Later, he would call me every night around 10 o'clock.

I never knew how much I could say, and I could talk endlessly for more than an hour.

He rarely talked about his own business, and always listened to me silently, or sang to me.

At that time, he basically responded to my requests, and sometimes, he would helplessly say, "You are really like a child".

At that time, I was very obsessed with sarahconnor's songs, Marc Eric Terenzi and sarahconnor's wedding day, Mark was playing the piano on the boulder by the sea in Spain, and sang affectionately the song "LoveToBeLovedByYou" specially prepared for Sarah's secret The romantic scene, the romantic wedding, made me always remember, always thinking that one day when I meet the person I love, I must let him sing this song to me.

So, I pestered him to learn, and often sang to me, and when I was in a bad mood, he would sing this song to me.

Whatever I wanted to eat, he always took me to eat, either we went alone or we made an appointment with Zhou Sheng and Ali.

Wherever I want to play, he will take me too.

Habit is a terrible thing, and before I know it, it becomes a matter of course that he treats me well, and it is natural for me to play a childish temper with him and make trouble with him.

That year was basically the happiest time of my life, and I always had a happy smile on my face.

Zhou Sheng said that I have changed and become cheerful.

Ali also said to me, "Maybe he really cares about you. ”

In my heart, I have always thought that this is love, that he loves me. Although, he never said love or liking to me, he just got used to me all the time, and he didn't have any intimate movements.

Before you know it, Chinese New Year's Eve is approaching, and the new year is about to begin.

I didn't go home, but this time I told Zhou Sheng and Cheng Qinli that I wouldn't go home.

Zhou Sheng laughed at me and said, "Hehehehehe. Someone who has a boyfriend. ”

Ali nodded, said okay, and didn't say anything more.

After the evening of the 25th day of the lunar calendar, until the evening of the 29th, Yuan Zhi never called me.

I called him a few times and didn't answer, texted, and didn't reply.

In the past, although there were cases where he didn't contact me for a few days, he would tell me in advance.

But now I don't know where he went, and I can't find him, but suddenly I realized that I had never known him from beginning to end, and he never told me about himself, and I was a little discouraged and a little scared.

I was afraid that he would be like my parents, leaving me at my grandparents and suddenly disappearing. When I came back, I lost all love.

Yuan Zhi, you can't, you can't leave me behind.

I refused to accept this thought, and had to keep reassuring myself, saying that he must have something urgent, thinking: he will definitely come back in the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and he knows that I have nowhere to go.

He did not show up until six o'clock in the evening of the thirtieth and the phone was turned off.

My heart is getting colder, and I don't have the interest of the New Year.

So I lay in bed early, ready to read a novel, but I couldn't read it.

I just cried a lot, and when I was tired of crying, I fell asleep.

I woke up on the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, turned on my mobile phone, there was no message or phone call from Yuan Zhi, there was a text message from Zhou Sheng: I want to find you for New Year's Eve this year, but I think that someone must accompany you, so I still text you to wish you a happy New Year. Ali also sent a simple text message: Happy New Year, is his style. There were also calls from my parents, I didn't hear them when I fell asleep, and then they sent text messages asking me to pay attention to my body, rest well, take good care of myself outside, etc., and the rest were some blessing text messages from colleagues and classmates.

One by one, I texted back. My parents didn't call back, just sent a text message wishing them good health and a happy new year.

I got up, put on my coat, opened the curtains, and wanted to look outside, but suddenly found Yuan Zhi leaning on the car, looking down and smoking.

I stood at the window, not knowing he could smoke. Looking at Yuan Zhi downstairs, shrouded in mist, it made me feel strange and untrue.

He looked up and saw me standing at the window. We both looked at each other like statues.

I thought to myself: Yuan Zhi, do you know what to do without you now.

Suddenly, I saw him start coughing violently.

I rushed downstairs without the keys and the door closed.

When I rushed downstairs and saw him, I was not in a hurry, I stood at the door of the corridor and looked at him.

He looked back at me too, and my tears flowed down my cheeks.

I walked over step by step and slowly threw myself into his arms, which were a little cold.

He didn't move at first, but then hugged me tightly.

I closed my eyes, pressed my eyes on his shoulder, and quietly enjoyed this moment, Yuan Zhi, it's good that you are here.

After a long time, I said softly to Yuan Zhi: "Yuan Zhi, I like you." ”

He paused, then hugged me tighter, as if to rub me into his body.

Then, he said, "Li Ji, I love you." ”

Suddenly hearing him say this, I immediately cried even more fiercely, as if I wanted to vent all the fear and anxiety I had been feeling in recent days.

I cried and said to Yuan Zhi: "Yuan Zhi, don't let me find you in the future." I'm scared. ”

He said softly, "Okay." ”