Zhou Sheng took me to eat Hunan food, I don't know if it was because I was too hungry, or because I was empty, I ate a lot, and no matter how much I ate, I didn't seem to be full.

Zhou Sheng saw that I was eating too much, so he stopped me.

After the meal, she said she would take me to digest my appetite and dragged me for a run on the soccer field of a nearby university.

On the 800-meter track, I ran five laps.

Tired and paralyzed on the ground, but I felt that all the bad emotions were volatilized with sweat.

Since then, I have fallen in love with running.

On the way back when Zhou Sheng sent me back, my father called me and said that the old house in the family was demolished, and the demolition cost was about 700,000 yuan. He discussed with my mother, and the house was originally intended to be left to me, so all the demolition money was given to me. I said no, and my father said, "You must take this money, since you were a child, your mother and I owe you a lot." I didn't respond lightly, and my father sighed on the other end of the phone, and said, "Xiao Ji, your mother and I are both old, so I'll come back when I have time." The money has been directly transferred to your account when you were in college, you can take it well, it is all my and your mother's heart for you, you take good care of yourself. I said, "Okay, thank you." The other end of the phone was quiet for a while, and then my father said: "Xiao Ji, don't blame us, we really had no choice at that time, you are now grown up, you have to understand us." His tone was very heavy and helpless, my father has always been more restrained, he rarely said these things to me, these words caused a ripple in my heart, but did not make a big wave. I replied softly, "I see, Dad, you pay attention to your body." My dad sighed again, which made my heart tingle a little, and he said, "Rest early, call back more." I said yes and ended the call.

Zhou Sheng looked at me and asked, "What did your dad say?"

I told her, and Zhou Sheng said, "Actually, your parents still remember you." ”

I didn't speak, Zhou Sheng looked at me and didn't say anything more.

Looking at the flow of people outside the car, their perception of what they owe me is deep-rooted, how can it be easily loosened?

Zhou Sheng suddenly proposed: "Li Ji, you have so much money now, go buy a suite." ”

I've always wanted to have a house of my own, and I always feel that having a house is a home of my own, and I can find the sense of belonging that I have always longed for, but I don't want to touch this money.

I calculated in my heart, I worked for almost two years, and the total total savings were nearly 200,000, and the house price near the company was about 20,000 yuan, and the down payment of 70 square meters was more than 400,000 yuan, and the money was still not enough.

Zhou Sheng encouraged me to go and see it first, and then I would talk about whether I bought it or not. For two days in a row, Zhou Sheng contacted a friend of his intermediary company and took me to see a few houses, either the price was too expensive or the house type was not very satisfied, but the idea of buying a house became stronger and stronger.

These days have been busy, and Yuan Zhi is also swaying back and forth in my head, and I try my best to avoid delving into it. Every night, when I get home, I run 6 kilometers around my home, then come back to watch a movie and go to bed. There were several times when I wanted to text and call, but I tried my best to hold back. I think I haven't lost my mind at this time, and my self-esteem and pride are still on the top.

But what I didn't expect was that my self-righteous restraint would one day backfire, leaving me deep and unable to extricate myself, just like a patient who is about to die, returning to the light before dying.

On the day of the Lantern Festival, I started running at about half past eight as usual, and when I came back to finish stretching and take a shower, it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening. I didn't feel sleepy, and I didn't want to watch a movie, so I stood at the window and watched the lights of thousands of homes.

Glancing downstairs at will, it seemed to be Yuan Zhi's car illuminated by the street lamp. I immediately stood up straight and stared at the car, the windows were closed, I couldn't see if there was anyone inside, maybe he was coming upstairs to find me, holding this thought, my heart slowly rose a sense of excitement and a slight nervousness. However, I waited for a long time and did not wait for anyone to come up.

After a while, the car door opened, Yuan Zhi got out of the car, felt something out of his pocket, and then a slight fire appeared, and he smoked again.

He looked up at my window, and I quickly dodged the curtain, but remembering that the lights had long been turned off, and he couldn't see me, I boldly stood upstairs and observed him.

Later, for several days, he would appear downstairs at about 11 p.m., and I would turn off all the lights in my room at about 10:30 p.m. every night and wait for him at the window. Sometimes he gets out of the car, sometimes he stays in the car.

If I had doubts about his feelings for me before, now I am sure that he must love me, of course, this is just my own assumption at this time. Every time he comes, he makes my heart rejoice, and he reassures me.

I never went downstairs, I just watched him upstairs. At the same time, I was waiting for him in my heart, waiting for him to come to me, but every time he stayed downstairs for an hour and then left, I didn't know why, I contacted him, thinking that he might have his own troubles, and kept telling myself: "It's okay, as long as he has me in his heart." ”

Suddenly one day, he didn't come, I waited at the window until 12 o'clock, and he still didn't show up.

My heart is lost, and I can't sleep.

At about one o'clock in the middle of the night, the mobile phone vibrate, and I crawled neatly to the head of the bed to get the mobile phone, I had a hunch that it would be Yuan Zhi, sure enough.

He was drunk and spoke with a big tongue, and when I asked him where he was, he said he was at home, and I was relieved.

He asked me, "Li Ji, would you be happy if I appeared at your door now?"

I felt my heart beat out, and I whispered, "I'm glad you're here." ”

Yuan Zhi smiled and said, "I'm very happy to hear you say that." ”

I didn't know how to respond to him, and he said again: "Li Ji, I said I love you, I still love you." ”

What he said, I have thought about it thousands of times in my heart, he must love me, but when it really comes out of his mouth and listens to my heart, it still gives me a great impact on my heart, the bitterness in my heart is half sweet and half sweet, the bitter thing is why he loves me so much, and the sweet thing is that he loves me after all.

I was silent, but I remembered his snoring.

I hung up the phone, full of thoughts.

In the dream, Yuan Zhi said to me: "Li Ji, I will never hurt you." ”

As the old saying goes, dreams are reversed, and this was later verified.