Chapter 37: The Rebellious Daughter (13)
Night came, and a red moon illuminated the entire lifeless wasteland. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
A figure walks in the wasteland, approaching.
She was covered in a blood-stained sheet, the darkness clouded her vision, and she suddenly stepped on an object. Looking down at the shadow of the moon, it was a human arm and a corpse.
Looking up, a hill of corpses piled up rose from the ground, and with the help of the moonlight, the hideousness on the face of the corpse before death was faintly visible.
She looked flustered and took a step back, experiencing a feeling of suffocation.
A hand stretched out in the darkness gripped her neck, her eyes blurred, unable to breathe, and nearly unconscious.
"Bang!" the gunshot rang out, and the man's face was inexplicably bloodied, and then the pulse was cut, and blood splattered all over her face, obscuring her vision.
The man fell.
She hurriedly stepped back, tripped and sat back.
Suddenly, the man's body burst into flames, and the flames spread. Sparks splashed onto her sheets and burst into flames.
She felt the burning pain, and hurriedly threw the sheet away and ran into the distance.
She ran with all her strength and looked back. The hill of corpses burst into flames, and then spread across the wasteland, burning everything......
Xiao Lan opened her eyes suddenly, sweating profusely, and looked at the window of the plane, it was a dark night outside, and she couldn't see that the clouds and mist were around the plane, and the plane was passing through the clouds.
Sweating profusely, consciousness is confused. Xiao Lan touched the toilet of the plane with his memory, which happened to be empty. On the sink, she turned on the water source, held the cold water that kept flowing out, and threw it on her face, and her face was suddenly covered with water droplets.
This cleared her mind a little, and she could still experience the sensation of nightmares when she closed her eyes.
She wiped the water stains and looked in the mirror to see a face that didn't belong to her. The eyes were bloodshot, bloodshot, the eyeballs were cloudy, and the deep depression could not be suppressed at all, and it burst out in an instant, and the kind of destruction that made people shudder. She habitually raised her smile, but it was even more terrifying, her skin smiled and she didn't smile, and it was extremely weird.
The disguise was no longer useful, so she had to regain her calm and indifferent expression, and thought as she walked out of the bathroom.
Nightmare, Xiao Lan had the feeling of a nightmare for the first time.
Rare...... There are many bad things to do.
Xiao Lan thought in her heart, laughing at herself, and she couldn't let go of her murder in her heart.
She is now on a flight back to China, and she has not slept well for a few days, so it is rare for her to have a peaceful time to fall asleep, but it is a nightmare to close her eyes. She was extremely tired physically and mentally, on the verge of collapse, unable to maintain even a basic smile.
After experiencing events one after another, Xiao Lan's psychology has changed.
She had no idea that she had a mental illness.
"Post-traumatic stress disorder", allowing his multiple thoughts to spread, his personality has changed greatly.
She forgot that it was just a mission world, that it was just a mission. There is an inexplicable boredom in my mind about the whole world, and my mind becomes restless. The irritability that wants to destroy the world is the best adjective for Xiao Lan's current psychological state......
Before getting on the plane, Xiao Lan found the Chinese embassy. Through conversation, it was learned that her passport could no longer be used and that she had to be repatriated.
Xiao Lan's age is too young, she has just turned eighteen, and the staff is not at ease, and she also "intimately" notified her parents.
Xiao Lan could foresee that as soon as her plane landed, she would encounter the embarrassing scene of the Bai family.
As soon as she got off the plane, Xiao Lan wanted to go around the standby area, but she was repulsed in her heart, and she didn't want to meet the Bai family.
She really didn't know how to face the Bai family, should she laugh, cry, or be expressionless?
How will the Bai family beat or scold her?
How could the Bai family let Xiao Lan leave again, they had already sent people to squat in various places at the airport, and stopped them as soon as they found someone.
"Miss Egret, please wait here, Mr. and Mrs. Bai are coming. ”
"You've mistaken someone. Xiao Lan said coldly, her tone indicating that she was not happy about being stopped.
Stopped by someone, she tried to bypass the man, but was blocked from leaving by the front.
"Please wait a little longer. The person who stopped him stubbornly said that he didn't let Xiao Lan leave.
Xiao Lan found that she couldn't leave at all, so she found a place to sit down and waited in place, but she was irritable for no reason.
"Egret!"
Xiao Lan was very angry when she saw Bai Mu coming over violently, Xiao Lan was ready to be beaten.
But what greeted her was the embrace of the white mother, she was hugged by the white mother for a grand slam, and Xiao Lan stood there stunned.
Unexpectedly, the white mother didn't blame her daughter for running around, didn't blame her for her casual, dirty clothes, and hugged her regardless of any manners.
In Xiao Lan's eyes, the comparison between her identity as an eldest lady and the life of the Egret rules is already out of line and shocking.
But why, the result was the most unacceptable one for her. Neither beating nor scolding, the guilt of being an egret welled up in his heart.
The white mother was happy, but there was no such thing as crying with excitement. This elegant lady, she never cries, just like she taught Xiao Lan. But the hug made Xiao Lan feel her emotions, complicated, forbearant and irrepressible joy.
Xiao Lan had an indescribable feeling in Bai Mu, and she gently patted Xiao Lan's back, just like coaxing the egret to sleep when she was a child.
Xiao Lan's restlessness that kept tumbling in his heart suddenly quieted down.
She stood there in a daze, her hand didn't know how to react, so she had to release and clench her fist, and then let go again, with mixed emotions in her heart.
She prefers feelings of guilt to irritability.
As long as you can stop the tyrannical emotions in your body and stay by the Bai family's side to gain a sense of security, there is nothing wrong with it.
As long as I can make myself feel at ease, Xiao Lan thought to herself.
She vaguely sensed that something was wrong with her mentality, and returning to the Bai family was the best way to keep her emotions under control at the moment.
"It's back. A sentence interrupted Xiao Lan's thinking. Father Bai saw the two hugging on the side, and it took a long time before he spoke, and his tone was soft.
Xiao Lan's gaze fell on Father Bai, he was still like that, dressed in a low-key and neat manner.
More calm, less strict and strong.
This made Xiao Lan find that they had changed a lot compared to the perception of meeting at the beginning.
For more than half a year, Bai's parents thought a lot and thought a lot.
Looking for their daughter was mentioned in their hearts, and they did not relax for a moment. They supported each other, tried not to be defeated when their daughter disappeared, and kept reflecting on themselves.
How much a white father and white mother are willing to change for their daughter depends on their love for the egret.
While they sent people all over China to find people, they also went out of their way to consult education experts, and they themselves knew that not every pair of parents would be so wise to find mistakes in themselves.
Being a parent requires learning to understand the needs of your daughter and understand the egret, not to control.
Give her everything she wants, guide her from the perspective of her parents, and give her freedom. Only when children have the right to choose can they truly grow up.
People will grow.
Whether it is Xiao Lan, or the white father, the white mother.
They have changed too much, and Xiao Lan didn't know how to react for a while.
Bai Mu didn't realize too much, she was very excited now, seeing her daughter who had been worried about her for a long time, and spit out the words that had been brewing in her heart.
"Mom won't talk about you anymore. ”
"You have to remember that you have grown up and are responsible for your words and actions. ”
The white mother understands that she can't forcibly instill her values into her daughter. But this does not mean that Xiao Lan is allowed to do whatever he wants and does not remember the consequences.
The white father stopped the white mother's words and did not immediately object. But thinking of his own strict requirements for the egret, he still gave Xiao Lan an order: "I won't hold you accountable for what you did before, but there is one thing I absolutely don't allow." ”
"You can do nothing at home and have to go to class. After the college entrance examination, you are free to have any other plans for being admitted to university. ”
Father Bai's requirements for Xiao Lan have been reduced to the minimum, and he really can't bear that his daughter doesn't even have a high Chinese certificate, and she eats at home and waits for death. No matter how rich the Bai family is, they don't want to support idlers, let alone have no interest in their daughter.
Mother Bai listened to the words and let go of Xiao Lan, her expression was hesitant, but she did not refute Father Bai's words, she also hoped that Xiao Lan would go to school, and she did not want Xiao Lan to stay at home. Even Bai's mother is not sitting idle in the Bai family, she also opened a chain of beauty shops by herself and manages them.
Xiao Lan was finally released from Bai Mu's arms, and she considered Bai Father's words.
Now her mood is too unstable, her mind is disorganized, she is not thinking about how to complete the task at all, and the situation of the task is not progressing at all. I don't understand exactly how to do it or how it should be done. The brain can't turn away, like paste, even if it's a lax daze, what comes to mind is a picture full of corpses, and even hallucinations have signs.
After summarizing her previous events, Xiao Lan suddenly realized that there was something wrong with her psychology.
Returning to the Bai family, in this case of Xiao Lan, is the only choice at present. Because even if Xiao Lan didn't agree, the Bai family would drag her back.
Thinking deeply, Xiao Lan made a decision, took a deep breath, and replied weakly: "Okay." "What it means to her to go back to the Bai family and go back to school to face those people is self-evident.
Xiao Lan needs a way, she needs a buffer period to calm her mind before she can continue to think about the task. Return to the daily life of the Egret Rule, bland, everything is under control.
Father Bai was obviously much relieved when he received Xiao Lan's affirmative reply, but he still heard Xiao Lan add: "I can go back, but I have one condition." ”
Father Bai frowned, obviously disliking Xiao Lan's behavior of starting to talk about conditions after agreeing, but he still asked, "You say." ”
Since Father Bai can let Xiao Lan open his mouth to put forward conditions, Xiao Lan's conditions will be agreed to a large extent.
"I'm going to transfer. Xiao Lan replied.