Chapter 14: I Miss You Suddenly
I sat in the restaurant for a while and went back to work.
Back at the office, I knocked on the door and went to Ali's office.
"Come in. Ali's voice was deep.
Ali put his hands in his trouser pockets and stood at the window looking out, as if thinking about something.
Cheng Qinli is a workaholic, and I've never seen him like this.
His back is tall, but between light and shadow, there is an extra taste of loneliness.
It seems that I have never looked closely at Ali, he has always been very tall in my heart, like a big brother who does not smile, but it is reassuring.
I whispered, "Alley....
He didn't look back, he still stood there motionless.
I stood in the doorway and looked at him, and the space slowly created a trace of melancholy.
I don't know how long it took, Ali sighed and whispered: You want to ask why.
I didn't say anything, at first I wanted to ask, but suddenly I saw Ali like this, it turns out that no matter how strong people are, they will have emotions, I thought they were strong enough, strong enough to deal with everything freely. I just want to do what I can to make him less lonely.
"Ali, what's wrong with you?"
He turned slowly and looked at me silently.
After a long time, he said softly: Li Ji, his family is very complicated. Don't say whether he likes you or not, you know how many women are chasing after him, and your personality is not suitable.
I didn't speak, I looked down at the ground.
Ali closed his eyes, took a deep breath, walked over slowly, touched my head, and said: I know, it's useless for me to say anything. Come to me if you have something.
I looked up and looked at Ali, tears streaming down my cheeks.
I choked up and said: Ali....
He helped me wipe away my tears, put his hands on my face and said, "Don't cry."
To be honest, I have rarely cried in front of him since I met Cheng Qinli. He was always very serious and didn't talk much, and although he was very nice to me, I always felt a little distance from him.
However, today's Ali makes me want to cry. I am really fortunate to know him and Zhou Sheng in this life.
That barrier also dissipated invisibly.
I wiped away my tears and said, "Ali, you are so good.
Ali smiled and said, "Go out."
Well.
I turned to go out, and when I closed the door, I saw Ali back at the window.
I paused, but closed the door softly.
When I got back to my apartment from work, I stared blankly at the starry sky on the tea table opposite.
I followed the tutorial on the Internet and made the starry sky into a dried flower, hoping that it would be preserved forever.
The flowers are saved, but what about the person who sent them?
Zhou Sheng's words are still in my ears: I'm sure he's a playboy.
What does he want from me, I'm not outstanding enough, and I'm not in good shape. Maybe he really likes me.
At 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, the phone rang and he answered the phone in a daze.
"Hey. ”
"Sleeping?"
"Hmm. ”
"Okay, sleep. ”
"Hmm. ”
No, it's Yuan Zhi.
I woke up instantly.
"Yuan Zhi. ”
The person on the other end of the line laughed and said, "It's me, awake?"
"Hmm. ”
"Let's talk, how are you doing?"
"Very well, what about you?"
"It's good. ”
It was quiet for a long time. Suddenly it reminds me of a song, Mayday's "I Miss You So Suddenly".
I asked: Yuan Zhi, can you sing?
"What song?"
"I miss you so much all of a sudden. ”
"I'm most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, the most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends, and the most afraid of the sudden rolling of memories...."
His singing voice flowed through my heart.
After singing the climax, he stopped singing, but said: I miss you so much.
I said: Yuan Zhi, you sing so beautifully.
"It's good, then I'll sing it to you next time. ”
"Good. ”
"I'm sorry to disturb your sleep, you go to bed early, I'll call you next time. ”
I want to say it's okay, think about it or say, "Okay, you go to bed early, too." ”
He said, "Good night, you hang up first." ”
I said yes and hung up.