379. I won't see you again

Xiaomei took Pei Yuansheng and his party to the guest room, although the room was simple, with only a bed and a stool, it was still clean.

"Pei Yuansheng, you can rest for a while, I'll go to the car and get the blanket. Tang Xiao looked at the quilt on the bed, it looked thick and heavy, and the pattern on the quilt cover was the style of the ** tenth century, which could never be seen outside, although Pei Yuansheng didn't say anything, but with the character of this eldest young master, how could he lie on it and sleep peacefully.

"Xiaoxiao, don't go, where am I so delicate. Pei Yuansheng said, "It's good to sit down and rest for a while, don't you have to continue to hurry when you have something to eat later." ”

Jin Xiaoyi looked at Pei Yuansheng's eyes that had been staying on Tang Xiao, and roughly guessed that Pei Yuansheng didn't want Tang Xiao to leave his sight, so he took the initiative to say: "Xiaoxiao, you stay, I'll go to the car to get it, after all, you are a doctor, if there is anything uncomfortable with Mr. Pei, you can also help Mr. Pei take a look, I am also an idler if I stay here." ”

After speaking, without waiting for Tang Xiao to refuse, he immediately smiled and turned around and walked out, and dragged away the driver Xiao Zhang, who was stunned on the side.

Although Xiaomei is young, she also knows the truth that she can't disturb the big boss's rest, and this fairy-like person has been pale and scary to look at along the way. It just so happens that my sister-in-law needs time to cook, and it is definitely much better to be able to lie down and rest than to sleep in the car.

Compared with the driver Xiao Zhang, Xiao Mei Ke is much more clever, and as soon as Jin Xiaoyi finished speaking, she immediately went out with a smile.

There were only two people left in the room, Tang Xiao and Pei Yuansheng, Pei Yuansheng lay on the bed casually, pillowed his head behind his head, squinted and looked at Tang Xiao lazily and said, "If you are old in the future, it is good to find a small mountain village like this to live in." ”

Tang Xiao sat on the only stool in the room, shook his head and said disapprehantly: "I don't think so, with your lazy character, if you don't bring a few housekeepers over, you will definitely starve to death, and besides, how can you live in such a closed mountain village with your body......?" Thinking of what would happen in case, Tang Xiao couldn't go on, any situation she imagined could happen now, she really couldn't imagine how she would explain to Uncle Yan if something really happened to Pei Yuansheng at this juncture.

The only thing worth consoling is that the situation in the mountains is much better than they imagined, and there are no dangers such as mudslides, earthquakes, landslides, etc., Xiaomei's sister-in-law even met Lu Chenxi and their crew a few days ago, maybe, at best, Lu Chenxi and their crew are now filming in other villages? Perhaps, Ji Xiaoru has found Lu Chenxi and successfully rendezvous with him.

This calmed Tang Xiao's originally nervous heart a little, she thought, since the next journey is not dangerous, it is better to let Pei Yuansheng stay at Xiaomei's sister-in-law's house to rest for one night after eating, Xiaoyi also stayed together to take care of Pei Yuansheng, and she and Xiaomei Xiaozhang continued to look for Ji Xiaoru and Lu Chenxi together.

If you're lucky, you might be able to run into them before dark?

In that case, in the evening or tomorrow, everyone will be able to meet.

At least tomorrow, we must let Pei Yuansheng go back. It's too risky for his body here.

Tang Xiao sat on the stool and pondered, having already made up his mind in his mind.

And when she was deep in thought, Pei Yuansheng kept squinting at her. When Tang Xiao came back to his senses, Pei Yuansheng immediately turned his gaze away.

He didn't investigate what was behind Tang Xiao's "what if", and what was there to investigate, it was nothing more than that, but he was sick again. Pei Yuansheng felt more and more that he was really like a burden by Tang Xiao's side. He sighed secretly in his heart, thinking to himself, he was always unwilling to never have the chance to see her again, always wanted to take advantage of every opportunity to appear by her side, with such ulterior motives, pretending to be a helper who hypocritically took advantage of her sympathy and forcibly entered her life, but in fact he was causing trouble for her again and again, making her worry that she was upset about his condition, such a he, is it true...... It's very selfish.

You can't approach Xiaoxiao like this willfully anymore. Pei Yuansheng thought in his heart, this is the last time.

Smile, let me stay with you one last time.

He believed that his good brother Cheng Lie would take good care of Tang Xiao and didn't need to worry about him as an outsider at all.

Who was he to worry about her? whether as a friend or as a brother, he should no longer be so covetous of her gentleness and kindness.

So, he turned his face slightly and looked out the window.

On the big jujube tree outside the window, a few small birds were chirping and jumping around on the branches, and from time to time ripe jujubes fell from the branches, Pei Yuansheng didn't pick up what Tang Xiao had just said halfway, but hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled.

He was like a naughty little boy, and there was even a little bit of show-off in his voice: "Xiaoxiao, do you believe it? When I was a child, I took a few children to climb a tree and pick dates. ”

Tang Xiao imagined little Pei Yuansheng climbing up the tree with a vigorous posture, like a little monkey, and the corners of his mouth also raised: "Really, then you are really amazing, when I saw such a tall tree when I was a child, I didn't dare to climb it myself, even if I coveted the fruit on the tree, I only had dry eyes." ”

"It turns out that you were so timid when you were a child, but you really don't look like the bold and fierce Dr. Tang now. Pei Yuansheng said regretfully, "It's a pity." ”

"What a pity? Tang smiled puzzled.

When she was a child, she was indeed an obedient and timid child, because her mother always protected her too well, what she wanted to eat, what she wanted, she didn't need to open her mouth at all, and with a look, her mother understood her requirements.

Her mother always tried her best to satisfy her, and if she wanted to eat dates, she would buy them for her and wash them clean. In fact, Tang Xiao eats the dates that his mother washed, and he still covets the dates on the tree, and he even feels in his heart that the dates on the tree will be sweeter than the ones his mother bought.

Later, when she was a little older, Tang Xiao understood that she was not greedy for those dates, but for those who dared to climb the tree to pick dates.

"It's a pity that you didn't know me when you were young," Pei Yuansheng said with a smile, "otherwise I would have taken you to climb a tree." ”

Although he knew that this was impossible, Tang Xiao's heart still grew some happy emotions, as if the young girl who could only stand under the tree stupidly and watch others climb the tree to pick fruits, there was really a heroic teenager who appeared, led her to climb the tree with her and sat on the treetop.

"Thank you. Tang smiled and asked with some curiosity: "Pei Yuansheng, did you have no physical problems when you were a child?"

Pei Yuansheng's eyes were full of nostalgia: "Yes, when I was very young, I didn't start to get sick, my health was very good, and I didn't even like to get sick than ordinary children, and I ran around every day, and then I thought that it was probably to make up for the fact that I couldn't run around like that for many years after that, so God made me make a lot of noise all day long like a little monkey in the first few years of my life." ”

There was a hint of pride in his tone, "At that time, the housekeeper was annoying to me, and he also complained to my mother, saying that he suspected that I had ADHD and hoped that my mother could take me to the hospital for a look." My mom knew that I would definitely be in bad health in the future, and that the direct inheritance of heart disease in our family was inevitable from a medical point of view, so she just laughed and said that if I did have ADHD, then she would be happy. Later, the housekeeper who didn't like me so much quit his job and left. ”

Tang Xiao didn't know how to comfort Pei Yuansheng, a child who liked to run around since he was a child, and later couldn't do any strenuous exercise because of illness, just like a child who saw the colorful world and suddenly lost his sight, that kind of pain is unimaginable to ordinary people.

"Xiaoxiao, you don't have to comfort me, I've gotten used to it for so many years. Pei Yuansheng still saw her thoughts at a glance, and comforted her in turn, "Moreover, there are gains and losses, if I hadn't made a mistake in front of your eyes, I probably wouldn't have become so familiar with you So, in general, this is a good thing." ”

"What a good thing, if you were healthy, I'd rather never know you. Tang Xiao said without thinking about it.

If an excellent person like Pei Yuansheng hadn't been sick, how complete would he have life? He could travel all over the world, and he could experience all kinds of extreme sports, bungee jumping, surfing, diving...... He was able to do all of this one by one.

And now Pei Yuansheng, even going out of the far door is worrying. His body can't tolerate a little illness at all, ordinary people can just take some medicine for a cold and fever, if he has a cold and fever, it will immediately produce a series of complications, ranging from being unable to get out of bed for half a month, or being life-threatening, which is why Tang Xiao was so worried about him along the way.

"If I were healthy and I never knew you in my life, I think it would be a lifelong regret. Pei Yuansheng's ink-soaked handsome eyes stared at him, with a rare seriousness in his tone, "There are no ifs in the world, I only know that it is my luck to know you." Xiaoxiao, you won't know what you've brought me, and you don't have to. I wish you and Lie Zi to grow old together, and after this time, I don't think we will ever have a chance to meet again. Unless, it was at the wedding of Lu Zi and Ji Xiaoru. ”

Hearing this, Tang Xiao lowered his eyes to hide a trace of sadness in his eyes. Although she knew that the person she loved was Cheng Lie, she always had a feeling of appreciation for Pei Yuansheng. If she could, she really wanted to be friends or brother and sister with him for life, but she knew that reality did not allow her to get too close to Pei Yuansheng.

Cheng Feng's attitude last time has already explained everything, Cheng Feng still can't accept that she went to visit the sick Pei Yuansheng in the middle of the night, let alone other people? If Cheng Mu and Ren Feilin knew, I am afraid it would be another disaster.

Life is always involuntary, and she must admit that it is difficult for a married woman to have friends of the opposite sex. Especially, she is well aware of the situation in which the other party likes her.

In Pei Yuansheng's quiet gaze, Tang Xiao pursed the corners of his lips, and finally raised his head: "Thank you, Pei Yuansheng, I also bless you, I wish you to find someone who loves you and is loved by you soon." Also, about your condition, I thought, can you stop hiding it from the people around you, like your mother, like your brothers and friends...... Pei Yuansheng, you are so lonely, I don't want to watch you go on like this. ”

Pei Yuansheng's pale lips hooked slightly: "It's okay, smile, I'm used to it." You see, even you don't want to watch me get sick, you worry about me because of my illness, and if other people knew, wouldn't they take extra care of me because of it? As a man, no one likes to feel pitied. ”

"But......" Tang Xiao opened his mouth, his delicate eyebrows furrowed tightly, "They should have the right to know your condition, you can't always bear all the pain alone, can you?"

"It's my own illness, can anyone else bear it for me?" Pei Yuansheng smiled and said, and suddenly said to Tang Xiao with a serious face: "Promise me not to let others know about me." Xiaoxiao, maybe you don't know Liezi, I'm just assuming a situation, if he knows that I am already sick and dying, and the only person I have loved in my short life is you, do you guess, will he give up on you in order to fulfill me?"

Hearing this, Tang Xiao's dark pupils suddenly constricted.

She never thought of this possibility, but she had to admit that Pei Yuansheng's assumption was not nonsense.

If...... If this is really the case, will Cheng Lie give up on her?

Even she herself had no answer.

Looking at Tang Xiao, who was stunned for a moment, Pei Yuansheng lowered his long eyelashes and smiled softly: "Fool, you were scared just now, right? I'm afraid that Liezi will really make that choice." ”

Tang Xiao bit his lip and said, "He won't ...... Pei Yuansheng, don't always imagine reality so cruelly. ”

"Your tone isn't confident at all. Like a naughty boy, Pei Yuansheng blinked and said with a smile: "Okay, I won't tease you, of course this situation will not happen, because you have promised me that you will never let Liezi and them know about my illness." Wouldn't it be nice for me to always be a playboy in the eyes of everyone?

"Pei Yuansheng, you really like to joke. Tang Xiao couldn't help glaring at him and said.

Pei Yuansheng looked out the window again: "I just want to remind you not to do stupid things casually." I don't need anyone's sympathy. Just let me live so freely, even if it is death, I have nothing to fear. ”

"I know, I'll keep my promise. Tang Xiao sighed in his heart, looked at Pei Yuansheng a little helplessly and said, "However, you always make me feel at ease." ”

"Then don't think of me again. Pei Yuansheng still looked at the happy birds outside the window, they were stained with wet rain, but they were still chirping, as if the birds did not have any worries. Which is happier than being a bird or being a bird?