Pei Yuansheng remembered that when he was a child, when he could still run and jump, he liked to run alone to the playground near his home to play something called a trampoline.

On the trampoline, he only needs to jump up slightly, and his small body seems to be out of gravity and flies high into the air. At this time, he could not help but stretch out his hand to look at the birds in the blue sky, and the little butterflies flying freely around him in the warm spring, and he wanted to stay in the air for a while and be a companion with them.

He remembered that every time he came back from the playground, he would have the same dream, he dreamed that his body had become very light, very light, as light as a little bird and a little butterfly.

He dreamed that with a slight jump, he jumped onto the branch, and again, and onto the roof.

In his dreams, he was so happy. When he woke up, he was always so disappointed that he couldn't help jumping on the ground to see if he could still fly.

When he grew up, he knew that people are not like birds, and that people can never fly.

When he was a little older, he began to get sick, and amusement equipment like trampolines was no longer something he could touch.

He couldn't even remember the last time he played on the trampoline, the last time he dreamed about flying.

All in all, from the first time he became ill, those childhood joys were forever gone from him.

Since then, he has been firmly labeled as a patient.

If people had a second life, they would really want to be a bird. Pei Yuansheng thought in his heart, exhaled softly, and a helpless smile pulled up at the corner of his pale lips.

It's just that, Tang Xiao, who was sitting behind him, couldn't see anything.

When she heard his heartless and relaxed sentence "Then don't think of me", she didn't know why, but she was slightly annoyed.

Why is what you say, wasn't you the one who wanted to be my friend in the first place?

Tang Xiao has not made many friends seriously since she was a child, and her personality is not extroverted and active enough, so the people who can become her friends in the end are basically cheerful, lively and enthusiastic people like Ji Xiaoru.

Later, Pei Yuansheng, who seemed to be unreliable, but actually cared about her very much, became her friend, and deep down, she regarded him as her friend thoroughly.

But this guy, this guy actually announced it unilaterally like this, so that she wouldn't think of him again in the future?

It's so selfish, it's so hateful!

Tang Xiao thought angrily, the world is so big, who will not be able to live without it? Big deal, in the future, we will really die and never get along!

So she said sullenly, "I won't think of you." Pei Yuansheng, are you really narcissistic enough to think that no matter who women in the world are, they will think about you every day? I admit that I used to think of you occasionally, but that was because as your personal doctor, I would worry about your body, but not in the future. Anyway, you have so many medical staff, as long as you want, you can recruit a group of top international medical teams with a single finger, where do you need me as a rookie doctor? Forget it, after I go back from here, I will not be your personal doctor. ”

"Okay, just do as you say. Pei Yuansheng did not refuse, and his voice seemed very careless.

Tang Xiao was stunned, not knowing what to say next, and Pei Yuansheng obviously had no intention of saying anything.

The two were silent, and at this time, the hidden door was gently knocked twice, and then Jin Xiaoyi's voice came: "Mr. Pei, can I come in?"

"Come in. ”

Jin Xiaoyi walked in with a cashmere blanket, and saw Tang Xiao sitting on the stool silently, although neither of them said anything, but Jin Xiaoyi sensitively felt that something must have happened between these two people.

Jin Xiaoyi put the blanket on the bed and was about to help Pei Yuansheng lay it out, when she heard him say lightly: "I'll come by myself, you guys go out first, okay?"

Originally, except for Pei Yuansheng, a patient in this group, no one else needed to rest, Tang Xiao originally planned to stay and take care of Pei Yuansheng, but now the situation seems to be inexplicably awkward between the two, so she got up, nodded, and walked out with Jin Xiaoyi, who looked puzzled.

"Xiaoxiao, did you quarrel with Mr. Pei?" Jin Xiaoyi couldn't help but ask.

"How could it be ......" Tang Xiao shook her head, she would not quarrel with a heart man like Pei Yuansheng unless she was crazy.

"But...... You guys just got a little weird. Jin Xiaoyi turned her head to look at Tang and said with a smile.

"Is it weird?" Tang Xiao thought for a moment and said, "It's okay, just a little unpleasant topic." ”

The two walked outside the house and happened to meet Xiaomei's sister-in-law who had picked fresh vegetables from the field and Xiaomei who was carrying a chicken.

The chicken was still alive, fluttering vigorously in Xiaomei's hands, and it looked like a dragon and a tiger full of strength, but it looked thinner than an ordinary chicken.

Xiaomei's eyes lit up, and she showed off to Jin Xiaoyi and Tang Xiao: "Miss Tang, Miss Jin, look, this is the pheasant I just caught with my sister-in-law!"

"Pheasant?" Hearing these two words, Tang Xiao and Jin Xiaoyi, the two standard city people, approached curiously.

I saw that although this chicken has a chicken in its name, it looks much better than ordinary chickens, and it looks like a bird with beautiful feathers instead of a chicken.

In particular, its long, brightly colored tail is really beautiful, and the feathers on its body are also bright and moist except for the tail, which makes people wonder.

"As a chicken, how can you look so good?" Jin Xiaoyi said as she bent down to the chicken.

Tang Xiao also half-squatted next to the chicken to look at it, muttering, "This must be a male pheasant." ”

"Why, male? Jin Xiaoyi blinked and said, "Look at its loving appearance, it looks like a pretty little girl." ”

Xiaomei carried the pretty pheasant, grinned and said, "Miss Jin, you misunderstand this, among animals, those who are good-looking and love to show up are generally male!"

"Yes, Xiaomei is right," Tang Xiao's eyes rolled, and his petal-like pink lips were slightly the same, revealing a wise smile: "Male animals are generally loveful and narcissistic, just like some people!"

She deliberately amplified the volume of this sentence, and she didn't believe that someone standing by the window eavesdropping couldn't hear it.

When Xiaomei was excitedly showing off the pheasant she and her sister-in-law had caught just now, Tang Xiao caught a glimpse of Pei Yuansheng silently moving to the window and looking out in the corner of Tang Xiao's eyes.

Hmph, what about a person who said okay to rest?

Kick everyone else out, stand by the window and watch the scenery yourself, do you really think that you are the eldest brother and the young master wherever you are?

Tang Xiao couldn't tell what was going on, and he actually started to fight with Pei Yuansheng.

Jin Xiaoyi didn't know what was going on at first, but when she heard the latter sentence, she looked at Tang Xiao's abnormal surface again, how could she not understand what was going on.

It seems that there was a little contradiction between Pei Yuansheng and Tang Xiao, and Tang Xiao was deliberately teasing Pei Yuansheng.

It's just that between these two people, it is obvious that Pei Yuansheng likes Tang Xiao, no matter what kind of feelings Tang Xiao has for Pei Yuansheng, at least he has always taken good care of him, what happened to make Tang Xiao, who has always been sensible, angry at Pei Yuansheng like a child?

As a person who loves Pei Yuansheng deeply but has never been put to heart by him, Jin Xiaoyi of course hopes that there will be fewer and fewer rivals around her, and in the end, only she can be kept by Pei Yuansheng.

She believed that as long as she stayed by his side for many years to take care of him and do everything she could for him, he would sooner or later be moved by her, and perhaps, one day in the future, he would find her good and like her?

But it was very contradictory, on the one hand, she hoped that Tang Xiao would not appear by Pei Yuansheng's side, and in the last anger, the two parted ways and never saw each other again, on the other hand, she didn't want the dispute between Tang Xiao and Pei Yuansheng to continue.

Because, since she met Pei Yuansheng, only when Tang Xiao was there, Pei Yuansheng would reveal the seven emotions and six desires that a normal person should have.

When Tang Xiao was away, Pei Yuansheng was always more like a robot with a programmed program.

He was always so efficient at work, and it is said that he once locked himself in his office and worked for nearly 30 hours straight, dealing with the problem of an entire project team working overtime for many days. Although after that, he took half a month off before reappearing, everyone knows that Mr. Pei can be said to be a superman at work. Someone even said that Mr. Pei's brain doesn't know what the structure is, and it is more powerful than the most advanced computer. If he repeats the project he has overcome, he will not mistake the decimal point. In his life, he gives outsiders two impressions, one is to live in a simple place, and the other is to change girlfriends very quickly. Therefore, some people say that Pei is always a playboy, and a small number of people insist that Pei is always a clean person.

Jin Xiaoyi has not really entered Pei Yuansheng's private life so far, she is full of curiosity about his residence and his daily life, but she knows very well that it is difficult for her to have such an opportunity, with Tang Xiao, she can barely get closer to him, and when Tang Xiao is there, she can see the real him more clearly, so, from this point of view, she doesn't want Tang Xiao to fade out of Pei Yuansheng's life before she knows more about Pei Yuansheng.

At this moment, Pei Yuansheng, who was standing in the guest room, leaned against the wall next to the window and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Is love and narcissism?...... This smile is still angry.

He smiled and laughed, and suddenly frowned and coughed, but only the first cough escaped his mouth, and then he covered his lips tightly with his long, pale fingers.

He had his back against the wall, his head hanging and coughing, the voice muffled and not reaching the window.

With that cough, his chest continued to rise and fall, and his face became more and more pale.

The ink-soaked eyes were like a fog, obscuring his vision.

His body slid down the wall until he sat limply on the cold ground.

But he had always had a serious cleanliness habit, but he was unable to support his heavy body, he hung his head, covered his lips with all his might, and his thin and long body shook from coughing and sluggish breathing.

After a long time, he closed his eyes, gently leaned against the wall behind him, and slowly slid his slender five fingers together into a fist, slowly sliding to the ground.

The thick and slender eyelashes hung quietly like crow's wings, leaving two faint shadows on the pale face.

In the backlit corner, his silhouette is lonely and sad.

He understood that he was completely away from this world after all, away from all the people he loved in this world who loved him.

What's the difference between saying goodbye earlier and saying goodbye later?

He knew a long time ago that no one but himself could bear it all for him.

So, his drive her away was one of the countless right decisions he had made in his life.

He was always so decisive and resolute, although, countless times, those seemingly right decisions made his heart ache.

No one is more lonely than him, and no one is more reluctant to let the few people around him leave him one by one.

Only, how could he be selfish, let them stay with him, watching him grow weaker and weaker?

He had experienced the taste of despair, so he no longer wanted his loved ones to suffer the same as him.

Laughing, after this time, we really don't want to see each other again. Someday, you'll forget about me as a selfish and nasty guy. Someday, memories of me will fade from your mind in the slightest.

You are so beautiful, you deserve the best and best in the world, and with Liezi taking care of you, I can leave you with peace of mind.

As if thinking of something happy and gratifying, the man leaning against the wall with his eyes closed pulled the corners of his lips slightly.

A gust of wind quietly stirred the curtains, and the hand that fell on the ground slowly loosened, and in the pale palm, there was a bright red bloodstain.

And a few people not far from the window, who knew nothing about everything in this corner, still gathered around the unusually beautiful pheasant, discussing with great interest.

Xiao Zhang, a new driver who joined in, wondered: "It's really strange, I remember that although pheasants can't fly, they run very fast, and ordinary people can't catch them." Xiaomei, you and your sister-in-law are just holding it with your bare hands? Or did you use a slingshot air gun or something? ”

Xiaomei lifted up the pheasant that was constantly fluttering in her hand, and proudly announced to Xiao Zhang: "We people from the mountains, where did we get the air guns? Brother Zhang, don't believe it, this pheasant, it's really me and my sister-in-law who surrounded and blocked each other, and caught it empty-handed!"