began to clean him up, regardless of whether he was in pain or not.

There was a small amount of pus and it looked a little serious.

"You must be in more pain than I am. "He raised his hand to touch my face, but I didn't go over to let him touch it.

He didn't force it, and put his hand on the edge of the bed again.

"I'm fine, what does it hurt?" I deliberately pretended not to understand.

"Well, I know. He didn't answer the question.

I simply stopped talking and quietly treated his wounds.

It must have hurt, but he didn't even bite his teeth.

When I took the medicine, I still tried to be as cautious as possible, although I was a little reluctant, but after all, some emotions could not be escaped.

He was obedient, let me fiddle with it, honestly lying on his stomach or lying down, breathing evenly, because he took antipyretics, the temperature on his body also dropped.

I looked at the finished "finished product", gently placed the ointment on the head of the bed, got up and wanted to leave.

But he thought he was asleep, but I was defenseless and reached out to drag me back to the bed, and my center of gravity was unstable and fell directly into his arms.

All the medicine on my chest was on my clothes......

"Chu Qingchuan, you!" I was so angry that I shouted a condemnation.

But he hugged me tighter and said in a deep voice, "You have to run again." ”

"I didn't run, thanks. I want to go home. "I was struck by his crookedness.

"Stay. "He's very good at commanding people now.

"I don't. "I happily refused.

"I'll tell you about your father's experience. As soon as he spoke, I looked at him in astonishment, but he didn't look at me, and still closed his eyes.

So I obediently took off my shoes, and he felt my submission, so he let go of my grip and sat cross-legged on the bed.

He seemed dissatisfied with my sitting posture and dragged me down.

I gasped and asked if he could cut to the chase?

"No, I'm not feeling well tonight. He replied.

I was so angry that I curled up my knees to push him to the point, but he grabbed my calf with a big palm.

"You're afraid you're here for your aunt, right?" I didn't take advantage of, so I could only complain about him.

"The eldest aunt must be with the eldest aunt. He said shamelessly.

"If you don't get down to business, I'm leaving!" I didn't bother to continue arguing with him.

"I'll tell you tomorrow morning, I'm not awake right now. "He gave me Tai Chi again.

"Chu Qingchuan, you ......" I was about to scold him for not counting, and as soon as he said half a sentence, he was cut off halfway.

The man's sharp, flexible lips pressed against me, and he pressed against my neck, not allowing me to escape.

"I don't lie to you. Do nothing. He plundered and then gently wrapped it up.

"That's what you said last time. "I admit that I was so sensitive that I was so enchanted by his kiss that I even lowered my pitch.

"Hehe, this time it's true. Last time...... There are special reasons. He chuckled.

I was encircled by him, feeling his temperature and heartbeat, and the tiredness of the day hit me, and my eyelids gradually sank.

I seemed to fall asleep unconsciously, and another spirit suddenly woke up, and the moment I woke up, Chu Qingchuan's big arm quickly hugged me.

"What's wrong?" he said, his eyes open, and there was a silver glow in them.

There was no light in the room, only moonlight shining through the cracks in the curtains.

"I, I seem to have seen Liu Shan. "I was probably dreaming just now, Liu Shan's face flashed in front of my eyes, so I woke up, but I don't know when I fell asleep.

Chu Qingchuan kissed my forehead, muttered for a moment and said, "She's dead." ”

"I know. I whispered.

"During the escape of Kham, we were also taken on board the ship, and during the multinational joint operation, traitors appeared in the Vietnamese army. I lost my memory in the collision because of the shipwreck caused by an error in the transmission of instructions, and Liu Shan's body was later recovered by the military. Chu Qingchuan stated slowly.

"She wanted to go with you because she liked you. I said in a muffled voice, feeling that Liu Shan's death was a little unworthy.

Knowing that she was just a trade item to Chu Qingchuan, she still threw herself at him desperately, this is the real moth to the fire.

"She likes me, what does it have to do with me?" Chu Qingchuan's answer was almost cold-blooded.

His tone made me unsure if Liu Shan had done anything in front of him that made him unhappy.

After seeing that I was silent, he softened down, rubbed me in his arms again, and said, "Man's fate is indeed in her own hands, and this path is her own choice, are you angry about what she said to you at the beginning?"

"It's okay, it's better to die. "I seem to have forgotten what Liu Shan said to me in the first place.

"Actually, she should have known that you were her sister. But I don't know exactly when your birth mother told her. A year ago, she confessed to me that she had made small movements behind her back and said some ugly things to you in order to get you to leave me. At that time, she saw me and Jiaoran going in and out of Fengyue Field, and she heard some gossip from others, thinking that I might be a dangerous person. You took a big risk to come up with a video of her being insulted, and she is grateful to you. In a way, your sister's temperament is a bit like yours. But she's not as smart as you are, and she's not smart enough to do things. "Chu Qingchuan said briefly, but I have mixed tastes.

For Liu Shan, I feel sorry, but I don't know what to say. Having said that, I think she still likes Chu Qingchuan in the final analysis.

"Sister Meng and Xiaoxiao, are they all right?" I changed the subject.

"Well, they moved to Sweden, which is quieter and better for recuperation. Chu Qingchuan replied.

"Sister Meng's illness is cured?" I asked again.

"There was no recurrence, and the recovery was okay. He and I chatted faintly, like old friends catching up.

For a while, I felt as if I was in a different world, and the things that had happened were as vivid as I could remember.

"What kind of grievances are there between Sister Meng and my biological mother?" I finally mustered up the courage to ask this question that had been buried for three years.

Chu Qingchuan looked at me with a slight bow, and confirmed to me, "Aren't you sleepy?"

"Well, I don't want to sleep anymore. I nodded, looking him in the eye.

He took a deep breath and told me an entangled love story.

After listening to this, I only felt that the world was unpredictable, and my own experience and grievances were really nothing.

When he told this story, he brought up the story of my father.

He told me that if it weren't for this operation, my biological father might never be able to get rid of the charge of "rebellion", and it was only then that he figured out the misunderstanding between Sister Meng and my biological mother.

From his narration, I felt as if I had a black-and-white film in my head.

My biological father's name was Zhan Jiang, and he used to be an excellent border guard.

And Sister Meng's full name is Qin Meng, because their father, that is, my grandfather, and Chu Qingchuan's grandfather are friends of eight worships, so the two of them are like brothers and sisters.

At the same time, my grandfather and Grandpa Chu have a deep friendship with them.

Qin Meng and Zhan Jiang are real childhood sweethearts, they are the same age, and my biological mother Cheng Mubai is four years younger than Zhan Jiang, in the eyes of Qin Meng and Zhan Jiang, Cheng Mubai is their little sister.

When the children grow up, ignorance begins to take root.

But in this process, it is inevitable that some marriages will be involved.

At the age of nineteen, Qin Meng and Zhan Jiang secretly made a private agreement for life, and in those days, it was almost a grand adventure.

The next day, Zhan Jiang was about to tell his family that he was going to Qin's house to propose, but before he could speak, a guard came to inform him that General Qin had been arrested and that something had happened to the Qin family!

As a military painter, Admiral Qin is Chu Qingchuan's grandfather, who has created many works that reflect war and great men, but in that special era, some of his works were maliciously interpreted by people, became representatives of slandering history and reactionary thoughts, and were imprisoned in a thatched hut and criticized and suppressed.

At the same time, Qin Meng, who had been studying painting, was also implicated, and almost overnight, the Qin family suddenly changed from a scholarly family to a cow ghost and snake god.

Zhan Jiang was anxious, but he couldn't do anything at that time.

Seeing Qin Meng being thrown rotten eggs and rotten vegetable leaves on stage, he wanted to rush to the stage immediately to save people, but he was firmly grasped by his cronies.

In desperation, he went home to ask his parents for help, but his father, who was also a general, told him: "Now that everyone is in danger, we are not in a position to help others." ”

"But she's my love!" Zhan Jiang begged as he knelt in front of his father.

"Bastard! Shut up! If you have anything to do with the Qin family at this time, your military position will be ruined, and your life will be ruined! Do you want the people of the Zhan family to be implicated with you?!" the Zhan Father rebuked angrily.

"I don't care! I'm going to protect her!" Zhan Jiang insisted, got up and rushed out.

The other brothers of the Zhan family stopped him, and everyone naturally wouldn't let him kill himself.

At this moment, the Father of War shouted angrily: "Let him go! Let him go! Let's see if the organization will fulfill them! If you want to be a lone hero, you can." You think clearly, what are you going to do, you can not care about the face and future of our Zhan family, but if you go, Qin Meng will only be criticized more ruthlessly! You will also be branded as an adulterer, do you know?!

Outsiders are already crazy, do you want to be a madman?! If you continue to go crazy, it will be Xiaomeng who will be hurt the most!"

Father Zhan's words were like an empowerment to Zhan Jiang, he stood at the door, looking in the direction where his lover was, and knelt down.

That night, he secretly asked someone to bring a letter to Qin Meng, saying that he would wait for her, and he would find a way to save her, and he must hold on.

Qin Meng received the letter and was very moved, and wrote "The mountains are edgeless, the sky and the earth are together, the winter thunder shakes the summer rain and snow, but dare to be with the king" and handed it to the messenger.

However, this reply letter went wrong on the way, and somehow fell into the hands of outsiders, and it did not reach Zhan Jiang's hands.

Zhan Jiang, who didn't get news of his lover, used alcohol to kill his sorrows, languished all day long, and locked himself at home.

A few days later, Cheng Mubai and his sister followed their parents to Zhan's house as guests, in fact, they were also to visit Zhan Jiang and want to relieve his mood.

Zhan's father felt that he was also a playmate from childhood to adulthood, and he also had a good impression of Cheng Mubai, so he arranged for her and her sister to go to Zhan Jiang to play together.

Zhan Jiang was still drunk, and after the sisters accompanied him for a while, Cheng Mubai's sister, my sister-in-law Cheng Sitian, left under the pretext of leaving the two alone.

However, when she came back, she saw an unsightly scene!

Her screams woke up the two disheveled people, and Zhan Jiang instantly woke up from his drunken state, and also found Cheng Mubai who was pressed under him.

At the same time, the scream also attracted the parents of both families.

In this situation, it is definitely impossible for Zhan Jiang to deny or shirk responsibility.

It just so happened that at that time, the rumors about Zhan Jiang and Qin Meng were also spreading, and Zhan's father was afraid that the Qin family's misfortune would cause the Zhan family, so he deliberately arranged the marriage of Zhan Jiang and Cheng Mubai, which was simply urgent.

The order of his parents was difficult to disobey, and Zhan Jiang made a marriage with Cheng Mubai under duress.

On the night they got married, Qin Shaochuan committed suicide because he couldn't bear the torture and mental humiliation, and his lover also left.

And Qin Meng was caught by a few small soldiers, that is, the reply letter to Zhan Jiang, saying that she was cursing the great rivers and mountains, had a heart of treason, and had serious bourgeois decadent thoughts.

Qin Meng, who had already been tortured and deranged, was violated under their coercion.

She was not locked up with her parents at the time, and it was not until the third day that she was taken to identify the body.

In the process of identifying the body, she also heard the news that her lover and best friend were married.

Under the huge blow, Qin Meng became a madman in the eyes of others.

When Zhan Jiang came to see her, she couldn't recognize who this man was at all.

She just laughed, and laughed creepy.

The ending of this story finally ends with the disappearance of Zhan Jiang......

I asked Chu Qingchuan, "Are you Grandpa Chu's child?" I vaguely felt that the night Sister Meng was violated might be the peak of the nightmare.

"It's not. Chu Qingchuan paused word by word.

"You didn't know that before, did you?" I asked.

"Yes. They have been hiding from me, saying that I am the illegitimate son of Chu He. The lie was told a thousand times before it became true, and Sister Meng's mental state has been problematic since then, and she has been indoctrinated a lot, so she believes that it was Chu He who made her pregnant. Chu Qingchuan rubbed his temples.

No wonder Chu Qingchuan hated Grandpa Chu so much at that time, it turned out that he was also kept in the dark.

"In this way, Grandpa Chu has done a good deed, how dare he help Sister Meng?" I asked.

Chu Qingchuan smiled bitterly: "Just five months after your biological father left, the darkness dispersed, and many people were rehabilitated, and with the joint efforts of the Zhan family, the Cheng family, and the Chu family, my grandfather was also rehabilitated. At that time, Sister Meng's belly was also pregnant. No one wants to admit it. ”

Just when I thought Grandpa Chu was a good person, Chu Qingchuan told me an even more unbelievable truth.

"Do you think Chu He is a good person? Among the people who insulted Sister Meng, one of them was a member of the Chu family. ”

I took a deep breath, my expression solemn, but I didn't know whether to ask a question or not.

Chu Qingchuan didn't wait for me to speak, and directly said a name, and I was dumbfounded.

"Chu Nianyuan. ”

That was Chu Jingnan's second uncle and Grandpa Chu's second son.

I can't believe this crazy past, how many years older is Chu Nianyuan than Chu Qingchuan?

Sixteen?seventeen?

"There is no humanity!" I gritted my teeth and spat out four words, but I only felt pale.

Is there really no goodness in this world for no reason?

Why didn't my grandfather, the grandfather I have always respected, reach out to help the Qin family at that time?

In the face of such chaos, perhaps everyone only thinks about self-preservation.

No wonder, no wonder my father didn't love my mother, no wonder he didn't love me.

I can understand him, and I don't want to blame him.

So my birth mother, is she wrong?

I must meet her and ask her what was going on?

I think there seems to be something hidden in this that has not been made public, and the misunderstanding between the parties may have existed for decades, and they have been held back in their own hearts, and there is no opportunity to reveal it.

I also understand why Sister Meng hates me so much, her resentment towards Cheng Mubai must be very deep, very deep.

Even time can't be erased.

When I looked at the man in front of me again, his eyes had closed and his face was silent.

While he told me about the history of his father's generation, he also revealed his most embarrassing past.

As far as I am concerned, does this god-like man, who is willing to tell me this, represent his absolute trust and loyalty to me?

"Chu Qingchuan, thank you. I whispered.

He didn't speak, as if he was asleep.

I obediently withdrew into his arms, resting my palms on his ribcage and stroking the scar on his chest with my fingers.

I was embarrassed to ask him if he had found his biological father, and I was embarrassed to ask him if he was Chu Nianyuan's son.

It didn't matter, and he certainly didn't want to know who his biological father was.

Under the thin moonlight, the man's resolute side face softened a lot.

I licked my lower lip, craned my neck, and kissed him on the cheek.

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