Chapter 37: Tell me your plans for the future

Su Yunan's face changed slightly, he looked at me coldly and said, "Why didn't I know there was such a thing." ”

I didn't look at him: "Why do I have to report to you for every meal?"

His eyes were dark, and he tried to restrain something.

On the contrary, the doctor said: "Papaya is rich in vitamins, eating less can enhance immunity, but excessive consumption will cause uterine contractions, which has an impact on the fetus. ”

"I will bring back a recipe for Miss Su, and Miss Su's diet after that please follow the recipe completely. The doctor gave a lot of instructions, Su Yunan listened to the doctor's explanation for a long time, and after telling me everything I should pay attention to in the future, he hummed and said, "Thank you." ”

He instructed his assistant Li to send the doctor out.

I was too careful, and when I saw Assistant Su Yunan and the doctor talking more outside the door, I lowered my eyes and pulled the corners of my mouth.

There were only two people left in the room, Su Yunan and I, and I asked him, "What about Deng Qing?"

Su Yunan picked up the fruit knife on the table and began to help me peel apples, but without answering me, I was unwilling, pulled his hand and asked again: "Did she mean it, her suspicions about me have not been eliminated at all." ”

Su Yunan's hand froze.

I laughed, and was about to say something, when there was a sudden knock on the door, and it was Deng Qing and Tang Zheng walking in.

They came in at the right time, and I quietly put away the skeptical expression I had just now.

I saw Deng Qing holding a freshly folded white plum in his hand and handed it to Su Yunan, so I leaned on his shoulder and said coquettishly: "I've been looking for you for a long time, but I didn't expect it to be here." ”

Su Yunan picked her face and said, "What did you go to play?"

Deng Qing smiled: "There is water in the back mountains, let's go boating, shall we?"

Su Yunan raised his eyebrows: "It's so cold outside, are you still thinking about rowing?"

Deng Qing said: "What's the matter? It's much better here than S City, isn't it? There is also Wishing Mountain in the back mountain, you go with me, I don't want to play mahjong anymore today, I lost all my money yesterday." ”

Deng Qing shook Su Yunan's arm, Su Yunan naturally responded, and then turned his gaze to me, Deng Qing dragged me and said, "Xiao An is going too! ”

I don't know if I'm too careful, I think today's Deng Qing is very enthusiastic about me, and there are more or less deep meanings in her eyes, I can't caress her kindness, so I said: "I won't climb the mountain, if you go boating at night, you can call me." ”

Seeing me say this, Deng Qing didn't say much, but looked at Su Yunan, who smiled and said, "Okay, you guys go first, I'll come later." ”

Deng Qing kissed Su Yunan's left cheek, Su Yunan laughed, smoothed her head, and walked out.

I could also see Deng Qing below from the windowsill, full of smiles, as if she was really happy about this trip to Yueshan.

When they left, Su Yunan also peeled the apples in his hands.

He handed it to me, I didn't take it, but looked at him coldly, he didn't get annoyed, but helped me cut the apple into pieces, put it in a bowl, and handed it to me.

I picked up the bowl and slammed it on the ground!

His eyes turned cold in an instant, he grabbed my hair and pulled me up, and asked coldly, "What do you mean?"

I endured the pain and said word by word: "It must be her, my intuition tells me that she must know about my birth, and the small means you used in the hospital last time did not dispel her suspicions at all." ”

Su Yunan narrowed his eyes, Xu was waiting for me to finish.

I tried to push his hand away, but his strength was surprisingly strong, I pinched him with my fingernails, and he didn't let me go, but increased the strength of his hand.

"If this continues, I'm getting older, what are you going to do? Or are you going to keep me at home? Have you thought about it?"

For so long, Su Yunan and I have been pretending to be crazy and stupid, I have never mentioned it, and he has not said it.

After a long time, he rubbed his eyebrows and said two words in this silent room: "Three years." ”

I frowned, "What?"

He said: "At least one or two years, at most three years, I will deal with the Deng family." ”

I sneered, "And then, marry me?"

He laughed, not knowing what he was laughing at, and played with the word me, repeating, "Marry?"

He seemed to find the word fresh.

I grabbed the quilt and asked him, "Since you forced me to keep the child, are you still going to let me not see the light for the rest of my life?"

He just sneered and said, "What's not to do? You have been raised by me in captivity for a lifetime, carefree, and you don't have to worry about your livelihood, and you only have to serve me well with him when the child is born, isn't it?

He is really still a scumbag, and it is in vain to reason with him.

"You madman, you want to have children, why don't you want someone else to give birth? Why do you want me to give birth to you?" I was so angry that I swept everything on the table to the floor.

Su Yunan looked at me, tried his best to restrain himself, straightened out the quilt that I messed up for me and said, "Okay, don't make trouble, they are all going to be mothers, why are you still so emotional?"

"Get out of here! Who is going to be a mother? You say, if you retaliate, I can choose thousands of ways, why do you want me to keep this child? Deng Qing can't have children? If you don't help you find a little five and six outside to help you give birth? Why are you unwilling to let me go?"

The more I talked, the more excited I became, and I didn't know why, but my emotions became more and more unstable after coming to Yueshan.

Before, it was only a physical reaction at home, but now it is psychologically unstable.

I was angry all of a sudden, especially when I saw that Su Yunan was still cold and calm, and I was even more angry, pulling his tie and asking him to give me an answer.

He took my hand and pulled his tie, his face was a little cold, he didn't intend to answer me, but I became more and more reluctant.

He finally couldn't bear it anymore, threw me on the bed, and sneered: "Of course you are different from others, you are so similar to her, in the past, I dreamed that I could marry her and have a happy family......

His gaze suddenly became a little affectionate and soft, and I began to tremble on the bed, thinking that it was not looking at me.

I was so young that I had vague memories of him and my sister.

I only remember that when I was seven years old, I liked to be the follower of the two of them, but Su Yunan didn't seem to like me to follow them, they were about to graduate from high school at that time, and once when I was shopping, Su Yunan and my sister were walking in front, and I accidentally lost it.

I squatted on the road and cried, but fortunately the housekeeper found me in time, I was terrified.

When I returned home, my sister and Su Yunan hid the incident and did not tell their parents, but although I was only seven years old at the time, I felt particularly wronged.

I asked my sister why she was doing this to me.

My sister's face was still a little flushed, but she said sorry to me and put the ID card she had with her back in the drawer.

I didn't do anything at the time, but it was only later that I figured out why her face was flushed and why she carried her ID card with her.

His words completely opened up my long-sealed memory.

I took a few steps back and almost fell to the ground.

Su Yunan's kindness to me almost made me forget how he hurt me back then.

This brute gave me a little candy to eat, and I forgot what he did to me before?

You are only in your early twenties, do you really want to succumb to this man for the rest of your life?

I'm not going to be reduced to the point where being rich is my father, am I? Even if he can keep me safe for the rest of my life, what's the fun of that kind of life?

What have I become?

How I wanted to resist, but I couldn't.

I became more and more desperate, and the despair in my heart immediately ignited, and this anger prompted me to look at the debris on the ground, my eyes lit up, and I subconsciously rushed over and immediately picked up a piece and pointed it to my throat.

"What are you doing?" Su Yunan saw my crazy movements and scolded me.

"You tell me what you plan to do with this child, and if you don't say it, I'll die. I made up my mind, my voice trembling, but my eyes firm.

For fear that he would not believe me, I pressed against the fragment of my throat, which went deeper, and a trace of blood mixed in.