403. Let me look at you again

Who is it?

She seems to have forgotten the most important person.

However, she could always hear his sad voice.

The soft, low, hoarse, tearful voice.

She felt very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, even worse than when she cried herself.

The owner of this voice made her involuntarily want to open her eyes to look at him, reach out and touch him, hug him, and help him wipe the tears from his face.

Don't cry.

Don't cry, do you know how much my heart hurts when you cry?

It was as if she was dreaming, and it was as if she was slowly falling towards the depths of the bottomless sea.

Everything she saw was flying before her eyes.

She knew she couldn't have that anymore

What she saw was what she had lost.

She remembered in a trance that she was leaving.

Leave all the people and things she knew, leave this world of all kinds of disturbances.

She felt a kind of relief, but at the same time, she felt inexplicably uneasy and reluctant.

It seems that her departure will make someone lose the motivation to live from now on.

Who was that man, the owner of that sad voice?

There were a lot of people in front of her, even strangers who occasionally passed by on the side of the road, white-haired old men who wandered on the side of the street all year round, and classmates who were neighbors of her grandmother's house in the countryside when she was a child, and her sister Tang Mi came to the house once as a guest

So many people who didn't seem to have much to do with her life all appeared in front of her eyes at this time, almost for no reason, she looked over one by one, but couldn't find the person who should have appeared.

Who is it?

...... the hell Who is it?

When she tried hard to remember his face and his appearance, and tried hard to reach out and touch him, the strong obsession made her stagnant and sinking body a little lighter.

She felt the water below her push her upwards, and was she about to see him?

At the same time, the voice grew clearer and clearer.

She heard his sigh, and when he sighed, her heart felt like a lump of soaked cotton, heavy, breathless, uncomfortable.

This must be someone very, very important to her, she thought.

"Xiaoxiao, what should I do? Just let me sit here with you in my arms until the sky is wasted? How can I let go of your hand? Let you lie here alone? Xiaoxiao, I can't do it......"

The owner of the voice choked up again. Tang Xiao thought, his voice is really good, so magnetic so elegant, even if it is hoarse and soaked in tears, it is extremely good, if he smiles, how heartbreaking it should be?

Tang Xiao felt a warm liquid fall on his face, on his neck, like a raindrop, but warmer than the raindrops, with the temperature of the master's body, and similarly, with the sadness of the master's heart.

Don't cry.

Don't cry, please.

Tang Xiao shouted in her heart, what the hell is wrong with you, why are you crying? Although she has not seen him with her own eyes, she is sure that this person must not have loved to cry before.

Did he cry because of her?

Why......

Because she's leaving?

It suddenly occurred to her that she was what the "smile" in that person's mouth.

He said he didn't want to let go of her hand, he didn't want her to lie here alone.

Tang Xiao thought uncomfortably, she was really dead, someone was so painful and worried about her, so what should she do?

She really wanted to see what he looked like, shake his hand, and hug his body.

When thinking like this, Tang Xiao inexplicably, he seemed to feel the temperature of his body, as well as the warm palm of his hand holding her firmly.

She could even feel his breath gently brushing her cheeks, and the soft flaps of his lips that landed on her lips.

Did he kiss her?

Tang Xiao felt very happy, as if this was something she had been looking forward to for a long time.

She wanted to kiss him back, but she couldn't move now.

How...... What do I have to do to be able to open my eyes and see him?

She didn't want to die...... She suddenly felt that no matter how much pain she had in life, she couldn't match a kiss from him.

As long as there was him in that disturbing world, she wanted to return to that world.

She wanted to be with him, she wanted to hug him, she wanted to kiss him.

She didn't want him to be so desperate in tears, holding someone who couldn't wake up.

She didn't want to die, she must ...... You have to open your eyes and look at him.

Thinking so, she could feel her glued upper and lower eyelids trying to break free from each other's shackles, she felt her eyelashes flutter, she felt her eyeballs glide restlessly under the eyelids that trapped them.

Let me see him again...... All the gods and Buddhas in this world.

Cheng Lie didn't know how many tears he shed, he only felt that everything in front of him was shrouded in a faint layer of red.

If anyone could see him at this time, they would be amazed at his pale exhaustion, and his bloodshot eyes.

At this time, he was like a person who was suffering from a serious illness that was difficult to recover.

His kisses and tears kept falling, and in his blurred vision, he seemed to see her long eyelashes like butterfly wings flutter slightly.

His heart shook suddenly, and he couldn't help but reach out and touch her cheek tremblingly, and called softly, "Xiaoxiao, are you going to wake up?"

Maybe it was really the Heavenly Gods and Buddhas who heard his heart, and the originally pale and cold and motionless person in his arms moved his pale cyan lips slightly as if in response to him.

Cheng Lie lowered his head in ecstasy and kissed her, and bit her lip gently, and then he stared at her tightly, not wanting to miss the slightest movement of her.

"Laugh, smile, smile, you hear me, don't you? Open your eyes and look at me, ...... Do you know how badly you scared me? I'm almost going to give up myself to accompany you, huh...... You idiot, don't you wake up soon?"

Tang Xiao didn't know when, she had already floated up from the deep sea that trapped her, and she felt that the voice was getting closer and clearer to herself, and this time, it came from her ears

He said, he almost killed himself for her, no, idiot! How could he do that?

Tang Xiao was very angry, she wanted to scold him hatefully, scolded him for not being so stupid, and actually thought of suicide to follow her, but at the same time she felt deeply distressed, so that she just wanted to kiss him well, hug him well, and comfort him...... But she still couldn't open her eyes, her eyelids were so heavy, as if there were a thousand pounds of stones pressed on them, and she couldn't break free at all.

So...... What about fingers?

She could feel him holding her wide, calloused palm, and she tried very hard to scratch his palm and tell him that she was back......

How could she be willing to leave him alone?

Fool, you fool......

She felt all her strength on her fingers, and she really wanted to move and hear his happy voice again, not the mournful voice that had lasted for a long time......

So, I don't know how long it took, maybe a few seconds, maybe a few minutes, she finally managed to make her index finger move slightly......

Just then, Cheng Lie felt Xiaoxiao's fingers scratch his palm, just like she used to do when they hugged each other and fell asleep.

She's alive, she's not dead! Or rather, she's back!

Cheng Lie clenched her still cold little hand tightly and shouted in ecstasy: "Doctor! Doctor! Shen Sa, call the doctor! Call the doctor over!!"

He was so overjoyed that all his sanity was so overwhelmed that he burst into laughter, and tears fell as he laughed.

Shen Sa, who was outside the door, suddenly heard Cheng Lie's almost crazy shout, and she felt a sense of surprise, she thought, is the growth officer really crazy?

She hurriedly pushed open the door, only to see that the chief officer's face was pale and blue, and both eyes were covered with red bloodshots, but the pupils were extremely bright, as if a flame was burning, just staring at him, there was a feeling of being hot.

And the woman in his arms was still tightly held in his arms, her long hair was spread downward, but compared with before, half of her face was exposed outward, and the outline of that half of her face was more beautiful than Shen Sa's imagination Long eyebrows, jet-black and thick eyelashes were curled, the bridge of her nose was straight and delicate, although her lips were pale and discolored, the curvature of her lip flap was so exquisite, and the pale color made people feel pity for her.

Shen Sa felt that she had never seen such a good-looking and moving woman, even if she was dead, that kind of beauty still made her, who was also a woman, couldn't help but want to take a few more looks.

But the growth officer was staring at her with those burning eyes, and she couldn't help asking, "Growth officer...... What's wrong with you?"

"Go call the doctor!She's not dead!Shen Sa, my smile comes to life, she's not dead!!" Cheng Lie said loudly.

Shen Sa's heart was filled with a deep sadness, anyone who looked at it could see that the woman in the arms of the growth officer was indeed dead, and there was no trace of blood on her face and body......

"Grown-up officer...... "she said with difficulty," she said, "...... Condolences. ”

The elder glared at her fiercely, "Don't you believe it!!?" he grabbed the pale, slender fingers of the woman in his arms and said to her, "She scratched my palm with her fingers...... My smile didn't die!"

Shen Sa understood that the growth officer in front of him was obviously no longer the calm and wise growth officer he usually had, and the man in front of him had lost his mind because of his wife's death!

She could no longer find the words to comfort him, so she stood there without saying a word, looking at him quietly.

Seeing that she didn't react, the growth officer actually rushed out frantically with a pair of red eyes, holding the corpse in his arms......