Chapter 180: The Moon Under the Sea is the Moon in the Sky
I reached out and pressed his hand, ignoring that they were in an awkward position.
At this moment, two beautifully dressed beauties passed by, their eyes deliberately tilted downward, and I saw them hold back their laughter, and then glance at our faces.
Embarrassed, I glared fiercely at the troublemaker.
He twisted his eyebrows slightly, looked at me with a little grievance, and said, "Yangyang, I almost walked away, but fortunately you are here." β
I rolled my eyes wildly, and then I realized that I cared more about him than I doubted.
I forgot to analyze whether his behavior was drunk or confused.
With an idea, I proceeded to untie his belt as a temptation. If he resists, then everything just now must be pretended!
He didn't resist, but looked at me calmly and said, "Yangyang, I won't resist what you do." If you like wild dates, I can cooperate with that right now. β
I suddenly stuck a mouthful of old phlegm in my chest, and I felt half angry with myself.
In order to live for two more years, I couldn't help but pull him to the hotel next to me.
At that time, I was also confused, forgetting what kind of strong-willed king he was, how could he easily do these self-defeating things?
Walking into the lobby, I asked where the welcome bathroom was located.
The tall beauty looked at me twice and reached out to show me the way.
I glanced sideways at the man beside me, and in order to talk to him less, I simply dragged him to his destination.
After he went in, I started to think what had I just done?
Has my boyfriend's power swelled to this extent?
I sat on the couch next to me and closed my eyes and thought, thinking that tonight's experience was a bit mysterious.
By the way, he's still having a fever, should I go buy him some medicine?
Thinking of this, I got up and walked out.
The salty smell of the sea mixed with the night breeze is something I'm used to.
Fortunately, there was a pharmacy near the hotel, and I bought fever reducers and ointments, and when I came back, the full moon in the sky accompanied me all the way on the sea.
The mood is a little complicated, more of a contradiction.
I've forgiven him, and I'm still in love, but I just can't find a suitable opportunity to tell him what I really think.
As for him, what makes me most angry is that he has been showing favor to me, always looking for all kinds of opportunities to get close to me and stimulate me, but he just doesn't seriously explain what happened to me.
What I heard and knew from others was what others said, and I hope that the real truth was told to me by him himself.
Am I asking too much?
I realized that I had almost walked by, and I hurriedly retracted my thoughts, but when I looked up, I saw the man standing outside the gate with eager eyes.
The moment Chu Qingchuan saw me coming back, his originally dim eyes seemed to suddenly polish a match.
Eyes are probably the least deceiving. My heart tugged at me, and I tried my best to maintain a calm appearance on the surface.
"Don't go. "He came over and took my hand directly, and the moment he clasped his hands, I felt his nervousness.
As for people, it's really strange, a thousand words are sometimes no match for a look or a movement.
Moonlit nights can always add a romantic touch to some different feelings.
I was obediently led by him, walked into the lobby, got on the elevator, and entered the room.
The business room is very open, the floor-to-ceiling glass windows are not curtained, and what catches my eye is the full moon and the lighthouse, which happen to be framed into a painting by the window lattice.
There was a sound of the door closing behind me, and I was about to turn around and hand him the medicine, but someone was wrapped around my waist from behind.
He rested his head lightly on my shoulder, and the hot and humid breath hit my neck, and I swallowed.
"You took the fever reducer. I whispered, twisting my neck.
He replied softly, "Okay." β
"You let go of me. I said again.
But he ignored me, pushed me to the water dispenser, took a glass of warm water, and fed it to my mouth first.
I took two sips and pushed it away with the tip of my tongue.
He took it, took out a pill with one hand, and took it with the water I had drunk.
During this process, his other hand was always around my waist and did not let go.
We stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the lights along the coast, and the glass curtain walls of high-rise buildings dancing with light, reflecting the face of the night sky.
In the "picture frame", the prosperity of the city on the left contrasts sharply with the silence of the moon on the right.
"The moon under the sea is the moon in the sky. Chu Qingchuan said softly after me.
"The heart has always been the heart of the audience, but the person is the person in the play. I can erase the middle sentence "The person in front of me is the sweetheart".
He must have understood what I meant, but he just hugged me and didn't speak.
This poem by Eileen Chang perfectly interprets the law that there are a thousand Hamlets for a thousand readers.
Many people say that this is a description of a period of time and water, such as the unpredictable ending of life.
However, I read it several times, and finally thought it was about a good marriage, which may have something to do with the state of mind.
The moon under the sea is the moon in the sky, and life and death depend on each other.
The person in front of him is a sweetheart, and his feelings are deep.
The heart has always been the heart of the guest, and the flowers are lazy.
However, the person is a person in the play, and he can't help himself.
"Sun, do you hate me?" after a long silence, his low and deep voice sounded.
I felt his scorching body temperature through his clothes, thought for a moment and said, "I don't know." β
"I have a dark past, a life that I can't control. At this point, he hesitated, and then continued: "Not only the past, to be exact. β
I didn't know how to answer, after all, he probably didn't know that Yao Jun had told me about his past.
"Three years ago, on the night that Sister Meng was hospitalized, the three people who came to me were from the Border Special Operations Section. That night, they told me there was a covert operation that required my cooperation. But because I have left the army, they cannot force me, and I have the right to refuse. At that time, I thought a lot about you, and they told me that if I really couldn't trust you, I could give me permission to take you with me.
I am not directly involved in the operation, but only in the business process, so you can accompany you as a secretary and arrange for you to return to your home country at any time. But you must know that this kind of thing has unpredictable consequences, and the risk is too high, I can't let you and me risk because of my reluctance to you.
But I can't convince myself to give up, because Cheng Xun and Yanran's revenge has not yet been avenged, and the fish that slipped through the net in the last operation has risen to become a big drug lord in the Golden Triangle after many years of lurking. Chu Qingchuan stated slowly, pausing at this point, as if waiting for me to ask.
"I want to hear about your past. I said.
"Didn't Yao Jun tell you?" he asked rhetorically.
Me: "......"
This guy really can't hide anything from him.
"Didn't she come to me behind your back?" I asked.
"Haven't you done a lot of things behind my back?" he asked.
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"Then I thought about it, and those things that came out of her mouth were probably more objective than I told you in person. He said in a deep voice.
"Since you participated in the operation last time and walked away, won't they suspect it if you go again this time?" This question has always been in my mind when I met Yao Jun, and although Yao Jun explained it to me at the time, I still felt that it was dangerous.
Chu Qingchuan probably thought that I was caring about him, and leaned down and kissed my ear lightly.
"Since my arrest, I have been detained and interrogated as a felon, just like other co-offenders. I hired the best lawyers to defend me and was given medical parole. In short, the surface and inside have been done in place, and those who are interested in investigating will never find any mistakes. This can be regarded as a disguised protection for undercover personnel in the organization.
I'm actually very lucky. What you don't know is that there are many undercover agents who are either unable to leave that environment for life, or they are tempted to defect, and some people are chased by their former enemies after returning to live a normal life after the mission, and then they are chased by their former enemies, causing trouble to their wives and children. At that time, I didn't want to stay in the system, so I decided to leave the country and go to a strange environment where no one knew me, and everything started again.
Multiculturalism in the U.S. is inclusive, so I chose there. Later, I met Haocheng, Lan Yi, and Ethan, and it is rare to meet compatriots who are compatible with each other in a foreign country, and they are like my younger brothers and sisters, and they also care about me very much. From that point on, I felt like my life was on track.
Later, my career improved, I picked up Sister Meng, Han Lu and Xiaoxiao, and met Li Yutong again. β
When he said this, he chuckled and said, "Later, later, you appeared." β
I pursed my lips and put my hand on the back of his hand that was helping my waist.
"Sunshine, I'm sorry......" Before he could finish speaking, I felt the man behind me shake a little.
I turned around and saw a face with slightly closed eyelids, his eyebrows furrowed, his expression a little pained.
I helped him to the bed and tried to let him lie down to rest, but he pulled me into his arms and made me sit on his lap.
"Don't make a fuss, I'll look at your injuries. As I spoke, I gently lifted the hem of his sweatshirt.
"Hehe, if you want to see me, just say it, don't make excuses. His eyes were closed, his lips were flirtatious, and he seemed happy.
I ignored him, but as soon as my hand touched his skin, I felt a little sticky.
My heart was shocked, did it bleed?
Chu Qingchuan was breathing heavily at this time, and it seemed that his consciousness was no longer so clear.
"I really couldn't think of a better way, and no matter what I did, it would hurt you. Actually, I wanted to see you before leaving, but you refused. You were the first woman to make me lose my mind, and when I saw you at the airport, I even thought it was a delusion. To be able to see you so beautiful before leaving, it is God's favor for me. At this time, he spoke very slowly, as if he was reminiscing, and like muttering to himself.
In this case, when you are sober, I am afraid that there is no particularly suitable occasion to say it.
I suppressed the sourness in my heart, pulled up his clothes, and saw that some of the previous whiplashes were torn again.
It turns out that I was so ruthless......
At this time, I reacted that the recurrence of the old problem in my waist should have been grabbed by me when I was racing, and he bullied me and injured me in the lover's dam just now.
I looked at the man who seemed to be asleep and sighed helplessly.
Is this man mature or naΓ―ve?
I put him down on the bed, and this time he was very cooperative and obediently lay down.
Just when I was covering him with the quilt, he suddenly said, "I'll accompany you to Yancheng tomorrow." β
I looked up at him, and he was still breathing evenly, his eyes still closed.
Yancheng is the city where my mother is located that Yao Jun told me.
Before I could recover from my stunned moments, he said, "Bright Sun, your father is a hero. After so many years, he has suffered too much misunderstanding, and I will definitely correct his name. β
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