When he saw my crazy appearance, his eyes gradually deepened, and the corners of his mouth showed disdain: "You don't commit suicide, get over me." ”

He didn't panic at all, as if he didn't expect me to do this, and didn't have the courage to do so.

My grip on the shards tightened a little, and despite the bloodshot on my neck, I let out a loud whimper: "Tell me your plan, or let me go, let me kill the child, count me begging you, I don't want to be ruined by you." ”

"Ruin?" he asked me in a loud voice, his eyebrows raised, mixed with unusual disdain, followed by a sneer of my fear, "Xiao An, how could I destroy you? Am I not good enough for you?"

Step by step, he pressed towards me, and I kept backing up to the door, his eyes cold and deep, terrifying.

He suddenly laughed.

He laughed as if he saw his prey, and I couldn't escape his hand as a prey.

It was extremely dark and full of anger: "If it weren't for you being pregnant with my seed these days, do you think you would have such a good treatment?" I'm afraid the scars on my body are all good, forget the pain?"

I kept shaking my head, tears falling down my face, and my hand holding the shard tighter, only to slam into the corner of the table as I retreated, screaming.

I was ruthless, and when I saw that he was completely unmoved, the sense of despair in my heart hit me one by one!

How could I forget!

He used to be unable to forget his sister, so he stayed with me in bed every day, shouted my sister's name, whipped me with a belt, beat me, made me worse than death, and asked a family doctor to cure me every time he hurt me, looked at me with guilt, kissed me gently, slapped me hardest, but gave me the sweetest sugar!

I hate him! How can I not hate? I hate madly hate!

But my head is so messy, always fantasizing, is his sugar just compensation? Isn't that sugar a little bit of his real guilt?

I screamed and cried out loud, hoarse, with tears all over my face, and I pressed the splinters against my neck and weighed a little harder!

Su Yunan's brows furrowed even deeper, and I even saw his hand tremble slightly, but he still threatened me unhurriedly.

"Do you want to die? Su Zai'an, you think about it, if you want to die, you will die with your children, I will definitely count what I said, you die now, one corpse and two lives, I won't even give you a funeral, and declare to the outside world that you have gone abroad, you know, I conceal your identity, but it is something I am willing and unwilling. Su Yunan is still pressing step by step, but his eyes have been fixed on my bloody neck, I looked at him, I hope to see a flaw in his eyes, but no, I only see danger and threat.

This scumbag.

I looked at him and thought it was ridiculous, the hair on my forehead was already messy, I laughed a few times and asked softly, "Are you torturing me really because you can't let go of my sister?"

Hearing this, he suddenly stopped.

This is the first time since I was pregnant with his child that I have spoken out in front of him.

This woman is his taboo and mine.

I know that what he hates is actually Su Zaixin, but Su Zai's heart is not there, he can only vent his love and hate feelings on me.

I can only bear it, from childhood to him, I can only bear everything.

I'm not going to be reconciled......

I lowered my eyes for a long time, thought for a long time, and suddenly laughed, looked at him a little stunned and said, laughing deeper: "Can't you answer it, right? Then let me ask it another way, you are actually reluctant to let me go, you actually love me, right?"

After listening to my words, he suddenly dilated his pupils, and Sanbu walked towards me no longer stalemate, pinched my neck, and instantly pinched my face red, he scolded while pinching: "Su Zai'an, what kind of thing are you? Why do you guess me? Who gave you the right to guess me? Huh?"

He squinted, and my pupils widened, and I bit him hard, pushed him away like crazy, and scolded, "Why did you force me to keep your seed? What are you?"

My voice was terrible and poignant at this time, and I clung to his clothes, and even when I looked at it this way, his face was still very good-looking, and elegant, and his brow had a good-looking ruffian, and I confessed that I had sunk for it.

But I have an endless hatred, and I have long overwhelmed this sinking.

I stared at the broken porcelain piece in my hand for a few seconds, and as soon as I gritted my teeth, I was about to stab myself in the neck!

But at this moment, Su Yunan's hand suddenly blocked and blocked the fatal stab for me with his arm!

Blood suddenly oozed from his arm, a terrible scar made me so frightened that I threw away the broken porcelain, he scolded in my ear, I cried and squatted down, he covered the scar on his arm, and retreated, but I squatted down like crazy and continued to scream hysterically.

"Get over here, don't touch the shards!" he clutched his bloody arm, and I saw that his sweat was coming out, and his eyes were bloodshot like a beast of prey.

However, I could see a rare hint of panic in his eyes.

I smiled at him, screamed and picked up the shard again and stabbed it into my neck, his pupils constricted, and he came over and slapped me, knocking me to the ground.

I was stunned by his blows in the head.

His face was full of bloodthirsty brutality, and he kicked away the debris on the ground.

Before I could react, he picked up the tranquilizer on the table, grabbed me by the hair, dragged me into his arms, and slammed it down on my arm!

The pain of the needle prick made me cry out suddenly, and he clutched my mouth tightly as I watched the needle penetrate my skin, the liquid slowly flowing into my arm......

I couldn't even scream, I lost my voice, and I only heard Su Yunan's heavy gasp in my ear.

After he gave me a tranquilizer, he laughed and forced me to look at him, he was sweating profusely, but he said, "After giving birth to my child, you can die wherever you want, but not now." ”

He finished piercing me and threw the needle on the ground, and I lay on the ground, wanting to scream and roar, but I only let out an ugly whisper: "Woo-"

Heavy, mournful.

My body was dripping with warm blood dripping from his arm, and my body trembled a little.

He sneered again.

It is said that it is easy to die, but it is difficult to live.

But I want to die, why is it so hard?

Su Yunan's arm was scratched by me with a deep scar, but he didn't even call the doctor, he called the room service, got bandages and disinfectants to bandage himself, I looked at him woodenly, he just finished bandaging, Deng Qing came to call.

It's getting late.

He teased Deng Qing in a relaxed tone, and Deng Qing said that he could take me to row a boat and meet downstairs in the hotel.

He said yes.

Su Yunan looked coldly at me who had been lying on the ground, and lifted me up like a chicken, he had already sorted out his demeanor and tidied up the wound, although it was still a strong fishy smell, but put down his sleeves, it was really as if nothing had happened just now.

He carried me to the bed, then squatted in front of me on his knees and cleaned my scars with iodine.

There was no more blood on my face, and I had no strength.

"If you are disobedient in the future, you will use tranquilizers to calm you, it is not good to take too much of this medicine, but you know me, I hate noisy women even more. He had a smile on his lips.

I didn't react, but he patted me on the face, and he said, "Also, don't give me a useless struggle, this wound on my arm, when you give birth to the child, I am settling accounts with you." ”

I still didn't speak, he looked at me for a long time, and finally gently took care of my wounds, seeing that I was still the same wordless, quiet and without any aggression, he chuckled, stood up and kissed me in the corner of the eye.

I was like a mad little beast who had been trained by him to be a docile cat.

At this time, there was a knock at the door, and it was Assistant Li who came to call us.

Assistant Li said: "Mr. Su, Mrs. and Mr. Tang have been urging downstairs, especially Mrs., who said that they should be in a hurry to row the boat." ”

Su Yunan snorted and said, "Got it." ”

Assistant Li just opened the door, and saw that our room was full of messes, and the whole person was a little surprised, Su Yunan just hugged me horizontally and said to Assistant Li: "Ask the hotel service staff to clean up the room." ”

Assistant Li said, "Yes." ”

I had forgotten about struggling, I just felt a strong sense of powerlessness.

He whispered to me, "I've been stuffy in the room for so long, it's good to go out for a walk and row, let's drink the fetal pills first." ”

He gave Assistant Li a look, and Assistant Li immediately understood and went to get the medicine prescribed by the doctor for me, I didn't have the strength to resist, watching him feed the medicine into my mouth, extremely bitter.

He smiled with satisfaction, wiped my mouth, and draped me in a garment before carrying me downstairs.

His arms were as warm as ever, even the smell I used to smell the most, but I always felt that something had changed.

Deng Qing saw him hugging me, his eyes were deep at first, but he was still not suspicious, he just smiled and said to us: "Come, Yu Nan, I've been waiting for you for a long time." ”

Deng Qing had some coquettish blame on his face, glanced at me a few times, and saw that Su Yunan didn't intend to put me down, and directly pulled Su Yunan like a declaration of sovereignty, but because he accidentally touched Su Yunan's injured arm.

Su Yunan's eyebrows were slightly furrowed, but he didn't resist, but Tang Zheng asked first: "I see that Miss Su's face is not good, but she is uncomfortable?"

I still didn't speak, just buried my head deeper in his arms.

"It's nothing, she just had a little temper tantrum with me. Su Yunan glanced at me, didn't make any other movements, just chuckled, extremely magnetic.

"Yu Nan, then I'll row a boat with Xiao An later, we are both women, and I can also enlighten her. Deng Qing said as if concerned.

I grabbed Su Yunan's tie tighter, and he probably observed my reaction and asked me gently, "It's okay to have a boat with your sister-in-law?"

I didn't speak, Deng Qing was obsessed with this, Tang Zheng said: "It's just right, I also have some work problems I want to ask Mr. Su, I don't see Mr. Su today, and I don't know how to deal with the grinding Mr. Qian." ”

So I booked, Deng Qing and I have a boat, Su Yunan and Tang Zheng, all have people rowing for us, so we just need to sit and watch the scenery, Deng Qing is very interested, so I asked for more oars, and I want to experience it myself.

The lake behind Mt. Yue is particularly beautiful, but there are not many tourists today, and the colorful lights surround the lake, and although the sky is dark, the lake surface is bright.

Su Yunan arrived at the destination and finally put me down, my legs were still a little weak, but Deng Qing supported me in time.

Su Yunan stroked my head, told Deng Qing and I to pay attention to safety, and got on the first boat with Tang Zheng first.

Deng Qing looked at their distant backs, looked at my face, and asked, "Xiao An, I see that your face is not good, you can just sit down later." ”

I didn't speak, just mumbled softly.

Deng Qing led me to the boat, the staff asked us where we wanted to row, Deng Qing said: "Go to the deep mountain, I heard that there are fireworks at nine o'clock, Xiao An, do you want to see fireworks?"

I still didn't speak, so Deng Qing decided for me on her own.

I closed my eyes and felt the breeze in the back mountain, which was not very cold, but it was very comfortable to blow on my body, which touched my numb mood a little.

"Yu Nan cares about you very much. Deng Qing was the first to speak, breaking the silence.

When I heard this, I looked at her.

Deng Qing ruffled his hair and pointed to his clothes on my body, Deng Qing said, "I don't have any." ”

I laughed, and immediately took off the dress and handed it to her, but Deng Qing refused: "No need, this is his heart for you, how can I snatch love with a knife." ”

The words she used made me pause, her eyes were full of deep meaning, I smiled, put away my clothes, looked at the lamp in the distance, and did not speak.

Deng Qing looked at his nail polish by the light and said, "Xiao An, do you know, I have heard of your brother's reputation in the business world for a long time, but the first time I met him was at a dinner. ”

I don't know why Deng Qing suddenly told me about her encounter with Su Yunan, but since she did, I listened to it.

"Actually, I never went to dinner with my father, but when I heard that he would come, I even turned down my appointment with my girlfriend and went to his hotel, and the first time I saw him, I thought he was the most perfect person in the world, personable, courteous like a gentleman, but I felt unfathomable, and I thought he was perfect. ”

But he didn't look at me at all, and though I tried my best to go to where he was, to the dinner party he would attend, I didn't get his attention, and when I asked him for his contact information, he just gave me a very reasonable answer, and there was no more follow-up. ”

"No matter how powerful the Su clan is, it will also be powerless, the Su clan had a big economic crisis half a year ago, because many of the businesses that your brother did were actually very dangerous, and the high risk was very high, in fact, it was too complicated for you to understand, in general, the company had a serious capital turnover failure, it was my father's timely help, which helped you Su to survive such a crisis, it was a big crisis for the Su family, including my father also helped your brother in a lot of underworld business, the Su family and the Deng family joined forces to complete many big interests, this kind of big interests, can you imagine？”

Deng Qing suddenly raised her eyebrows and asked me, and there was even deep disdain in her eyes.

I lowered my eyes and said, "I have an impression." ”

During that time, Su Yunan rarely went home, and when he went home, he was full of alcohol, which was extremely terrifying, but the next day he would return to work in the company very normally, he rarely went home, and every time he went home, it was my nightmare.

During that time, he was tormented even more than before.

Deng Qing said: "I proposed to my father that I want to develop with Yu Nan, Su Yu Nan is very smart, as soon as I mentioned this, he offered to marry me, and after marriage, he was very good to me, Zai'an, you also saw this." ”

She looked at me, and I finally saw the anger in her eyes.

Those associations in my heart are finally tangible, women, all creatures with such accurate intuition, how can they dispel doubts because of a trick?

She snorted and said: "I know that you are not his own sister, nor are you related by blood, I can understand that you have some thoughts about him, but if you know the current affairs, then stop thinking like this as soon as possible, it's still too late, don't become a lowly person like your mother, otherwise don't blame me for being ruthless in the future." ”

Deng Qing's tone slowly became warning, and her words became full of threats, and her eyes were full of contempt.

It's exactly the same way those people looked at me when I was bullied when I didn't have a dad when I was a kid.

I looked into the distance for a long time before I slowly spoke: "Sister-in-law, do you think my brother loves you?"

Deng Qing froze, and her smile was a little stiff: "Why are you asking this?"

I unconsciously stirred my hands and said, "Two days ago, didn't you get motion sickness on the day you first came to Yueshan, sleeping in the hotel, he was ambiguous with several women, do you know about this?"

Deng Qing looked at me, and his face gradually turned cold: "What do you want to say?"

"Nothing. I laughed and said, "Sister-in-law shouldn't mind, after all, it's just a discussion, but what if I tell you that that night, I accidentally saw the woman who accompanied him enter his room?"

Deng Qing's face suddenly dropped to zero.

I looked at her appearance, and still said unhurriedly: "The woman who accompanies you is very charming, doesn't my sister-in-law mind at all? Brother loves you or not, you actually know very well, right? If he really respects you, how can he choose to have a relationship with another woman when you are away?"

Deng Qing's face was full of gloom, and I smiled indifferently, it was this indifference that stung her.

"Little slut, don't talk nonsense to me!" Deng Qing's dignity could no longer be maintained, she pushed me, I didn't sit still, and fell to the ground.

"Sit tight, sit shut!" the boatman shouted in front of us.

I snorted and said, "You don't know anything at all, do you think you really know Su Yunan? Do you think I really want to stay with him?"

I almost muttered it.

"I don't want to, I don't want at all, he forced me to keep this child, but I don't want to at all, you say, you are still so young, why does he want me to give birth?"

When Deng Qing heard my words, her pupils suddenly grew, she grabbed my clothes, and asked with sharp teeth: "You really have his seed in your stomach, don't you? You actually cooperate to lie to me, what kind of thing are you? Mother is a bitch, and she is also a junior, you cheap thing actually lied to me!"

She couldn't hold back for a moment and slapped me hard in the mouth.

"More than that. I laughed out loud, grabbed Deng Qing's hand and said: "Since you got married, has he really touched you? You will probably spend the rest of your life in suspicion, jealousy, and competition for your husband's favor, I see that your face is a little yellow now, it's really pitiful, they all say that marriage is the grave of love, sister-in-law, this sentence is simply tailor-made for you." ”

Deng Qing grabbed me: "Shut up!

I looked at her and smiled, "Also, do you really know him? Graceful?gentleman?He came to my room on the day of his wedding to you, is this a gentleman?You are so pitiful, sister-in-law, you have been kept in the dark——"

"Shut up!!" Before I could finish my sentence, she slapped me to the side of the boat, and my head hit the plank hard, and I couldn't speak with a thud.

Deng Qing looked at my face, laughed cruelly, looked at the kiss marks and bite marks on my neck, and the more she looked at it, the more angry she became, she began to punch and kick me like crazy.

I chuckled, the pain of the rain was nothing compared to the numbness in my heart.

"Sit tight, sit shut, what are you doing?" The boatman in front finally realized that something was wrong, and when he looked back, he saw Deng Qing's crazy appearance sweating out, and he scolded: "You sit tight, the front is a little unstable——"

Deng Qing was crazy and couldn't listen to it anymore.

I laughed: "I tell you, if you love him, you lock him tightly, don't let him go again, don't let him torture me anymore, because I'm too painful, in fact, sometimes I think about it, it's nothing ......to die"

My words grew weaker and weaker, and my lower body finally began to tear and ache.

The pain was more intense than every time I had come before, and hell was not too much, but I was used to the pain.

Didn't I grow up in pain from a small age?

I closed my eyes and whimpered, and I couldn't hear Deng Qing's insults or the boatman's warnings anymore.

I rolled over on my side, I felt too much pain and pain, and in a trance I saw the water under my eyes, and I died in the water, at least I felt better?

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and, with the last of my strength, threw myself into the water.

"Plop. ”

The sounds of the world seem to be still.

Everything seemed to come to an abrupt end.

It's all darkness.

When I opened my eyes, I was on the edge of a cliff, my hands were hanging from the edge, I struggled to get up, but no one came to save me.

I burst into tears, but there was still no one.

It's as if God played a joke on me, a punishment he gave me.

Actually, before the Su family had an accident, although Su Yunan didn't spoil me very much, he was still very good to me.

In the outside world, every time he takes me to public occasions, he is also very good to me.

It's all a dream.

I've been struggling on the edge of the cliff for too long, and I can finally be freed, anyway, my mother, or sister, who once loved me, are all gone, what else can I remember in this world?

The cliff suddenly floated so big and heavy snow, and it hadn't snowed in S City for a long time.

I vaguely remember that when I was so young, when I saw snow for the first time, my mother helped me to tie my braids on the windowsill, I didn't know what snowflakes were, I asked her, and she replied: "Snow is the purest thing in the world, immaculate, clean, everyone is like this when they are children." ”

My thought at that time was that I also wanted to be like snow, pure and immaculate.

But when I grew up, I realized how naïve this idea was.

Also, my mother's voice is so warm, but I can't hear it anymore.

I smiled and was about to let go, but at the last moment, I was held by a warm hand, like a god descending from heaven.

The voice was low and unfamiliar, and he said, "Su Zai'an, I can save you." ”

The sound was like a spell, and I opened my eyes suddenly.

I didn't die, and I remember the memories of before I fell into the water very clearly, and I wondered if I was hanging, or God made jokes to me again and again.

But I thought I would be in the hospital, I would be at home, or I would be imprisoned by Su Yunan again, threatened by him, as if every time I had an accident, I was easily restrained by him.

But no, I was in a completely unfamiliar environment, it was a gorgeous bed, I remember that I used to be in the mountains of Yueshan where the seasons are like spring, but now, I see the snow falling outside the window, the heating in the house is hot, I am not cold at all.

I'm still holding a hanging bottle in my hand.

The clothes had been changed into new ones, and there was no curvature in my stomach, but there was still a faint pain, and I was frightened, looking around, a little scared.

"Miss Su is really ruthless to herself, in order to abort this fetus, she did not hesitate to provoke her sister-in-law, and I also hired a lot of doctors for you. In the distance, a low, deep voice was suddenly heard.

It's an unfamiliar voice.

"Who are you, why do you know about me, where is this?" I was on my guard, and when I shouted, I realized that my voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

"I know everything, and I can help you. He still didn't show up, but laughed a few times and said: "You have been missing for twenty-one days, but Su Yunan is now having a good dinner with the Deng family, and it seems that he doesn't even care about your life or death——"

A huge screen suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and the screen displayed the current time, and Su Yunan was on the screen.

He was toasting with Father Deng, and Deng Qing next to him smiled dignified and generous.

My blood is a little clotted.

The man laughed—

"Miss Su, it is better to be tortured by him than life and death, are you willing? Do you want to consider cooperating with me and bringing him down. ”