I can't put it down, it's just not painful enough.

When is the ultimate pain?

It is the moment when the will dies.

On the second day, the sun rose and came back to life, and any pain and suffering were put aside.

What I remember in my head is what I want most.

Life is about exchanging what you can give for what you want.

There is any resentment and hatred, but it is all self-inflicted.

Yuan Zhi, how can I hate you.

Climb up, open the curtains, and it's another sunny day.

Stretch out your hands, close your eyes, and let yourself soak up the sun for a new start to your day.

Packed up and rushed to work.

Since I graduated, I have been in Like, and all of them are nodding friends, and I don't have any friends.

Zhou Sheng said that my world is really too small, there are only three of them.

She said I should try to reach out to other people.

I also want to try to change the way of life, will I be able to completely get rid of Yuan Zhi's curse.

When I came to the office, I tried to put a big smile on my face and say, "Good morning." ”

She froze, probably a little unaccustomed, and smiled awkwardly at me and nodded.

It's a bit too deliberate, so let's just give up.

Today is another busy day, Ali will let me do everything, including things that are not at hand, and will not let me be idle for a moment.

When I stopped, I collapsed directly in my chair, not wanting to move, but I felt a strange sense of satisfaction in my heart, as if I had done something big.

Ali had a party at night, so I asked me to go back first, so I took Zhou Sheng and me to make up a mobile phone card.

After I went back, I just put the mobile phone card back, and the phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number from out of town.

As soon as I picked it up, a string of words burst out of the other side, which was in the dialect of my hometown: "Where have you been, where is your mobile phone? I've been looking for you for two days, and I haven't been able to get through." ”

The voice on the other end of the line was familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was.

Just as he was about to ask who he was, he spoke again, but his voice was much lower: "Li Ji, Dad is sick." ”

I was silent for a moment and asked, "What's the disease?"

He was my half-brother and never liked me and never called me.

"Terminal lung cancer, he wants to see you, come back. His voice slowly choked, and then he cried directly and said, "Come back quickly, hurry up and ......"

My hand slowly drooped, and the phone fell directly to the ground, and with a bang, I woke up instantly.

I shouted to Zhou Sheng: "Zhou Sheng, Zhou Sheng, come quickly." ”

Zhou Sheng asked me what was wrong, I took her hand and said in disbelief: "He said that my dad has advanced lung cancer, and he told me to go home quickly....."

"Zhou Sheng, how could it be? He called me last month and asked me to go home for the Chinese New Year this year. I looked at Zhou Sheng at a loss, and tears flowed down one by one.

Suddenly I realized that the last time he called me, he felt that something was wrong, he was panting and coughing a lot, but I just clung to the past and refused to pay attention to it.

He asked me to go home for the New Year, and I said I'll see it then.

He sighed deeply, and this sigh went straight to my heart, which made me a little unbearable, but I chose to ignore it, and he finally had to say, "Take care of yourself." ”

No wonder he always asked me to go home for the New Year in the past two years, but I didn't want to go back, I kept blaming them in my heart, and I kept blaming them.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault," I sat down on the ground and muttered to myself.

Zhou Sheng comforted me softly and said, "Don't worry, go back and have a look first." ”

I took out my phone and checked the train ticket home, but there was none. I looked at the ticket to the provincial capital, and it was only tomorrow morning.

Just when I didn't know what to do, my mother called again, her voice was a little trembling, with a little crying, and said, "Xiao Ji, come back quickly, your dad is dying, come back quickly." ”

I was at a loss, so I could only cry and keep shouting: "Mom, Mom......"

My mother was also crying over there, she said, "Li Ji, your dad has been calling you ......"