Chapter 78: The Trust You Let Me Giving, May I Ask You for a Little?
I finally had a weekend where I didn't have to work overtime.
On Sunday afternoon, I drew a peach blossom makeup pretending to be a little fresh, wearing a white dress with a few embroidery patterns, looking at myself in the mirror and feeling refreshed.
Chu Qingchuan was waiting for me outside the community, and I saw that he was staring at me in a daze and walked to his car.
"Is it beautiful?" I asked him with squinted eyes in the hot sun.
"My little fairy, but you came to the world for me?" I was supposed to tease him, but as soon as he spoke, I blushed.
From the early spring when I first met him to the hot summer now, my life and even my life have undergone earth-shaking changes, and he has contributed to this.
We had a good chat all the way, and he could tell at a glance that I was making progress in my work. But I didn't elaborate on it, and he didn't ask much.
He was only responsible for sending me to the date with Han Lu, saying that he wouldn't accompany the two of us when we went shopping, and would come over for dinner.
We drove him away, and I took Han Lu for a round of snacks, and finally the two of them sat on a bench on the pedestrian street with a small octopus ball, durian pancake, and fruit yogurt and chatted while eating.
At the beginning of the day, the lights are on, the flow of people is bustling, the small shops on the street are lit up with neon, and the lively night falls.
I ate happily and sat there kicking my legs leisurely.
"Jiaoyang, do you know? I like to eat durian very much, and every time I eat it, Qingchuan dislikes me, but he still buys it for me. Haha, the first time he ate durian was I secretly stuffed it into his mouth, and he said I didn't feed him shi. When Han Lu said this, she leaned back and laughed.
I thought it was funny too.
Later, she told me the interesting story of them going to Disneyland with Xiaoxiao, about their family going to Hawaii for a vacation, and about Chu Qingchuan's meticulous concern for Xiaoxiao......
I listened patiently, sometimes echoing a few sentences, smiling all the time, pretending not to know that she was Xiaoxiao's biological mother.
After eating the food in her hand, she turned to me and asked, "Don't you mind that Harukawa has a daughter?"
"With our current relationship, we don't need to think about the long term. "I say this firstly to respect the facts, and secondly, I don't want Han Lu to think too much.
But Han Lu's face immediately turned cold: "Jiaoyang, Qingchuan is a very good man, he had a fiancΓ©e before you, you know?"
I nodded and waited for her to continue.
She looked at me with a colder and colder gaze: "You killed their children. β
My heart tightened instantly: "That's not Qingchuan's child." β
"It was Yutong who told me personally, how could she be lying to me when she cried so sadly? This kind of pain can only be felt by a person who has been a mother. I heard Yu Tong say, you have infertility, are you jealous of her, right? Yu Tong is such a good girl, appearance, family background, talent which point is not better than you? But Qingchuan actually gave up for you, where are you compared to Yu Tong? Your coquettish appearance in front of Qingchuan makes me sick, what does he like about you besides your body?"
Her voice was not small, attracting sideways glances from passers-by who pointed and poked at me.
Considering her mental state, I didn't dare to rush against it.
Is it Li Yutong again? Does she know that Han Lu is coming? I think she must have pretended to be very generous and decent in front of Chu Qingchuan's family, so she was so highly praised by them. Didn't Lin Fei say that Sister Meng likes her very much?
I tried my best to restrain my emotions and whispered: "Han Lu, listen to me, there are many misunderstandings here, Qingchuan may not have explained it to you, you can ask him." My stay with him is a decision between the two of us as adults, please understand. β
However, this is meaningless, Han Lu does not listen to me at all.
"Are you taking advantage of him?" she asked me.
I was puzzled, so I had to say: "Han Lu, even if you are Qingchuan's family and his own sister, it is not your turn to take care of our feelings." β
"Hehe, you don't know yet, I have no blood relationship with him at all, but we are closer than brother and sister, and Xiaoxiao is my biological daughter. "Han Lu's words make me sick. Was she deliberately misleading me about something?
I didn't bother to record or dial Chu Qingchuan's phone number for him to listen to at that time, because I was really shocked by Han Lu.
"So what?" I looked at the crazy woman coldly.
"You don't deserve him. Han Lu stared at me closely, his eyes were crazy, and he gritted his teeth at me.
"You think Li Yutong is worthy of him, and all the conditions are above you, so you have low self-esteem. However, when you heard that I had been divorced, you suddenly realized that Chu Qingchuan didn't care about this, maybe you understood my family background, my background, and felt that you were even above me, so you regretted it?
Is it that if I hadn't appeared, whether he and Li Yutong were engaged or married, you would have silently blessed them? Because you have low self-esteem, you think you can't compete with Li Yutong, but with me, you have found self-confidence. "I no longer hold back, but my tone is still calm, after all, I can't pull my face down after scolding and making noise on the street.
She didn't say a word, and I turned around and wanted to leave.
"Cheng Jiaoyang, why are you slandering me so much?" her tears rolled in her eyes.
I don't know if she was really wronged or because she was poked in the sore spot by me.
But he still decided to understand it with affection and reason, ignoring what she meant by "slander": "Because I once stood in your position and watched my beloved man show affection to others." But I don't have a vicious heart like you, and I won't think about breaking them up just because the other party is not as good as me. β
"Jiaoyang, why do you think of me so much? My feelings for Qingchuan are from the bottom of my heart, and I love my relatives the same, how can you have such a dirty idea? Xiaoxiao is innocent, even if you know that she is my daughter, you can't hate me because Qingchuan has always taken care of her for me? If it weren't for illness, how could I give up my own flesh and blood?
The sun, I really haven't coveted Qingchuan, I have someone I love deeply, and I can't forget Cheng Xun in my life. β
She cried so much that she pitifully made the passers-by on the side of the road look at me with resentment.
I was so confused, I couldn't understand the meaning of her words at all, and the momentum she had just now was completely different from whether the two of them existed? It's like a series of dramas, not on the same channel at all.
Seems like I'm really being vexatious?
I thought she was sick and her mind was not clear. It soon became clear to me that she knew better than I did.
Just when I had absolutely no idea what was going on, my phone rang.
Chu Qingchuan asked where we were now, and he came to pick us up, saying that he wanted to take me to taste the French restaurant he thought was delicious, and I wanted to take me there when I missed the appointment.
It's a private restaurant, so it's hard to book.
I glanced at Han Lu and told him the address.
After hanging up the phone, Han Lu actually took the initiative to come over and hold me and apologize to me.
She said that she was a little depressed because of the death of her ex-husband, and sometimes she couldn't control her emotions, so she told me not to take it to heart, and repeatedly said sorry.
How do I deal with a mentally ill person, or be reasonable?
But why do I always think that she is pretending, whether she is sick now, whether she is okay or not, except for herself, I am afraid that even the doctor does not know.
When Lin Fei asked me to see claustrophobia, he said that only when the patient completely unloads his heart defense in front of the doctor and cooperates with the examination and treatment, the doctor can make a correct judgment.
I really suspect that Han Lu is using her illness as an excuse to wantonly squeeze Chu Qingchuan's sympathy or affection for her.
But how can I say this kind of thing to Chu Qingchuan? What will he think of me and what will he think of me?
One is the wife of a comrade-in-arms, who has been with him for many years and has the same family affection, and the other is a childhood partner who doesn't remember things, and he only gets along for a few months, but he still gets along because of X, and he has never even said "love" to him, and the relationship is touching.
I listened to Han Lu unhappily and began to recall her past with Chu Qingchuan again, the more she talked, the happier she became, and the grievances just now were gone.
It made me feel like the sick person was me, not her.
If a normal person did this to me, I would definitely shake off her hand and scold her for being two-faced.
But now I could only gently push her away and pull my arm out of her arms, and although the movements were gentle, I could also see that I was detached from her.
And this scene was seen by Chu Qingchuan who drove over.
I saw a flash of doubt in his eyes, and I had to smile awkwardly.
Han Lu jumped to the side of the car, opened the passenger seat and sat in.
I sat in the back row indifferently, lowered my head to arrange the hem of my skirt, and didn't see Chu Qingchuan's apologetic look when he looked back at me.
"Qingchuan, I was chatting with Jiaoyang about our previous interesting things just now, Jiaoyang is very happy, right, Jiaoyang?" Han Lu was the happiest.
"Well, yes. I said perfunctorily.
"Are you tired?" Chu Qingchuan asked me.
"Not tired. I looked up and gave him a smile and pretended to be nothing: "I'm hungry, let's go." β
Along the way, Han Lu kept talking, and I wondered how she was in such a good mood.
She has also been praising me with Chu Qingchuan, cute, lively, easy to get along with, virtuous and generous...... I didn't know I had so many advantages.
Chu Qingchuan is such a cheeky person, he can't stand it anymore.
"Qingchuan, find a chance to take Jiaoyang back to meet Sister Meng and Xiaoxiao, they will like her. I will say good things for Jiaoyang, and Sister Meng will definitely think that Jiaoyang is better than Yutong. β
After Han Lu finished speaking, he seemed to realize that he had said too much, and hurriedly added "I'm sorry".
At this time, the car stopped, and I hurriedly got out of the car, hoping that time would pass quickly, finish this meal as soon as possible, and never stay with Han Lu for a minute or a second.
After ordering, I went to the bathroom, and when I came back, the appetizers had already arrived, but I felt that something was wrong.
Chu Qingchuan's gaze at me was no longer as affectionate as before, and even with a hint of rejection and ...... Detest?
I didn't shy away from meeting it, saying I wasn't afraid of anything.
Han Lu's timid voice sounded: "Jiaoyang, Qingchuan said that this house is delicious, let's try it." β
"Han Lu, is it necessary for you to be so good to her?" Chu Qingchuan's voice was very cold and ruthless.
I was looking down to pick up my knife and fork, so I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and quietly clenched the cutlery in my hand.
After that, he looked up at the man opposite, gritted his teeth and waited for his next step.
Vaguely, I guessed something.
Chu Qingchuan, you asked me to give you the trust, can I ask you a little?
I confess that my heart trembled so badly that I rested my wrists on the edge of the table lest they betray me and make others think that I was weak or afraid. Hehe.
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