After eating, I went to wash the dishes and clean up.

Yuan Zhi leaned against the kitchen door and looked at me.

I said, "Go and sit on the couch, you're not well." ”

He said, "It's okay, I want to see you." ”

I snorted, "Nerves." ”

But the heart is sweet.

Suddenly, he gently hugged me from behind, rested his head on my shoulder, and said in a good way, "Well, it's still okay to wash the dishes." ”

I glanced at him with a smile and said, "you." ”

He laughed out loud, and I said, "You go out first, and I'll be fine right away." ”

He said, "Wash yours and let me hold it for a while." ”

"I can't wash it like this. I laughed and pushed him out.

He sat on the couch and waited for me. After a while, I washed out, he stood up and hugged me head-on, kissed me lightly on the forehead, and then looked at me affectionately, looking at me, as if seeing the old age, my face was red and hot, but my body couldn't help but weaken.

He gently lifted my chin, his eyes were hot, and he roamed my eyes and lips, and then gently rubbed my lips with his fingertips, and whispered, "Li Ji, I want to kiss you a little." ”

I felt the heat on my face really rise to my head, and my head became a mess, and I didn't know how to react at all.

He held my face in both hands, slowly stepped forward, lightly imprinted a kiss on my lips, and left.

I looked at him stupidly, and the smell of him on my lips made me dizzy, and he smiled loosely and said, "You're so stupid." ”

I shyly hid my head in his chest, his ribcage vibrating, and I gently pounded his chest with my fist, and he burst out laughing.

"Hmph. "I sat on the couch pretending to be angry, but my heart was beating faster, and I couldn't suppress it.

He smiled slowly, then leaned over, hugged me and said, "Silly girl." ”

"Yuan Zhi, you are at ease with me. I calmed my heart and whispered.

Yuan Zhi didn't speak for a long time, and then said lightly: "What if one day, I leave, what will you do?" Li Ji, it's best for people to love themselves. ”

I raised my head and looked at Yuan Zhi's face, his expression was serious and serious, secretly hiding a trace of pain,

I grabbed his hand tightly, looked at him seriously and said, "Yuan Zhi, I have been alone before, and this year has been the happiest and happiest time in my life. ”

He sighed and said, "Li Ji, don't rely on anyone. ”

The more he said that, the more uneasy I felt. I slowly let go of the hand holding him, lowered my head and said, "What the hell are you trying to say?"

Yuan Zhi closed his eyes in pain. I lowered my head and clutched the couch cushion tightly, and my heart suddenly emptied.

Yuan Zhi raised my head, looked into my eyes, and said, "I'm very tired today, can I not talk about this?"

Looking at him, I felt a little unbearable in my heart, his body was not yet well, I suppressed all my doubts and uneasiness in my heart, and whispered okay.

However, when doubts arise, there will inevitably be psychological resistance, and in the next hour, Yuan Zhi's distraction and my doubts and uneasiness slowly condensed.

Neither of us spoke, and we both sat quietly on the couch.

At nearly half past eleven, Yuan Zhi suddenly said quietly: "Li Ji, I seem to have really done something wrong. ”

I really wanted to ask him what I thought was wrong, but I couldn't speak, I was afraid, and he said Li Ji, I shouldn't have come to provoke you.

I didn't hear anything, and said urgently: "Yuan Zhi, it's late, you go back first." You're not feeling well, get some rest. ”

Yuan Zhi looked at me silently, but he didn't say anything, he stood up and walked to the gate.

The door opened, but I didn't hear any movement for a long time, and I didn't dare to look back, for fear that tears would fall, and that I would not be able to control myself to stop him.

Xu is paused for a long time, and Yuan Zhi said, "Li Ji, I'm leaving." You're going to be good. With that, he gently closed the door and left.

I immediately got up and ran to the gate, but I didn't have the courage to open the door and catch up with him.

I crouched in place, crying.

After Yuan Zhi left, he never contacted me. I cried and fell asleep for two days.

People, once they taste the sweetness, the bitterness becomes even more bitter, and they can never go back.

On the evening of the third day of the first lunar month, Zhou Sheng came to me.

As soon as he opened the door, Zhou Sheng looked at me and said, "Oh my God, how did you make yourself like this? What's wrong with you?"

His eyes were red and swollen, his hair was disheveled, and his lips were bloodless. My brain has been running at high speed for the past two days, and even when I am asleep, my brain has not stopped. I have always thought that in life, whether you are born alone or die alone, no one can become anyone's salvation, no matter who is in your life, you will become a passerby.

At this time, I had basically calmed down, but I was a little in a trance because I hadn't eaten for two days.

Zhou Sheng pulled me to sit down on the sofa, helped me fix my hair, and then asked me softly, "What's wrong with you?"

I shook my head and asked lightly, "Zhou Sheng, will you also be a guest in my life?"

Zhou Sheng gently knocked on my head and said, "Are you stupid?"

I widened the curvature of my mouth without smiling, pulled her hand and said, "Zhou Sheng, I'm so hungry, let's order takeout." ”

She pulled me up, pushed me into the bathroom, and said, "Wash your hair, take a bath, sister, take you out to eat." ”